276: C276 Try Your Best to Forget

C276 Try Your Best to Forget

"Honey, I know how you feel. I understand. I know that you are very uncomfortable, but there are some things that are kept in your heart. You will be very sad. Tell me. What exactly do I have to do to make you feel less pressured? " His voice was very powerful, but it also contained some bitterness.

"You asked me all these, and I really feel very uncomfortable. I really don't know! I really can't bear to part with you, but as soon as I came to this room, I will think of the last time your mother chased me out. I will think of the time when she used all her effort to deal with my mother! What will she do to me in the future? I really want to forget all of this, but she is your mother! Qin Yizhao, I am already trying very hard to distinguish between you and her. But I realized that I can't do it!" She was unwilling to hide her true thoughts. She was truly confused. "I'm also asking myself, why is it your mother? Why did we meet again? "

"I'm very sorry, but this is fate. The heavens have arranged for us to meet!" Qin Yizhao's voice trembled slightly. With great difficulty, he could not make a decision. He took out the cigarette box. He lit a cigarette. In front of her, there was no gentleman smoking at all.

"All of this actually has nothing to do with you!" Zhu Ruiyan said softly, "But you are her son. How can I selfishly ask you not to acknowledge this mother? But she is your mother. My heart is even more sad than death! I am really selfish. I want you to be a filial son again. But at the same time, I also hate your mother! I really don't know, what do you think I should do? "

After she finished speaking, she seemed to have let out a long sigh of relief, as if she had released a heavy burden. But at the same time, she also felt as if she had carried a heavy stone on her back. She slowly closed her eyes and struggled. All of her emotions were on the verge of reaching their limits.

She wanted to be with him, and she could tell that he was him. His mother was his mother. However, he was Hee Ping's son! She could not get rid of the restraint in her heart, and she could not help but resent him. She could not get rid of him! At least for now, she could not do it!

"I said before, I will take care of you for the rest of my life!" Qin Yizhao said in a deep voice, "We have to listen to our inner thoughts. When we are sad... Let it out. Let it out all the unhappiness. You blame me, you hate my mother, and you let it out on me. I'll be your punching bag, okay?"

She turned her head away and no longer looked at him! "Why should I be angry at you? You're not wrong! All of this was not caused!"

"Because I am your man. You are sad and stressed. As your man, I should bear everything! This is a responsibility as a man! "His tone was sincere as he said in a deep voice.

She took a deep breath. "Qin Yizhao, I'm sorry. It's my fault. I made you feel pressured! I seem to be really selfish. I've never thought about it for you. I'm sorry! You still have to go on a business trip tomorrow. I'll wait for you to come back. This is what I promised you! "

She looked at the lights outside the window, wondering if other people's homes were the same as hers. There were so many unpleasantness and intricacies! Could it be that other people also had so many emotional entanglements?! Was it like her own family had a scripture that was difficult to read?!

His mother was like a rainbow bridge, standing between him and her! How should he cross this bridge?

"Don't be like this, look at me!" He pulled her head over, letting her look straight at him.

At this moment, her face was pale, without a trace of blood. The way she looked at him was so confused and pained.

"I know. Actually, you're hesitating. You just don't want me to work in peace for the past two weeks. That's why you're forcing yourself not to tell me anything else! " Qin Yizhao, who had always been calm and collected, suddenly became excited. "Yanyan, you are my wife. I hope you will be obedient. You are not blind, mute, and not deaf. I don't want you to keep suppressing yourself, but... I can't let you leave me!"

"I didn't. Up until now, Qin Yizhao has never thought that I would really leave you! I just thought that I would have to face your mother in the future. That's all! "she replied in a low voice.

"You can never meet her for the rest of your life. I promise you, I won't let you see her!" His eyes were red, and his forehead was covered in sweat.

"Qin Yizhao, I'm sorry. I really shouldn't have made things difficult for you! I just don't know how we should continue!"

"I'll hold your hand, and we'll walk down together! Don't do this! Don't think too much! You need to rest, rest well, and wait for the time to pass. You will realize that everything will not be as difficult to face as it is now!" His voice revealed a hint of weakness. It was a short sentence. It was as if he had overdrawn everything he wanted to give him in this life!

"Qin Yizhao, will you hate me in the future? I can't be good to your mother!" For the last time, there was another person in her heart who was struggling with her.

"If you can't do it, don't force yourself. I won't let you see her. When I come back, I will transfer you to work in Qing County! You will go wherever I go in the future! We will not meet her. In our world... Only you and me! You are with me! Without me, you won't be happy, and I won't be happy either!"

Her heart was moved. "Thank you, Qin Yizhao! Thank you for not giving up on me and not leaving me alone in my most painful days. Thank you for loving me! Thank you, I never thought of giving up on me! "

" Idiot! " He faced her, put his hand on her shoulder, rubbed her in his arms, and threw away the cigarette.

She tried to get up and leave. He hugged her tightly and pressed her onto the bed with his hand. He kissed her fiercely!

He didn't think about anything. He just loved her! He abandoned everything and loved her without any regard for her own safety!

Qin Yizhao, I have never said how much I love you!

Because love is not something that can be expressed with just a single word. Love is not that simple, I would rather do it for you!

But I will definitely work hard for you!

Because I really want to be with you for the rest of my life, to have you! I will only love you for the rest of my life, the only person who will never die!

All the words that he wanted to say were stuck in his throat, and he wanted to say something but stopped himself!

"I can't do it now. I'm sorry! I can't do it!" She was very sad.1

" I'm sorry, it's my fault. I should understand you! " He panted heavily, turned off the light, and hugged her. He said softly, "Go to sleep! Don't let your thoughts run wild. The days I wasn't by your side... Use your mind to the places you should use it. Don't let your imagination run wild every day!"

In the darkness, she stared at him for a long time. This man was really handsome. How many nights had he not slept? She sized up this man. His features... The tip of his nose, the corners of his mouth, and every part of his heart were deeply engraved in his heart. His embrace was warm and thick. The feeling of being hugged by him... It was like a piece of charcoal. She could not stop it. Sometimes, she even thought back to the time when he forcefully kissed her. It was so enjoyable, so intense, so overbearing... It was so exciting!

"Good!" She closed her eyes and hid in his arms. She whispered, "Qin Yizhao, thank you for all your help and tolerance. I am very fortunate to have met you in my life! I am sorry! I love you! "

He was stunned and felt satisfied from the bottom of his heart. He smiled. In the darkness, his eyes were like stars shining.

However, he did not feel sleepy. He lowered his head and looked at the wife in his arms, his little girl.

"Girl, actually, I am also very weak. Don't leave me. I won't be able to accept it!" Qin Yizhao sighed softly. He closed his fingers and held Zhu Ruiyan's hand in his palm. At this moment, he only wanted her to surpass everything as soon as possible! He was as firm and firm as a mountain when he was with her. He did not run away, nor was he indifferent. She did not deliberately overlook or care about him. She only cared and cared about him with her heart.

She did not sleep. She only knew that at this moment, he thought that she had fallen asleep.

"Why aren't you asleep yet?" He thought she was asleep, so he muttered to himself. He didn't expect her to still be awake.

Qin Yizhao still held Zhu Ruiyan's little hand tightly and did not let go. He looked at Zhu Ruiyan in surprise.

"Qin Yizhao, I know that you are not as strong as you appear to be. It turns out that you are also weak!" She said.

Qin Yizhao sighed deeply. He looked at the little girl in his arms with her eyes wide open and said, "I am just an ordinary person. I am an ordinary man. I am also worried and scared!"

"I will work hard. I will work hard not to let you work so hard. I will not leave you. I promise you, I will never leave you!" Zhu Ruiyan's frown slowly relaxed and she answered firmly and seriously.

"I know!" Qin Yizhao's face showed happiness and relief. He stared at Zhu Ruiyan and softly said, "What we Yanyan need is time to calm everything. Our Yanyan will cross every gap!"

A trace of gentleness flashed in Qin Yizhao's deep eyes. She had been working very hard. One day, she did not collapse and did not run away. This was enough. One could not be too greedy.

"Why me? Why are you so good to me? Qin Yizhao, you are so beautiful that I can't believe it. I feel incomparably happy because of you! " She said in a low voice.

"Don't move!" He suddenly held her shoulder. She was very confused. At this moment, his eyes were filled with a blurred radiance. He stretched out his hand and touched her forehead with his fingers. His eyes, nose, and mouth followed the order to touch her contours.

It was as if he was talking to her, but it was more like he was talking to himself. " I don't know why it's you either! I can live with you, I can lie with you on the same bed. I can even think of tasting you so gently, I love you... I want you! Wife, many things have already been arranged by the heavens!"

She was bewitched. She saw that Qin Yizhao's eyes suddenly became brighter and more brilliant.

He used his lips to lightly touch her lips, but did not go too deep. He only used his tongue to draw the outline of her lips and then gently tasted it. Next was her nose, her eyes, and then stretched out her arm. Just like that, she tightly hugged her in her arms.

So gentle, she closed her eyes and leaned against the warm embrace to sleep quietly.

When she woke up the next day, Zhu Ruiyan found that she was still curled up in his warm embrace and was tightly leaning against him. One of her hands was still tightly hugging his shoulder. At this time, Qin Yizhao was still sleeping soundly.

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