283: C283 What Do You Have in Mind

C283 What Do You Have in Mind

Unable to sleep, Zuo Lan felt the pain again. She got up and took out the old sketch paper and pen. She sat by the window and started to draw.

This was her way of venting. Yes, she was venting. She was dispersing the swallowing pain in her heart!

Furthermore, she had really stopped painting for a very long time. This was the only way for her to calm down.

As the drawing appeared on the sketch, Zuo Lan laughed mockingly and threw the brush to the side.

The brush landed on the window and produced a loud clear sound. Her entire body slowly and dispiritedly fell to the ground...

She saw that the drawings on the sketch were of Pei Yihuan, one after another. From beginning to end, there was no exception.

Love, she was more certain than anyone else that she loved Pei Yihuan!

If it wasn't love, then it wouldn't be so painful, nor would it be so sad. She wouldn't even feel the pain of breathing!

She had once missed this love, but now, she deeply understood it, so she didn't want to miss it again. She really didn't want to miss it again.

How many people could a person truly love in their lifetime?

There was only one person who came from the bottom of her heart, so she wanted to seize this love not only for her, but also for Fei'er.

She wanted to give herself happiness and also give Fei'er happiness, making her feel happy and at ease.

From the day she was adopted, she secretly told herself in her heart that she wanted Fei'er to be happy, not wanting Fei'er to become the second herself.

No father. Without a mother, she could only watch helplessly as other children were pulled by her father and mother to the amusement park, school, shopping mall, and going for an outing. Fei'er could not be like her. Since she was adopted, she had to give her a happy life.

During the five years they had been together, she could often see Fei'er smiling like a blooming flower.

On Sunday, no matter how busy Yihuan was, he would take some time to accompany her and Fei'er to the park and play with Fei'er.

But now, Fei'er was becoming quieter and quieter. Her words were much less, and she became unusually silent. She always did not speak, but she was very obedient.

She knew that Fei'er was afraid. She was afraid that one day, Yihuan would not want her, and she would not want her either.

Looking at the current Fei'er, she thought of her past self. When she lived in Pei estate, she was also like this. She was afraid that she would be chased out. So she was very obedient and sensible.

Mo Wan did not come back. Perhaps Yihuan had already proposed to her. There was also Fei'er. They would live happily together.

At this moment, everything had been ruined. Even the friendship that had lasted for more than twenty years had been destroyed.

For Mo Wan, Yihuan actually indulged Lin Suyun and Mo Qingfei like that and chased her out of Pei estate!

He could not tolerate it! He absolutely couldn't bear it! The result wasn't like this. The final result wasn't like this. She wanted Yihuan. Yihuan belonged to her alone!

Trembling, Zuo Lan's body pressed tightly against the wall. This was the first time he treated her like this. It was also the first time since she was born that she had suffered such humiliation. The first time, she could not forget!

All of this originated from Mo Wan. It was all caused by her!

She was filled with hatred towards Mo Wan. It was an indescribable hatred. In her entire life, she had never hated someone so much!

At this moment, there was a knock on the door. Then, a servant's voice came from outside the door, "Miss, the Eldest Young Master is here."

"He's not here." Zuo Lan did not even raise her head as she said directly.

She did not want to see anyone at this moment. She just wanted to quietly stay here alone!

She knew how to be real. She stayed for an entire day. From morning to afternoon, she just sat on the ground like that. It was unknown what she was thinking in her heart, but her body did not move at all.

When it was close to evening, the maid came to knock on the door again, "Miss, Fei'er is back. She wants to have dinner with you."0

When she heard Fei'er come back, Zuo Lan stood up from the ground. Her hands wiped away the tears that rolled down from the corners of her eyes. She washed her face and then walked out of the room.

In the living room.

Zuo Fei'er was sitting on the sofa and drawing while Pei Yiyuv sat by the side and handed her a painting brush.

Seeing this, Zuo Lan was startled and immediately frowned, "Why haven't you left yet?"

It had been a whole day since he came in the morning. Shouldn't he have left long ago?

Pei Yiyuv's face revealed a slight smile. "I am very patient. Isn't that right, Fei'er?"

Zuo Fei'er did not say anything and did not nod her head. She just quietly drew her painting and looked very serious.

"Fei'er is really obedient. Tomorrow Uncle will bring you a box of new brushes..." Pei Yiyuv reached out his hand and gently rubbed Zuo Fei'er's hair.

Zuo Fei'er still did not say anything. She just lay on the table as if she did not feel his movements.

Zuo Lan's brows could not help but frown even higher. In the past, Fei'er hated Pei Yiyuv very much and could not even look at him. But now, she actually allowed him to do as he pleased and didn't object. Although she didn't say anything, she could see that she didn't reject him.

"What did you do to Fei'er?" Zuo Lan stared at Pei Yiyuv unceremoniously.

"Why are you so nervous? Fei'er is so cute. How can I bear to do anything to Fei'er? I just brought Fei'er back from the academy..."

Pei Yiyuv lazily shrugged his shoulders and leaned lazily on the sofa. He was relaxed and at ease.

Zuo Lan obviously did not believe him. "What exactly do you want to do?"

He brought Fei'er back from the academy. This was obviously not something Pei Yiyuv would do.

"You know better than anyone what I want to do..." Pei Yiyuv fixed his eyes on Zuo Lan.

The two of them stared at each other without blinking, as if they wanted to see the deepest part of each other's eyes.

"Mommy, I'm hungry." Zuo Fei'er got up and took the painting in her hand over and said obediently, "This is the mommy that I drew."

Lowering her head, Zuo Lan's gaze looked over. On the white sketch paper, she was wearing a white wedding dress. The wedding dress was full of stars and diamonds and was very beautiful.

"Fei'er hopes that one day Mommy will be able to wear this wedding dress and marry Daddy..." Zuo Fei'er said in a tender voice.

She heard from her classmates that only by getting married would her Daddy and Mommy be able to live together. Only then would she be able to stay with her Daddy forever.

Staring blankly at the white wedding dress, Zuo Lan could not tell what kind of feeling she had in her heart. A wedding dress, what would she look like in a wedding dress?

"Alright, Fei'er is not hungry. Let's go and eat dinner first." As she spoke, Zuo Lan squatted down and carried Fei'er into her arms before walking to the dining room.

Pei Yiyuv did not leave and followed closely behind. He also walked to the dining room. "

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