C494 My Heart Really Hurts
Lin Ruolan carried the gift in her arms and skipped to Pei estate. When she saw Mo Wan, she smiled and walked over, "Ms Mo!"
Mo Wan raised her head, "Lan."
She randomly nodded her head but her eyes were randomly looking around the room. "Ms Mo, where is Photographer Pei?"
"He's in the hospital."
Lin Ruolan immediately became very focused. Even her expression changed. "Why is he in the hospital? Is he injured? Where is he injured?"
" It's not him - "
However, before Mo Wan could finish, Lin Ruolan had already interrupted her. "Ms Mo, you just need to tell me that he is in that hospital!"
"Pei family's private hospital."
The moment he finished speaking, Lin Ruolan disappeared like a gust of wind but Mo Wan who was behind frowned. This Lan had at least finished listening to her words.
Lin Ruolan had been to the Pei family's private hospital a few times and was familiar with the way. She asked the doctor's room number and then quickly ran over.
When she walked out of the ward and was about to open the door of the room, the familiar voice was heard. "I know you're not asleep..."
Lin Ruolan was slightly startled, could it be that there was someone else in the room other than him?
Lau Rusu slowly opened her eyes. "Yijing..."
She staggered and her heart was beating wildly. Even the gift in her arms was not tight. Lin Ruolan took a big breath and suppressed it.
"Yijing, don't chase me away, okay? Really don't drive me away, okay? You have no idea how scared I am that you will chase me away! I arrived in A City three days ago, but I didn't dare to come and see you. I was just afraid that you would chase me away, because today is your birthday.
In front of so many people, you definitely wouldn't chase me away. I was indeed wrong about what happened two years ago. I know I was wrong. My illness has recovered, and I won't be like before anymore. Let me return to your side, okay? "
Lau Rusu's voice was cautious, filled with fear and caution.
Lin Ruolan's heart was in pain and it kept twitching as her body lightly trembled.
Pei Yijing sat in front of the window and his eyes fell on the desolate leaves outside the window. A cold wind blew and the leaves spun in the air before slowly falling to the ground.
For a moment, the ward was so quiet that even the sound of needles dropping to the ground could be heard clearly. It was so tense.
It turned out that Lau Rusu had returned!
Lin Ruolan felt her entire body turn cold. An indescribable coldness seemed to be enveloped by a cold wind.
"Yifeng, answer me, okay? If you are like this, I feel that I cannot breathe. I am afraid that I will faint..."
That was Lau Rusu's voice. It was very soft, but Lin Ruolan also wanted to say that she would also faint. Even if she was nervous, she would also faint.
"You know that I did not do that. My mind and consciousness were controlled. I also know that these could not be an excuse for me to make a mistake. But I feel so sad. Those things were clearly not what I wanted to do, but after it all fell on my head, I could not get rid of it..."
Even more so, when she slept and dreamt at night, she would remember that deep self-blame almost took her life!
"You don't even know how much courage I used to return to the country! I'm afraid that you'll treat me coldly, afraid that you won't forgive me, and even more afraid that you don't want to see me. I've never been so afraid before..."
Her eyes were fixed on Pei Yijing, staring at him without blinking.
Lin Ruolan, who was outside the door, tightly hugged the gift in her arms. Her hand, which landed on the handle of the door, could not help but tremble.
She had never been so afraid before. Because he was about to say the answer, that was why she was even more afraid...
"Yijing... Yijing..."
After a long time, the gentle voice sounded faintly, "Okay, Rusu..."
"Then you have agreed! Promise me that I can return to your side!" Lau Rusu's voice was filled with excitement and indescribable excitement. "I know I did not come back in the wrong way this time. I really did not come back in the wrong way!"
The string that Lin Ruolan's heart had been tensed for a long time finally snapped with a loud bang!
Her body trembled slightly and her breathing was unusually difficult. Her hand suddenly loosened and the gift in her hand fell to the ground. The crystal fell to the ground and made a clear sound.
Lin Ruolan was stunned as she looked at the broken pieces on the ground.
The crystal clear heart fell to the ground just like that. It became useless pieces and no longer had any effect...
It was just like her heart, instantly turned into this state by a knife, shattered beyond recognition...
The crystal clear tears rolled in her eyes. She could no longer bear the pain and fell out of her eye sockets!
In the quiet corridor, the crisp sound was unusually loud. Pei Yijing, who was in the ward, heard it clearly. He frowned in surprise. "Who is it?"
Lin Ruolan immediately came back to her senses when she heard the sound. When she heard the footsteps approaching, she hurriedly wiped away the tears on her face. She did not have time to care about the fragments on the ground and ran away.
Pei Yijing pushed open the door of the ward and only had time to see the broken pieces on the floor. There was also the figure that was running forward.
His eyes slowly fell on the broken pieces on the ground. It was very broken and he could not tell what the original shape was. He could only see the red rose on the ground.
Pei Yijing had never felt that the rose was so red. He bent over and held the rose in his palm. He then took out a white handkerchief and placed the red rose in the middle of the handkerchief.
"Who is it, Yijing?" Lau Rusu asked in confusion.
"You don't know..." Pei Yijing stared at the disappearing figure. He could even see her fall to the ground.
Lau Rusu returned to the room with a relieved smile on her face. "Yijing, thank you very much for forgiving me and allowing me to return to your side again..."
Pei Yijing sat down. The hot water in his hand was still emitting white steam. He handed the cup to Lau Rusu and slowly said, "Rusu, I did not finish my sentence. If I say it well, do you think I can be worthy of Second Brother?"
Lau Rusu held the cup tightly in her hand and bit her lips, "You know, the responsibility of that matter is not entirely on me."
She was used by Zuo Lan. Because she was not conscious, she was used by Zuo Lan.
"But the mistake has already happened. This cannot be denied. Although he was not born, it was a human life..."
So, he could not forget, there was really no way.
"Alright. I know that I cannot find any excuses for myself. It is my fault. I am willing to bear the responsibility. I can go to you, Second Brother, and beg for forgiveness. But after he forgives me, can you allow me to return to your side again?"
Pei Yijing didn't say anything. His eyes were lost in thought. His thoughts were clearly moving, and no one knew what he was thinking.
Lau Rusu spoke again. "If you don't speak, then I will take it as your silent agreement. I will do my best to make him forgive me."
On the other side, Lin Ruolan did not know how she got back to her room. She was like a walking corpse without a soul, swaying and swaying.
Zhang Lin, who was about to go out, bumped into her. Lin Ruolan, who did not have any strength, fell to the ground.
Zhang Lin raised her eyebrows in surprise and quickly walked over to help her up. The pungent smell of alcohol rushed towards her and she could not stand it and pinched her nose. "You are courting death drinking so much wine!"
"I still want wine, no one stop me... Otherwise, I will kill without mercy..."
Zhang Lin reached out her hand to lift her face but saw that her face was covered with tears. Her eyes were red and it was obvious that she had cried before.
"Didn't you go to give gifts? Why did you become like this? Who on earth provoked you? Your Prince Charming? "0
Lin Ruolan kept nodding her head and cried until she was in a mess," He's too bad, too bad... "
"What kind of bad method is this?" Zhang Lin used a lot of energy to pull her body up from the ground.
"His ex-girlfriend came back, and then they have to rebuild their old relationship..." Lin Ruolan started to cry again and her tears were a mess.
No wonder she looked like this. Zhang Lin softly sighed. "What about your gift?"
"It fell to the ground and broke..."
"What exactly do you want me to say about you!? That gift was three thousand dollars! Have you forgotten how you earned that three thousand dollars? "
Zhang Lin really wanted to poke her to death. No matter how sad she was, she had to get the three thousand dollars back. What was going on now?
Without feelings, even the money had been thrown away cleanly. What else could she do?
"Zhang Lin, I feel so bad. My heart hurts. It seems like it's bleeding..."
Lin Ruolan's two hands grabbed the clothes on her chest and lifted her eyes. She looked at Zhang Lin directly like an abandoned child.
"Alright, alright. There are many men with two legs in the world. We don't need him. Sleep well."
"I can't sleep!"
"Then use all your strength to sleep for me. Use all the strength in your body to sleep for me. I don't believe you can't sleep today! "
Lin Ruolan shook her head and her two hands tightly hugged Zhang Lin's legs, "Zhang Lin, sleep with me. I'm afraid, I still feel pain..."
"Why should I sleep with you?! You better stay here and sleep well!" Zhang Lin poked her forehead fiercely.
"It hurts... it hurts..."
Zhang Lin said snappily, "It's good that you know it hurts. I'm just afraid that you don't know pain. If you break up in love, you must die. Can you face your parents who gave birth to you? "
"I don't want to die. Also, I can definitely face them. They are nothing special. They are the people I can live up to the most in the world... "
"Alright, alright, alright, I can face them!" Zhang Lin felt like she was coaxing an insensible child.
She used all her strength to pull her onto the bed, then took off her shoes, covered herself with the blanket, and fed her water. She felt like she was a nanny.
Lin Ruolan slept on the bed just like that. Her tears quietly flowed down the corners of her eyes.
Zhang Lin lightly sighed and gently patted her back. "Go to sleep... Go to sleep..."
She had indeed fallen asleep but Lin Ruolan was still dreaming. She dreamt of her walking past the crystal pieces. Her feet were cut open and blood flowed out, dyeing everything red.
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