211: C211 Worry

C211 Worry

After finishing the call with Qin, my heart was in turmoil and it was hard for me to calm down. I stood by the window and smoked cigarettes one after another, repeatedly pondering over what Qin had said to me...

Based on my experience and knowledge of Qin, I believe what Qin told me today is true. He didn't lie to me.

If it wasn't for Qin personally telling me, I definitely wouldn't believe that Duan Xiangloong would do this to me. After all, I had never used any underhanded methods on Duan Xiangloong before. Whether it was in the shopping mall or my love life, he and I had always been fair in our competition. I had never thought of harming him. After all, we had been classmates for four years.

Today, Qin put this bloody fact in front of me, I can't not believe all of this, can't not believe that Duan Xiangloong did something to me.

I couldn't help but think of Dong Xue. Is she still dead set on following Duan Xiangloong? Did she know that Duan Xiangloong was out drinking and looking for women to gamble with?

Thinking about Dong Xue and my past, I couldn't help but worry for Dong Xue.

Thinking about Dong Xue, I thought about Qiu Tong. What happened to Qiu Tong? On the other side, Lee Shun's parents had just adjusted their duties. Qiu Tong had rushed back to the Hsinghai in just a day's time, could there be a connection between them? Qiu Tong treated me as a normal friend and refused to tell me. Then, would Floating Dream tell Guest?

With that in mind, I impatiently turned on my computer and logged on to QQ. Immediately, I saw Floating Dream's message. It was left this afternoon, which was shortly after Qiu Tong arrived at Hsinghai. It was from the QQ on her phone.

I hastily looked at the message Floating Dream left for me. Just as I looked at the first message, I suddenly felt like I was struck by lightning.

"Keke, I'm getting engaged with my boyfriend tonight."

No wonder Qiu Tong's expression changed so much after receiving that phone call, no wonder she became so anxious. So it turns out that she received an irresistible order from someone in the Hsinghai to go back and get engaged to Lee Shun. These people were naturally her benefactors.

Trembling, I continued to read.

"I was on a business trip with Yi Ke at the Jiangzhe, and was in the middle of your home Ningzhou when I suddenly received a call from my benefactor making me have to rush back to the Hsinghai today to hold the engagement ceremony with their son. I knew that the moment I had always wanted to delay but couldn't resist was slowly closing in on me. After the engagement, it would be marriage. I was in pain, but I was helpless. I couldn't control my own fate, so I could only be like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered. I allowed others to arrange a journey for me, one step at a time.

I don't know where Fate is taking me, or where my soul ends up. Perhaps, this is the fate that I cannot change. Since I cannot change, then Keke, should you bless me? Will you bless me? The fate of reality dragged me step by step into the unknown abyss, and I had no choice but to walk into it.

"Since reality is irresistible, then, Keke, in this virtual world, bless me. I know, my final physical body and soul will no longer belong to me, my physical body will be swallowed by the cruel reality, and my soul, I hope to be able to forever remain in this invisible world. In this virtual space, I hope that I can preserve a part of my memories with good memories."

After reading the Floating Dream's message, my brain was on the verge of collapse.

I know that no matter how close I am to Qiu Tong in reality, I am unable to change her fate. Her fate can no longer be controlled by me, and the mirage that I have imagined countless times in my mind is gradually fading away.

In the end, she had to belong to Lee Shun. She had to be the Li family's daughter-in-law, and it definitely wouldn't be the Yi family.

I tore at my hair and let out a desperate howl...

I don't understand, didn't Lee Shun always swear that he would only agree to marry if Qiu Tong left her job and wanted her to give up on Xue'er? Although it's not a marriage right now, it's still a big step towards marriage, did Lee Shun give up his original intention and compromise?

Is Lee Shun really willing to get engaged this time? Or was he forced to agree to the pressure of his parents? Towards Lee Shun, who does things in an unpredictable manner, I can't use normal thinking to think about him. I can't figure out what he is thinking.

In any case, I knew that the beautiful soap bubbles that I had deliberately made myself were gradually breaking down and expanding, and soon they would be gone.

I indulge myself in illusory dreams, and the end result is that I will destroy my own soul.

I continued to read.

"Keke, let's not talk about this anymore. Saying these things will make you and me unhappy. Actually, this is only a matter of time. I shouldn't be so depressed myself, making everyone unhappy, my life is like this, why do I have to constantly go against fate, I should learn to let go, learn to accept fate's arrangement. "Hur hur, look. I smiled. I really laughed."

I could feel how much tears and pain there were in her smile, and I felt my eyes moisten and my heart wrench.

"Keke, let's talk about you. This time, when I came out to investigate, I had an unexpected harvest. In a place where I was an expert in newspaper business, I suddenly found a huge flaw in the management of newspaper business. At the same time, it suddenly occurred to me that this is also your fatal weakness." Next, Floating Dream talks about the business strategy and tactics I heard from Liu Yue.

I didn't have the heart to keep watching. I knew Floating Dream was comforting me, and it was changing the topic. I shut off the computer in a daze, and crazily walked back and forth in the room.

Once again, I stood at the window and looked out at the deep night sky. My mind calmed down a little, and started to think about my own reality and future. Qiu Tong wasn't mine, after all, I kept myself in a trance, constantly entangled with Floating Dream in the virtual world, dreaming about Qiu Tong in the real world. Is it me, or her, or us, that hurt me if I go on like this?

Qiu Tong was rational. She had stopped her illusionary steps in time to accept the reality of fate, but I was unwilling to wake up in reality. I would indulge myself several times in reality and refuse to walk out of that misty illusion.

I was thinking numbly, and my expression was clouded...

I understood what I should do in reality. In front of me was Hai Zhu, a Hai Zhu who was sincere towards me, but Qiu Tong from the mirage and Dong Xue from the heart, constantly from my heart, constantly disturbing my vision.

I can't let myself give birth to true love and love for Hai Zhu in my heart, I can't let myself express false feelings in front of Hai Zhu against my own will. I can't deceive Hai Zhu, and I can't deceive myself, otherwise, I won't have the face to face Hai Zhu, Haifeng, and I won't have the face to face with myself.

After some time, my cell phone rang again. It was Hai Zhu.

"Bro, I've already reached the bar, I didn't see you."

I was stunned. Looking at the time, it was already 9 o'clock. I told Hai Zhu I was going, and then I hurried down the stairs and took a taxi to the bar.

Twenty minutes later, I was sitting in a corner of the bar, across from Hai Zhu.

Hai Zhu's expression today was very calm and serene. When she saw me, she smiled and remained calm.

"You didn't fly today?" I said, picking up my glass and drinking my beer.

"He flew back from the Hsinghai in the afternoon!" Hai Zhu said.

"Oh …"

"I met Qiu Tong at the airport in the afternoon." Hai Zhu said.

I looked up at Hai Zhu.

"Not only did they meet Qiu Tong, they also met Lee Shun. They are on the same plane to the Hsinghai." Hai Zhu added, "Qiu Tong also asked me if I was flying this flight. I said I wasn't flying this flight."

I continued to look at Hai Zhu.

"Lee Shun returned to Hsinghai with two of his younger brothers." Hai Zhu said, "Someone named Er Zi whispered to me that Lee Shun and Qiu Tong were getting engaged tonight. They were going back to the Hsinghai to get engaged."

My body shuddered, but I didn't say anything.

"However, I can see that Lee Shun's expression isn't that good. He's ignoring Qiu Tong and talking on the phone with a dark face." Hai Zhu said, "I heard that after the incident, she took the initiative to speak to Qiu Tong as a congratulatory gesture. Qiu Tong's expression also seemed to be very unsightly. She forced a smile and didn't even thank me.

I remained silent, looking at the ceiling.

"Qiu Tong can understand even if she isn't happy. Who would feel comfortable following such a good woman like Lee Shun? However, what I don't understand is why Lee Shun isn't happy. He is just lucky." "Also, I don't understand why Qiu Tong insisted on following Lee Shun. Could it be that she took a fancy to someone else's money and family status?" Hai Zhu continued, "I feel that this doesn't match Qiu Tong's character and nature. Could it be that Qiu Tong has something that is hard to say?"

"Don't make wild guesses about other people's affairs!" I said.

Hai Zhu stopped talking, looked at me for a moment, then said, "Alright, let's not talk about this anymore. Bro, I invited you out tonight because I want to seriously discuss our matter."

I looked at Hai Zhu. "Speak!"

"Before we start talking, I want to ask you something!"

"Go ahead!"

"You didn't follow Qiu Tong back to the Hsinghai, was it especially for me to stay behind?" Hai Zhu's eyes were fixed on me, as if she was expecting something.

"Do you want to hear the truth or a lie?" "No," I said.

Hai Zhu's expression was somewhat dejected. "You're lying."

"Then my answer is the answer you wish for!" "No," I said.

Hai Zhu's eyes instantly dimmed and her lips tightly pursed. It seemed as if she couldn't hold back her tears any longer. But in the end, Hai Zhu didn't lose her composure. After a long while, she raised her head and forced a smile, "In the end, you won't lie to me. Sometimes, I actually hope that you will lie to me, but in the end, you won't."

"I'm sorry."1

"You didn't let me down." The expression on Hai Zhu's face hardened as she looked at me. "Alright, let's talk about our matter."

I didn't dare look into Hai Zhu's bright eyes. I looked down at the table.

"I've decided —" Hai Zhu said.

I looked up at Hai Zhu. "What did you decide?"

At that moment, I understood Hai Zhu's meaning in my heart.

"I've decided to give up —" Hai Zhu said softly, then sighed deeply.

I was silent, with a deep sense of guilt toward Hai Zhu.

"Love is a matter between two people. It requires interaction and cannot be broken." Hai Zhu went on to say: "I have tried to walk into your heart, and I have tried very hard, and tried very hard, but, finally, I understand, emotional matters, can not force, love, is not said in the mouth, is buried deep in the heart, saying love or not love, does not represent the true feelings in the heart, and the true feelings in the heart, sometimes are not transferred by the will of the person.

No matter what you know about her situation, no matter if she still belongs to you or not, your heart has never let her go. I will never be able to take over her position in your heart, and I admit that I have failed, and I admit that I admit defeat. So, I decided to give up trying. I decided to turn myself into your other cloud. "

Hai Zhu's voice was sorrowful and sorrowful, yet it was also filled with determination and relief.

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