C92 A Vague Warmth
Qin Yizhao was startled. The way he looked at her was somewhat panicky. That pair of eyes went straight to the bottom of his heart and saw through all his thoughts.
He did not stay there anymore. Even if he went to the city, he also went to Zhu Ruiyan's place.
Yes, now he lived with Zhu Ruiyan.
"I just forgot to deal with those." Qin Yizhao defended himself.
"Have you forgotten about them after so many years?"
Qin Yizhao's face was pale. He looked at her and her pain. He turned his head away and stopped looking at her.
"Zhao, I love you. I really love you."
Qin Yizhao looked at her blankly. He looked at her lips as she spoke, but he did not hear what she said. He snapped back to his senses. In the end, he did not look at her sorrowful expression. "I'll drive you back."
Then, he ignored her and walked out.
Yaomeng pounced over from behind and hugged him. "Zhao..."
Qin Yizhao stopped but only shook his head. "Yaoyao, let go."
"I don't agree." Yaoyao exerted more force.
"I have waited for you for so long. I can't turn back anymore."
"Because you have a new lover?"
"You don't have to worry about this anymore. The two of us, don't involve anyone else." Qin Yizhao's tone was flat.
"Zhao, I really understand now. What I need the most is you. I can say that the other women don't understand you as much as I do. Now, I've already turned around. Zhao, are you really not going to give me a chance?"
Qin Yizhao only felt a burst of moisture on his back. She really did cry, right?
This woman was so proud and strong. Now, for his sake, she was crying.
"Yaoyao..." Qin Yizhao turned around and took both of her hands. When he saw her crying face, he felt sad. "I will send you to the city. This is not a place to talk or cry."
Qin Yizhao and Yaomeng went to their house from the small door. He asked Yaomeng to wait downstairs while he went to get the car.
Yaomeng got into the car and Qin Yizhao drove to the city.
They did not notice that Zhu Ruiyan, who had just returned from the supermarket, had a panoramic view of everything. She saw Yaomeng and Qin Yizhao getting the car from the garage. She saw Yaomeng getting into the car and sitting in the front row.
"Pa," she reminded Zhu Ruiyan. She followed the sound and found that the thing in her hand had fallen to the ground.
Zhu Ruiyan only felt that it was difficult to breathe. She felt that her entire chest was stinging and the pain was so obscure. Now that he had found his Yaoyao, then her existence was meaningless.
Standing in the courtyard, everything around was so foreign. It was also true that she had never been familiar with it. It was just that she had also appeared here so many times. Was she going to leave?
Yesterday, she had forgotten all the restraints at all costs. She was still satisfied. At least when Qin Yizhao was having a good time with her, he would give her a moment of tenderness. What she saw just now was the clear image of Mrs Gao. Don't forget your own identity.
Zhu Ruiyan held her heart tightly, picked up the bag on the ground, and entered the house.
What right did she have to be in pain? As an underground lover, what could she do? It was better to continue living her own life.
She quietly sat in the study room and continued to write her words. Due to the sadness in her heart, the words written by her were also affected by those emotions. For a moment, it was as smooth as flowing water. The thousands of words in the essays all revealed a faint sadness.
As night fell, her stomach started to growl. She got up and began to cook for herself. Qin Yizhao did not say that he would come back to eat. Now that he thought about it, he probably would not come home to eat. Zhu Ruiyan did not eat much in the day, so she first cooked a bowl of noodles. She went to the bathroom and saw herself in the mirror when she washed her hands. She was so haggard, her complexion was not good, and her illness had not fully recovered.
Zhu Ruiyan went to take cold medicine again.
Qin Yizhao did not come back, and the living room seemed to be deserted. Her mind unconsciously guessed that Qin Yizhao was still dating Yaomeng. She then thought about what they were doing now.
She went to her room to find her phone and a new message. "Will you come back for dinner?" Then, Zhu Ruiyan felt that this was too much. What right did she have to ask about the other party's life? Before this message was sent, it was deleted.
Zhu Ruiyan immediately thought in her mind, would the relationship between her and Qin Yizhao be so close that she could regain her freedom? But what message should she send?
After thinking about it for a while, she decided to pretend that she had never seen it. It was useless to say anything, so she might as well keep it the same. She typed in a line on her phone. "Your health is more important. Remember to eat dinner."
Now, she felt that there was no reason for her to care about this person. Was she born to be a compassionate person? This message was deleted once again.
Finally, she still typed, "Zhao, drive carefully on the road."
When she used the inputting method to enter those few words, she couldn't help but think of that incident. That time, he was lucky and nothing major happened. Also, inputting the word "drive." This person would definitely think of how she knew he drove out. So she changed a few more words, "Zhao, be careful on the road."
Zhu Ruiyan smiled in satisfaction and very quickly sent out the message. Her phone prompted that the message had already been successfully sent out.
This meant that the other party's phone was connected.
Zhu Ruiyan had been waiting, but she did not wait for the call and did not wait for the text.
The waiting time was so long, every minute and second was so difficult to bear.
After such a long time, there was still no movement from the phone.
Zhu Ruiyan comforted herself in her heart. It was probably not convenient for the other party now. Or perhaps she did not have the phone by her side and took a pen to write an article. When she finally finished writing an article and was ready to go to her room to rest, her phone rang. She saw the caller ID and saw that it was her mother calling.
He picked up the phone and chatted with his mother. When the call ended, it was almost eleven o'clock. Zhu Ruiyan was in low spirits. She turned off the annoying TV and turned off the lights to sleep.
However, tossing and turning on the bed, she could not sleep.
In a daze, it was two o'clock the next day.
She heard someone open the door at the door and turn on the bedside lamp. Qin Yizhao had already turned on the living room lamp.
Zhu Ruiyan walked out of the room in her house uniform. Qin Yizhao was wearing slippers at the door and looked a little tired. He was very surprised to see Zhu Ruiyan come out of the room.
"Yanyan, you didn't sleep at this time?" Qin Yizhao's voice was very calm.
"Get up and drink some water." Zhu Ruiyan replied faintly.
However, the intimacy between the two of them yesterday had already dissipated. There was an invisible mountain peak between them.
"Go back to sleep. I will go take a shower first." He took off his outer clothes at the same time.
Zhu Ruiyan obediently went into the room. When Qin Yizhao returned to his room, Zhu Ruiyan leaned against the bed and read the essays.
Qin Yizhao raised his eyebrows and asked, "What are you looking at at at this time? Go to sleep."
Zhu Ruiyan said lightly, "I can't sleep now. I probably woke up late in the morning."
Qin Yizhao took off his bathrobe, wiped his hair randomly, and got into the blanket.
Zhu Ruiyan turned her head and Qin Yizhao leaned over. With a pull of his long arm, Zhu Ruiyan leaned against his chest. "Go to sleep. We'll see tomorrow."
Zhu Ruiyan could only put down the things in her hands.
When she was about to turn off the light, she inadvertently saw a ball of green under Qin Yizhao's neck. Zhu Ruiyan's body paused. She saw the teeth print on it clearly. That was the sign of intimacy. Zhu Ruiyan pressed the switch on the light.
The room had just turned dark when Qin Yizhao came over to kiss her. Zhu Ruiyan stopped him, "Zhao, it's very late. Go and rest."0
Qin Yizhao was a little haggard, "Yanyan, let's sleep later."
"But I'm not feeling well today. You look like you need to rest too." Zhu Ruiyan pushed him away.
"Then we will talk about it tomorrow."
Qin Yizhao laid down on the side. Zhu Ruiyan quickly heard his even breathing. It was probably because he was too tired and his breathing was a little heavy.
Zhu Ruiyan, however, could not sleep by the side. Lying down felt uncomfortable. Get up.
She first went to the washroom. He had not washed the clothes he had changed into. Since he could not sleep, she would let herself get busy.
Zhu Ruiyan found the clothes and did not use the washing machine. She washed them all with her hands.
When she was washing the shirt, she saw that there were a few lipstick marks on the collar of the shirt. Zhu Ruiyan's eyes could not focus on the lipstick marks and she soaked the clothes first.
The lipstick was not that intense color. The shape of the lips was also pretty. Zhu Ruiyan stared at it for a long time and felt that her eyes were sore. She washed it with force again and again. The part of her shirt that was washed became white again, but Zhu Ruiyan looked at that place. In a trance, she still felt that her lips had not been washed clean.
She stared at the ceiling and saw that there was also a lipstick on the ceiling. Had she been possessed?
Zhu Ruiyan finished washing her clothes and tidying it up. It was almost dawn.
Zhu Ruiyan went to the kitchen again and prepared breakfast for Qin Yizhao. She put it on the table and finally felt sleepy. She leaned against the sofa and fell asleep.
Qin Yizhao got up and saw Zhu Ruiyan sleeping on the sofa. He saw the breakfast Zhu Ruiyan prepared for him and the ironed clothes. He looked at Zhu Ruiyan with a gentle gaze. He walked over and carried Zhu Ruiyan to the room.
Zhu Ruiyan rolled on the bed and the skin under her neck was exposed to the air. Qin Yizhao wanted to pull over the blanket to cover her, but at that moment, he looked at her in a strange way. Quietly looking at Zhu Ruiyan's face, Qin Yizhao had a smile on his face. He used his big hand to stroke her delicate face. He felt this beautiful morning.
"Yanyan..." Qin Yizhao whispered softly.
Zhu Ruiyan did not sleep for long. Her sleepy eyes were hazy. She opened her eyes and looked at him. When she saw the pair of eyes filled with tenderness, Zhu Ruiyan's gaze moved down and looked at the green traces again.
"I have prepared breakfast for you. The clothes for work are also ready." Zhu Ruiyan did not want to see the person in front of her again. "Go and eat breakfast. Don't be late."
Qin Yizhao was at a loss. He said, "Then you continue to sleep. I will go to the meeting after I eat. You don't have to prepare lunch for me at noon. You don't have to prepare dinner at night either. You can eat by yourself."
"Okay." Zhu Ruiyan replied.
Qin Yizhao looked at an unknown place. He wanted to say something, but he did not say anything. After a long time, he still said, "I want to tell you something."
Zhu Ruiyan was a little sleepy and had not slept yet. She heard what he said, "What is it?"
"Let's wait for me to come back." Qin Yizhao left, "I might not be able to finish now."
Zhu Ruiyan immediately lost her sleepiness and her consciousness returned. What did he have to tell her? Was he going to remove their current relationship?
Qin Yizhao went to eat breakfast now.
Zhu Ruiyan still fell asleep behind him.
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