C1755 The Person Who Doesn't Want to be the Most
At that time, everyone was proud of this, but the sense of honor became lower and lower, and people no longer have the impression that the sea is mysterious and unconquerable, but also have this kind of change, not just for outsiders, even for my home. When my dad started, he no longer revered going to sea, but started a business, and the Shipyard that my home operated was established at that time.1
When I was born, my dad stopped going out to sea at all. My grandpa often scolded him for violating the teachings of his ancestors, but my dad said that if he didn't do business, there would be no life like this in his family. Actually, there was a reason for that, and my grandpa was very clear on that, so he placed his hopes on me.
My grandfather even told me about the Sea Of Death, my dream since I was young was to go there and have a look. After that, when my grandfather died, he passed the star map down to me, and the marked on the star map was my homework. But my father was very dissatisfied with me being addicted to this, so he sent me out to study, and that's where you went.
"After I came back, my dad said that I wanted to do something for him, but the thing he wanted me to do was to marry a rich man in Madrid, so that I could invest in the Shipyard. Currently, most of the seagoing flights are large ferries, and our family's small Shipyard has no market at all."
"But at that time, I already had a boyfriend, and how could I possibly marry someone I don't like for that? I rejected my father, and my father thought that my rejection was because I had a boyfriend, so he went to find my boyfriend and chased him away. I had a falling out with him because of that, and after two years, I thought I didn't have a dad like him."
"After that, when my father couldn't find the money, he went to borrow usury. In the end, his Shipyard was completely exhausted and he couldn't exchange the money. It's just that I didn't expect him to actually kill himself, it's really …" At the end of her sentence, Evelynn took another sip of her wine. It was unknown what she had said.
Liu Lu had been listening attentively all this time. She sighed and said, "In fact, your father also has his difficulties. He wants to support the family because now the era is different, and being a navigator indeed has no future. He also wants to create a good living environment for you, but he's a bit too extreme and wants you to marry someone you don't like."
"What's the use of saying all this now? Everyone is dead."
"Since you also like sailing, why didn't you agree when Yang Tao came to find you? According to what you said, you should also want to go investigate the Sea Of Death, right?" Liu Lu asked.
"My dream had long since died after I returned to my homeland. The current me does not have that much revenge. I just want to live slowly." Evelynn said.
"I feel that people shouldn't be like this. No matter how hard you try, you must have a dream. Even if it doesn't seem possible now, you should still persevere and try. Perhaps one day, you might even be able to achieve it." Liu Lu said.
"In the end, you still came to persuade me." Evelynn shook her head.
"I really didn't come to talk to you, I just felt that you are very similar to me. My dad also died, my relationship with my dad was very stiff before I died, and my dad's death was all because of me." Liu Lu said.
"Did you cause it?" Evelynn was puzzled.
"Yeah, I always thought that I had matured and didn't understand some of my father's demands. Afterwards, I found a boyfriend …" Liu Lu told Evelynn everything that had happened.
"Now that I have inherited my father's legacy, there are a lot of things that we should learn to understand. We can't be angry with our parents and become the person we didn't want to be the most." Liu Lu said.
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