C123 His Journal
Soong Shiyan sighed and put down the picture in her hand. She then picked up the notebook from the cabinet and started reading.2
"At the funeral, looking at the picture of Mom, everybody was crying, and I was crying, too. However, no one noticed that their father was secretly laughing by the side. Dad noticed I was looking at him and glared at me. His smile was so scary! I don't dare to say it out loud, because if I say it out loud, Father will definitely do the same to me as he did to Mother! "
"The day I heard my father calling someone else, I should tell my grandfather that my father wanted to kill my mother and me. But, I'm afraid, afraid that my father will hit me, afraid that he will kill me. "Because if Dad kills me, I'll fall asleep forever and never see Mom again …"
"If I hadn't pestered my mother to take me to the amusement park that day, then we wouldn't have been in a car accident and my mother wouldn't have died. It's all my fault for being so willful! Why, it wasn't me who died! "I am such a bad guy, a bad guy …"
"Every night, after the lights are turned off and I close my eyes, I can see my mother. When she saw her mother lying in the car, her body was covered in glass shards and a lot of blood kept flowing out. Mom … She must be in pain, because all the glass was stuck in her flesh. But why did her mother not move, not even say a word? I wanted to pull her out of the car, but there was nothing I could do. I could only watch as the car caught fire.
"The servants and aunties outside the door were whispering that Daddy had brought a woman named 'fox spirit' to our house. There was a boy with them, called the Bastard, who said he was my father's son, my brother. However, they were chased out by his grandfather's bodyguards. The woman and the child the servants were talking about. Was that the beautiful aunt I had seen in my father's apartment? Why did they come to my house? Mom doesn't like them, and I don't like them. Because of their existence, mother often secretly wiped away her tears, but I still found out … "
"I heard that they came home again today. Dad had a huge argument with Grandpa over them, and Grandpa was so angry that he almost started beating him up. As for the boy, he had been crying on the side, begging his grandfather to let them stay home. In the end, his grandfather softened his heart and let them live inside. But, that woman stole my mother's bedroom. "
… ….
"No, I'm going to tell the police all this. I'm going to tell them that my father sent someone to kill my mother. I want Uncle Police to take Dad to the police station and lock him up! "
At this point, the diary came to an abrupt end. Soong Shiyan suddenly remembered that Huo Chenglieh was the one who pushed him down, which was why he was afraid of heights. Perhaps, it was because Huo Chenglieh found out the reason for him leaving the basement that he took action against such an unarmed child! Huo Chenglieh, you are really vicious! Even though the tiger is poisonous, you still chose to take action against your own son! Aren't you afraid of the wrath of heaven?
Soong Shiyan walked to the corner, squatted down, and opened the box on the floor. It was filled with things that he had used when he was young. The old tutor probably couldn't bear to lose it, so he had the servants put it in the basement. Soong Shiyan stared blankly at the stuffed toys, comic books, and other miscellaneous objects. In this basement, there was not only the history of the mushrooms, but also memories he did not want to remember. She crouched down, tears streaming down her face.
All along, Soong Shiyan had thought that she was miserable enough! Betrayed, defiled, disfigured, thrown into the sea … These things were an incomparable torment for anyone. But at least she was able to live her childhood happily until she became an adult, thanks to her father's care and concern. Moreover, before something happened with her Soong Family, countless people envied her life. But what about mushrooms? All these years, he had been living in deep abyss of suffering, yet no one had ever told anyone about it.
Soong Shiyan squatted on the ground, tears streaming down her face. After a long time, her mood finally somewhat calmed down. Then she stood up, switched off the light, and walked slowly out of the basement.
"Mushroom, last time, when I said I would protect you forever, I missed my promise. But this time, I will take revenge for you. Soong Shiyan closed the door with an expressionless face, blocking the darkness of the room.
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