C87 Unbearable Loneliness!
After school in the afternoon, Ye Fei and Lin Qingwan were going back.
However, Chen Qun insisted on inviting them and Zhao Hao to dinner, saying that he wanted to apologize.
Ye Fei looked down on Chen Qun, a rich second generation. Initially, he didn't want to go, but when he saw Zhao Hao in a dilemma, he agreed.
However, he didn't go to the restaurant outside. Instead, he ate a random meal in the school canteen.
Since Ye Fei was so persistent, Chen Qun didn't say anything. He just went to the school canteen together.
It was five or six o'clock in the evening, which was also the time for students to eat dinner. The canteen of Shanghai University was very busy. People were coming and going, and it was unusually noisy.
Chen Qun went to the window and ordered a few stir-fried dishes. The dishes were good and cheap, and they were quickly served.
Chen Qun politely said a few words of apology, and then the few of them started to eat.
At this moment, the atmosphere was a little awkward. Ye Fei and Lin Qingwan did not care. They were ready to leave after eating, but Zhao Hao kept his head down. He did not move his chopsticks. He raised his head several times and wanted to say something. However, he opened his mouth and could not make a sound.
Lin Qingwan was very dissatisfied with Zhao Hao's appearance. She crossed her arms and said coldly, "Zhao Hao, you are a man. If you have anything to say, just say it. Why are you like a woman, so unhappy with profit? Look at your blushing face. Is your period coming? "
Lin Qingwan's words were extremely mean and vicious. This was also because she was disappointed in Zhao Hao. Today, she helped this Zhao Hao again. She did not expect it to be the same as before. She did not even thank him.
This made Lin Qingwan suddenly feel that her good intentions were eaten by the dog.
Zhao Hao's face became even redder. His hands were under the stool. After clenching his fists several times, the courage that he had originally mustered up was called menstruation by Lin Qingwan. Without a trace of his venting, he saw Chen Qun snickering beside him. He felt that he should not have come today. He had been humiliated by these rich people again. He suddenly stood up and prepared to escape.
At this time, Ye Fei's hand landed on Zhao Hao's shoulder, pressing him down.
"Zhao Hao, look at me!"
Ye Fei looked at Zhao Hao, waiting for him to raise his head and look into his eyes. He then slowly said, "Zhao Hao, everyone has their own life, and everyone has their own path. I didn't want to lecture you, because it doesn't matter whether you are weak or not. Whether you feel inferior or not, this is your own choice. But, by doing this... Don't you feel very lonely?"
Zhao Hao's body trembled.
The word 'lonely' instantly spoke the deepest part of his heart.
To be honest, Zhao Hao wasn't afraid of poverty, fatigue, and other people's contemptuous gazes, but he was afraid of 'loneliness'.
Every night when he slept, Zhao Hao would wrap himself tightly under the blanket, feeling as if he was the only person left in the world. Endless soreness surged into his heart, and tears drenched his pillow.
All these years, Zhao Hao had come here alone. No matter what kind of hardships he faced, he had to shoulder them all by himself.
He didn't have a single friend, let alone a girlfriend. He didn't even have a single person to talk to.
This kind of unforgettable loneliness almost drove Zhao Hao crazy.
"I understand you!"
Ye Fei sighed, his eyes filled with sincerity.
Ye Fei was a sniper, a proud lone wolf. He had a deep understanding of loneliness, and he could empathize with it. He knew how much pressure and pain this thin and poor young man endured every day.
"But, you can't do this. You should walk out. Otherwise, your university life, which should have been happy, will be as difficult as hell! "Ye Fei looked at Zhao Hao and said.
"But... I am poor!" Zhao Hao finally said.
" Being poor is not an incurable disease! As long as you have hands and feet, you can earn money! There are many poor people in the world, how many people have such low self-esteem like you?"
Ye Fei said loudly.
"But..."
Zhao Hao still hesitated.
Ye Fei sighed. Zhao Hao felt too inferior. It was not something that could break his heart with just a few words, and it would be best if there was a material reward.
Ye Fei's eyes fell on Lin Qingwan.
"Ye Fei, why are you looking at me?"
Lin Qingwan was confused. She stared at Ye Fei and said discontentedly.
"Ms Lin, help people to the end. Send Buddha to the west!"
Ye Fei whispered on Lin Qingwan's shoulder.
"Ye Fei... This is your guarantee. If anything happens, I will deduct your salary!" Lin Qingwan rolled her eyes at Ye Fei.
"Don't worry. Ms Lin, I believe in Zhao Hao's character!"
Ye Fei looked at Lin Qingwan, then stared at Zhao Hao and nodded vigorously.
As the person involved, Zhao Hao was very confused. He could not think straight.
"Zhao Hao, you should know that I am the chairman of Yalai Group." Lin Qingwan coughed and cleared her throat. She said formally, "I have a chance to do an internship here. Do you want to think about it?"
Zhao Hao was stunned. He could not come back to his senses for a long time. He was stunned, like a wooden sculpture. After a while, he murmured, "What do you mean?"
"Zhao Hao, I say, are you really stupid or are you pretending to be stupid? Ms Lin is giving you a chance to work! Aiya, looking at you like this, I know you have never heard of the Yalai Group! Let me tell you this, follow Ms Lin. There will definitely be a bright future! Kid, you are really lucky. Even I'm jealous!"
Chen Qun saw that Zhao Hao's three strikes could not even produce a fart, so he quickly said.
Zhao Hao did not think that Lin Qingwan would actually give him a chance to work. Previously, he went to the restaurant to wash dishes, but she did not even want it.
"But..."
Zhao Hao was still hesitating.
"Zhao Hao, because it is an internship, I cannot give you too much salary. During the internship, your salary is 2000. After you graduate and become an official, your salary will be increased depending on the circumstances. Don't worry, as long as you work seriously and steadily. I won't treat you unfairly! "
Lin Qingwan thought for a while and continued to speak.
"Two thousand..."
Zhao Hao couldn't help but suck in a breath of cold air. In other people's eyes, two thousand didn't seem like much. But to Zhao Hao, it was a huge sum of money. If he had this money, he could buy some things for his parents in the village. They had worked too hard.
The salary that Lin Qingwan offered was not considered low.
After all, in this current world, it was very difficult to find a job. Many companies would hire student workers and interns. When the internship period ended, then find an excuse to fire them and let them work for free. They would not pay them or pay them less. Such black-hearted companies were everywhere.
"I..."
Zhao Hao stood up again and walked to Zhao Hao and Ye Fei. He bowed to them and said, "Thank you. Thank you. You are the first pair of good people I have met in this city. You are my benefactor! "
Although Zhao Hao's voice was very low, his tone was sincere. It seemed that he had also changed his mind.
"Then why did you come here?"
Lin Qingwan needed a definite answer.
"Ms Lin... I will definitely work hard in the future! I will not let down your high expectations!" It was not that Zhao Hao did not know how to speak, but he did not dare to speak. At this time, the knot in his heart was lifted, and he spoke appropriately.1
Ye Fei laughed and patted Zhao Hao on the shoulder. "In the future, the two of us will be colleagues!"
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