114: C114 Love

C114 Love

Zhu Ruiyan replied, "Carnations are flowers that are usually given out on Mother's Day. It is said that... When the Holy Mother saw her son suffering, she shed tears. Tears nourished the carnations. Hence, carnations usually represent maternal love. The flowers that children send to their mothers are mostly carnations. This kind of carnations... The love symbolized by flowers is more elegant, and it's also suitable to send patients. The number of twenty-four indicated that the four seasons were fine. Of course, there was another meaning. I will always remember you. Even if you can't achieve a positive result in the end, Miss Yaoyao will still hope that you will always remember her. If women have such thoughts, she should know."

Qin Yizhao's heart moved. He looked at her and kept remembering her.

"Yanyan, do you really want me to always remember her?" Qin Yizhao stared at her and asked.

Zhu Ruiyan gently opened her mouth and said, "You remember her from the beginning, right? She was deeply imprinted in the depths of your memory. Of course, I will always remember. I don't like it when you remember. But I think even if you don't remember, you won't be able to do it, right? At this time, on the surface, there will always be a place for her in the depths of your heart. So, even if you can't be a couple, you have a beautiful past with her. The time you two spend together is truly given, there is no difference between the two of you. There is nothing to be ashamed of, just that you didn't wait on the spot. Such feelings, in the end, couldn't be together. In the bottom of their hearts, they could also recall those beautiful past. Although there was some pity and sadness, there was no guilt in the end. Perhaps, she understood that you would always remember her in your heart... She will feel much happier."

"What a stupid woman" Qin Yizhao brushed her hair, feeling warm in his heart.

Only now did he feel that this woman was very generous.

When Zhu Ruiyan spoke of them, she was also filled with melancholy. "Actually, compared to me, your past is really very blissful. I have been in love with Zhang Shuai for six years, and I can't even remember the past. When I think of that person, I feel disgusted. If he didn't do such a disgusting thing... Even if I didn't end up together with him in the end, I would probably feel that the past was worth reminiscing about. But that person was too personal after all. My heart can no longer be given to him. I don't want him to dirty my heart, but you and Yaomeng aren't in such a situation. Think about the past. There is sadness and there is no good. We have no regrets, right?"

Qin Yizhao looked at the person in front of him. His eyes were shining brightly, making Qin Yizhao feel warm in his heart.

"Zhang Shuai has hurt you a lot?" Qin Yizhao was a little jealous, but Zhang Shuai was not that shameless. How could he and Zhu Ruiyan have anything to do with each other?

"There are a lot of things that are hidden in the bottom of my heart, which means that I am more concerned about them. The fact that I can speak in such an indifferent manner means that I can face the past calmly. We can't go back to the past, and we can't predict the future. We can only grasp the present. We can stop worrying about what happened in the past... No matter how unwilling I am, I can't change anything... Just like you said, we are already so old... How can we never be in love? Maybe, love... Only those who can always remember can express that we really loved each other... We don't have to force ourselves to forget anything, nor do we have to be sad and have no results... There are different paths in life, and there will always be people coming from all directions. As for what kind of marks each person left in their own lives, it will bring them happiness or unhappiness. It's not important anymore. We have to respect everyone we meet on the path of life. If it wasn't for Zhang Shuai, I might not have been able to see you. "

"Even though the situation wasn't very good when we first met, but you are an outstanding person. Yaomeng wasn't confident. So she missed it. I also do not know how far we can go in the end, but I met you. It's a blessing in my life. No matter what the end result is, I will think that meeting you... It's the most beautiful accident in my life. Yaomeng needs time to heal her wounds. As time passes, when the past turns blurry, she can begin her life without any good."

" Don't blame yourself, and don't worry about it. Love will always be remembered. Even if time passes, that kind of love will only be buried deep in the heart. When you think about it, you will only smile and judge yourself at that time. People had to experience hardships in order to understand how to cherish it. If the two of them could achieve a positive result, it would be a gift from the heavens. If they were separated in the end, it could only mean that fate was not good enough and there was no need to feel sad. There are many things in this world that have their own destiny "

Zhu Ruiyan was talking about her feelings with Qin Yizhao, and also about her own past.

There were many things that if one dared to face, the heaven and earth would be wide.

She said these words to show that she could not change her past. Although, when she recalled those few years, her heart ached a little. Although she also hoped that she would meet Qin Yizhao first, and that Qin Yizhao would be the last one to walk with her. However, from the beginning to the end, they were all accompanied by the same person. How many worlds were there in this world?

It was the first love of each other, walking towards the end of their lives together. What kind of fate could this be?

It was probably because fate was not enough, so when they wanted to meet, they all had their own past. However, for the two of them to be able to be together, didn't it also mean that they were fated to be together? Now, he said that they were in love, so she knew that the outcome might not be good. She was fearless as well.

Love was equal and voluntary, so their previous relationship was not love. The relationship they had with each other before was so terrible, she felt that it was especially shameful.

Now, they were already a couple, just that the difference in family background was huge, but in front of love, their status was indeed equal. So even if the light of hope was very weak, she still wanted to love.

"As expected of a teacher. This set of reasoning is really good." Qin Yizhao said sarcastic words from the side.

"Qin Yizhao." Zhu Ruiyan was embarrassed.

"Yanyan." Qin Yizhao's heart was filled with mixed feelings. He looked at the woman in front of him. He had never thought that she would be so broad-minded. She could tell him about his past like this. Such a broad-mindedness made him feel a little unbelievable. Could it be that she loved him more than anything else? That's why she was so calm. " Don't you feel sour in the bottom of your heart? "

"Do I have to feel sour?" Zhu Ruiyan asked him back," Men all want to see a group of women fight for him. That way, men will feel proud? "

"You haven't fallen in love with me?" Qin Yizhao was a little suspicious.

Zhu Ruiyan smiled. "County Head Qin, have you fallen in love with me?"

"I fell in love with you." This time, Qin Yizhao did not act like a tsundere anymore. This kind of confession was blurted out.

Zhu Ruiyan blinked and smiled happily. "You have to love me with your heart. It is rare to find such an outstanding person like me. You have to love me well, County Head Qin Yizhao. If you miss me again, you won't be able to turn back. I, Zhu Ruiyan, will not wait for you in the same place. "

"Uh." Qin Yizhao was furious. He was actually tricked by the woman in front of him. She lured him to say that he loved her. This woman did not answer him, and this woman also played tricks on him.

"County Head Qin, hurry up and go over there. I will stay here and wait for you. Thinking about it, I wouldn't want to see someone with such an identity like me. Besides, she just woke up. She doesn't want others to know that she has done something stupid. " Zhu Ruiyan reminded Qin Yizhao to go over.

"Yanyan." Qin Yizhao hugged Zhu Ruiyan. When he heard Zhu Ruiyan's words, he felt especially gratified.

Zhu Ruiyan snuggled up to him. "If you feel that I am considerate, remember to treat me well."0

"You, this woman, are getting bolder and bolder now." Qin Yizhao felt that Zhu Ruiyan was not afraid of him anymore.

Zhu Ruiyan was careful on her face and did not reply. Actually, she was still very timid, especially in front of this person. There were still so many things she was afraid of. She was afraid that he would act like a hooligan. She was afraid that he would play tricks on her. She was afraid that he would not have her in his heart.

She hoped that this person had her in his heart. She felt that she was so traditional. After she had reached this step with this man, if she left him in the future, she would have to die alone.

Now, she thought of the most romantic thing. She would slowly grow old with Qin Yizhao. Even if she grew old, she would still prepare three meals for this person.

Qin Yizhao hugged Zhu Ruiyan for a while and let go. He took the flowers and opened the car door. "Let's go. If you see that the other party can't bear to part with you and change your mind, you can also turn back. You must remember to tell me. I will obediently let go."

"You silly woman, you only know how to talk nonsense." Qin Yizhao wanted to knock her on the head.

"This is very likely. Anything can happen in this world." Zhu Ruiyan smiled, "But you don't have to count on me to cut your wrist for you. Even if you turn back, I will not seek short-sightedness. For the sake of a stinky man, I must die. It's not worth it. "

"Don't worry, I won't give you that kind of opportunity." Qin Yizhao then said seriously, "I never promise casually. Once I promise, I won't break my promise."

"Alright, County Head Qin. Hurry up and leave. Miss Yaoyao is still looking forward to you."

Qin Yizhao looked at Zhu Ruiyan's face. Her eyes were so clear that it made people feel comfortable. Qin Yizhao took the flowers to the ward.

Duan Yu saw that Qin Yizhao had arrived and saw the flowers in his hands. He had a smile on his face.

Qin Yizhao asked him, "Is she better?"

Duan Yu comforted him, "She is much better now, and her mentality is also better. You don't have to worry about her."

Qin Yizhao felt relieved when he heard that.

After entering the ward, Yaomeng lay diagonally on the hospital bed. Her face had a little bit of color. Her hair was loose and slightly messy. When she saw Qin Yizhao, she smiled slightly and her smile was weak. The color of blood that had just recovered on her face faded again. She looked so pale and weak.

Although Qin Yizhao had already expected this situation, when he saw her so fragile with his own eyes, he still felt a trace of pity in his heart.

Qin Yizhao wanted to say something, but his throat seemed to be gambling something. He opened his mouth for a long time but did not make a sound.

He looked at Yaomeng's figure. Her originally slender figure was now even more prominent. In the empty hospital gown, only skin and bones were left.

Qin Yizhao felt his heart ache. Yaomeng's face was not big, and her big eyes seemed to be more vivid. At this moment, she was smiling as if she was going to melt the glaciers of the South Pole.

Yaomeng saw the flowers in Qin Yizhao's hands. She also knew the flower language of carnations. Of course, she also understood the meaning of the flowers in Qin Yizhao's hands. She smiled and said, "Zhao, thank you for coming to see me. These flowers are really beautiful."

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