68: C68 Don't Run away

C68 Don't Run away

Qin Yizhao had never said anything like that to Zhu Ruiyan, and he had never looked at her like that. He had never used such a tone in front of her. Her mind was in a mess. She did not understand what this man was trying to say. She was not a match for him in the official circles. She did not understand the meaning of the song. She listened to Qin Yizhao's words. A trace of joy flashed through her heart, then a sense of melancholy. All of a sudden, there were all kinds of mixed feelings. She could not even tell her own feelings.

"What did you say?" She asked shamelessly.

"I can't give you any promises, and I hate to make promises to others... I really like the current situation, and our current state... That was your choice back then, and as for what will happen in the future... That depends on your performance." Qin Yizhao's words were very realistic, but there was a hint of loneliness in his tone. He once again sternly warned Zhu Ruiyan, "Do you understand? Even if it is a lover, you still need to be strong. You cannot cry so easily. "

Zhu Ruiyan and Qin Yizhao looked at each other with blank eyes. She might have understood a little. However, she did not completely understand. This person's words always carried a mystery. She could not understand. Perhaps, she wanted to hear those words that were more direct. She didn't want to hear the words spoken by the Cloud Mountain Mist Barrier, nor did she want to guess anything from them.

"I hate women who do things for no reason."

"Let me go. I won't bring you any trouble." She understood from the start that there was a deal between them, she never had any improper thoughts. She wouldn't think too highly of herself, but she also didn't want to trample on herself. But what was the situation now?

When he heard Zhu Ruiyan mention letting him go again, the fury in Qin Yizhao's heart almost couldn't be suppressed. She fiercely lifted Zhu Ruiyan's chin. The strength was so great. He almost removed her chin. Zhu Ruiyan was forced to raise her head. Seeing the burning flame in Qin Yizhao's eyes, he gritted his teeth and said to her. "Zhu Ruiyan, I told you not to mention this matter again. Why are you always disobedient? "

Zhu Ruiyan faintly felt Qin Yizhao's anger. She looked into his pitch-black eyes and felt a sense of humiliation in her heart. She knew that she should not have such thoughts now, but she still thirsted for freedom.

She tried her best to calm the sadness in her heart. She thought of her mother. She thought of the person who arranged the work for her and her sister. She thought of many good things about him, and her eyes revealed too many emotions. Unwillingness, sadness, and lack of dignity. But in the end... There was only calmness left. She calmed down all of her emotions. In the end, she said, "I promise you that I won't leave, even for the rest of my life. I'll accept it. How about this, you can rest assured. "

Zhu Ruiyan's voice was not loud but it was firm. She put away the humiliation. She put away her sadness and dignity. Qin Yizhao had seen her being abused by her step-father, and she had seen her boyfriend deceive her. She had never been so determined to use her. Now, she... She was very tiny and could not see any hope. She could only throw her body to him. Then, she would protect that fragile heart of hers.

Qin Yizhao felt the ice in his heart shatter. He looked at Zhu Ruiyan's blank gaze. Hearing that sad and resolute voice, the broken ice did not bring him any warmth. Instead, he felt even colder. This woman was submitting to him. With such a low posture, the hand that held her chin... He loosened his grip and turned to cover her clear eyes. When he saw that kind of sadness, he would feel heartache.

"I won't say anymore. I haven't eaten for a day. I'm very hungry. Quickly eat donkey meat and see how it tastes. If the taste isn't good, then... I really won't go next time. " He changed the topic. His tone became gentler as he put his hand down. He held Zhu Ruiyan's waist.

The two of them hugged and Zhu Ruiyan looked at the person in front of her. She looked at the familiar face and the pair of eyes. She really wanted to see something. She did not know how this person could change his emotions so easily. How could she let others catch any thoughts of him? She had been with this person for so long. She had never guessed what he was thinking.

The two of them were in the living room and saw Zhu Ruiyan looking at him with a puzzled expression. She brought her to the kitchen and turned on the lights in the kitchen. There was a trace of helplessness in his heart. This woman could be nurtured but lacked strength.

Zhu Ruiyan quietly thought about what Qin Yizhao had said in the living room and thought about every word. But she could understand the meaning of every word, but she did not understand what it meant to connect them. He wanted to promise, but he said he would not give a promise. That was a warning, but he could just give a direct order. There was no need to take a big detour. She was really confused.

"Why did you suddenly want to leave last time?" Qin Yizhao took the donkey meat into the kitchen and asked casually.

When Zhu Ruiyan heard him mention it, she thought of the book again and then waved away the thoughts in her mind. "At that time, I just felt that it was shameful, so I wanted to leave."

The expression on Qin Yizhao's face was not good, "Just because of your so-called dignity?"

The so-called dignity, this person thought that people at the bottom should not have dignity.

Zhu Ruiyan smiled bitterly, "Everyone will have dignity, no matter how small their lives are. They always wanted to have the last dignity to follow them, but now... Anyway, it's all gone. It doesn't matter how you want to trample on them. I won't feel ashamed anymore."

When these words fell into Qin Yizhao's ears, he felt that it wasn't pleasant to hear. He stared at her, "What if I trample on you? I'll make you lose all face?"

"No, you're very good to me." Zhu Ruiyan was telling the truth.

"Really? I took away your pitiful dignity and treated you well. How am I good to you?" He asked back intentionally.

Zhu Ruiyan was stifled by Qin Yizhao's imposing manner. She tried her best to remain calm. "I know who I am. As an underground lover, I don't have dignity. You are really good to me, an underground lover. Help me find a stable job, buy me new clothes. Give me money to spend behind my back, and train my abilities... You've never humiliated me, you're really good to me. "

She spoke so calmly, without a single ripple in her voice. She was only stating that he was good to her, but she wasn't the type of person he liked to hear.

He was unhappy in his heart. He frowned and stared at her. "You know that I'm so good to you. Then you should live happily. Why are you crying like this?"

"Yes, I will live a happy life." Zhu Ruiyan also obediently made a smiling face for Qin Yizhao to see.

However, that smile did not make people feel happy at all. Her lips reluctantly curved into a faint smile. It was like a falling flower in the wind. It had no roots and it couldn't help itself. In the blink of an eye, she fell to an unknown place. However, even so, it silently released its final brilliance. Zero fell into the mud, becoming a new fertilizer for the other plants.

Qin Yizhao did not know that a smile could contain so much meaning. He looked at her for a while and lowered his head. He wanted to tear her disguise apart.

He put Zhu Ruiyan on the marble cabinet and a charming voice sounded, "Really? I am very proud to be able to make you so happy."

Zhu Ruiyan's smile had yet to fade when only panic remained. She called out his name, hoping that he would pity her, "Zhao."0

Qin Yizhao's heart was completely unmoved. He continued his actions very rudely. She lowered her head and pressed down on her. "Are you afraid? What's there to be afraid of? I didn't humiliate you. You also said that I'm very good to you, so naturally I want to do something. What do you have to do?" Then, he roughly tore Zhu Ruiyan's clothes.

Zhu Ruiyan shouted, "No, this is still the kitchen."

"Do you have the right to say no? No one could make everything submit to their will when they were alive. Even those high and mighty people have things that they can't do, including me who can't control everything... Not to mention you, you have to understand what you can have. What you can't have, people want to live their own lives. But you don't have the ability to live according to your heart. However, I can act according to my heart." His tone was faint as he said a bunch of theoretical words to Zhu Ruiyan, but Zhu Ruiyan was at a loss as to what to do and could not break free.

Zhu Ruiyan did not know how to answer her words. Qin Yizhao's big hand tightly held her weak and weak hand and fixed it in his warm palm.

Zhu Ruiyan's hand was not that weak. Because she had been working for a long time, it was a little rough. Thinking of the daily stir-fry that she did, after cleaning up his house, she understood. He directly held Zhu Ruiyan's hand and let her touch a certain part of his body.

These two had already had so many interactions, but Zhu Ruiyan was still very nervous. When she was forced to come into contact with that place, she felt as if her heart was about to jump out of her chest.

However, Qin Yizhao still said some ambiguous words in a serious manner, "You have escaped for too many days. You need to make it up to me properly."

He was in his prime, and he also had needs. However, he did not have a fixed girlfriend. Because of his job, he had too many scruples. He could not be reckless in this aspect. In his nature, he was not a person who liked to mess around.

Zhu Ruiyan was currently the most suitable female companion. Furthermore, this woman could manage his life very well. Moreover, her body could also make him satisfied and bring comfort to his life.

Zhu Ruiyan's face was already completely red. She unconsciously took her hands away and even shouted Qin Yizhao's name, "Zhao..."

Qin Yizhao knew her fear, but he grabbed her hand, not allowing her to retreat, letting her understand how much he needed. Zhu Ruiyan could not retreat. She trembled as she held the place Qin Yizhao pointed at and helplessly closed her eyes.

Qin Yizhao would not let her go. He immediately ordered, "Watch carefully."

Zhu Ruiyan could only obediently open her eyes. She found that Qin Yizhao had been staring at her eyes. He saw her embarrassment and nervousness. "You have to obey my orders. Since you think I am good to you, then... You have to pay me back."

Zhu Ruiyan did not speak again. She lowered her head and wanted to be an ostrich. She buried her head in front of his chest and continued to comfort him obediently. Qin Yizhao was comforted until his breathing became unsteady. His clear outline became blurred. He steadied his breathing and wanted to say something more, but he found that his chest was a little moist. His body froze. This woman was crying again.

Zhu Ruiyan buried her head into his body and did not make a sound. She just quietly cried.

Tears flowed down her face like a spring and gathered on his chest before continuing down along his chest line...

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