60: C60 Deliberate Self-deprecation

C60 Deliberate Self-deprecation

Qiu Tong pursed her lips and smiled. She looked at me and said, "Yi Ke, you're quite thoughtful!"

I smiled bitterly: "Thank you, Boss Qiu, for your praise, but I don't have any thoughts. I am just a zombie that is muddleheaded and living in the world. My brain is very simple, and I belong to the typical well-developed and simple-minded person."

Qiu Tong said, "Yi Ke, you seem to be deliberately belittling yourself, belittling yourself. Why?"

I said: "I did not belittle myself, I was only in the true evaluation of myself, Boss Qiu may have overestimated me. I take care of the clouds. I don't have any intentions or intentions. I just want my conscience to be comforted. "Although Cloud is my leader at work, but in my life, I see her more as a little sister, a lively, cute and kind girl. I have always believed that in this world, good people should be rewarded."

Qiu Tong looked at me in silence for a long time.

Qiu Tong sat in the ward for a while longer before taking her leave.

In the evening, I opened up the QQ music, downloaded a lot of grassland songs, played it to the clouds to listen, while beginning to surf the Internet, Floating Dream is also online.

"Keke, are you listening to 'Grassland Love Songs'? I like this song too, it's so good to listen to!" Floating Dream said.

This "Grassland Love Song" was sung to me while we were drinking in my dorm room on the night of the cloud accident. When I heard this song, I immediately thought of that night that made my desire explode and my heart beat faster.

And I said, "Well, yeah, I like to hear... Ruo Meng, are you in a good mood right now? "

"Great! Seeing you made me in a bad mood."

"What is it? A bad mood? Did something happen? Why are you in a bad mood? "

"No …." "It's nothing …" Floating Dream was a bit hesitant.

"Ruo Meng, don't lie to me. Although I can't see your eyes nor hear your voice, I know by instinct that you're lying … Tell me, have you been through something unpleasant recently? "Don't lie to me …" "No," I said.

"I... "I …"

"Don't lie, don't tell me that you have been doing well recently. Let me tell you, my senses are very sharp."

"Keke..." I... You... You really feel sharp... "I admire you."

"Speak, speak obediently."

"Mm …" Actually, it wasn't that big of a deal, it was just that … I was recently suspended! I was afraid that you were worried, so I didn't tell you. "

"Ah!" I pretended to be surprised. "Being suspended is not a big deal! You must be joking! For such a big matter, you actually dare to say that it's not a big matter!

"Hehe …" It's not like I was fired. There's even a job. It's a big deal! "

"Tell me why you were suspended!"

"Due to a mistake in my work, I neglected my work and made a huge mistake in posting the goods. I was forced to become passive and infuriated the Leader. Thus, I was punished …" I'm currently in the middle of a suspension check to reflect... Reflection on the fact that you haven't passed yet! "

I said, "Oh, why not?"

"Because... Sigh … The reason is not clear. Anyway, if the leader is not satisfied, let me continue to reflect on it. If I don't pass, I might not be able to return to my original job. " Floating Dream seems to be unwilling to tell me that Big Leader wants to follow the rules regarding her.

I said, "Why didn't you do a thorough examination?"

"Sigh …" "Keke, it's hard, it's hard to stay in a public institution …" Sometimes, there are a lot of things that can be solved not only from a job perspective, but also from complicated factors... "However, with my personality, since I'm not willing to submit to others and go against my principles, I …"

I said, "So are you willing to give up your current job?"

"No, no, absolutely not. I've only just started. I really like this job. I love it very much!" Floating Dream continued to speak continuously: "I feel that this is a true career, and it's very suitable for me to realize my own life's ideals and values."

"Did anyone else spy on your position when you were suspended from duty?"

"Mm …" You're right, there's more than one. "

"Then are you willing to give up?"

"I'm not willing!"

"Since you are unwilling and you are not willing to go against your own principles, what are you going to do?"

"Aren't I asking for your opinion? I want to hear what you think. "

"I don't know anything about the Gong family, nor do I know anything about it, so it's hard to make a decision," I said. "However, I wonder if you can find a better solution to the problem without going against your principles of being a person. You can not only protect yourself, but also achieve your goals. Remember, it is impossible to achieve perfection in everything, and it is impossible to not offend anyone. As long as we can reduce the conflict between us to a minimum, it is fine. "

"Mm …" You're right, I was actually thinking about that... It's just that I haven't made up my mind yet. After hearing you say this, I have a plan in my heart. You make me feel even more confident … "I think, perhaps, I should do so. Regardless of success or failure, I must do it. I will work hard to accomplish everything in the world, and success or failure does not depend on me …"

"That's right. Tell me, what are you going to do?" I wondered what Qiu Tong had in mind during the day.

"Hee hee …" "I won't tell you. Let's talk about it after I succeed. If I don't succeed, I'll never tell you again."

"Hehe, you silly girl. Fine, I will wait for your good news."

"You called me little girl. Hehe, I'm a year older than you. You have to call me big sister, right? "Hey! Call me big sister, hurry up and call me —"

"Keep dreaming, it's more like you're calling me brother, hur hur, not sister!"

"Keke isn't obedient …"

Floating Dream and I happily chatted and joked. During this period of time, my prairie songs were constantly being played, and the clouds were constantly falling asleep.

"Keke, once I finish my work, I'll take some time to go over to Qingdao." Floating Dream said.

I was shocked. "Why did you come to Qingdao?"

"To see you!"

"My God, didn't we agree not to meet? "Why are you —" I started to panic.

"Ha!" I want to go to the Qingdao to travel, and I don't know when I'll be able to do so. I want to go to the Olympic Sailing Competition Base, which is a place that has just finished hosting the Olympic Sailing Competition. " She said, "Hey, Keke, why are you so scared to meet me?"

"Because I'm very ugly. I'm an ugly, wretched old man. What's so good about me? I might as well not meet him and leave a good impression on him."

"Hee hee …" "A man's charm lies in his heart, his temperament, and his inner qualities. Women are the ones who are ugly. Let me tell you, I'm the one who's ugly. If you saw me, you might faint from fear. I'm a dinosaur after all …"

I couldn't help but want to laugh. "Then why do you still want to see me? Aren't you afraid that I'll be scared to death?"

"You deserve to be scared to death. Hehe, I just wanted to scare you …" She smiled happily. "Well — maybe I did go, and couldn't find you in the sea of people, and didn't know which one was you!"

"Maybe I'm standing right behind you, just inches away from you. But, I don't know, you don't know either … Then you shout into the sea: Keke! And then you saw me. "

"Aha — don't provoke me, I feel so excited by your words. Sigh — maybe I really did yell there: Keke, you really appeared out of nowhere … Hah — it's too romantic, what a wonderful coincidence, what a beautiful adventure … "Just thinking about it makes it unbearable."

At this moment, I saw the childish and romantic feelings in Qiu Tong's heart, as well as her desire for a better life and a better future.

Deep into the night, I ended our conversation and reluctantly took my leave. I turned off my computer, looked at the clouds, gently held onto their hands, and gently said: "Clouds, good night, good dream, you know, there's a huge secret buried in my heart, my close girlfriend in the virtual world is my superior, and also your superior. Although in reality she is very far away from me, in that empty world, I am so close to her."

I knew the clouds couldn't hear me, but I wanted someone to tell me the truth, and the clouds were the most appropriate thing to do.

Then I lay down on the bed beside the clouds and slept in my clothes.

At this moment, I don't know what Qiu Tong is going to do to successfully get her job back, but I know that she definitely won't let Sun Dongkai take her. She definitely won't sell her body to gain the appreciation and benefits of the Leader.

The next night, Lee Shun accompanied the old man back from Yanjing and called me to his office.1

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