153: C153 Why Is Life so Painful

C153 Why Is Life so Painful

2Pei Yijing responded. Pei Yihuan had already stood up and left with the nurse who was pushing Zuo Lan. He did not look at Mo Wan again.

"Second sister-in-law, Second Brother lost his mind just now. You should not take it to heart." Pei Yijing comforted Mo Wan who was sitting on the bench.

Pei Yifeng also walked over with a pale face. "Yes, second Sister-in-law will come with us."

"Don't worry about me. You don't have to worry about me. I will sit for a while. Yijing, you take Yifeng to rest. He just drew so much blood." Mo Wan smiled and slowly shook her head.

Nodding, Pei Yijing was still worried and reminded her, "Second sister-in-law, you will come soon."

After they all left, Mo Wan got up and went to the gynecology department to do a check-up.

Just now, her stomach hurt a little too much. She was really afraid that something would happen to the child.

Even if she did not want this child, at this moment, her heart was still incomparably panicked and terrifying.

After a checkup, the doctor said, "There's no problem with the child, but you're already a mother. Try your best to be careful."

Her heart, which had been hanging in the air, finally landed safely on the ground. She did not go to Zuo Lan's ward again. She thought that she was not welcomed!

Turning around, Mo Wan went to the ward upstairs. Her father was still in a coma, as if he had just fallen asleep. She really could not believe the doctor's words!

Sitting beside the hospital bed, she stared at her father who was quiet on the hospital bed and pulled the blanket for him. But when her finger accidentally touched his breath room, Mo Wan froze on the spot as if she had been shocked by electricity!

Father actually did not breathe...

The heart in her chest was beating wildly. Mo Wan tightly bit her lips and extended her trembling hand to land in front of his nose again.

It was still - No breathing!

Instantly, her entire body went limp as she sat by the side. Her mind was completely blank as it was a vast expanse of white...

After a long time, Mo Wan suddenly laughed softly. Her tears kept rolling in her eyes and it was crystal clear.

From now on, she was the only one left in this world...

Grandmother left and father left. She was really the only one left. No one else could make her rely on and no one could make her wait.

Tears flowed down like broken beads. Her entire face was buried deep in the bed, and her thin shoulders kept trembling.

After a while, Mo Wan raised her head with her red and swollen eyes, and her tears were still flowing down.

Reaching out her hand to touch her father's wrinkled but serene face, Mo Wan could no longer hold back the bone-piercing pain in her heart as she sobbed loudly.

Pain... So painful. ... It really hurts! This was the only feeling she had right now. It was so painful that she couldn't even breathe...

Time gradually passed. She hid in the corner of the ward and cried seriously. It was like... A child who had been abandoned...

The sun slowly set and the sunset shone through the window and enveloped Mo Wan. It made people feel that she was very sad. That loneliness...

No one would feel sorry for her anymore. She thought that although her father was still sleeping, as long as her father woke up, they would still have their own home.

Although the place might not be big, and furthermore, it might not be big, after all, it was still a home.

At this moment, she completely understood that her wish had completely fallen through. She would no longer have a home, nor would she have any family members. All she had was loneliness and scars all over her body...

In the past, she had never hated the heavens, but now, she deeply hated them to the bone!

Staring at the gradually setting sun, Mo Wan sat there without moving. She could barely see the light, hope, and the road in front of her. What awaited her was endless darkness. The darkness that could devour people...

In an instant, a thought of not wanting to live appeared in her mind...

If she died, wouldn't she no longer have to suffer so much pain...

This thought appeared exceptionally intense, almost occupying all of her thoughts.

When the most precious thing in this world leaves you like a feather, you will feel as if your entire body and soul have been sucked out.

It was empty, like a leaf fluttering in the air. Without landing, without any support, the only thing that could be waited for was death and turning into ashes. This was where it belonged.

Opening the huge window, Mo Wan stood up in a daze. Her face was silent and without any emotion, like a walking corpse.

Pain... It really hurt. The bone-piercing pain spread all over her body.

Even a light breath of air felt painful. The people she deeply loved, as well as those who deeply loved her, had all left, leaving her alone in this cruel world.

The only thing left in this world for her was pain. The endless pain had never made her feel happy and relaxed.

But now, it's time to end it, it's time to end everything!

From now on, she would no longer feel pain, pain, or helplessness from being forced by her life!

Quietly facing the cold wind, Mo Wan walked forward step by step until one of her feet stepped on the air. Her body swayed and there was not a trace of fear on her face. Instead, she became more and more calm and quiet. She was afraid that she had already died. What was there to be afraid of?

Just as Mo Wan's other leg was about to move forward, her stomach was suddenly kicked and she stood rooted to the spot. Her eyes fell and landed on her flat stomach. The child in her stomach seemed to be protesting her decision.

Child... Mo Wan's hand slowly landed on her stomach and gently caressed it. It was as if her heart was gently touched by something and suddenly woke up.

Even though she felt that living was so tiring, so helpless and desperate, the child was a new life. He had just arrived in this world!

Her life was hers, but the child's life was not. She did not have the right to kill a new life!

Bit by bit... Mo Wan's body slid down the balcony and bit her lips. She said softly to the child in her womb, "Baby, mommy can't give you a beautiful and rich life. But I will do my best to raise you and raise you as a grown man. From now on, you and Mommy will depend on each other. Okay? "

After quietly staying in the ward for a night, her father, who was already dead, was lying on the hospital bed. She sat on the sofa with her hands on her knees, feeling lonely and sad...

In another ward.

Zuo Lan's face was pale, and her breathing was weak as she slept on the hospital bed.

However, the room was filled with people. Pei Yihuan stood tall and straight in front of the bed, while Pei Yijing and Pei Yifeng sat on the sofa and waited quietly.

There were also countless doctors and nurses waiting outside the ward, waiting for orders at all times. The difference between the two wards was like heaven and earth.

The next day.

It was already two o'clock in the afternoon when he got his father's urn back. There was no funeral and no condolences.

When she was alive, her father needed to pay a high medical fee when he was hospitalized. She went to her relatives' houses to borrow money, beg, and even kneel.

But she didn't get a single cent. What she got was countless rolls of eyes and curses.

When she was alive, there was no such thing as familial love. Now that her father had left, she did not need to be hypocritical and superficial.

Her fingers gently caressed the urn and Mo Wan's eyes were red and swollen. Her voice was hoarse like coarse sand, "Father, your funeral only has Wan. You will not hate Wan, right? Wan did not have the ability to make such a long wreath and plaque for her father. Wan is really useless, right?"

Other people's funerals were full of glory, but her father's funerals were so cold and shabby...

Her heart felt as if it had been cut by a knife. Her tears involuntarily fell on the urn, and she muttered as she wiped with all her might: "Wan is useless. Wan is really useless... very useless..."

As a child, she was really irresponsible. It was also very useless!

But there was still one last scene to be filmed in the afternoon, so no matter how sad her heart was, she had to insist on finishing it!! Because this was a responsibility to her!! It was also her responsibility to the entire crew!!

Thinking of this, Mo Wan forcefully endured the pain in her heart that was about to explode. She got up and rushed towards the set.

Even if this world pressed all the pain and suffering on your body, but as long as there was a reason to continue living, you had to force yourself to continue walking!

At this moment, the child in her stomach is the only reason she can continue living!!

When they arrived at the set, it was four o'clock in the afternoon. Pei Yifeng had already finished putting on his clothes. When he saw her appearance, he frowned and asked, "Second Sister-in-law, why are your eyes red and swollen?"

"I was stung by a bee when I passed by the garden just now. The swelling hasn't disappeared yet!" Mo Wan's face raised a stiff smile unnaturally. "Oh, right. Is Ms Zuo awake?"

"She has woken up..." After a slight pause, Pei Yifeng looked at her somewhat cautiously and then slowly said, "Second Brother is in the hospital..."

There was still no change in her expression. Mo Wan just nodded indifferently and said, "The filming is about to start. I will go and change my clothes first."

"Okay!" Pei Yifeng responded and looked at her back as she walked away. He really wanted to slap himself!

Half an hour later, she walked out of the dressing room. The swelling on her eyes had disappeared due to the ice. She had also changed into a green qipao and a cape. She had light makeup on. She was beautiful, fresh, and transparent. It gave people a refreshing feeling.

In the villa.

Cao was wearing a beautiful dress that she had never worn before. She stood in front of the mirror and kept looking around. Her face was overflowing with a bright smile.

Bai Mu stood behind her. His handsome face was full of heavy and indescribable sadness. His voice was hoarse and dry, "Cao..."

"Young Master Bai Mu, is Cao pretty in this dress?" Her eyes blinked as she asked with a bright and beautiful face.

"Beautiful..."

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