274: C274 Love and Hate

C274 Love and Hate

Zhu Jianjun suddenly did not say a word. The hand that did not have an infusion wiped the tears from the corner of his eye and then said to the prison guard, "Officer, can I talk to my daughter privately?"

The prison guard was in a difficult position. After all, it was his duty. He did not dare to neglect it. They had to keep an eye on the prisoner at all times to prevent him from escaping. At the same time, they had to prevent him from seeking death! Doing extreme things!

"I will be responsible!" Qin Yizhao took out his ID. "I promise nothing will happen during this period of time!"

The staff took the ID card and looked at it. He hesitated for a moment. "We also have an important position, so it won't take too long!"

"Thank you!" Qin Yizhao replied politely.

"Xuanxuan, you go out. I will only tell your sister!" Zhu Jianjun said.

Xuanxuan did not want to leave, but Zhang Shuai still pulled her out.

Ye Xing also walked out. Only Zhu Ruiyan, Zhu Jianjun and Qin Yizhao were left in the room. Qin Yizhao insisted on not going out. He was afraid that Zhu Jianjun would do something too extreme and hurt Zhu Ruiyan.

Zhu Jianjun seemed to be stunned there!

"You can go out!" Zhu Ruiyan whispered to Qin Yizhao.

"No need!" Zhu Jianjun looked at Qin Yizhao as if he was deep in thought. He still asked, "What is your relationship with Yanyan?"

"Yanyan and I are a couple. I want to be with her for the rest of my life!" Qin Yizhao replied in a low voice.

Zhu Jianjun laughed at himself, but he was relieved. "Young man, your life is long! You must be good to my daughter! You must be good to her for the rest of your life. You must not give up halfway! You must be good to her for the rest of your life. Otherwise, I will not let you go even if I become a ghost!"

Zhu Ruiyan felt extremely sad. It was as if the father when she was young had returned! He was still as kind and kind as before. He still treated her very well and cared about her very much. It was as if domestic violence had never happened in these few years.

Qin Yizhao did not continue to promise him anything. Instead, he said in a deep voice, "If you have anything you want to say, say it quickly! There isn't much time! "

Zhu Jianjun's identity was special. During his military service, even if he was sick, he had to have prison guards following him. Naturally, he would not be so free.

" Yanyan, I want to tell you, I love your mother very much! You won't believe it, will you?" Zhu Jianjun looked out the window at the dark night. He spoke slowly and quietly, as if he was following something in the night sky.

Zhu Ruiyan was even more stunned. She looked at him indifferently. "I don't believe it! If you love her, why would you treat him like this?"

"The deeper your love, the deeper your hate!" Zhu Jianjun said faintly.

"I have spent my whole life, but I have never been able to enter her heart. I know I shouldn't hate her because of this. Because from the very beginning, she told me... She had someone in her heart! If it wasn't for your account, she wouldn't have married me. Instead, she would have brought you to live like this for the rest of your life! She said that she had married two men and had the child of two men. ! But she said that she would never tell me who those two men were! I actually understand that they must be people with illustrious identities! Because she always watches news broadcasts every day and occasionally sees someone. Her emotions will fluctuate greatly! Even though she didn't say anything, I know that from time to time, she would hide and shed tears. At that time, she would refuse to follow me. She would be especially cold to me!"

Zhu Ruiyan quietly listened and her heart trembled. She did not know what to say.

Qin Yizhao reached out and held Zhu Ruiyan's hand, giving her strength.

Zhu Jianjun continued, "I hate because of love. I want to torture her, but she does not love me! I have loved her for so many years, but she never loved me one day! I used all my blood to exchange for the coldness in her life. Do you know how unfair my heart is? When a person's heart is filled with passion and is always rejected by her, in the beginning, I can tolerate it, but as time passes, everyone will be defeated! I have regretted, distorted, do you think I really don't feel uncomfortable? Do you think I'm really going to torture your mother? I'm just uncomfortable, why doesn't she love me? Her relationship with me, her feelings towards me have always been like that... She has always loved another man in her heart, but she never thought of me! She speaks a foreign language to the television, but I don't understand. She was bullying me for not understanding! I'm a man! I can't stand it either! But I still love her very much. I love her very much. I hate her. I want to wake her up. I want her to beg for mercy. I want her to love me, but she still doesn't love me!"

Zhu Ruiyan was at a loss for words.

Is that so?

Hate because of love?

Such extreme!

"That night, she watched TV and spoke a large paragraph of German. I know that she speaks German, and I often bump into her singing. So I remember that tune. I hate it when she speaks German. Because I know that once she speaks German, she can't control herself! I asked him who that man was, and I went to find her! But she never told me, and she never told me! Every time I drank, I thought of her for so many years. I think of all these years of my hard work, but she doesn't love me! Why should I be good to her daughter? I also have resentment in my heart, okay? If she loves me, it's only natural for me to be good to you. But she doesn't love me!"

Zhu Ruiyan quietly looked at Zhu Jianjun on the hospital bed and suddenly felt that Zhu Jianjun was also a pitiful person! He was also just a pitiful man who could not be loved! That was all! Because he could not be loved, he distorted her!

"But even so, this is not the reason why you can hit your mother! If you treat Mommy well, wouldn't Mommy be affected by your gentleness?"

"I have tried, I have tried for more than ten years! Do you think I really haven't tried it? My passion has long been worn out. She really doesn't have a heart! Yanyan, your mother only loves her first love. She doesn't love anyone! "2

"Do you know who my father is?" Zhu Ruiyan looked at him doubtfully.

"I don't know!" Zhu Jianjun only shook his head. "Your mother never told me. No matter how hard I tried to force her, she never revealed a single word!"

Zhu Ruiyan's raised heart instantly fell to the bottom of the valley. She once said that she would not know if she did not know. It did not matter anymore! But when Zhu Jianjun mentioned this matter again, she was still emotional. No matter how hard she tried to hold back her composure, it was all a lie to others. Only in her heart did she know that she wanted to know as well.

However, what was the point of knowing? She was really tired. This was just more of a storm.

"I want to die. I want to accompany her. I want to tell her that I did something wrong! If I can do it again, I will never treat her like this again! I will never! Even if I can't walk into her heart for the rest of my life, I am willing to be with her for the rest of my life! "Zhu Jianjun covered his eyes, and a line of tears flowed between his fingers!

It was regret, guilt, and dare not. Zhu Ruiyan could not explain it clearly. Perhaps only Zhu Jianjun knew how it felt!

"Life is so precious. You almost took away your mother's face. Now you want to take away your own life. Don't you think this kind of yourself is a failure? If you go like this, what do you want Xuanxuan to do? " No matter what, Zhu Ruiyan didn't want to see Zhu Jianjun fall and die!

She was not a noble person. She hated Zhu Jianjun. But no matter what, she could not do nothing about it. After all, he had raised her for so many years. He said that he loved her mother. It was just that the way he loved her was not flattering. But at this moment... Because of love, there was hatred. The imbalance in her heart for so many years had caused her heart to distort. It was impossible for a person to silently devote his entire life without asking for anything in return, right?

"Yanyan, help me take care of my younger sister. You can take care of the house at home! It doesn't matter whether you sell it or wait to exchange it for a commercial house. You and my sister will each get half! Although I have beaten you and scolded you, I still treat you as my own daughter! Father is really sorry for delaying you back then and not letting you go to Beijing to school. This is the place that Father is most ashamed of to you. If I hadn't given up on myself... Perhaps now you've done something else! " Zhu Jianjun said in a calm tone, but his tone sounded like he was explaining his funeral. There were some last words in it.

Zhu Ruiyan's heart trembled. She looked at him for a long time before saying, "What do you want to do again? Don't go to the extreme, okay? You might have left, but many people will be implicated because of your matter! Xuanxuan will live in guilt for the rest of her life, and the prison guards will be punished for your death. You have been selfish for so many years, shouldn't you consider others once? "

"I won't!" Zhu Jianjun replied calmly. "Don't worry, I won't!"

Zhu Ruiyan continued, "Don't think too much. Take good care of your body! When you come out, no matter what, I will take care of your old age. I will not make you homeless. Let bygones be bygones! What my mother owes you, what I owe you, what you owe mother, let bygones be bygones! From today onwards, we will all start over again. Let's reintroduce ourselves! But if you still go to extremes, then I will never forgive you for the rest of my life. You can't just focus on yourself and not think about Xuanxuan!"

After Zhu Ruiyan finished speaking, she stood up and looked at Qin Yizhao. She did not want to say anything more to Zhu Jianjun. She felt that she should not say anything more to him. She was a little tired!

"You can go out first, Yanyan. I want to talk to this young man!" Zhu Jianjun said to Zhu Ruiyan.

Qin Yizhao heard what Zhu Jianjun said. He felt that this man was actually very sad. Poor people must have some hateful aspects. Hate people must also have something pitiful about them!

"Yanyan, go out and wait for me!" Qin Yizhao said in a deep voice and stroked Zhu Ruiyan's small face.

Zhu Ruiyan did not know what Zhu Jianjun wanted to say to Qin Yizhao. After she went out, about ten minutes later, Qin Yizhao came out.

Ye Xing was smoking at the end of the corridor and was very quiet.

"What did he say to you?" Zhu Ruiyan asked Qin Yizhao.

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