132: A Bad Feeling

A Bad Feeling

Huo Yunshen thought he'd seen Xu Xiyan go into the building.0

He wheeled himself forward. As he turned around the corner, he saw Xu Xiyan enter Room 102 with another guy.

Xu Xiyan is bringing another guy back to her house?

Who is he?

What's their relationship?

A bad feeling arose in his mind.

Is he her boyfriend?

But, I've never gotten the chance to truly know her. I never even asked whether she has a boyfriend or not…

Of course, I do hope she's still single. But I can't lie to myself anymore. She might have a boyfriend.

She pretty, confident, and bright. Of course, men will fall for her…

Sigh…

Huo Yunshen let out a deep sigh as he went back to Room 101, depressed.

He sat in the dark as he hugged his knees. Even his heart was shaking.

It was a feeling of wanting to love but being unable. It was drowning him.

He used to be proud, and had everything and every talent that anyone could possibly dream of. He was a man born with infinite possibilities, yet he still couldn't get what he yearned for.

The pride was stripped away by the accident, and now he had become a person who could only rely on his wheelchair… He'd become a disabled person.

He kept his feelings to himself because he was afraid he might get rejected and he might lose her.

He was careful, or worse, he was timid.

If he wasn't crippled, he would still try and go after Xu Xiyan, even if she had a boyfriend. But now, he wasn't sure he would be able to match any man that would appear in her life.

He couldn't even save her if she was bullied by other people. He had no right to say that he loved her.

Huo Yunshen fell into despair after he saw Xu Xiyan with another man.

He shouldn't have come back early. At least he wouldn't feel as bad as he did.

Yet, in Room 102, four people were having their food happily after Wang Dazhi arrived.

It had been years since Fang Xiaocheng had last tasted Xu Xiyan's cooking. She and Wang Dazhi kept praising the foods while stuffing their mouths full.

"Xi Baby is the best mum in the world! She's my super mummy!" Ying Bao smiled.

"Of course! If I was a guy, I would definitely marry your mum!" Fang Xiaocheng said.

Ying Bao suddenly stopped eating, and began to worry.

"Ying Bao, what's wrong?" Xu Xiyan noticed and asked.

Ying Bao turned her head and touched her mother's face. "Since Xi Baby is so good, why hasn't a guy come and marry her yet?" Ying Bao sighed.

"…" Xu Xiyan had no idea how to answer her daughter's question.

Fang Xiaocheng also sighed. Ying Bao, It's hard for her to find someone when she has you…

Tears began to formed in Ying Bao's eyes as her cheeks reddened.

"I don't want to drag you down. If Xi Baby has met someone she loves, she should marry him…It's tough to live alone as a girl…"

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