C183 I will Not Snatch the Child from You
Mo Wan did not even take a breath as she spoke emotionally!
She still didn't say anything. Pei Yihuan just stood there. No one knew what he was thinking.
"There's also something about the child. President Pei, can you not fight with me over it?" Mo Wan's chest was still violently rising and falling. She looked at Pei Yihuan and slowly said, "To me, two children are all I have! If I lose them, I really don't know how I can live on!"
Although she had been warning herself not to be weak and weak in her heart, he had to face everything with determination, but his tears still couldn't stop flowing. However, she clenched her teeth, choking on her sobs, and didn't let herself cry out. She looked at Pei Yihuan with teary eyes and begged, "Don't... don't... don't snatch my child away from me, okay? Otherwise, I won't have anything else. Nothing!"
This was the first time Pei Yihuan had seen her crying so patiently and begging in such a submissive manner. Pei Yihuan felt his heart being torn apart. She had always been stubborn in front of him and refused to admit defeat even if she died. But today, for the sake of the child, she was submissive like this!
The big palm kept hitting Mo Wan's back. Pei Yihuan's heart seemed to be blocked by something. His deep voice was also unusually gentle. "Tell me about the condition after getting pregnant..."
It was so daring. Mo Wan was stunned and stood rooted on the spot with tears in her eyes.
Pei Yihuan moved his big hand and pulled her into his embrace. He hugged her tightly and a hoarse voice like coarse sand flowed out from his thin lips, "I want to know everything about the two children, including when they were in your womb. I am very curious and also want to participate..."
Mo Wan's hands tightly grabbed Pei Yihuan's clothes. Tears silently rolled down from her eyes and fell on his shoulders. However, there was a very bright smile on her face as she sobbed.
"The day Ms Zuo committed suicide was actually the same day that my father passed away. All along, all the support in my heart was my father. Although he was lying quietly on the hospital bed sleeping, I told my father that he would wake up one day. So I have to work hard to live!
But the reality was cruel. The day that my father passed away, I felt that my entire world was dark. No one will wait for me, and no one will let me hold on any longer. I even thought of committing suicide. I wanted to settle everything once and for all, and I didn't want to live in this world in pain anymore.
However, the moment my foot stepped out of the balcony, the baby in my stomach actually kicked me. He actually kicked me. I clearly felt it. At that moment, I could feel that they were the angels, the angels enveloped by radiance! "
Hearing this, the tearing pain in Pei Yihuan's heart became even more intense. His hands hugged her even more tightly.
"After that, I brought the ashes of the two little babies and father back to the countryside.
That was the place where I lived with my grandma when I was young. The baby's development was a little slow. It had been five months since her belly became round. They were very obedient and usually did not cause any trouble. They just quietly stayed in my stomach. Other pregnant women would be unhappy.
However, my total number of times I was unhappy has not exceeded five times. The two of them were really very sensible little babies. Every night, they would move their fetus and kick their strong legs in my stomach. It was as if they wanted me to talk to them. Also, they like to eat sour and sweet things! "
Pei Yihuan listened quietly. That scene seemed to have appeared in front of his eyes. He hugged her trembling body tightly and asked softly. "Is it hard to get pregnant?"
His voice was very calm and gentle, as if he had been bewitched. He could not stop thinking about the scene when he was pregnant and said slowly.
"No matter how hard it is, I still feel that it is worth it. When I am in the countryside, Grandma will cook fish soup and chicken soup for me to replenish my nutrition.
There are many fruits planted in the countryside. Every time I want to eat, I will go and pick some sweet jubes, jujubes, and apples. They are very obedient. They are really the most obedient children I have ever seen. It is just that I am not a competent mother. It has only been seven months and I have started to give birth.
Grandma went to the village and found someone to send me to the nearest hospital. However, the baby did not immediately be born. Instead, it was a pain. Every time after the pain, my entire body would be drenched in sweat.
It was only after the day of pain that I was pushed into the operating theater. The pain of having a child was something that I had never experienced before in my life. It was as if my entire body was going to be torn apart. At that time, I even had a thought. I don't want to give birth anymore. I really don't want to give birth anymore.
Fortunately, the two babies were born safely. Otherwise... I really hate myself. I really hate myself. How could I be so selfish! How could I have the thought of not wanting the baby? And the luckiest thing was... Grandma has always been by my side and has never left. She took care of me and accompanied me when I was in pain in the hospital. It made me feel that I am not that lonely. I still have someone to rely on.
Also... there's another person who can let me lean on her shoulder. Let me catch my breath. If it was not for Grandma, the two babies and I would have died long ago. It was Grandma who saved us! "
Until now, she was still deeply afraid. If it wasn't for Grandma at that time, what would she do... What would she do to survive!
"However, when I finally found out that I gave birth to a pair of dragon and phoenix fetuses, I felt that it was worth it. All of my persistence and effort were worth it!"
The trembling and choking voice that came from beside his ear made Pei Yihuan's heart hurt even more. He could only tightly hug Mo Wan's body, not caring about her weakness and helplessness at the moment.
In the past five years, this was the first time she had said these things to someone. But from the beginning to the end, she had never thought that the person she had spoken to would be Pei Yihuan. She had never really thought of it!
"I am fine..." Mo Wan stopped her tears from falling and quickly pushed Pei Yihuan's body away. Although her eyes were still as red as a rabbit's, she still had that brilliant smile on her face.
After she spoke, her entire body became relaxed. Or rather, it was not relaxing, but relaxing.
Pei Yihuan once again tightly hugged Mo Wan. He only wished that he could rub her entire body into his body. He squeezed out a few words from his thin lips, "Sorry!"1
The tears that had stopped flowing once again flowed down after hearing the words that came out of nowhere. They could not be stopped anymore.
Mo Wan laid on Pei Yihuan's shoulder and all of her tears dripped onto his clothes. She cried in a hoarse voice, "Did you know? The moment I gave birth to the child was so painful that it was about to die, you popped up in my mind! I hate you! I really hate you! But it was also because of this hatred that I was able to safely give birth to the two little babies!"
"I know, I know, I'm sorry... sorry..." He responded in a hoarse voice over and over again. At the same time, he slapped her back with his big palm. He responded gently, but his heart was filled with a sharp pain.
"Do you know!? I really hurt at that time!! It was so painful that I thought I was already dead!!"
Mo Wan bit the clothes on his shoulder and was still crying loudly.
" So... so you don't snatch the two little babies from me, okay? Other than them, I really have nothing else! Nothing else! I'm really glad that I had them back then! If it wasn't for them accompanying me, even I don't know what I would have become now! So, I really feel lucky that I have them! If it wasn't for them accompanying me, even I don't know what I would have become now! Don't snatch from me, don't snatch the two little babies from me. Okay? I'm begging you..."
If you let her lose the two little babies, it would be like taking her life! She really didn't know how to continue! Why did she live!
After she had lost everything, how was she going to continue living?
The tears on her face were still flowing down uncontrollably. Mo Wan's entire body was trembling and her face was as pale as a piece of paper.
"Do you know how I got over these five years? It was all because of the two little babies supporting me! I have to work hard to make money and let them live a better life! No matter how tiring or bitter it is, I want to persevere! I can't let the two little babies live the same life as me!! What other children can have! I want to do my best to let them have it!! Let them live the best life! This is the reason why I have persisted for these five years! Can you bear to take away my last bit of support?!"
When she thought of the tragic situation when she first arrived in England, a burst of sadness surged in Mo Wan's heart. An indescribable misery.
No one could understand her hopeless pain. She brought the two little babies to an unfamiliar street in a foreign country and could not even speak a few complete sentences in English!
At that time, she really regretted choosing to come to England. She originally thought that coming to England would be the start of a new life.
However, fantasy and reality were always two different things. Fantasy was always too beautiful, and reality was always too cruel and cruel.
"So, don't snatch, don't snatch the two little babies from me, okay? I beg you... "Tears rolled down her face and into her mouth, making Mo Wan feel bitter in her heart. She kept whispering to him. " Is it okay... Okay, okay... I beg you..."
Pei Yihuan's eyes were red and swollen. His body trembled violently like a fallen leaf in the autumn wind. He hugged his body tightly with both hands. His thin lips were tightly pressed together in a straight line. His heart felt as though it had been pricked by needles. It was densely packed with pain. After a long while, he spat out a word from his thin lips, "Okay..."
Mo Wan was stunned when she heard him. She lifted her head from his embrace and looked at him with tears in her eyes. She looked at him in disbelief. "What... what did you say?"
Pei Yihuan's eyes fell on her body and he said in a low voice. "Alright, I won't snatch the child from you..."
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