129: C129 I'm a Scumbag

C129 I'm a Scumbag

2Chen Yiyao obviously said it because she was deeply in love. A sentence.

However, this sentence made her impulsively like a hungry beast instantly regain her rationality.

My body stiffened. Just as I was about to press down on her body, I stopped. Subconsciously, I asked: "What did you say?"

Chen Yiyao repeated again. She hugged my neck and kissed my face.

Her words made me think of Loo Xintong.

Regarding Loo Xintong and Chen Yiyao's feelings, I have always been unable to control and respond to them.

If Loo Xintong changes her mind when she goes to Beijing this time and is willing to return to my side, then what should Chen Yiyao do?

If I accept Chen Yiyao, then how will I face Loo Xintong?

Could it be that I will give up on her just like that? Using the relationship between me and her as a beautiful memory to hide in the depths of my heart?

I really can't do that.

My originally high enthusiasm quickly cooled down. I pushed aside her fingers that were hooked around my neck and sat by the bed. Then, I took out a pack of cigarettes, smoked one, and started smoking quietly.

The sparks from the cigarette lit up, and white smoke sprayed out of my nose.

Chen Yiyao was only wearing one piece of clothing on the bed. Her two snow-white breasts were exposed just like that. Her lower body was also naked.

Her body also froze and she looked at me with surprise and disbelief.

The lust on her face gradually disappeared and her eyes turned slightly red. After a long time, she finally reacted and asked somewhat agitatedly. "You... What do you mean by this?"

I sighed and did not know how to explain it to Chen Yiyao.

Chen Yiyao seemed to have seen through my heart. She looked straight at me and asked, "Did you not forget Loo Xintong and still want to get back together with her?"

"I'm sorry, Yiyao." I said in a low voice and threw the cigarette that I only smoked a few times onto the ground.

Tears were already rolling in Chen Yiyao's eyes and I could not bear to watch.

"Since you still have Loo Xintong in your heart and still want to get back together with her, why did you lie to me again and again? Since you don't love me, why don't you just reject me? Could it be that for the sake of a moment of physical desire, you can hurt my heart again and again? What do you think I am? "Is it your silver tool, or is it your emotional toy?" Chen Yiyao seemed to be too excited. She covered her back in pain and lay on the bed with an extremely painful expression.

I quickly supported her and asked, "How are you?"

"Get out! I... I don't want to see you ever again!" Chen Yiyao gritted her teeth and said.

"Yiyao, don't be like this. I liked you from the beginning. When I was with Loo Xintong, I couldn't forget you in my heart. Love is such an unreasonable thing. I love Loo Xintong and I also love you very much. I don't want to lie to myself. I don't want to lie to you. To Loo Xintong, this is all harm. I can't give up any of my feelings. So I admit that I am a scumbag. If you want to beat me up and scold me, I will beat you up and scold you. As long as I can let you vent your anger, I will not retaliate. In fact, "In two days, I will indeed look for Loo Xintong in the capital. I am very, very sorry." I lowered my head and cried.

After that, Chen Yiyao started to cry. Her tears flowed down her eyes.

She started to hit me hard with her hands. She started to cry as she hit me.

My heart was very painful. Looking at Chen Yiyao's exhausted look, I could not say a word. I sat by the bed and did not move. I let her hit me.

She hit more than ten times and seemed to have affected her wound. Her face twisted in pain. She curled up her body and sucked in cold air. Her forehead was full of cold sweat.

"Yiyao, how are you? I will call the doctor immediately!"

"Get lost! Get lost! I don't want to see you again!" Chen Yiyao's face was pale as she weakly shouted.

I was afraid that I would anger Chen Yiyao again, so I immediately put on my pants and left the ward.

I went to the on-call room to call a middle-aged female doctor.

She went to the ward to check on Chen Yiyao's condition. I did not go in, but waited anxiously in the corridor outside the ward.

I smoked a few cigarettes before finally waiting for the doctor to come out.

She told me that Chen Yiyao's wound had split open. Now that it was bandaged and applied medicine, it was no longer a big problem.

However, this was very bad for her recovery. She warned me not to let the patient get too excited in the future.

I hurriedly nodded and said that I know.

After the doctor left, I stood outside the ward and hesitated for a while. In the end, I did not dare to go in. I sighed deeply and left the ward.

The next day, my mood was heavy. I stayed at home all day and did not go anywhere.

I rented a room online. Someone came to ask about my house and I couldn't be bothered to talk to them.

I was still thinking about Chen Yiyao in my heart.

In the end, she became like this and in the end, it has nothing to do with me.

But I am unable to give up my feelings for Loo Xintong for her. I am simply an animal!

I can't help but give myself two loud and clear slaps. Even so, it is unable to alleviate the pain in my heart.

In the afternoon, Lyi Zimo sent me a WeChat message telling me that she will also go to the capital with me to watch the competition. She asked me if I was surprised and even sent a cute emoji.

I replied, "Okay.

She asked me to go out and play together again. I did not reply to her message.

That night, Coach Huang called me and said that the people who went to the capital were basically confirmed. He would buy a plane ticket on Monday and Tuesday morning flight.

There are still about four days left before Tuesday. I replied: "No problem. How much is the ticket? I'll call you."

"We'll talk about it on Tuesday." Coach Huang smiled and said, "If there is nothing else, come out and drink with me."

I was feeling very uncomfortable when I heard Coach Huang say so.

We met at a barbecue shop on the street.

The two of them ordered a box of beer and blew at each other's bottles.

Coach Huang looked a little bad too. I couldn't help but ask, "Coach Huang, did you also encounter any troubles?"

"Looking at your appearance, you seem to be the same. Let's talk about you first." Coach Huang drank a bottle of beer in one breath and said.

I told her about what happened between Chen Yiyao and Loo Xintong.

After he heard it, he frowned, "You mean you fell in love with two women at the same time and don't know how to solve it?"

I nodded.

Coach Huang showed a nostalgic look. The sadness in her eyes flashed and she said, "I don't know about women, but the most important thing to do is to live up to your conscience. You are afraid of hurting two women at the same time, so you can't make a choice. This shows that your conscience is still good. As for how you choose, it will depend on yourself. "When the road reaches the mountain, there will always be a road. When the boat reaches the bridge, there will always be a straight road. There will always be a solution to everything."

I nodded and changed the topic. "Coach Huang, what about you? What is bothering you?"

Coach Huang sighed. A good brother of mine died many years ago when he was on a mission with me. It was me who killed him because I was late. All these years, I have been brooding. I did not think that his daughter was found to have leukemia a few days ago. Now, she is being treated in the hospital. I went to see her daughter and gave her some money. However, I still remembered him and felt very sad. Let's not talk about it anymore. Let's drink. "

We all drank a lot and our minds were dizzy. In a daze, I seemed to have called Lyi Zimo and asked her to come and pick me up.0

"Why did you drink so much? Where are you now? I'll come over right away." Lyi Zimo's voice came from the phone.

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