C168 He Didn't Want Her to Know
"Qin Yue, you won't be happy if you don't torture me, right?" Duan Jue held Qin Yue's chin with his hand and exerted force. He wanted to remove her jaw. "You slept with Che Chiwei. Have you thought about my feelings?"
"Did you think about how I felt when you slept with Liu Jingjing? Did you think about me at that time? Why should I consider your feelings?"
" I have already explained it countless times. Liu Jingjing and I did not do anything. What do you have to do to believe me? "
" Did you really not do anything? Just pretend you have forgotten what you have done. What have I done with Che Chiwei now? You go. I do things swiftly and decisively. I don't like to drag things out. Don't bother me anymore. I don't want to see you! "
Qin Yue rejected Duan Jue. Duan Jue's eyes were somewhat frustrated.
"Qin Yue, you are my woman. You have slept with Che Chiwei before. You are still my woman from now on." Duan Jue's voice was very cold, but he spoke righteously.
Qin Yue turned her head, "I don't want anyone. I will be myself. You let Liu Jingjing be your woman. I don't want her. Duan Jue, go away."
Qin Yue tried her best to make her words less emotional and her voice was very calm.
She still remembered that Duan Jue did not care about her and her child for Liu Jingjing. He did not listen to her warning and went to find Liu Jingjing. At that time, she lost her child. That was the pain of her life. She did not want to believe this person in front of her anymore, even if this person loved her.
She believed that Duan Jue loved her, but he was too loving. He loved her, and he even loved his ex-girlfriend. How could he ignore her and her child? Such a person was unnecessary. She, Qin Yue, was just that stubborn. She needed a unique love. If Duan Jue loved her, he could only love her, even if it was his mother. His daughter had to be at the back of Qin Yue.
She simply could not forgive Duan Jue now. She knew that the matter would be resolved sooner or later, but she did not want to face it for the time being.
"You slept with Che Chiwei?" Duan Jue asked again.
Qin Yue looked straight at him. "Didn't I tell you the answer earlier?"
"You really make me look down on you." Duan Jue looked at her with contempt.
Qin Yue understood his gaze and smiled indifferently, "Whether you think highly of me or not, I don't care."
This person believed these words. He had fallen in love with her for so many years, so his understanding of her was limited to this.
"You don't love protecting yourself so much?" Duan Jue twisted the water switch. Qin Yue had already adjusted the temperature of the water. It was neither hot nor cold. Now Duan Jue twisted the water tap to the hottest side. The water on the head was hot and splashed on Qin Yue's body. It was so hot that her skin turned red, but she stubbornly refused to shout. She looked at Duan Jue hatefully.
Duan Jue did not do it on purpose. He immediately controlled the temperature of the water, but he did not care about Qin Yue's hateful eyes at all. He pulled her to the bottom of her hair and drenched her.
"We haven't met in such a long time, and you can't bear the loneliness anymore? You must find a man to sleep with?" Duan Jue's anger shot out of his eyes and he leaned Qin Yue against the wall. He leaned over and used one hand to lift her jaw. He smiled sadly. "Qin Yue, do you like that person that much? You want to find a man to sleep with? Isn't that enough with me? After so many years, you still think of that man in your heart? "
Qin Yue turned her head and did not want to look at him." So what? That's my problem. "
Duan Jue said coldly, "You are so thirsty. I will feed you. I will admit to those lousy things of yours."
Then he hugged her tightly and did not give her a chance to struggle. He punished her.
After the rain, Duan Jue whispered in her ear, "Yueyue, you are my woman."
Qin Yue's heart did not receive any consolation, only sadness. This man believed that she had slept with another man.
She just said it and said it so decisively. Didn't she want him to believe her words? She just wanted him to have a taste of the feeling in her heart at that time. She wanted to torture this man. She succeeded, but she didn't feel happy. She only felt desolate.
Qin Yue leaned on the side, exhausted. There was no focus in her eyes. She was very tired and spoke weakly, "Duan Jue, you and I will never have a chance again."
Duan Jue's face turned pale. He hugged her tightly, "Qin Yue, I am the only one who gives in to your temper. Do you still remember Che Chiwei? His skills in bed are better than mine?"
Qin Yue smiled coldly and said, "Of course. Do I need you to give in? I am thinking about him. His skills are many times better than yours."
Duan Jue heard such insulting words and was so angry that his face turned white. He directly started to scold, "Qin Yue, can you be more self-loving?"
Qin Yue had been tortured quite badly just now. She looked at the furious Duan Jue. She waited for it to torture even more intensely. She looked at Duan Jue's angry eyes. She continued to provoke him, "Duan Jue, what does it have to do with you whether I love myself or not? Do I have anything to do with you? Do I have a duty to protect you? "
She knew that when she faced Duan Jue, her mind was no longer normal.
However, she just didn't want to let Duan Jue go like this. When he left her and the child in her womb, she had already decided not to have anything to do with him anymore. But now... This person had come to pester her again, why would she forgive him? Her two eyes looked at this man lying naked together with Liu Jingjing, even though this person was drunk and silly at that time. But lying together was betraying her. Furthermore, she had a precursor to having an abortion. The two of them were naked and lying together.
Duan Jue had nothing to say. That's right, they had split up. What right did he have to question her like this?
"Yueyue, what exactly do you want me to do to make up with you?" Duan Jue controlled his emotions and calmly discussed with her.
Qin Yue recovered a trace of strength, "Now you don't care about me sleeping with Che Chiwei?"
Duan Jue felt a sharp pain in his heart. This was a naked humiliation to him, but he still held it in, "I only care about you."
"In the future, I will still look for him?" Qin Yue exhaled. Damn Duan Jue. He was so rude. It had been so long since she had seen a man. Her body could not bear it.
"Do you really want me to die? ___ asked. I can't satisfy you?" Duan Jue was angry and angry. His body trembled. He directly grabbed Qin Yue's slender waist. Qin Yue scolded, "Duan Jue, don't use your strength to bully a weak woman like me. You and Liu Jingjing laid naked on the same bed. Are you really not going to do anything? Who would believe me if I told others? What right do you have to bully me? I look at you in disgust. I, Qin Yue, am not your tool to vent your desires. "
Duan Jue used all his strength in his hands. He used all his strength to hold Qin Yue. No matter how she struggled, he would not let go of her no matter how hard she struggled. Qin Yue used all her strength, but he still firmly held her.
"Yueyue, I was wrong... I was wrong..." Duan Jue kept apologizing.
"Do I have to return to you if you admit your mistake?" Qin Yue remained unmoved.
Duan Jue was tortured so much by her. He turned off the lights and hugged the two of them. He kissed again and again to ask the person in his arms to be soft.
In the darkness, Qin Yue's heart softened. She took the initiative to hug him, "Duan Jue, let's be bed companions in the future?"
Duan Jue's body paused and then pressed her down, using his actions to express his remorse.
When the two of them climbed to the highest point, there were actually tears falling from Duan Jue's eyes. This big man had been tortured by her until he cried.
Qin Yue did not know why she was so abnormal, why she tortured herself, and even tortured the man who loved her until he cried.
At this moment, she could not feel it anymore. She only felt a strong sadness. She probably could not bear to see him suffer so much, but was she destined to not be able to escape from this man, Duan Jue?
In the dark night, she did not see the painful expression on Duan Jue's face. The two of them lingered on the bed for the whole night.
She only felt physically and mentally exhausted. Later, she fell into a deep sleep in Duan Jue's arms.
While she slept here, the people in the Leisure House were insomnia. Since they were insomnia and it was too uncomfortable to lie down, they got up to work and Zhu Ruiyan got up to wash her clothes.
As she washed and washed, she began to let go of her thoughts. She thought that Qin Yizhao would not do the laundry himself, right? Then what about his clothes?
Zhu Ruiyan then shook her head. Was she crazy? She still thought about this. The end was what she said, so there was no need to be reluctant.
After a round of work, she turned off the lights again and looked out the window. The light in the wooden house next door had not been turned on.
Zhu Ruiyan sat in the dark and looked at the peaceful house next to her. She looked at it foolishly and her heart was also at a loss. Her mind was at a loss in the night. It was probably because this posture had been too long that she actually felt a little dizzy.
Then the night suddenly lit up. In an instant, it was dark again. It was lightning. It looked like there was heavy rain.
Zhu Ruiyan looked at the window and then there was a flash of lightning. Under the rapidly disappearing light, she seemed to have seen a person standing by the window of the Peace Ran Residence. She stood by the window.
She suspected that she had seen wrongly.
After the flash of lightning, there was thunder and then silence.
Then there was lightning again. Zhu Ruiyan stared at the window. She wanted to confirm if there was that person standing by the window.
But this time, she did not see anyone by the window. He did not stand there. It seemed that she was seeing things.
Zhu Ruiyan returned to the blanket. She tightly grabbed the blanket and listened to the thunder outside. She did not fall asleep for a long time.0
The rain outside the window was especially heavy. After a night, when she got up again, the sun came out again.
Zhu Ruiyan got up and looked at the scenery outside the window. She inadvertently saw the person by the window opposite her. Qin Yizhao was standing by the window. He seemed to be looking at her, but also seemed to be looking out the window.
Tears suddenly appeared in Zhu Ruiyan's eyes. She clenched her fists tightly and did not let her tears fall.
Qin Yizhao was looking at her from the window. There was a green shadow in front of him. It seemed that he did not rest well last night.
Zhu Ruiyan especially wanted to greet him in a carefree manner, and then pretend that she had never been with him before. However, her heart could not deceive her, and she could not do it to this extent. He was engraved in the bottom of her heart and could not be erased.
Zhu Ruiyan no longer looked outside.
She told herself that they were done. Everything she did was right. She shouldn't have allowed herself to recklessly display her love for that person anymore. She would meet that person again. Her heartbeat quickened. She knew that she still deeply loved him.
She knew that there was no way to save herself. She understood that she would no longer live with other men in the future, but her reason told her that she must let go of the few months they had known each other.
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