2183: C2183 I Can't Figure It out

C2183 I Can't Figure It out

0This incident had a huge impact on Bernard. So many years had passed, and every time he thought about it, he still felt a heartache.

"This is all my fault." Bernard continued, his face full of pain. "If I hadn't taken the initiative to request to fight, we wouldn't have carried out that mission. My brothers would not have died there. It's all because of me. "

"Squad leader, it's not your fault." Alvin said, "I think, even if you don't take the initiative to apply, your comrades must also want to participate in the war. Furthermore, as a soldier, they can die on the battlefield. Furthermore, it is worth it to sacrifice yourself in such a mission. It was also because of their sacrifice that the peace of the past ten years was established. They are all heroes. "

Ever since the Flaming Wind Kingdom withdrew their troops, there had been no more wars. Over the past ten years, there had been friction between the two countries. Even small-scale wars, but the real large-scale wars... It had never happened before.

Therefore, it was not wrong for Alvin to say that the peace that had lasted for more than ten years had been exchanged by those people with their lives.

Furthermore, those people were all special forces soldiers with great strength. Naturally, their morale was also very high. Even Bernard was able to participate in the war because he wasn't able to. As for the discomfort in his heart, the others must have similar thoughts. All the soldiers had participated in the battle, but they were watching from the side as if nothing had happened. Obviously, not everyone could accept it. Therefore... Even if Bernard didn't take the initiative to fight, the people under him... They wouldn't be willing to let Bernard go at such an important moment. To be a spectator.

"But, their death has a lot to do with me after all." Bernard said. This was also a mental illness that he had been suffering from for so many years. Although they had completed their mission, they had seen it with their own eyes. Their comrades who had trained together and lived together had died in front of their eyes. Bernard could not accept it at that moment. He regretted going to carry out the mission. "When I came back from that mission, I applied to withdraw from the special forces myself. I was disheartened. I wanted to retire and go home, but the higher-ups did not allow it. That's why I became a cook and dealt with the diesel, rice, oil, and salt every day. It was quite easy."

Although Bernard said it casually, Alvin could tell that after so many years, Bernard had not let go of this matter. It seemed to be relaxing, but it also had a lot of psychological burdens.

Furthermore, Bernard was a heroic figure in the past, but he suddenly became a cookhouse soldier. Besides feeling guilty, Bernard must also feel reluctant in his heart. However, when he thought of his deceased comrades, he was willing to be a cookhouse soldier.

"Class leader, it is a waste of your talent to be a cookhouse soldier." Alvin said, "I think your comrades definitely don't want to see you continue to be so dispirited. Besides, if you don't use all your skills... Even if you come out to be an officer, it will still be a waste. Teaching the people under you isn't bad either. "

Alvin was not trying to flatter him. During this period of time, therefore, he knew Bernard's capability. That was why he knew about Bernard's current situation. He felt that it was a pity that all his abilities had been wasted just like that. It was truly a pity.

"I'm very satisfied with my current life" Bernard said.

Bernard didn't lie to Alvin. In the beginning, he had asked Alvin, the War King of the War King, to be a cookhouse soldier. He was really unwilling to accept it, even if he was the one who wanted to be the cook. His heart was filled with unwillingness.

However, after so many years, he had already adapted to such a life. He slowly fell in love with such a life and felt that being a cookhouse soldier was not bad. If there was really anything that he was unwilling to accept, then this unwillingness... After seeing Alvin, he also slowly disappeared.

Bernard naturally didn't want his skills to be buried just like that. When he saw Alvin, he found his goal, which was to learn everything he had learned. If he taught Alvin everything, then he wouldn't have any regrets in his heart. As for fame and fortune, he might have thought about it in the early years. He might have even been passionate about it, but now, he no longer had those thoughts.

Alvin still wanted to persuade him, but Bernard had clearly made up his mind. Besides, not everyone could change his mind after he had made up his mind. Alvin could also think of the highest commander in this camp. He must have persuaded Bernard many times over the years. But... It still didn't work. If he tried to persuade him now... It wouldn't have any effect.

"You don't have to say anything about this, I've already decided" Bernard waved his hand and said. Immediately, a thoughtful expression appeared on his face. He said. : "As you said before, the two operations in Flaming Wind Kingdom... Are they really related to me?"

This was also the reason why Bernard was willing to tell Alvin about his past, because... He couldn't figure out why those people from Flaming Wind Kingdom had come here. When Alvin said that this matter might have something to do with him... Bernard also had this speculation. So... That was why he took the initiative to reveal his past.

However, Alvin knew that what he had just said was just a wild guess. The main reason was that he didn't know the exact identity of Bernard. Therefore... That was why he said that. Besides, he also wanted to take advantage of this opportunity. He wanted to know more about Bernard, and that was why he took the initiative to involve Bernard in this matter.

However, what Alvin and Bernard didn't know was... Those people from Flaming Wind Kingdom weren't here for Bernard, but for Alvin. To be precise, they were here for the "stone" in Alvin's hand. However, neither of them knew about the current situation. Because they hadn't captured the people of Flaming Wind Kingdom alive yet. Therefore... They had no idea why those people had come here.

Therefore, after hearing what Bernard said, Alvin said with some embarrassment, "About that, I'm not too sure either. I don't know if it has anything to do with you, class monitor."

In fact, Bernard did not expect to get any definite answer from Alvin, because he was still confused about this matter. How could Alvin know?

Alvin was afraid that Bernard would say that he was trying to trick him, so he said, "Class monitor, although we don't have any proof that they are coming for you. You led your men to kill their highest commander on the front line. They might have sent people to kill you and take revenge for what happened back then."

" Mm, that's not impossible either. " Bernard nodded and said. He had made this guess before. Although after what happened in the past, he had put life and death aside. However, he didn't want to implicate others because of him. Back then, it was because he was too warlike and took the initiative to ask for battle. This caused his teammates to be harmed. He had always been brooding over this. After so many years, he had not been able to see through it. How could he be willing to see it? Because of him, it had once again involved someone else?

Tonight, if it wasn't for his timely intervention and Alvin's life-saving means, Bernard was afraid that Alvin would have died by now. In that case, Bernard would surely feel guilty.

And now, a few of those people from Flaming Wind Kingdom had escaped. It was hard to guarantee that they wouldn't come again. If they really came to kill him... Then, they wouldn't give up so easily. In such a short period of time, they had already launched two attacks. This was already enough to explain this point, and the next time they came, if they hurt others, Bernard would still feel guilty.

"But, so many years have passed. If they want revenge, why would they wait so long?" Bernard said with some doubt.

Although their actions back then were all confidential, however, he believed that with the ability of the higher ups of Flaming Wind Kingdom, they wanted to investigate him and his group. It wasn't too difficult. Therefore... If they wanted revenge, they could have sent someone to assassinate him back then. He was in the open while the other party was in the dark. There was no way he could escape.

However, after so many years, none of the people from Flaming Wind Kingdom had planned anything against him. It had been more than ten years since the incident in the past. Why would the enemy suddenly send someone to assassinate him? This didn't make sense. Could it be that they had lost their memories all these years? Had they just recalled it recently?

No matter how they thought about it, it wasn't quite possible.

Regarding this, Alvin also did not understand. In fact, if the people of Flaming Wind Kingdom had tried to assassinate Bernard in the past... Alvin could understand. After all, Bernard and the others had killed the higher ups of their country. Furthermore, it had affected a war, and they wanted to kill Bernard. It was understandable.4

However, he didn't do it back then. Why did he suddenly think of doing it now? This didn't make sense.

The two of them were a little confused about this.

"Maybe, maybe they didn't know you were here before and only found out now." Alvin really couldn't think of any other reason, so he said.

However, it wasn't without reason that he said so. Bernard had become a cookhouse soldier. This was definitely something that many people didn't expect. Especially the higher ups of Flaming Wind Kingdom. They definitely wouldn't have thought of this before. Such a powerful man would become a cookhouse soldier. Therefore, they couldn't find out the exact location of Bernard. But now, they might have found out. That was why they sent someone over.

"Maybe." Bernard thought for a while and said. He was not very sure about this.

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