C536 I Never Regret Staying in Anan
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Lo Xi fell silent.
Xi Muchen held her in his arms and said softly, "I'm sorry."
When An An was sent to his side, he also felt that it was a dream. She did not come back, so why did she send a child back? When he saw the child, his head buzzed. He simply couldn't imagine Lo Xi giving birth to their child...
She was still a child!
An An had just been a full moon at that time. An An had been crying every day when she had just arrived by his side.
When Kin Le carried the child over, he told him that Lo Xi would not be able to come back in a short period of time. She had given her all to give birth to the child, and she would only be at ease if she followed him.
However, he felt that he had committed a grave crime.
He felt that he was the one who let her down. She was still so young, yet he already made her pregnant. After that, before the child was born, he knew nothing. He did not know anything, and she had to bear so much on her own...
At that time, she would probably be very afraid, right?
Originally, he would send her a message every once in a while, or leave her a message. However, after Anan came to his side, he never looked for her again. He didn't dare to look for her, even if he knew that she couldn't see him. He also felt that it was too late for him to say anything. How could the damage he had caused her disappear in just a few words?
For a time, he also thought that she should be blaming him. After receiving Gu Ruoran's call yesterday, he thought even more so. If she did not blame him, why did she not inform him when she came back?
He watched An An grow up day by day, but he couldn't help but like her. That was the child of him and Lo Xi. His and Lo Xi's blood flowed in his and Lo Xi's body. It was the continuation of his and Lo Xi's love. How could he not love it?
Lo Xi heard Xi Muchen say "sorry," and she couldn't help but laugh. "Why did you apologize to me?"
"About Anan..." Xi Muchen opened his mouth, but found that he couldn't say anything.
Lo Xi smiled and said, "I have never regretted leaving the child behind. He came because of fate. The only regret is that I did not accompany him to grow up, but he will be happy with you."
Xi Muchen hugged Lo Xi in his arms. He felt even more heartache for her.
He didn't expect that in her eyes, it was actually like this. She said that she had never regretted it.
Lo Xi talked about the things that happened in Huai An'an...
"I didn't go to the nuclear weapons base at first. Instead, I took part in a few agricultural projects. That period of time, it took me about one or two months! During that period of time, I felt dizzy and weak. I didn't even know that I was pregnant. I thought that it was because I got into a car from time to time and didn't recover from the car sickness!"
" Later on, after working at the base for half a month, a female minister in the same group asked me if I was pregnant and said that my condition wasn't right. At that time, I realized that the cycle had been delayed by more than two months."
" After that, they took me to the hospital to investigate. It has been more than three months. Actually, I panicked at that time. The nuclear base's ionization radiation was too heavy. I stayed there for half a month. No one advised me to keep the child."
"I thought about it for a long time, and I couldn't bear to give up. This was the first time we stayed together. You fed me medicine after that. But even so, he still came... Even if it's a gamble, I want to keep him. The organization respects my decision, because I intend to keep the child. They temporarily moved me away from the base, so the project was put on hold."
"After that, they sent their most authoritative team to follow up on my entire pregnancy, all the way until the child was born..."
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