129: C129 Message

C129 Message

Returning to the ward, I turned on my computer and logged on to QQ. Her Floating Dream was not online, but there was a message from her.

"Keke, you're not here. Sitting alone in front of the computer, I suddenly want to talk to you. What do I want to say, sigh... I wanted to say something, but I didn't want to say it. However, even though I know that it is impossible, I am unable to change reality, but I do not dare to change reality. In the end, I am unable to break through my own mental state and beliefs, and I am unable to change my own conscience and moral system. "

I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know how far I can go in this virtual world, so I let my soul slide into the abyss, step by step. "Keke, help me, help me. I'm so lonely. I'm so lonely. I'm so depressed. I'm suffocating …"

"In this chaotic world, I don't know where my life will end. I don't know where my soul will drift. My body, my scarred heart, perhaps, will fall into endless darkness and emptiness."

My heart trembled, as if I could feel the conflict and confusion that Floating Dream had with reality and the virtual world.

The day had finally come, and she had finally realized it. She had finally begun to worry about it, or perhaps she already had it, and had only just said it today.

As for me, the entanglement between virtual reality and reality is gradually deepening, especially after Hai Zhu's appearance.

I dreamed of struggling through the virtual world and walking towards reality, but I didn't dare to do it because I knew that it was a dead end. I could have Floating Dream in the virtual world, and in the real world, I could have any other woman, but I couldn't have Qiu Tong.

Perhaps, in reality, Hai Zhu and I are the most suitable. As for Qiu Tong, she wanted to walk out of the virtual world, but she didn't dare to do so. She clearly knew where her fate lay.

I continued to read. "For me, being alive is a blessing, an orphan. I should be content to have what I am today, but I often feel that being alive is painful. To me, happiness is like a dumpling in a rice bowl. And the pain is probably because I was helpless to the limit, helpless to the point that I was unable to bear it.

My heart tightened, throbbing with pain, feeling great helplessness and sorrow.

Only when a person experienced that reality could not be changed did he realize how desolate and desolate it was. It was as if she had used all her strength in her dream to say something, but she realized that no matter what, she could not say a single word.

There were many times when reality was like quicksand. The tighter one grasped, the faster they could slip. In the end, all that was left was a bright and beautiful wound that dyed their hands dark red …

I sighed and replied him with Floating Dream, "Ruo Meng, my heart is in pain when I see your words. It's in pain … I want to help you. I want to save you. To help you is to help me. To save you is to save me … But, I know, you know, I can't change you because you can't change reality. Perhaps, everyone's fate is destined and unchangeable, even if you can have everything in the virtual world, once you wake up, everything in front of reality will be for naught … "

"Perhaps, the only one who can save you and save us is us. That is to face the reality and end this endless and dreamlike game. Each of us will return to our own reality, allowing our spirit and body to return to reality. Ruo Meng, perhaps, from the very beginning, we were wrong. We shouldn't have allowed this illusory emotion of ours to run rampant freely. At this point, perhaps, if we allow it to develop any further, we might become unable to extricate ourselves from it. "

I don't know how this thought suddenly appeared in my mind. I don't know whether it was because I wanted to completely cut off my fantasies towards Qiu Tong in reality, or because I wanted to lessen the conflict and worry that arose between Qiu Tong in reality and the Floating Dream of the virtual world, or because Hai Zhu's appearance in reality made me feel even more conflicted. In any case, when my thoughts reached this point, my hand would start to ring, and I would habitually hit the return button and send it out.

After sending it out, I immediately regretted it. However, I am unable to take back the water that I spilled when I said it.

I couldn't help but be worried about the consequences of sending out these words. Worried that my Floating Dream would be severely damaged after reading these words. I didn't want to hurt her.

I don't know when Qiu Tong will see this, but I know she will see it sooner or later.

I couldn't help but feel depressed for a long time. Then I let out a long sigh and fell asleep.

Early the next morning, I received a call from Qiu Tong: "Yi Ke, let's go to Liao today to see Yun Yun's parents. I've already bought my ticket and it's 5: 20 PM."

I was excited in my heart. I was going to the Horqin Grassland with Liao again. The last time was autumn and clouds. This time was winter, and Qiu Tong.

"Alright!" "No," I said.

"I'll first go to the office to send an email and visit a few customers. I'll meet you at the station in the afternoon!" Qiu Tong said quickly and hung up the phone.

When I heard that Qiu Tong was going to post an email on QQ, I was stunned.

Then wouldn't Floating Dream see my QQ message soon!?

My heart was in a mess. I wondered what Qiu Tong would look like when I saw her in the afternoon.

I went out to eat something. When I walked to the entrance of the hospital, I suddenly saw Sun Dongkai walking out. He was walking with vigorous steps and he didn't look a bit unwell. Behind him was Cao Lee, carrying something.

Cao Lee first saw me and was slightly startled. She then greeted me, "Hey — — isn't that Yi Ke? "Yi Ke —"

I stopped.

Sun Dongkai heard Cao Lee's voice and stopped. He looked at me and blinked his eyes as if he couldn't remember who I was.2

Since Cao Lee called out to me, I also greeted them, "Hello, Boss Sun, hello, Director Cao!"

Sun Dongkai continued to look at me blankly, as if he didn't know me at all.

At this time, Cao Lee said to Sun Dongkai, "Boss Sun, this is the former customer service department's Yi Ke, has resigned."

Not far away, a black car was parked there. Sun Dongkai directly walked towards that car and when he was about to reach the car, Sun Dongkai turned back and said to Cao Lee: "I suddenly have a stomach attack. I need to go to the bathroom!"

With that, Sun Dongkai hurriedly walked into the hospital and asked to go to the bathroom.

"Sigh — — okay, Boss Sun. Go ahead, I'll wait for you here!" Cao Lee said.

After watching Sun Dongkai walk into the hospital, Cao Lee turned her head to look at me with eyes full of happiness and enthusiasm. "Yi Ke, little guy, pretty boy, it's been a long time since I last saw you. Resigning does not say anything to me, make me easy to find. If not for meeting you today and not knowing where you had gone off to, I would have thought that you had left the Hsinghai. "

I said: "I didn't go anywhere. After I resigned, I went for a stroll in the Hsinghai. It's rare for Director Cao to be this worried. Thank you!"

Cao Lee looked at me with a burning gaze and a charming smile on her face. "You quit and didn't contact me. You have no conscience. You won't be able to escape today. Come, tell me your phone number. I will call you when I have the time."

"What?" "Contact what?"

Cao Lee flirtatiously said, "Little scoundrel, what did you say we should contact you for? You left without a sound, but you took my heart away, I really want you to die. "Good girl, come, give me your phone number."

Seeing Cao Lee's flirtatious expression, thinking about her complicated battle with Qiu Tong, thinking that I would have to return to Issuing Company to go to work after the Spring Festival, I thought for a moment, then gave her my number.

After Cao Lee jotted down the number on her phone, she made a call. My phone rang. I didn't need to look to know that it was Cao Lee's number. Cao Lee then said, "When I have time, let me contact you. "I'm busy today. Boss Sun just left the hospital, so I came to pick him up."

I said, "Don't contact me if you have nothing to do. I'm not free."

Cao Lee looked at me with eyes that showed that she was unable to endure the thirst. She said ambiguously, "If there's no time during the day, how can there not be time at night? "Idiot, when you are with big sis, big sis will not mistreat little brother."

I know what Cao Lee meant by 'little brother' is a pun.

I changed the subject and said, "Is Boss Sun cured? What disease is it? "

Cao Lee squinted at the exit of the hospital building, her eyes showing an expression of indifference. "There was never any serious illness, even a minor ailment is a bit too far-fetched, the leader's body is not comfortable, it's all done according to needs, he has to be sick when it's not necessary, he's not sick when it's not necessary, in fact, he's not sick at all, he's just in order to avoid a struggle between the group leaders. Now that everything is calm, he can be discharged now." "Think about it, where can you find someone who is still alive and kicking in the ward?"

As she said this, Cao Lee seemed to realize that she had slipped up and hastily shut her mouth.

When I heard that, I understood that Sun Dongkai wasn't really sick, it's just that he entered the hospital due to the need for political battles. It should be because of the internal struggles between the group leaders, so he entered the hospital in order to avoid being infected.

In the official battle, calling it sick and hospitalized seemed to be a kind of tactic and strategy, a form of struggle. Sun Dongkai used it quite freely.

Cao Lee's last sentence was without a doubt that Sun Dongkai was playing with women in the hospital. Sun Dongkai was living alone in a dry ward. There were conditions for him to exercise there, and the target was naturally Cao Lee.

I pretended not to understand and looked at Cao Lee. "What do you mean by that? "Then what is it?"

Cao Lee quickly covered up and waved her hand, "It's nothing. It's just that Boss Sun is training every day in the ward. He's doing push-ups."

And I said, "Oh... do push-ups... "Boss Sun is not simple at all, this push-up was made in bed, right? How long can it last?"

I asked, playing dumb.

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