261: C261 Repentance

C261 Repentance

Close your eyes and remember yesterday when you got off the plane and went straight to the sanatorium. Qin Xuangang got off the car. He had come in private. The secretary had personally gone to make arrangements. The director of the sanatorium knew that he had come. His heart skipped a beat, but he still provided him with the greatest space to meet his old friend!

When he walked into Liu Yanran's resting room, she was watching the news on the television. It was in the afternoon and she was watching the news!

The caregiver was also sent away, leaving only him and her in the room!

She had not seen him yet!

He stood in front of the door, the afterglow of the setting sun shining on him. It was a pleasant surprise, loneliness, and reunion after 35 years of separation. An indescribable feeling spread in his heart! Because his heart would still stir for her!

She was old. Her long hair was no longer there. What was left was a head of white short hair!

The girl who used to be his daughter, the person he loved the most in his life, Liu Yanran. They walked all the way from nine years old, holding hands, to a 24-year-old girl. They were old. This was such a sad thing. It was so sad, from youth to age. They knew that they weren't here, that they were reuniting, so just how excited and happy was his mood? He had missed them for 35 years, and he had been thinking about them for 35 years. Even though he was filled with resentment, he had still loved them for 35 years. How could he not feel sad?

"Yanran -" she called. She was 35 years late!

He did not know how many years Liu Yanran had waited! Was she like him, never forgetting each other for 35 years!

The dean said that Liu Yanran was not conscious and might not know him!

However, he clearly called out and her body suddenly froze. The remote control on her wheelchair slid down from her legs and fell to the ground with a bang!

She slowly turned around. When she went against the light and saw who it was, her eyes were already flooded with water!

However, whose eyes were wet with tears?

He walked in and closed the door in an instant. He squatted in front of her.

She had already silently shed tears, falling like rain!

"Yanran!" He called softly, "I..."

He opened his mouth but did not know what to say! He wanted to say, in the past 35 years, how have you been? Yanran, I miss you, but I swallowed the words that were about to come out of my mouth. Thousands of words turned into silent tears at this moment. His eyes were also red!

Liu Yanran also shed tears. She stretched out her hand and tightly grabbed his sleeve. In that instant, he could clearly feel the emotions in her eyes that had existed for a lifetime. However, why did she turn her head in such a decisive manner? No matter what, he could not accept her last words before her death!

Her hand tightly gripped his clothes and held him tightly. It was as if there were thousands of words she wanted to say, but she could not!

She did not say a single word for five hours. It was just that for a moment, her tears were about to dry up. As a result, at that moment, his heart ached so much that he didn't know how to express it. He reached out and hugged her. It was so warm. 35 years later... They were no longer young. One hug was so warm... After they both had each other's partners.

Their final hug, she did not refuse, but instead threw herself into his arms and cried, her hands fell on his shoulders, and her tears continuously flowed out! She cried until her liver broke inch by inch. She cried until her heart was torn apart! Her silent crying made him helpless at this moment!

He wanted to ask, 35 years, how have you been?

But facing her tears, he was similarly unable to say anything!

Hee Ping pushed the door open and entered after they hugged. She saw Qin Xuangang hugging Liu Yanran tightly. His kiss fell deeply on Liu Yanran's forehead. It was so holy! Even after 35 years, it was still so hot! At that moment, there was no betrayal, no time limit. It was just that his heart and heart were tightly together for the first time, causing him to feel... She was still his Liu Yanran, and also the Liu Yanran that he loved 35 years ago!

At that moment, Hee Ping was on the brink of collapse. Perhaps it was because she had not received the slightest bit of attention from Qin Xuangang during these 35 years. When she saw Qin Xuangang hugging Liu Yanran, she shouted at the top of her voice, "Qin Xuangang, do you have to be with Liu Yanran? It has been 35 years. The person that you are always thinking about in your heart is Liu Yanran. I have given so much for you, but you still can't feel it? Accompanying you from a small director secretary to today's minister, you have never looked at me! Qin Xuangang, I owe you in my previous life, I deserve it! Liu Yanran, I also owe you, I also deserve it! I owe you in my entire life, so you sent your daughter to bewitch my son! Don't even think about marrying your daughter to my son, don't even think about it! I won't let my son marry your daughter for the rest of my life!"

Hee Ping cried!

She had never cried before. After she shouted, she turned around and ran away while crying!

Liu Yanran's tears stopped. In an instant, she pushed Qin Xuangang away. She was silent, no longer shedding tears, no longer moving!

Another long time passed!

She turned the wheelchair around and had her back to Qin Xuangang.

"Yanran!" Qin Xuangang wanted to say something else.

She raised her hand and stopped him. Then, she pointed at the door. He understood that she wanted him to leave!

"Yanran, I will come and see you again!" When he left, his mood was incomparably complicated! It was just that he did not expect that the moment he left, she would die in the wee hours of the morning!

He did not know that she would die early in the morning. If he knew, he would not have left her even if he died!

He knew that he would never see her again in this lifetime. He saw her yesterday. He still wanted to see her again. How was that possible? He had seen her yesterday, so he could not hope to see her again! The heavens had already blessed him. He had given her the last five hours. Yesterday... He hugged her, and his kiss still landed on her forehead yesterday.

Yanran, you said you will never see me again and never fall in love again. That is the biggest punishment for my life! I was wrong. I will live in pain and regret for the rest of my life. Until I die, I cannot forgive myself. I cannot forgive my own mistakes. I deserve it, but Yanran, I have only ever loved you, a woman. Brother Xuangang has let you down!

You left alone, and my heart was already in tears. Your lonely soul ruthlessly pierced my heart. You said you won't see me again after shattering my eyes, but how could your eyes and tears yesterday cover up the love in your heart?

I know that the path we have walked in the past is like a zither breaking a string, and we will never be able to play the complete tune again.

But why are you still crying? If you don't love it, why are you crying so hard? The moment you grabbed my clothes, I could clearly feel your deep love for me. Of course, I also know how much you hate me!

Yanran, do you still remember your 19th birthday wish when you were in Ber, Germany?

You said, "Brother Qin, if the heavens allow me to make three wishes... I think, the first thing I want to do is to be with Brother Qin in this life! The second is that I want to be with Brother Qin in my next life as well! Thirdly, I will never be separated from Brother Qin for the rest of my life! If you leave, I will love you in my tears! If your heart dies, I will love you in my life! If my life disappears, I will love you in reincarnation! If I disappear, I will love you in heaven!

But now, you tell me that I will never see you again. No longer to be in love with me. ! Liu Yanran, I have missed you my whole life, but I still want to be greedy and beg for my next life. Actually, I don't just want the next life. I want you to be in the cycle of life and death!

But I know that we will not have a next life! However, you don't know, in the past 35 years, no matter if it's in different directions or at the ends of the earth, my heart has always been with you, and you are the lover of my past and present lives. Even if I wronged you, even if I didn't take good care of you... But after you left, you took my soul away... Liu Yanran, the person I love the most in my life. The only person I love is you. It will always be you!

Thirty-five years, even though we are separated by the horizon, our hearts still love each other! Liu Yanran, do you dare to say that you don't love me? Do you think that every tear I shed is enough to prove your love for me? I regret, I regret back then! I am the same as you, never forgetting it for 35 years! Even if I blame you for wrongly accusing you, I still feel the same heartache. I still silently love you.

Those diaries that have long turned yellow have always been kept by me. The photos from many years ago, no matter where I go, I will always be by my side. Every time I look at these pictures, my heart is still filled with ice and fire. Love and hate entanglement!

I spent 35 years in pain and torture, this is what I deserve!

Liu Yanran, do you know?

I am an old man who has experienced the vicissitudes of life. I look at the pedestrians on the street with tears on my face. In my mind, I think of you and me walking on the streets of Ber, Germany, forty years ago. I began to feel sad for my life and regret my own heartlessness. I also regret that we once hugged each other and slept together seamlessly, but in the end... Love and hate were in a hurry. I only saw one side!

It's because the love in my past life was not deep enough!

It's because my love in this life was not strong enough!

Relentless is me, heartless is also me. Liu Yanran, the one who is sentimental is also me. I regret that my hands were empty and I could not catch your departing back anymore!

The days in the future, I already know how miserable I will be. I can only hold the old photo to reminisce about my past and yours, relying on the traces of memories to pass the day like a year! And your shadow will appear in my dream. In every sleepless night, accompany me until dawn!

I have brought you wounds all over your body, but in the end, I still think that you are the most beautiful!

You have already erased me from your world, but I cannot forget!

You have freed yourself, and I, in this life and this life, will also be unable to free myself!

As time passes, this hatred will never cease!

Having experienced the vast ocean making things difficult for water, other than the Shaman Mountain, it is not the clouds!

He threw away the red beans with his Lovesick Blood Tears. He could not finish the Spring Willow Spring Blossoms.

My dear Yanran, your wisdom is like an orchid's heart. A Prajna Heart's Heart is like seeing through the mortal world, that's why you are so ruthless and not promising your next life, right?

But no matter what, Yanran, I love you. In the next life, even if you don't look at me, even if I don't step forward or possess it, I will only look at you from afar and protect you!

You said that you will never see me again. This is your punishment for me. I deserve it! Liu Yanran, don't meet me in your next life. Just let me meet you. Because I really don't deserve your love. If there is a next life... I hope you won't think of me, but don't let me not see you!2

Yanran, I am sorry, I will use the rest of my life to repent. You can leave! In the next life, happily, brother Xuangang promised you. In the next life, I will never love anyone else! I will live forever alone in the next life, in the next life, in the next life!

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