C185 Most of It Is True
"No need!" Her trembling lips suddenly reacted. Like a deer, she suddenly rushed out. She ran fast and anxiously, as if the person behind him was not a man but a beast. It was as if being slow would cost her life.
Seeing Zhu Ruiyan run away in panic, Qin Yizhao could not help but laugh. He raised his head and squinted at the sky. The sun was setting in the west, and it just happened to shine down. He chased after her with big steps and caught up to her in a few steps! He grabbed her arm.
"I'll give it to you!" He said in a deep voice.
She was held back by him and could not move. She could only face him! The first time they met, one night at the resort. Thinking of that night, Zhu Ruiyan's face flushed red.
"No! No need!" She whispered. "I'll go back myself!"
"Actually, I also know how to dissect. Although my skills aren't as good as Big Brother's, do you want to give it a try?!" Qin Yizhao asked calmly. Zhu Ruiyan did not even raise her head to know that he frowned when he said that.
"Ah..." She called out softly. She did not have the guts.
"Do you want me to send you off now?" He asked again, seemingly unhappy.
"Then, I'll have to trouble you!" She could only answer like this. After seeing Qin Cheng's appearance in the afternoon, she really did not dare to provoke them. After she answered, he did not make a sound for a long time.
Qin Yizhao was silent for such a long time. Zhu Ruiyan thought that he was really angry. He kept looking at her. She lowered her head and looked at him, making her feel guilty. She saw the dust on his leather shoes and did not look up. At this moment, she didn't know what to say!
"Are you scared?" He finally broke the silence.
"Yeah, I'm fine!" she said.
"Aren't you afraid?" He raised his eyebrows.
"As long as I don't cut off my flesh, I won't! That woman's mind is rotten. She drugged Director Duan. It's not like Director Duan took the initiative to do it!" Zhu Ruiyan couldn't help but say.
"The result is no longer important. What is important is that he has already done something that has let her down. If his bottom line is broken, Qin Yue will not be with Duan Jue anymore!"
"Yes, he has let Ms Qin down!" She frowned and said.
He was silent again. "Then are you worthy of me?"
"Me?" She was stuck. "We're not suitable!" She still said the same thing: "We can't be together!"
"Is that really the case? Let's go, I will send you off!" He said. He suddenly lowered his head and blew a naughty breath into her ear. He said gently, "You said it's not up to you. You have to take me in today!"
"Uh!" She widened her eyes and met his.
Qin Yizhao smiled and pinched her cheeks. "I have plenty of time to waste with you. When you don't want to play anymore, I will take you home. I have plenty of time to waste with you."
After saying that, he looked at her with a sour tone as if he had suffered a great grievance. He was looking forward to her declaration and determination. But she didn't say anything, just that her heart was beating very quickly. Thump. She could only take a deep breath and make use of this action. Gained courage.
"What, you don't dare to answer?" He approached her, his gaze as sharp as a sword, as if he wanted to see through her.
"Qin Yizhao, it's really impossible for us to do it. We can't take it anymore. It's already the past between us. There's no use regretting it. A forced melon won't taste sweet. It will only make everyone suffer. We all have our own lives. I have my happiness, and you will have yours, too. Let's go our separate ways from now on. This is good for everyone. It's better to have a short period of pain than a long period of pain. "
Qin Yizhao suddenly fell silent. He stared at her as if he was looking at a human. "Is what you just said true?"
"Is it interesting to be like this?" She asked back.
"I have to know!" He was extremely stubborn.
"Most of them."
"Explain clearly!" He looked at her.
"Most of them."
"We'll go our separate ways?" Qin Yizhao asked sternly.
"Yes, yes."
"Don't even think about it!" Qin Yizhao's eyes were full of fierceness.
Zhu Ruiyan said patiently, "Qin Yizhao, I admit that you are really good. Okay, I have nothing to say. But I am really tired. I am really not suitable for you. You are too dazzling for me, but I am useless. I'm very tired! "
Love alone would not last long, and the attraction of the physical body was not enough. It also required the two of them to cherish each other, understand that it was much more important than accompanying each other, and also have souls to communicate with. The most important thing is that she hopes that he will leave better!
He took out a cigarette and lit it up. He spat out a mouthful of white smoke. "Not suitable? Which part of us is not suitable? You want to break up with me just because of these three words? "
When the word 'break up' was mentioned, the scene of them breaking up resurfaced in Zhu Ruiyan's mind. Her tears also involuntarily fell. She did not want him to see her tears. She turned her face away. A breeze blew over and messed up Zhu Ruiyan's heart.
There was a type of love called letting go. Even if she let go, it would also be painful, because after letting go, the feeling of missing a person was extremely bitter and bitter. This was especially the case during a sleepless night, telling her to face it head on, the pain piercing through her heart.
"Zhao, thank you for everything you did. However, I don't love you anymore. Just let me go!" She tried her best to use a calm voice to speak, but when she said it, she still couldn't help but tremble. She could only feel the pain in her heart that only she could feel...
Suddenly, a hand grabbed her small hand. Before she could reject it, her entire body was embraced by a wave of warmth.
"Is that so? You don't love me?" When he spoke, his face was almost touching hers, and the hot air blew on her face.
Zhu Ruiyan tried her best to avoid his breath and hurriedly adjusted her breathing, "Yes." She struggled for a bit and wanted to try to leave his embrace, but he did not let her.
The unique smell of tobacco on his body was mixed with the smell of soap. The faint smell of soap assailed the nostrils, was very invasive and very charming, just like him.
She tried to break free but was unable to break free. She liked her warm embrace. She greedily wanted to get more, but she could not help but say something. Sincerity!
After parting with Qin Yizhao, she tried her best to forget about this relationship. However, since they had met that night at the holiday manor, they had been together for a long time. Many strong feelings came back once again, constantly provoking the limits of her heart. If this continued, she didn't know how long she could resist.
"Do you know that it's dangerous to lie to a man who knows you well?"
"Oh." She was shocked. She said, "I..."
"Don't think that I don't know what you're thinking?"
"What am I thinking?" She was stunned by his words. Something began to occupy her brain. Her mind became blank and chaotic.
He raised his eyebrows and said, "No matter what you think, I will know. I know you too well!"
The tears that she had finally managed to stop fell again. But she said, "Zhao, you don't know what I want, because you can't give me what I want. You don't know what I'm thinking!"
"What do you want?"
"What do I want? I want self-respect, I want equality. I feel unequal with you! "
He was stunned for a moment. He clenched his hand into a fist and blue veins popped out on the back of his hand. He suddenly pressed down on her shoulder and looked at each other. His eyes showed a complicated look, floating and shocked. Hesitation seemed to be mixed with other things, but she could not guess.
The tears that fell happened to be seen by him. She kept wiping her tears, but she could not stop her tears from falling. She curled up her body, her mind was blank, and her consciousness gradually blurred. Only Qin Yizhao could clearly see it...
"I don't want to be with you. I want self-respect!" When she heard her choking voice, she knew she had lied again. I want to be with you. I don't want to be tired. I want self-respect! Because she knew that even if it was tiring, she still wanted to be by his side. Even if it was to discredit her, she was afraid that she would pin him down. Would she be a stumbling block for him?
In her drowsiness, she vaguely felt a pair of hands patting her back to comfort her.
"Yanyan, I miss you!" He suddenly opened his mouth.
Zhu Ruiyan was stunned. She only felt time freeze at this moment. At this moment, Qin Yizhao was looking at her attentively.
She also instantly became silent. Tears rolled in her eyes. She was a little embarrassed and softly said, "I don't want you..."
"Is that so? Then let's go back and verify it?" He spat out a white smoke ring and floated in the air. "I, Qin Yizhao, am definitely not someone you can fool, and I will definitely not let you fool me. I know all your thoughts, even if you are tired. You have to stand beside me, Qin Yizhao! "0
Zhu Ruiyan looked embarrassed. She felt that he was teasing her. She tried hard to wipe away the tears on her face. She stopped thinking and took a deep breath. "Let's go. Let's leave this place!"
He seemed to be somewhat satisfied. He let go of her shoulder and lowered his head to kiss her white and tender face. He then lifted her up. He went straight to his car!
"Qin Yizhao? " She was so scared that she screamed on his shoulder.
He ignored her and carried her into his car. His expression was a little dull, as if he was angry again, angry at her for not understanding the style. After entering the car, he said again, "Zhu Ruiyan, I'm serious. I miss you!"
She did not know how to answer this question, nor did she want to answer it. She simply changed the topic, "Don't you have to be busy today? Do you want to go back?"
He held a cigarette in one hand and put his other hand in his pocket. A smile appeared on his cold face. His tall body twisted and moved closer to her. Then, he said unhurriedly, "I'm going back tomorrow morning. I've already applied for leave."
She turned her head and looked out the window. She did not know what to say.
He suddenly grabbed her slender wrist. She looked up in panic. He was so overbearing. The cigarette on his fingertip was also thrown out of the car. Her entire body was in his arms. In a trance, his arms firmly embraced her. She smelled the unique scent of tobacco on his body. It was so intimate. A reliable embrace.
She desperately wanted to rely on him, even though the weather was so hot and the temperature was so high. He slightly bent his body and hugged her.
"Do you miss me?" His hoarse voice was so close that it touched his heart. Zhu Ruiyan shook her head, but her eyes were moist.
"Zhao!" she said on the way. After being separated for more than five months, she once again sat in his car. Qin Yizhao frowned.
She thought of everything he did, the consideration just now. He had gone to see her mother and remembered all the good things he had done to her. She didn't know how to thank him, who was as cold as ice, in front of her. He said in a low voice: "Are you hungry?"
pqdm.com