521: C521 I Don't Know What You're Talking about

C521 I Don't Know What You're Talking about

"Okay." He still agreed with her.

After breakfast, the two of them went to the scenic spot in Milan. They felt the autumn sunlight falling on their bodies, making them feel the lazy and warmth of the autumn sun.

After that, they went to the coffee shop together. Pei Yijing lowered his head and his eyes fell on the coffee. "Shall I talk now?"

"I can't hear what you are saying." Lau Rusu directly ignored his words. "By the way, I still want to go to the amusement park. I have always wanted to go there when I was in the country. Let's go to the amusement park now!"

Every time Pei Yijing wanted to say something, she would always interrupt him at the right time and stop him from saying what he wanted to say.

There were a lot of people in the amusement park. The entertainment facilities overseas were more exciting than those in the country. The two of them got on a roller coaster. Lau Rusu was so scared that her face turned pale and she kept screaming.

Pei Yijing was still as gentle as before. He held her shoulder with his arm like a gentleman and patted her gently.

When she got off the roller coaster, Lau Rusu's legs were weak. She could not stand even if she wanted to. She sighed lightly. Pei Yijing's tall body squatted on the ground and held her horizontally. "Leave now?"

"No, I still want to sit!"

"Your fear of these things is very obvious. If you do it again, you will faint on the ground."

"No, definitely not. It was not easy for me to do it again. I will definitely overcome the fear in my heart!"

Unable to convince her, Pei Yijing could only accompany her again. She had sat down in the most dangerous game in the amusement park. From the initial screaming to the last laughing, she had really overcome the fear in her heart and enjoyed the stimulation of the senses.

It was five o'clock in the afternoon when she came out of the amusement park. Pei Yijing pressed on her shoulder. "We really need to talk this time!"

With just this sentence, Lau Rusu's tears gushed out of her eyes. She covered her ears with both hands and shook her head violently. "Don't talk about it. I don't want to talk about it. I don't want to talk to you. And I don't want to listen to you. No matter what you say, I can't hear you. I can't hear a single word. I won't be able to hear you... "

" Rusu, don't be like this... "

"What? You said you wanted to treat me to a meal. I don't want to eat anymore. I just ate just now and I feel tired. I want to go back to the hotel to rest. I will look for you tomorrow!"

Lau Rusu pushed his body away with both hands and turned around. She quickly ran forward and her steps were very fast.

Pei Yijing's long legs also took a step forward and stopped Lau Rusu. His hands supported her shoulders and made the two of them look at each other. He looked deeply into her eyes. "Rusu, you can let go..."

"I can't let go! I can't let go. If I can let go, I won't come back this time!" Lau Rusu shook her head and her tears rolled down her face.

"You have already overcome your fear just now. Haven't you always been the most cowardly? So I believe that you will be able to let go..."

"You don't understand, you don't understand at all, you don't understand the difference..."

Pei Yijing's expression and his voice were warm. "Alright, then tell me the difference..."

"Overcome fear. Because you are by my side. I know you won't let anything happen to me, so I am not afraid at all. I can completely overcome those fears, but if you are not by my side... How could I possibly do that?"

Lau Rusu cried and shook her head. This was the difference between the two.

"Rusu, you will adapt to the days without me, just like the two years of treatment. One day, you will eventually become calm..."

"Because during that period of time, you were my only pillar of support in my heart. I wanted to see you earlier and obtain your forgiveness. I didn't want to leave that kind of impression on you. If I didn't have such a pillar of support, I'm afraid I wouldn't even know what kind of appearance I would have become..."

Pei Yijing looked at her deeply and said word by word, "Rusu, I believe in you. The hardest days have already passed. What will be terrifying in the future?"

Lau Rusu's tears started to flow even harder. "I can't imagine the days without you..."

She was not afraid of anything in this world. What she feared the most... what she couldn't imagine was the days without him...

Then she would definitely be like a wandering soul, unable to find her goal, unable to find her life's goal. She would just drift around muddleheaded. Just imagining, she already felt that it was terrifying!

"No matter what, there will always be a process. Slowly, you will get used to the life without me around you..."

"Can't do it... Yijing... I really can't do it... I think it's a very scary thing... It's like I can never see the sun the next day... "

No one could understand the fear in her heart. The only ray of sunlight in her life had disappeared completely, leaving behind only endless darkness.

"Rusu, no one can accompany who forever. Do you understand in your heart?"

Lau Rusu slowly shook her head and looked at him. "The one you like in your heart right now is her, right?"

Some things were very obvious. It was not something that she could not ignore just because she did not want to. All of those things appeared on the surface and were very glaring.

She stubbornly thought that the age difference between Yijing and Lin Ruolan would make him stop, but she was wrong!

Pei Yijing did not hide it. He nodded lightly and his expression was gentle.

She left for two years and compressed the time to treat her illness bit by bit. Although it was compressed to the shortest, it did not change anything!

He had still fallen in love with someone else, and he had deeply fallen in love with someone else. There was no room for her to exist anymore.

Lau Rusu's heart ached like a knife cutting through a knife. She had agreed to compete with Lin Ruolan, but the competition had already ended before it had even begun.

"It's just that I don't understand why you like her."

The two of them really did not seem to be from the same world. The gap between their ages had also reached ten years. They did not even have common interests and hobbies, so why would they like her?

"I don't know. She likes her very casually. She is a lively girl. She cannot tolerate any loneliness. She will always chatter by your side. Regardless of whether you listen or not, she can finish what she wants to say. Even if you give her face, she will not know how to restrain herself..."

Lau Rusu looked at his expression as she cried. There was undisguised pampering on her warm face.

"But she is actually the loneliest girl. She only hides her most lonely side behind her back. She will not cry, nor will she act like a spoiled child. She will not learn how to be soft, and she will not gain sympathy..."

It turned out that he already knew her so well. Lau Rusu opened her mouth. "It does not matter if you do not have common interests and hobbies?"

"Love has nothing to do with interests and hobbies. If you like it, you like it. You don't have so many reasons. You don't have so many subsidiary conditions. You just purely like it..."

Pei Yijing smiled faintly.

"Then what do you like about me when you are with me?" Lau Rusu asked.

After a slight pause, Pei Yijing said, "I like your confidence. Your confident look is very dazzling, just like the sun in the sky..."

Lau Rusu's face revealed a bitter smile when she saw his confident look. Without him, how could she still have confidence?

"Some love cannot be repeated. As long as we meet, it is fate to fall in love, isn't it?"

Lau Rusu was deeply hurt by these words, "Then what is in your heart that I am?"

"The most beautiful first love..."

First love, they had indeed fallen in love before, but it was already the past. It was not the present, and it could not be the same as before!

Her body slowly slid down and Lau Rusu fell to the ground. What should have been lost had been lost forever. She could not keep it, she just lost it like that!

The most important thing in her body also disappeared in an instant. She just fell and sat there, stiff and stiff.

"Rusu, we should leave now..."

Pei Yijing reached out to help her up, but she blocked him. Her voice was very soft and drifting, "You go first, I will sit for a while more..."

Pei Yijing frowned. He seemed to want to say something, but he did not say anything. His hand landed on her shoulder and gently patted her. "You will always meet your own happiness..."0

Happiness. After he left her world, what happiness did she have left to talk about?

The night sky was already very cold. The cold air that was emitted made people involuntarily feel a chill. Lau Rusu sat on the ground and did not move at all.

The gazes of the surrounding people all fell on her and saw that kind of girl fell to the ground with a face of pain and loneliness.

There were some things that she really wanted to fight for, but it was not something that she could fight for, especially feelings!

His heart was already on Lin Ruolan, so how was she going to do it?

The mistake two years ago was already too excessive, and she did not want to repeat the same mistake again. She did not want to make that kind of mistake again. So, all she could do was let go.

Because of the things she did two years ago, he carried quite a bit of pain. She couldn't make things difficult for him again.

That child who had passed away, as well as those things that were extremely sorry for him...

Her life no longer had light, so she lived in the darkness. Just like that sentence, feelings couldn't be forced.

If she forced herself, she would not be happy. Instead, it would only increase hatred, and no one would be able to obtain the ultimate freedom.

Zuo Lan's matters were always replayed in her mind. It was like playing a movie. Again and again, it kept replaying.

Her obsession with love could not save anything. In the end, she ended up in such a miserable state. That was a good example.

Lau Rusu gasped for breath and covered her face with both hands. It was over. Everything was over. She had persisted for so long!

On the other side.

Pei Yijing did not return to the villa. Instead, he went to the room Lin Ruolan rented.

The door of the room opened, but there was no one in the room.

He frowned and walked out of the room. When he passed the door, he accidentally noticed that it was locked.

The lock was indeed an ordinary lock, and there was nothing special about it. However, what caught his attention was that the lock seemed to have been pried open.

He took out his phone and dialed the number. The notification from the other end was that the call was in progress.

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