C83 I Don't Know Her
Zhu Ruiyan continued, "Do you think you'll be fine once you get out of the Anti-Corruption Bureau? Is everything settled? Do you think that you will be lawless just because you come out once? Do you think that you will not let Zhu Ruixuan go and let her continue to beg for my help? "
" Whether she begged or not, I don't care. As long as you really don't care about your sister... If you agree to be with me, I probably won't do anything. But if you don't agree, I can sleep with her... Well, she's so delicate now, and her figure is good too. Her skills in bed are also not bad... " Zhang Shuai stared intently at Zhu Ruiyan, not missing any expression on her face.
Zhu Ruiyan shouted angrily, "You are shameless."
"I have never said that I want face. In this world... How many people are shameless? There are so many petty people. So many of them are obviously petty people. But you're saying that you're a gentleman. Look at those people who are saying that they are a gentleman. All of them live a carefree life, and those who are truly hardworking and sincere... However, all of them live a humble life, and their hearts are all uplifted. "
"Yanyan, if I am now standing on the top of the pyramid... I can tell you happily that I am a good person. I will do a lot of good things and donate money to the remote and poor areas. I will let everyone know that I am a good person through various means. I have status, dignity, money, and with these... Naturally, I do not need to be a villain. But now... There's nothing I can do. I can only be a villain. I can't just admit that I'm a villain outside. I'll honestly admit that I'm shameless in front of you. But my ambition is to walk up, I'm doing it for my ambition... Is there anything wrong with that? I can be very frank, I was once sorry for you, I am also trying to redeem myself. I also know that it is not right for Zhu Ruixuan. But you have seen that she took the initiative to come over, so I have nothing to say. Besides, you and Qin Yizhao are so close now. I have to grasp this line no matter what, right? If I have any more problems one day... With this, you won't just leave me to die, right? "
" Zhang Shuai, you are truly shameless to the highest level. " Zhu Ruiyan could not find any words to say and could only scold this. She was incomparably furious in her heart.
"You have only been in the system for a short period of time and do not know how to do it. A person in this kind of place has no background and no money. Under the circumstances of having nothing, you have ambition. He could only make strange moves. Shameless? That was also a kind of ability. He could not be shameless. Who will give you face? I want to go up. My future is the top. Everything I do is for my future. I'm generous, I think I'm right, when you look at me like that, have you ever thought about yourself?"
" Zhu Ruiyan, do you think you are a good person? Can you say that you are worthy of everyone? Look at the bustling city. Who can say that she is worthy of everyone with a clear conscience? If you call me shameless, do you think you have the final say in this face? What about you? Your current job is not to be backed by Qin Yizhao. Do you have an appointment? You are such a holy mother. You can trap your sister in it. Why did you save her?"
" Zhu Ruiyan, don't look at me like that. Don't think that you are a true holy mother. You're just an underground mistress of a county head. He looks at you now. I'll play with you. When I'm not interested, I'll throw you away. What are you flaunting? You are so noble, what are you doing as a lover who cannot be seen? Can you tell the heavens that there's nothing between you and Qin Yizhao? You did not sleep with us. Do you have the ability to get Zhu Ruixuan and me out of there? "
Zhu Ruiyan could not make a sound. Zhang Shuai had said so much and she could not even answer a single word. What right did she have to criticize him? What kind of status did she have now that she had fallen to such a state? What kind of morality was there to talk about?
There were times when people would feel sorry for some people and dignity for some reasons. Not everyone had the right to do so.
She had nothing to say to the person in front of her. The worldview between the two of them was an unknown distance. She looked at this person and did not know if she should sympathize with him. She had dedicated her best years to this person. But now, he had finally seen this person's true face. Was his thoughts what most people thought? How could it be so terrifying?
Zhu Ruiyan wanted to leave, but they could not say anything else. Zhang Shuai did not let her go and reached out to hold her down.
"Let go." Zhu Ruiyan struggled.
Zhang Shuai grabbed her hand and grabbed it hard. "I'm not finished yet."
Zhu Ruiyan pulled back her hand with force. Zhang Shuai used too much force and could not take it out. She stared at him and said, "Let go of me."
Zhang Shuai turned a deaf ear to her. He looked at her and continued to speak. "I understand that you don't agree with me. You don't think that way. I'm sorry. I apologize for what I did in the past. I will try my best not to disappoint Xuanxuan in the future. I also don't know how far I can go. I will only work hard, Yanyan. My love for you in the past. There is no falsehood. You must believe that if my love for you in the past was false... I will not tolerate so many shortcomings of you. We might have been able to get a room a long time ago. However, we did not, probably, I still hope that this world... There is love, true love. If you want to laugh, then laugh. "
Zhu Ruiyan indeed laughed, but it was not mockery, but a bitter smile. He hoped that there was true love in this world, but he did such a thing to the person he truly loved. And now, he could still say such words openly. She did not blame anyone, but she just felt that why was she so blind? She had actually wasted the most beautiful time of her life on such a person. When she thought of this... Her heart was filled with bitterness.
"Yanyan, I understand your feelings, but I still want you to know that during the years we spent together, I was sincere to you. No matter if I was good to you or not, at least I truly loved you."
Zhu Ruiyan finally took back her hand and said coldly, "Don't talk about the past anymore. I just hope that you are sincere to my sister. Perhaps the two of you are really fated and your worldview is also compatible. I really don't have anything in common with the two of you. "
She turned around and left, but when she looked up, she saw a familiar figure standing in front of the cashier counter. It was Qin Yizhao.
Qin Yizhao held a box in his hand. He was probably here to buy something. She didn't know how long he had been waiting there.
Zhu Ruiyan saw him and noticed that his eyes had darkened. Just now, Zhang Shuai had grabbed her hand. This person should have seen it.
Qin Yizhao did not communicate with her with other eyes. He just looked at her quietly. Zhu Ruiyan could not see through his emotions. His eyes were sharp. A wisp of smoke rose from the cigarette in her hand. Zhu Ruiyan felt that... Compared to Zhang Shuai, Qin Yizhao was probably a very good person.
Zhang Shuai also saw Qin Yizhao. He was also a little surprised. After that, he walked over with a smile on his face, "Leader Qin, you are here too. I didn't expect to meet you here. It's fate. I work for the Economic Department. I don't know if you still remember me. I'm Zhu Ruiyan's cousin. Zhu Ruiyan should have mentioned it to you. "
Zhu Ruiyan was so embarrassed that she could not find a place to stay. This really knew how to pull strings. When did she have such a shameless cousin? But now, she really did not know how to explain it.
Zhang Shuai was thick-skinned. She could not be so indifferent. Every time, Qin Yizhao would see the most unbearable side of him. She knew that she should leave, but for some reason, she just couldn't take a step forward. She probably didn't expect to meet Qin Yizhao here.
After a moment of hesitation, Qin Yizhao's voice came, "Sorry, I have never heard of Zhu Ruiyan. You probably remembered wrongly."
He answered so easily. His eyes were bright and his eyebrows slanted upwards. He did not open his eyes fully, but his deep eyes were darker. He glanced at Zhu Ruiyan, whether intentionally or not, to know how Zhu Ruiyan would react.
Zhu Ruiyan heard his words and saw those eyes. Her heart was calm instead.
Zhang Shuai did not care and continued, "You are a benefactor. You are usually too busy and may not remember. I will introduce you. My name is Zhang Shuai."2
"Sir, I just heard that you work in the environmental protection department. My memory is still alright." She turned to the person sitting at the cashier and said, "Boss, ask the tertiary education hospital if there are any patients who have gone missing. Ask them to come and look for someone. "
The person inside was probably someone Qin Yizhao knew. He smiled and said, "Okay, I'll listen to you."
Qin Yizhao smiled and said goodbye to the person inside.
This person's brain really worked really fast. He called the Three Cult Hospital to look for someone. That was the city's mental hospital.
After saying those two words, Zhang Shuai could not continue pretending to be a grandson.
Qin Yizhao left. When he passed by Zhu Ruiyan, everything was calm, but there seemed to be thousands of words in his eyes, but Zhu Ruiyan could not understand. He walked in front of Zhu Ruiyan and did not communicate. He was like a stranger that she had never met.
Zhu Ruiyan noticed that Zhang Shuai's face was very dark, but she did not care and turned to leave.
Zhang Shuai followed behind, "Zhu Ruiyan..."
"You should restrain yourself a little, a person with no background. You should be more cautious and be down-to-earth. Don't end up courting death in your hands. That's all I have to say. You can experience it for yourself. " Zhu Ruiyan came out and did not notice Qin Yizhao's car, so she did not pay attention to it. She walked to the neighborhood opposite.
Zhu Ruixuan was stubborn and the two of them still wanted to continue pestering, so she could only go and persuade her mother.
Zhou Hui seemed to have received a heavy blow and did not say anything. Zhu Ruiyan supported her out of Zhang Shuai's residence and brought her to the shopping mall. "Mom, Xuanxuan chose her own path. Let her finish walking by herself. We have already said what we should say and what we should say to persuade her. We have already tried to persuade her. Now let the heavens decide what to do. "
"Mom's life didn't succeed." Zhou Hui's words were filled with vicissitudes of life and endless sorrow, "If Mom's life was successful, there would not be this kind of result."
"Mom, the past is past." Zhu Ruiyan advised, "Zhang Shuai and Xuanxuan both have that kind of personality. They will not give up until they reach the Yellow River. No matter how others persuade them, it will not work. Let them live their own lives first. Let's go to the mall to buy some new clothes. Mom, it has been a long time since I saw you buy new clothes. "
"No, you bought them for me last year."
"Not this year."
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