165: C165 Live for Yourself

C165 Live for Yourself

After leaving the Beichen Prefecture, Chu Yun led Yang Jian to the northwest direction of the Heiyun Mountain Range.

As soon as they left the city, Chu Yun summoned Little White and asked it to carry the two of them towards the northwest direction. According to the plan, Chu Yun wanted to step on the ground ahead of time to confirm the location of their ambush.

"Disciple, what are you thinking about?"

Chu Yun turned around and looked at Yang Jian who was on Little White's back. The latter had been silent ever since he mounted the horse.

"Ah, nothing. . . "

Yang Jian was slightly stunned, then he shook his head. After a while, he realized that there was no need to lie in front of Chu Yun, so he said honestly, There is no need to lie in front of Chu Yun. " I was thinking about eliminating the bandits. . . Isn't this a little too difficult?"

Chu Yun stretched out a finger and lightly flicked Yang Jian's head with his finger, making a soft bang sound. It did not hurt very much, but it made Yang Jian cover his head in surprise. He did not know what Chu Yun was doing.

"Don't think about this. "

Chu Yun shook his head and said, "You are still too young. You don't have enough power to influence anything. This matter. . . It was my master who brought it up, you have to do it. You have to trust me unconditionally, so. . . Don't think of the bandits in Heihu Mountain as any trouble. The moment I decided to attack them, They are already a group of dead men. "

“. . . ”

Yang Jian's mouth twitched. He thought to himself, Isn't this a bit too arrogant?

Chu Yun did not want him to continue thinking about this. He changed the topic. "What you want to think about now is another question. What kind of person are you planning to become?"

"What kind of person am I going to be?"

Yang Jian was stunned for a moment.

For an eight-year-old like him, this question was too far-reaching and too heavy.

Before the tragedy of Wind Conforming Escort, the eight-year-old Yang Jian was just an ordinary child. Although he was older and more sensible than other children of the same age, he was still a carefree child.

At that time, he only thought about how to cultivate hard and lay a good foundation for himself. He wanted to help his big brother and father as soon as possible and take good care of Xiaochan.

After that incident, Yang Jian's family broke down overnight. The two pillars of the family, father and big brother, fell down one after another.

At that time, Yang Jian really felt as if the sky had collapsed. When he found out about the bad news, he almost fainted. Because compared to the heartless and innocent Yang Xiaochan, he already knew what 'death' meant. It represented the two most important people in his life. His father and brother would never come back. In this cruel world, only he, his mother, and his sister were left to rely on each other.

But. . .

When Yang Jian heard the bad news and his eyes turned black, he saw that his mother fainted first.

Yang Jian loved his mother very much. Mrs. Yang was also a very good mother. But. . .

She was also a weak mother.

When the two pillars in the house collapsed one after another, his mother's pillar was also about to collapse. Yang Jian did not think about anything else, but at that moment, he realized that he absolutely could not fall. Otherwise, this family would be finished, and there would be no hope at all.

Thus, at that moment, Yang Jian forced himself to stand up. Like a young adult, he imitated his big brother and father and went to arrange the funeral arrangements.

By the time Mrs. Yang woke up from the vortex of sadness, Yang Jian had already finished dealing with the matters of the Escort Agency. Although there would definitely be something wrong with this process, for someone who was only eight years old, it was already the limit for him to rush into battle and not turn around to flee after the entire fight.

When she found out about this, her mother Mrs. Yang cried very sadly. She hugged Yang Jian and said, In the past, she. . . She was just a rich young lady who did not touch the sun with her fingers. Before she got married, her parents took good care of her. After she got married, her husband took good care of her. And now, her husband is dead. Her youngest son, who was only eight years old, has to take care of her again. . .

It was said that the mother was strict, and she should have held on at this time to take care of her own children, but in the end. . .

Yang Jian clearly remembered how his mother blamed herself and suffered at that time.

Therefore, he hid all the grievances and sorrows that he had accumulated over the past few days and the impulse to cry to his mother. He revealed a bright smile and said, "It's okay, I can do it. "

At that time, Yang Jian only had two things that he wanted to do. That was to take good care of his mother and sister, as well as. . . Take revenge on the bandits of Heihu Mountain.2

The eight-year-old Yang Jian only had his own family in the world. Take good care of his family members who survived, and take revenge for his family members who died. This was what he needed to do.

And now?

He had become a very powerful master. His mother and sister could be taken care of very well.

As for the matter of revenge, his master had to do it for him.

Therefore, when Chu Yun asked this question, asking what kind of person he wanted to become, or rather, asking what he wanted to do in the future, he instantly fell into a daze. Because, he had never thought of this question.

"Have you realized it?"

Chu Yun sighed lightly and said, "After these few days of contact, I found a problem, and that is. . . After the drastic change, you are in a state of being lost. You are now living to take care of your mother and sister, to avenge your father and brother. But you are not living for yourself. I am asking you this question to wake you up. After today's revenge, of course you have to take care of your sister and mother. But you have to know, that's not all of your life. It is also not all of your life, you have to have your own life. . .

What kind of person do you want to be? "

“. . . ”

Yang Jian trembled and fell into a state of confusion. He looked at Chu Yun with a gaze that seemed to be asking for help and said, "Master, what kind of person should I become?"

"I can't answer you. "

Chu Yun shook his head and said, "This question, only you can answer yourself. I am your master, your guide. I will help you, but I will not control your life. What I can tell you is to maintain a good mentality and see this world more.

It is cruel, but sometimes there is also warmth. You will find what you like in this diverse world, find the direction you seek, and find your own goal. However, the prerequisite is that you have to rub your eyes and look, and not seal yourself in a strange circle that only lives for others. "

As he spoke, Chu Yun patted Yang Jian's shoulder. He said, "Master has heard a heartbreaking story before. There is a guy who thinks that he has done something wrong. He caused his sister and himself to die. After that, in his long life. . . He lived for his sister alone, thinking and doing. He was making up for what he owed his sister, and in the end. . . His sister lived a good life, but he himself. . . He fell into an irrecoverable state, which is very sad. "

"Master, thank you, I understand"

Yang Jian took a deep breath and nodded his head. Although he didn't know the story his master told him. . . Whether it was him or not, he understood what Chu Yun meant. At this moment, it was deeply engraved in his heart.

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