C135 Would She Feel Regret?
"Lo Xi."
"This world... There is no such thing as' if '."
Xi Muchen paused and answered Lo Xi's question in a low voice.
Qin Luo was already dead. This question was meaningless. He would not think about whether he would like Qin Luo if she appeared. He only knew that he liked Lo Xi, the current Lo Xi.
"You said that you at most only have compassion for Yun Lanlan when she was a child, but she is not the person in your memory. Relief also does not exist. But the person that you should really pity is already dead. Don't you feel that... there is some regret? " Lo Xi said in a low voice.
"Regret is definitely there." Xi Muchen could not deny that the moment he saw Qin Luo's photo, he really felt some regret.
After all, his memory of Qin Luo was still in the past. He remembered that she was still the soft and cute little girl in his memory.
But the little girl had grown up, and he never had the chance to see her again. This was a kind of regret in itself.
The world was like this, unpredictable and changeable. Even if he felt regret, he would not change his own life because of this regret.
If he missed it, he would miss it.
When he was with Lo Xi, he always had an illusion that when the little girl grew up, she would be like Lo Xi.
But he also knew that it was impossible.
Since it was a regret, he could only keep it in his memory forever.
"Lo Xi, there are always many regrets in this world. The past is the past. It cannot be changed. What we can do is to let the living live a better life. Living people are the most important." Xi Muchen reached out and held Lo Xi in his arms, comforting her softly.
Lo Xi peacefully leaned in his arms, allowing the wind and rain to blow against her. Now, she could be fearless.
...
The next day, it was sunny after the rain.
Lo Xi woke up from Xi Muchen's bed and felt refreshed.
As long as Xi Muchen did not stay up late, he had the habit of waking up early. Therefore, Lo Xi did not see Xi Muchen when she woke up.
She scratched her hair and went to the bathroom to wash up.
There was no bathroom in the guest room that she stayed in, so she usually used the one in Xi Muchen's room.
Standing in front of the washing table, she looked at the things in front of her and couldn't help but smile.
Originally, the place was very simple. There were only Xi Muchen's toiletries and utensils. Now that there were more of her utensils, it seemed to be full. Of course, it was more popular.
This was because, all along, Xi Muchen was like a god in everyone's eyes. He was much more mature than his peers. He was so mature that it made people feel like he had lost some of his liveliness.
But now, because she had stayed in his world, it made him feel more alive.
Thinking of this, Lo Xi couldn't help but smile. She seemed to have relaxed a little.
Especially after saying those words to him last night, she felt that she was closer to Xi Muchen. At least, Xi Muchen chose to believe her.
As she thought of this, her mood also became much better.
She tidied herself up, went back to her room, changed her clothes, and went downstairs.
Xi Muchen was already waiting for her on the first floor. When Lo Xi was halfway down the stairs, she looked at Xi Muchen in the restaurant and stopped in her tracks in shock.
Then... the person sitting at the dining table was really Xi Muchen?1
While she was hesitating, Xi Muchen had already looked over. "Why did you stop there?"
Lo Xi recovered her senses and quickly went downstairs.
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