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In the third year Mo Yafu was in prison, she had been diagnosed with cancer. At that time, the check-up was already in its late stage. She did not want to tell Fu Jinchen, so she kept it a secret.
Knowing that Mo Yafu's condition worsened, this matter could not be hidden anymore. Only then did her supervisor tell Fu Jinchen about this matter.
When Fu Jinchen heard this news, he immediately rushed to the hospital to see Mo Yafu.
In the three years that she was in prison, Fu Jinchen had never seen her. He did not expect that after the last time he saw Mo Yafu in prison, after two years, he would see Mo Yafu, who was beyond cure and skinny.
No matter how wrong she was, she had committed an unforgivable crime. But after all, she was his biological mother who had given him maternal love. Even if he didn't want to forgive someone who had given him warmth... He didn't want to forgive her, but at this point... It was impossible for him to truly ignore her when she was already ill for a short period of time.
Mo Yafu was suffering from liver cancer. The cancer cells had already spread to the outside of the liver and had reached a point where it could not be cured.
She walked from the door of the ward to Mo Yafu's hospital bed. It was clearly just a few steps. But Fu Jinchen's feet seemed to be filled with lead. Every step he took was incomparably heavy. He did not know what he should take to see Mo Yafu.
He pulled the chair beside the bed and sat down. Mo Yafu woke up at this time.
Her face was sallow and there were many wrinkles on her face, including the corners of her eyes. In addition, she had plastic surgery on her face and there was no such delicate life for her in prison. Because she had not received any maintenance, her once pretty face had already begun to praise. Her face was relaxed, and coupled with her illness, her face was pale and powerless. She looked like a sickly person.
Her hair had fallen off. She knew Fu Jinchen would come today. In order not to let Fu Jinchen see her so ugly, she asked the nurse to put a hat on her. Although it was not very beautiful, at least it could cover up some of her ugliness. It would let her preserve the last bit of her face in front of Fu Jinchen.
"You're here?" Mo Yafu was wearing an oxygen mask. When she spoke, her voice was vague and weak. Her light voice was like a mosquito.
"Why didn't you tell me you were sick?"
"You could have told me earlier. Why... Why didn't you let me know?"
Mo Yafu smiled faintly. Her haggard and sickly face was fully displayed on her face.
"I don't want you to pity me."
"You now have a happy family, a wife, and a child. As your mother, I have already become an outsider in your life."
"My misfortune shouldn't have affected you."
Mo Yafu's mouth was full of subservience. It made Fu Jinchen's heart hurt bitterly when he heard it.
"You are sick and no one will take care of you. I cannot let you wait for death in the hospital. I will find the best doctor to treat you."
Fu Jinchen did not want to say anything else.
He knew that Mo Yafu did not have much time left. He did not want to spend the last period of time with Mo Yafu in sorrow and loneliness.
Mo Yafu coughed and felt extremely uncomfortable. "Are you pitying me or pitying me?"
"I caused your father to pass away and framed Xia Xingxuan to be imprisoned. I even wanted to kill her a few times. Don't you hate me? Why are you helping me?"
Mo Yafu closed her eyes and a tear slid down the corner of her eyes. "I would rather die like this than need your sympathy and pity."
Mo Yafu was a proud person in front of Fu Jinchen. She would rather die than have Fu Jinchen look at her in another way.
"It is already at this time, why are you still arrogant with me?" Fu Jinchen was a little irritated. "I hate you, but I will not forgive you."
"But you are my mother after all. I have the duty to take care of you."
"I never wanted to give you up. I went to the court the day you were put on trial. Do you know what I was thinking after the judge sentenced you to prison?"
Mo Yafu was so thin that her sunken eye sockets were filled with tears.
"I wanted to wait for you to come out. Maybe you were already very old by then, but I will wait for you. What I want to see is a mother who repents and revives herself."
Mo Yafu said, "But looking at the current situation, I am afraid you will not be able to wait until that day."
"So I hope that you can leave me a memory with no regrets in the remaining period of time." Fu Jinchen said.
Mo Yafu's trembling lips moved. "I'm sorry. This is the second time Mom has said sorry to you, and also the last time."
Under Fu Jinchen's insistence, Mo Yafu accepted Fu Jinchen's treatment and found the best cancer specialist for her.
Although Mo Yafu knew in her heart that she did not have much time left, Fu Jinchen spent a lot of effort to find a specialist to treat her. It was already too late, but she still did not refuse. She agreed, because Fu Jinchen had said that he hoped that during the remaining time she had, she could remember all of Fu Jinchen's memories without any regrets.
She knew that Fu Jinchen was actually a very filial child. It was because her mother's feelings towards him were too extreme that she broke up the good family.
When she regretted it, everything would not be restored because of her regret.
Xia Xingxuan knew that Mo Yafu had cancer and was still in her later stages. It was reasonable for her to become very calm.
The night Fu Jinchen went to the hospital to come back, he could not sleep even in the middle of the night. Xia Xingxuan, who slept beside him, clearly felt his uneasiness. She did not sleep either and simply opened her eyes to lean on him.
"Are you still worried about your mother?"
Fu Jinchen said, "I can't completely ignore her. She has cancer, and it's in her late stage. The expert said... she doesn't have much time left."
Xia Xingxuan's body rubbed forward, her arm bypassing Fu Jinchen's head. She placed his head on her chest and hugged Fu Jinchen. Her chin was carved on his head. One hand gently caressed Fu Jinchen's hair. "I know you are worried about her," she said.
"Star, will you be angry?"
She knew what he meant, so she said, "No."
"You can go and take care of her. She has that kind of illness and needs someone to take care of her at all times. Don't worry about everything at home. I will take care of it and it will only be in good order."
Fu Jinchen took a breath. The faint rose fragrance on her body was all over his nose.
"Tomorrow, I want to take Tuan Tuan to the hospital to see her."
Xia Xingxuan did not object. "Okay."
"I have not mentioned her all these years. You have also considered my feelings. That is why I did not mention her in front of me and pretended to not care about her. But I know that from time to time, you would ask Jiang Ye to go to the prison to find out more about her. "
"To be honest, because of what happened in the past, I have formed an incompatible relationship with her."
Xia Xingxuan continued, "Although I don't like her, Tuan Tuan is her granddaughter after all. Since Tuan Tuan was born until now, she has never seen Tuan Tuan. In this aspect, I found that I am not being honest with her."
"If it was not because of the relationship between the two of you, I think you would be a very good wife."
The next day, Fu Jinchen carried Tuan Tuan to the hospital.
That was the first time Mo Yafu saw Tuan Tuan, her biological granddaughter.
Tuan Tuan was a three-year-old child. He looked cute and pretty like a doll. Even someone like Mo Yafu, who did not like children, could not help but want to hug Tuan Tuan when she saw her. However, Mo Yafu always felt that she was not worthy of carrying this pure and innocent child in her eyes.
Tuan Tuan held Fu Jinchen's hand and bit her little mouth. She blinked her curious eyes and tilted her head to look at Mo Yafu, who was lying on the bed with a pillow behind her. She was so thin and haggard.
Tuan Tuan suddenly hid behind Fu Jinchen and grabbed Fu Jinchen's hand. Tuan Tuan said to Fu Jinchen with a baby voice, "Father."
"Go home. Tuan Tuan is afraid. She wants... to find mother."
Mo Yafu felt a sense of loss when she heard the child's words.
This was the first time she saw Tuan Tuan. Fu Jinchen and Xia Xingxuan's daughter were also her biological granddaughter. She did not think that it would be such an awkward scene.
Her throat felt uncomfortable and a hint of sourness also stuck in her throat. It was suffocating and stuffy.2
"Carry the child back. The hospital is not a place for the child to come."
"My illness is severe, and the child's immune system is weak. I'm afraid that I'll offend the child."
Mo Yafu said again, "With my current appearance, I do not look like a person or a ghost. Tell me, why did you bring a child here? Where is her mother? Don't you want to see a child? "
Fu Jinchen said," I was the one who wanted to bring Tuan Tuan to the hospital to see you. She also agreed. "
Xia Xingxuan actually... actually agreed to let Fu Jinchen bring her daughter to the hospital to see her...
Xia Xingxuan also pitied her ending, that was why she wanted Fu Jinchen to bring her daughter to see her?
What was this? Was this considered charity?
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