C254 The past
"Sister Hee Haolan, let us meet for the last time. It has been so long!" Liu Xinran said it with utmost sincerity. "That is our elder sister. Otherwise, we will always feel sorry in our hearts!"
"Please go back. What happened to you has nothing to do with us!" Ye Xing said coldly, still expressionless.
Everyone knew that translator Ye was with the leader. He did not show his emotions on his face. He had experienced countless situations at such a young age. When the Ministry of Foreign Affairs spoke, he had sat at the speaker's seat, translating countless times on the spot. When the leader went abroad, he liked to take him with him. When he spoke, everyone was shocked by his imposing manner!
"Mom, don't say anymore. The more you speak, the messier it becomes!" Fenng Qijun also felt that everyone's matter was tangled together like a mess. What happened back then really made people sigh!
"We must send Eldest Sister today!" Liu Xinran wiped her tears. "Although Eldest Sister and we are half-fathers and half-mothers, we did not treat Eldest Sister well back then. We also regret it!"
"Hehe, anyone can say nice things. Don't be hypocritical!" Hee Haolan sneered again and swept her gaze towards them. "Don't come in either. Since you are here, let me finish my words!"
"Qin Xuangang, I will tell you this and also the child. Yanyan, listen to me too! Your mother is Liu Jun's daughter, the daughter of the Liu family! The Liu family in the city. Your grandfather was the former head of the provincial Public Security Department, and your mother was her elder daughter! Her name is Liu Yanran, and these people are your uncles. Aunt! Do you want to make your own decision?!"
Zhu Ruiyan was slightly startled. She looked at those people and saw that there were suddenly more relatives. She was at a loss for what to do!
"Qin Xuangang, don't you know how bad the old lady of Qin family is to Yanran? Even if others don't know, you should know. You have shamed the atmosphere about that matter, but have you ever given her a chance to explain? Have you ever asked? She didn't die. When I found her, her whole body froze. At the beach in the winter, she stood there with wounds all over her body. She stood on the reef several times and wanted to jump down. If I didn't catch her, that day would be her death anniversary! But when I hugged her... She suddenly woke up and told me that Sister Hee Haolan doesn't want to die. I still have a child. Yes, my child, my child. For my child, I also want to live! Even if the whole world abandoned me, I still have my children! Qin Xuangang, Yanran is such a strong woman, she has never complained about anything. To what extent did she have to be forced to think of dying? How desperate was she? Although she didn't admit it, Father Ye and I both know... That time, she really wanted to jump into the sea! After we found her, she seemed to wake up and immediately became strong again. Because she thought of the child! Do you remember when you and Hee Ping got married, I went to find you? I told you about Yanran jumping into the sea. How did you answer me? You said that her matter had nothing to do with you, not even the slightest bit! Then what are you doing here now? And what did the people of Liu family do? When your elder sister was whipped by the old man with a leather belt, all of you were laughing at the misfortune of others. Which one of you took her as your elder sister? I saw it with my own eyes! Did I wrongly accuse you? You bunch of little thieving children are already so vicious, do you all have the heart to care about your sister? Now that you've come to confess, what right does she have to give you a chance?"
Qin Xuangang could no longer stand and his body could not help but slide down. He held onto the wall beside him and supported his body.
The few siblings from the Liu family also blushed with shame. Now, all of them were successful people, and they couldn't bear to be questioned by Hee Haolan.
"Governor Qin!" His secretary immediately hugged Qin Xuangang.
Qin Xuangang's body shook violently. He clenched his fists and stood in the corridor. Blood flowed everywhere, but at this moment, he could no longer feel the pain, because the pain in his body could never be compared to the pain in his heart.
"Minister, don't be like this!" Only the secretary was concerned and worried about stopping Qin Xuangang from torturing himself.
Qin Yizhao did not know what to say. He understood his father's feelings at the moment.
Ye Xing was indifferent and very calm. "You want to cripple yourself, you want to commit suicide, you want to seek death, please go back and slowly die. Don't put on an act in front of me, I won't pity you!"
Such coldness and lack of emotion made Qin Xuangang even angrier!
His son hated him so much. The person he loved would never fall in love with or meet with him again! What exactly did he do? To make her so desperate! The 35 years of separation, the 35 years of constant thinking, had never been forgotten before. She had never felt so much pain before. He had never felt so much pain in his heart before. He had never felt so much pain in his heart. He had never felt so much pain in his heart. He had never felt so much pain in his heart. He had never felt so much pain in his heart.
He could already imagine his future life. He would spend the rest of his life in pain and regret!
Tears streamed down Hee Haolan's face. "Qin Xuangang, you have let her down, and all of you. You have also let her down. When have I, Hee Haolan, ever let her down? She wants to live with your child alone. You don't know how hard it is for her. She didn't have any food. She dug for wild vegetables and dug for wild vegetables in the roots of the mountain. Her legs were swollen beyond recognition. She was a pregnant woman! She didn't want the rice that I sent over. She said that she had to live alone. Take care of the child! Father Ye and I almost begged her to look after the child. Don't be proud. After the child is born, even if she wants to return it... When the time comes, she can return it to us! Only then did she reluctantly accept it! At that time, we were with Father Ye in the army in Blackwater City. You and Liu family both thought that she was dead. I want her to die without seeing her body! I want all of you to regret it!
In the city, Father Ye's comrades liked Yanran. He never got married! I want her to forget you in the future. I want her to say goodbye to your past and live a good life. I will stand in front of you one day and tell you proudly. She lives very well! I will make you all look down on me! However, she has a child. A girl with a child, how can she marry well? I also know that with a child, she won't easily take that step! So on the day the child was born, I did something bad out of goodwill! I told Yanran that the child was gone! He died the moment he was born!"
Everyone gasped! Ye Xing was very calm, because when he was 18 years old, he heard his adoptive mother crying in front of his adoptive parents' door. At that time, he was agitated and resentful, but after that, he felt relieved!
He should thank Hee Haolan for raising him and making him receive the best education. Until now, he had made a name for himself. For 18 years, he had never felt that he was not the biological son of his mother, and there was no need to mention it again!
Therefore, he had always concealed this matter and never mentioned it, because he also thought that his biological mother had passed away! There was no need to mention it again, but no matter what, he never would have thought that his birth mother had hidden her identity and lived in seclusion for so many years!
Hee Haolan wiped away her tears!
"Qin Xuangang, I am even more detestable than you, absolutely detestable. At that time, Father Ye and I weren't married. I couldn't understand the feelings of a mother. I wanted to send the child away, although she would be sad at that time. But I was wrong. When I become a mother in the future... Only then did I understand Yanran's feelings at that time! I am the most detestable person!"
"I made the decision on my own accord to send her away. Yanran suddenly collapsed. Then she fainted. I was frightened. I quickly went to carry the child. But when I came back, she was no longer there! Father Ye asked his comrades in the army to look for someone. Outside the barracks was the sea. We only found one shoe of hers. This time, she really jumped into the sea! We searched by the sea for three days and three nights. I really thought she was dead. I cried while holding my child by the sea. But Yanran was nowhere to be found! After that, we searched for more than ten years, but we never found her! Dead! It was all my fault! So... All these years, I have always been condemned by my conscience! I think it's not just me who woke up from a nightmare at night, but you too, right? Qin Xuangang, you and I are both sinners! Qin Xuangang, I, Hee Haolan, will naturally apologize to Liu Yanran when I go to hell! But you, there is no time for you to go down to Huang Quan! Because she does not want to see you anymore! Because you, don't deserve to be in love with her! I don't deserve to be her friend!"
Hee Haolan's tears could no longer stop. The once proud Prof. Hee. At this moment, she was filled with regret. She sobbed and swallowed all her tears. She could instantly remember the look of Yanran when she lost her child and became crazy. Her tears instantly became hazy. Tears rolled down her face. Yanran's panicked eyes, which seemed to be on the verge of collapse, had been shaking in front of her for 35 years.
She could not understand the feelings of Yanran as a mother until she gave birth to the first child. Only then did she understand and understand Yanran's feelings. If someone really sent her child away for her own good, she would never forgive that person!
"Xing, I'm sorry to your mother, I'm sorry to her! You hate me! Hate me!" Hee Haolan cried so hard that she could not make a sound. She really regretted what she had done back then. She knew that she was the one who pushed Yanran into a tragedy. Qin Xuangang did not stab her to death with his knife, but she had stabbed him again. Yanran was hurt so badly that her blood was dripping. How could she feel sorry for him? To endure!
Ye Xing reached out and pulled Hee Haolan into his arms. "Mom, I don't blame you, nor will I hate you. You and her are both my mother, the best mother in my life!"0
The only one he could not forgive was Qin Xuangang!
He only thought that even if a man was angry, he could not start getting married not long after the divorce. This was irresponsible towards himself and hurting others at the same time!
Zhu Ruiyan listened to Hee Haolan's words and weakly leaned against the window. She did not say a word. ... How bitter was his mother's life? She carried everything on her own. How much pain was hidden in her mother's heart as she struggled to live!? An indescribable pain in her heart.
Qin Yizhao's eyes were full of pain. He knew Zhu Ruiyan could not digest so much information. He knew that this information would crush Zhu Ruiyan. At this moment, her eyes were so empty. It really made people's heart ache.
She was so haggard, her eyes were red and swollen, and her teeth were biting her lips. Her eyes seemed to be looking at him from a hundred thousand feet above the clouds, but they still made him taste the taste of tears through the air!
Qin Yizhao's heart hurt so much that he did not say a word. He put his hand on Zhu Ruiyan's shoulder. He looked at Zhu Ruiyan, who was in so much pain that she wanted to die, uneasily and held her in his arms.
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