166: C166 No One Missed Him

C166 No One Missed Him

Zhu Ruiyan knew that she would not be right in front of this person. She only looked at the charcoal fire and said in a low voice, "Quickly eat it."

Qin Yizhao obediently ate the barbeque. He ate the skewers one by one. There were already a few bamboo skewers beside him. He casually said, "Are you full?"

Zhu Ruiyan did not look at him and said very calmly, "I am full."

Qin Yizhao laughed lightly. "Is that so? I noticed that you were barbecuing from the beginning to the end. I didn't see you eating. Come and eat some."

Zhu Ruiyan held the skewer tightly in her hand. Even her joints had turned white, but she still smiled, "There's no need."

Qin Yizhao did not let her go, "Really? Then we will just sit here all the time?" It sounded like he was asking her, but Zhu Ruiyan actually understood. If he did not eat, he would really do that.

Zhu Ruiyan really didn't want to waste any more time with him. She casually picked up a skewer of food and put it into her mouth. Her other hand was still holding the uncooked food and roasting it on the fire.

"You can take those with two hands. I can help you with the hand that you are eating." Qin Yizhao said lightly.

Zhu Ruiyan recalled the meaning of ___'s words and could not catch her breath. She ate so much that her throat was stuck. She coughed a few times and some chili powder went into the trachea. She did not feel good at all.

"Look at you. You are still like this even after eating some kebabs." Qin Yizhao helped her breathe and handed her a cup of water.

"Thank you... Cough... Cough..." Zhu Ruiyan finally swallowed the thing and tears flowed out of her eyes.

She knew that this was how this person made fun of her but was unable to do anything to this person. She could only feel angry in her heart.

"Drink another cup!" Qin Yizhao passed another cup of water.

Zhu Ruiyan inadvertently looked up, but her eyes met that familiar pair of eyes. It was not a big deal to look at each other, but she was surprised to find that the other's eyes were filled with hidden tenderness. He expressed his love so openly, and Zhu Ruiyan's heart was in a mess.

Their eyes met and exchanged their feelings.

The sky was already dark. It was spring and summer night. The stars in the sky were twinkling, but those lights were not as bright as the light from Qin Yizhao's eyes.

Zhu Ruiyan was stunned. She was stunned and did not move. They had never met again since that day they had said goodbye to each other in the snow.

She did not need to go to Qing County during the weekend. She did not need to help him settle his life. She was not that busy anymore. She went to the sanatorium every week to see her mother, and then she spent the rest of her time writing articles to pay back the money.

She thought of her life, her family, and her step-father who was in prison. She quickly woke up. She held the cup of water that Qin Yizhao had brought over. "Thank you!"

"Are you very uncomfortable?"

"Uncomfortable?" ___ asked. Zhu Ruiyan did not know why he asked this.

But in front of him, she was very uncomfortable.

After being exposed by him, she was a little embarrassed and angry. She ignored him and turned around to put the cup away. She once again took the skewer that she had grilled for a long time.

"Yanyan, do you have to go on like this?" Qin Yizhao asked her.

"These are all cooked." Zhu Ruiyan stopped him from continuing.

Qin Yizhao opened his mouth but did not say anything.

After a long time, Qin Yizhao opened his mouth again. "Yanyan, don't you think you are lying to yourself? Do you really not understand your own heart?"

A sharp pain flashed across Zhu Ruiyan's heart, but she controlled it, "No."

Qin Yizhao smiled. He looked at her calmly. "Do you want me to help you feel your own heart?"

Qin Yizhao's smile made Zhu Ruiyan's throat interfere. Her whole body was tense. She turned her head and put the skewers on the plate to adjust her heartbeat. Only then did she say, "I don't need your help. Leader Qin, we have already broken up. What are you doing? "

Qin Yizhao was neither impatient nor angry. He looked at her indifferently. "What do you want?"

Zhu Ruiyan did not understand. She hoped that he would live a happy life.

He looked straight into her eyes and wanted to see through her brain. "I am not a fool."

Zhu Ruiyan did not say anything and she did not know what to say. She still did not understand Qin Yizhao's words and how to understand it.

"My mind has matured. I know what I think in my heart. I also know what I should do to achieve my goal, but... What about you? You know what you think, but you only know how to avoid it. You've already determined that you'll fail before you even walk forward."

Zhu Ruiyan's ears were filled with his voice, but she was stunned on the spot. What he said went straight through her heart. She stood there numbly, listening to the rustling of the leaves in the evening wind.

Qin Yizhao looked at Zhu Ruiyan's blank expression and felt bitter in his heart. He smoked again.

Zhu Ruiyan maintained her original position and looked blankly into the distance.

Qin Yizhao opened his mouth and said, "Yanyan, in such a long time, did you miss me?"

Zhu Ruiyan did not speak. When Qin Yizhao said that she was running away, she lost her voice. She looked at Qin Yizhao and her eyes were somewhat embarrassed and shocked. She quietly bit her lips and her face was pale.

Qin Yizhao asked again, "Yanyan, do you miss me?"

Zhu Ruiyan still did not answer him. Qin Yizhao smoked. "Yanyan, do you miss me?"

"Yanyan, do you miss me?"

Qin Yizhao's hand touched her and Zhu Ruiyan seemed to have come back to life. She just refused his touch and turned around to leave.

Qin Yizhao quickly grabbed her. "You still want to escape. Where can you escape to?"

Zhu Ruiyan was stunned. Finally, she sat on the stool and firmly said, "Sorry, I don't miss you at all."

Qin Yizhao grabbed her hand and exerted force. The expression on his face froze and there was a thick anger in his eyes.

Zhu Ruiyan's heart was also very uncomfortable, but she insisted, "Leader Qin, I'm sorry. We broke up after we broke up. We don't want to be entangled. I hope Leader Qin can take it and let it go. We hope that he can keep his pride!"

Qin Yizhao smiled coldly. "Did I say something to irritate you? Also, do you care whether I'm proud or not?"

Zhu Ruiyan was asked so much that she did not know how to answer, so she did not say anymore. The two of them talked about it so much. Anyway, it was hard to tell if they were in the same boat. She had never won in front of him. She was not good at talking either. She might as well not say anything.

However, it was really uncomfortable to sit here quietly with this person. She did not feel at ease sitting there. Finally, Qin Yizhao ate the last plate of skewers. She quickly got up and said, "Leader Qin, continue eating. The food is ready. I'm going back to my cabin. "

Qin Yizhao's expression froze. In the end, he still nodded and said, "Okay, you can go."

Qin Yizhao quietly ate the skewers. He found a can of beer from somewhere and drank it.

Zhu Ruiyan got up and drank the water and prepared to leave. When she saw that the charcoal fire was still burning, she walked over and poured a few glasses of water on it. The fire was extinguished and she put the plate away again.

Qin Yizhao ate quietly and then stopped again. He did not want to eat anymore.

Zhu Ruiyan was about to leave when she looked up and saw Qin Yizhao standing by the side and looking at her with that kind of look.

The night breeze blew and the starlight shone on his handsome face. His eyes were dark and bright. He put the cigarette in his hand to his mouth and took a puff. The cigarette drifted away with the wind. Qin Yizhao quietly looked at Zhu Ruiyan and did not say a word.

The two of them stood quietly and the forest was silent.

At this time, Qin Yizhao moved his feet and strode towards her.

The smell of cigarettes and the familiar scent of men rushed towards her. The distance between them became shorter and shorter. She felt her heart jump uncontrollably and her body tense.

Qin Yizhao's tall body was thrown to the ground. He was unusually long and looked a little lonely.1

Zhu Ruiyan did not know what he would do, but Qin Yizhao just passed by her and walked towards his own wooden house.

Zhu Ruiyan did not have time to react.

Qin Yizhao walked in front of her and said something to her. : "Goodbye, we still have a long way to go."

Zhu Ruiyan looked at the slender shadow on the ground and felt a little dizzy. She thought that they would never want to see her again. She also thought about it. Maybe they would meet again after a long time, so long that they had already forgotten each other. When they met, they would not even greet each other. But now?

She looked at his back as he left and felt a sharp pain in her heart.

She opened her mouth but still said something, "Qin Yizhao!"

Qin Yizhao's steps became smaller. He was listening to what she was saying. He did not know if he could hear what she wanted to hear, so he did not stop. He only took a small step.

"Qin Yizhao! Don't get entangled with me anymore. You must be fine..." Zhu Ruiyan's soft voice fell into his ears. He was very disappointed. The cigarette in his hand had already reached the end and was about to be extinguished.

He did not want to hear such words again and said coldly, "It is my business. Zhu Ruiyan, you are meddling too much..."

Zhu Ruiyan was stunned and heard his continue words, "Zhu Ruiyan, I am here for a vacation. You are not thinking that I am here to pester you, right? Stimulate you and think that I will not forget you?"

Just this sentence made Zhu Ruiyan unable to say anything. She was thinking too much. Why did she have to think too highly of herself?

Qin Yizhao had already left and was already far away. Zhu Ruiyan only felt her heart bleeding. The night breeze was cold and just as tears came out of her eyes, they were already blown away and her face also felt embarrassed.

What Qin Yizhao said was true. He came here to travel. This place was not opened by her family. If she could appear, why couldn't he appear?

Whether he lived well in the future or not, it was really his matter. Why should she care so much? Did she really think that he was here to pester her?

Although, deep in her heart, she was looking forward to him pestering her.

But he was here for a vacation, so she didn't need to think too much.

But why did he say such hurtful words and make her feel so ashamed? That kind of love hidden in the depths can't be preserved anymore? She hoped that he would live a happy life, and that he would live a good life.

She really loved him, and she loved him very, very much!

She knew that in her heart, other than this person, she would never like anyone else. She knew that she had no future, but she did not want to drag him down!

Zhu Ruiyan watched its back disappear. Her heart was lonely and helpless, like a lost child...

Zhu Ruiyan stood where she was, with her back facing the light. Tears rolled down her face, blurring the exquisite surroundings.

There were only tears and no cries.

Under the night sky, under a tree, there was a person who stood still. The shadow on the ground was so slender and lonely. That person was Ye Zhijie. He could only stand in his original position and look towards that direction from afar.

Zhu Ruiyan's tears flowed down without restraint. The smell of cigarettes drifted over in the air again. That familiar smell startled Zhu Ruiyan. She saw the disappearing Qin Yizhao walking over again.

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