2077: Memory kills us

Memory kills us

Jack did not answer mu Yuan's question even after they finished eating. After the meal, the two of them moved to the balcony. Mu Yuan was not in a hurry. Anyway, he had gained a little from this wave and did not lose anything.1

Mu Yuan felt an itch in his heart. The poison had acted up today and he did not take any medicine. In fact, he was not feeling very well. Some of the residual poison acted up in his body, but it was not that uncomfortable. He could completely withstand the power of such residual poison. He had endured it once and had the confidence to do it again. In the future, as long as Jack was by his side, he would be able to quit smoking.

Even if the next time was more difficult than this, he was confident.

He had originally thought that it was dark, but now it was bright. As long as he gave a promise, his life would be worth it.

"I'm a soldier. I can't be discharged." Jack made his stand clear.

"I know. Don't give others what you don't want." Mu Yuan said softly,"I'm mentally prepared."

"Let's have a talk. "

"Are you in love?" Mu Yuan's eyes were sparkling.

"You're not mentally prepared yet. The problems we'll face in the future will start from individuals. First, we can't keep each other company. Even if the cowherd and the weaver can meet once a year, if our holidays don't overlap, we might not even see each other once a year. Falling in love, a promise that was as important as every word and every sentence, a small amount of companionship, all of these were very important. Without companionship, what kind of love could one have? When I need you, you can only give me a few words. When you need me, what you want is the real warmth by my side, not a promise from far away. Secondly, after the personal discussion, talk about your family. Your family doesn't allow you to have a boyfriend. How are you going to face the pressure from your family? You don't think that I, a member of the Anderson family, would be someone's Secret lover, do you? If you can't solve the family's pressure, what will you use to promise me a lifetime? I'm different from you. I don't have pressure from my family. As long as I like someone, even if it's a monster, my parents won't object. "Third, the country. Although it's a peaceful era, you and I both know that we're enemies in many ways. We can't be considered allies. This is our biggest conflict. From now on, we can't talk about state affairs and can only talk about private matters. If we don't talk about our career, dreams, and struggles, what's the point of me being with you? If we can't share honor and disgrace, if we can't bear responsibility, where will we be in the future?"

Mu Yuan was unable to give an answer to Jack’s three questions. These were all things that he had thought about countless times in his dreams. It was as if no matter how he thought about it or how he solved it, there seemed to be no satisfactory answer. Thus, he started to have wishful thinking. Begging Jack was not so rational, but the person he liked was so rational.

Jack patted his head lightly. " Xiao Yuan, we still have a long life ahead of us. We will meet many people, and it's a great fortune to fall in love with each other. However, our identities are destined to be beyond our control. I do indeed ... Have some thoughts about you. I won’t lie to you about this. However, my feelings for you aren't enough for me to ignore the problems between us. I won’t step into an unprepared future, because that would make me fall to pieces and end up hurting my family while pleasing my enemy."

"Alright!" Mu Yuan cut him off. " I understand all the problems you mentioned and I understand them very well. This is indeed an irrefutable contradiction, but I have confidence in myself. Although I’m still young, I’m sure of what I want and have made all the preparations. I don’t know who I will meet in the future, and I don’t know who will make me fall in love so much. I only know that I like you. Right now, other than my family, I like you the most. If I don’t say it out and don't work hard, I’ll have lived in vain. I’ll work hard to make you like me even more, so much so that you'll ignore the problems between us and be able to hold my hand. If that day comes, you must tell me."

"You don't have the heart to reject me completely. So, instructor, before that, please let me try my best and be willful once. What if ... You really, really like me?"

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Mu Yuan,"we can date because I'm thick-skinned enough."

Jack: ==

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