438: C438 Qin zheng's disease

C438 Qin zheng's disease

Yun Xiaoruan was crying on the carriage until she fainted.

After returning home, Qin Zheng carried Yun Xiaoruan upstairs to his bedroom to rest.

In his dreams, Yun Xiaoruan's delicate eyebrows knitted together tightly.

He twisted the character into a square.

Qin Zheng bent over and looked at the sleeping Yun Xiaoruan. His heart became extremely complicated in an instant.

He reached out his hand and slowly caressed Yun Xiaoruan's face.

Don't frown, don't frown, okay?

Can you, I'm the only one in my heart, can you...

Qin Zheng muttered to himself. The deep flames in his eyes seemed to burn everything in the world.

He was unwilling to hurt Yun Xiaoruan a little, but facing this kind of Yun Xiaoruan who had someone else's position in his heart, he couldn't bear it.

Yet, he wished for nothing more than to kill her along with him.

Then, he could also kill himself.

Qin Zheng kneeled in front of Yun Xiaoruan's bed. He was in high spirits before, confident and reserved.

At this moment, everything was shattered.

Ever since he had waited for Yun Xiaoruan's explanation for a very long time, in his heart, he finally admitted that there was a Jiang Chenghao.

Qin Zheng was not afraid of anyone who liked her. What Qin Zheng was afraid of was that the person who liked her was someone that Yun Xiaoruan could not bear to part with.

For example, Jiang Chenghao ? For example, Jiang Shu.

Not long ago, Qin Zheng obtained a copy of Jiang Shu's diary from his childhood.

Although it was mixed with Chinese characters and spelling, Qin Zheng could feel the love he had for Yun Xiaoruan in the diary.

Yun Xiao Rou treated him like a little brother, but he was not. Jiang Shu's love for Yun Xiao Rou was like love between a man and a woman.

Qin Zheng would sometimes think that was the same way Yun Xiaoruan treated him.

From the very first Fourth Uncle, he became dependent on Yun Xiaoruan. At that time, there was no one by his side but himself.

From their initial dependence to their subsequent experience of a series of events, this sort of dependence eventually evolved into kinship.

Thinking about it, it was really hard to say whether the feelings she had for him were love or not.

She would not reject others. She would never learn to refuse.

She had to protect too many people.

His heart was only that big. When it was time for him to share it, perhaps he would only have a little bit left.

Why...

Xiao Rou, in my heart, I can only allow you to be by yourself.

Why, you can have so many people at once.

If your feelings for Jiang Chenghao are kinship, then what about me?

Was it love?

Qin Zheng's head suddenly hurt intensely.

He hurriedly stood up and staggered out.

Xiao Liu was outside, and seeing Qin Zheng's ugly expression, he anxiously reached out to support him.

"Master Four, the medicine is ready."

Qin Zheng answered, and was supported by the Xiao Liu to the study room next door, then received the cup of water that the Xiao Liu gave him and consumed the medicine.

The Xiao Liu looked at Qin Zheng's pained expression and said: "Master Fourth, we've already made an appointment with the therapist. It's Friday today, and it's tomorrow."

Qin Zheng responded indifferently, he sat on the chair and closed his eyes.

"You can leave first."

The Xiao Liu nodded and quietly left.

Qin Zheng sat on a chair as he memorized everything. It was a long time ago when he had just returned from abroad.

That time outside the country, Qin Zheng met him in England.

Around his neck, he wore a familiar hairpin that kissed fish.

That was Yun Xiaoruan's stuff, Qin Zheng knew it.

Qin Zheng knew everything about Yun Xiaoruan.

It included the color of her socks, the color of her favorite lipstick, and the smell of her favorite perfume.

Qin Zheng's illness had begun since then.

To worry Yun Xiaoruan, he went to see a therapist.

The psychiatrist had told him that this disease was called anxiety paranoia.

He needed to face everything with a calm mind before he could slowly recover.

Qin Zheng was afraid that Yun Xiaoruan would find out, so he would go and receive treatment every half a month.

He had studied psychology for half his life, the doctor said, and for the first time in his life he had seen a person with this condition because of emotional problems.

The majority of people would suffer from a psychological gap caused by the shock of their careers.

However, for the first time, he met someone who was too afraid of losing a woman.

After taking the medicine, Qin Zheng's mood calmed down.

Slowly, he fell asleep.

In the middle of the night, Yun Xiaoruan woke up feeling extremely thirsty.

She stretched out her hand to touch the bedding around her, but it was completely empty.

Yun Xiaoruan frowned, and opened her eyes.

"Qin Zheng..."

Yun Xiaoruan called out in a daze.

No one responded.

Yun Xiaoruan frowned and sat up.

Within the quiet bedroom, only the silver moonlight from the window could be seen.

Faint.

Yun Xiaoruan got off the bed, put on her slippers and left the room.

"Qin Zheng..."

Yun Xiaoruan pushed open the door to the study room.

At this time, Qin Zheng sat on the chair in front of the desk and fell asleep.

Seeing that, Yun Xiaoruan was startled.

His heart ached.

She walked in softly and closed the door.

The computer on the table was still open. Yun Xiaoruan walked forward and saw a blank document on the computer screen.

Yun Xiaoruan was startled for a moment, immediately after, she reached out to turn off the computer, and then gently shook Qin Zheng's shoulders.

"Qin Zheng, Qin Zheng..."

"Wake up, can we go back to the house and sleep?"

Yun Xiaoruan placed her hand on the back of Qin Zheng's hand.

Suddenly, Qin Zheng flipped his hand and grabbed onto her.

Yun Xiaoruan was shocked, she knelt down on the carpet and looked up at Qin Zheng.

Qin Zheng's eyes were tightly shut, without the slightest hint of clarity.

It was as if he was experiencing some important scene in his dreams.

Qin Zheng said.

"Xiao Rou, don't go ?"

Yun Xiaoruan leaned her ear over to listen carefully, and heard what Qin Zheng said.

Yun Xiaoruan chuckled and narrowed her eyes.

At this moment, Qin Zheng did not see anything.

There seemed to be ten million stars flashing in her eyes.

Her feelings were as gentle as water, and her beauty was as beautiful as a painting.

Yun Xiaoruan extended her other hand and gently caressed Qin Zheng's face.

"Qin Zheng, I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving ? "I'll never leave this life."0

Yun Xiaoruan laughed as she spoke, her little head obediently leaning on Qin Zheng's knees, and slowly closed his eyes.

Qin Zheng, oh Qin Zheng, in your dreams, are you worrying that you will leave?

He was clearly such a cold and aloof person, but why was there such a childish moment?

This contrast was truly unbearable ?

Thinking of this, Yun Xiaoruan's heart felt a little warm, and she closed her eyes and fell asleep.

In the early morning of the next day, Qin Zheng woke up early.

Opening his eyes, Qin Zheng saw the environment in front of him.

When he thought about how he fell asleep after taking the medicine last night, he didn't expect that he didn't have the time to return to his bedroom.

Moving his legs, Qin Zheng lowered his head and looked.

He saw Yun Xiaoruan sitting on the ground with her hands folded on her lap. Her face was pressed against the bed as she slept soundly.

Qin Zheng was startled, when did this girl come?

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