1573: C1573 When Did Loneliness Go away

C1573 When Did Loneliness Go away

Within the hall, there were people with high status. People like Liang Shangqiu and Lin Baixiang, who had slightly weaker statuses, would all be eating in the open air. However, to be able to appear at the banquet was something they could be proud of. It could be said that the banquet this time included almost all of the important people in China, as well as representatives of foreign embassies. It was almost a world fusion.0

When Sikong Banyu was dragged by Lin Baixiang to meet these old men, the wine flowed like water. In a gentle phrase, it was like a river flowing, sitting next to each other.

However, even if these old men were wine jars, not many of them had the power to resist them. All of them were red in the face, and only a few of them were able to talk normally. Of course, after seeing Sikong Banyu's alcohol tolerance, the number of people who dared to hold him were very few, and even Sikong Lia and Sikong Qi started to drink to the point of calling him brothers.

Ye Min, who was standing beside them, looked at the father and son who were hugging each other's shoulders. She felt it was both funny and infuriating. Sikong Banyu saw that Mom's expression was not good and quickly ran away, afraid of getting into trouble. After all, he had experienced Mom's violence and irrationality firsthand.

On the balcony of the mansion, Sikong Banyu stood with his hands behind his back. He was quietly looking at the bright lights on the street below as the crowd clamored. It was already late at night, but no one was willing to leave. It was as if they wanted to make this day the craziest day of their lives.

Looking at their flushed faces and smiles, Sikong Banyu didn't know why, but he felt that light breeze, which made him seem so cold. Perhaps it was the common saying, to be clear-headed, to be the most absurd! In fact, he also wanted to get drunk, hoping that the alcohol would numb him and make him think and not care about anything. However, the alcohol seemed to have lost its effect on him and brought him a deep feeling of loneliness.

In the crowd, you think that you are already one of them. You think that you are involved with everyone else. But one day you disappear into the crowd, and suddenly you realize that they're still having the same kind of fun. Maybe one or two people ask for your name, but then they're stopped by a glass of wine.

Wine is good and bad." No one would be able to see through a person who drank wine. Moreover, a person who drank wine would not be able to see through other people. It was like a self-imposed exile with a tacit understanding.

He took a deep breath and looked up at the dark sky. The sky was unusually lonely tonight. There were no stars nor moon. It was as if a huge black beast was crawling over the sky, covering everything. It gave people a terrifying and unspeakable pressure, as if it didn't know how to face it.

"Learn to be alone, get used to being alone, and enjoy being alone. Hehe … "So you're right. Loneliness never leaves, it's just a cover. You can't see me, nor can you see me." He couldn't remember when he stopped crying and he didn't want to cry anymore because no one else could see when he was crying. He felt that this loneliness belonged to him, that others couldn't see and didn't need to see.

"Haha …" He quietly stared at a certain place in the dark sky for a long time, as if he had discovered something deep in the darkness. He was unwilling to withdraw his gaze for a long time, as if he wanted to see it clearly but did not want to understand it.

"Monarch …" At this time, a voice sounded from behind him. Sikong Banyu didn't retract his gaze, but continued to watch quietly.

That person looked up and followed Sikong Banyu's gaze. After a while, he sighed, "Did the Monarch notice that as well? Hehe … It seems like I am not the only one who has discovered this. Perhaps the world has undergone a great change, and the world is no longer one for the world. It has already changed.

Sikong Banyu heard this and took a deep breath. He slowly looked away and said, "No …" It hadn't changed, and it had always been, except that what you had seen before was an illusion, and now it was the real thing. Shen Suanzi, it seems that the inheritance you have obtained has changed a lot. Perhaps, your ancestor has never told you about it. "

"Eh?" Shen Suanzi frowned. A mistake from the inheritance? However, in the past, he had always been unstoppable. It was only after the world had changed did he change his direction and direction. How could there be any inheritances involved? However, he didn't care too much about it, because there was no longer a need for that.

"Hehe …" It doesn't matter. Our family is destined to be sacrificed anyway. This is our destiny. But to be honest, I actually feel very relaxed right now. Maybe only by leaving would my Liu Family be able to bring about a new lease of life. There's no need to carry this tragic fate and continue onward, it's just that … I still can't let it go. "

"Liu Lidu?"

"Mm …" Although my elder brother is still alive right now, Lidu was walking on an eternal path. My elder brother's talent is mediocre, so being able to accompany him for a hundred years is already pretty good. Lidu is afraid... " At this point, Shen Suanzi couldn't speak anymore. If it was him, he might be able to stay with Liu Lidu for a longer period of time, but he didn't have the chance.

"Actually, you are quite a accomplished Fighter. You should know that walking this path, you have always been alone. Isn't it? "

Shen Suanzi smiled bitterly and nodded: "I understand, but I still can't accept it." After all, Lidu is still too young, but she has endured too much. As an elder, I am undoubtedly incompetent. My lineage once peeked at fate with all their might. Other people's fate and mine, now that I've suddenly discovered that it's just to be pleased with myself, I can't peek at others' fate, nor can I peep at mine, hehe … Isn't that sad enough? "

"It's not sadness. It's the truth." Sikong Banyu shook his head. Everyone wanted to see the path of destiny, but there were none that could be done. They were all just walking on this path.

"Perhaps you are right, I feel it too. This is a fact, manpower is too weak, the profoundness of destiny is not something that can be observed with a meager amount of strength, alright! I don't have much chance now anyway. Monarch, can I ask you for a favor? " Shen Suanzi turned around and looked at Sikong Banyu with pleading eyes, but also showed an expression of helplessness.

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