212: C212 Do Not Blame Yourself

C212 Do Not Blame Yourself

I looked at Hai Zhu and said again, "Hai Zhu, I'm sorry. I tried my best. I wanted to accept you, but I didn't want to lie to you. I also didn't want to lie to myself. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. "

I understand what you mean. I sincerely hope that you can be with the person you love. I hope to see a happy you, a happy and happy you. In the future, I will be your little sister. A sister who is as intimate as the clouds and surpasses love. From now on, I have two brothers, one is you and the other is Haifeng. Brother, what do you think? "

I couldn't help but nod.

"Brother, there's something I want to tell you," Hai Zhu said.

Hai Zhu finally said that. I looked up at Hai Zhu.

"Before we talk about this, I want to apologize on behalf of Haifeng and me!" Hai Zhu said.

"Oh …"

"What I want to talk about has to do with Sister Sister Dong Xue. Brother Hai Feng knew about it earlier, but because of my relationship with you, he kept it a secret and didn't tell you about it. As for me, I only found out about it a few days ago." Hai Zhu said with a guilty expression.

When I heard that, my heart tightened. I stared at Hai Zhu and said, "Go on."

Hai Zhu raised her glass and took a sip of beer. She composed herself and looked at me, saying, "Bro, Sister Dong Xue has already left Duan Xiangloong."

When I heard that, my head exploded. I looked at Hai Zhu and anxiously said, "What did you say? Say that again! "

"Sister Dong Xue is no longer with Duan Xiangloong. She left Duan Xiangloong a long time ago. Brother Hai Feng knows about this after the new year. I just found out about it recently." Hai Zhu said, "Sister Dong Xue has always been by herself. Brother Hai Feng thought that she was still with Duan Xiangloong before the Spring Festival, but only found out by chance. After that, he purposely didn't tell you about what happened between you and me." So, I want to apologize for him. "

I don't take Haifeng's apology to heart, and I won't hold a grudge against him for this. I understand what he's thinking, but what I'm most concerned about right now is where is Dong Xue?

I looked at Hai Zhu anxiously. "Hai Zhu, I don't blame Haifeng. Tell me, where is Dong Xue now?"

"Ningzhou!"

"Where is he at the Ningzhou?" I was getting more and more anxious. I couldn't wait to see Dong Xue.

To this day, I still don't know why Dong Xue left me.

However, I still do not want to believe that Dong Xue would betray our original vow, abandoning our love.

What Hai Zhu said today set off huge waves in my heart. The longing and worry that I had been harboring for a long time burst out at the same time. I really wanted to see Dong Xue immediately.

I'm sure now that Dong Xue went to Hsinghai to look for me when I saw her last year. She got the address of the company I faked for her from my mother.

Hai Zhu was silent for a long time. She bit her lips and looked at me without saying anything.

I felt myself lose my composure and forced myself to calm down. I looked at Hai Zhu.

Hai Zhu looked at me for a long time before sighing deeply. Then she stood up, looked at her watch and said, "Brother, I'm leaving. It's time for me to leave."

With that, Hai Zhu lowered her head and turned to leave.

"Hai Zhu —" I sat there and called out.

Hai Zhu stopped and turned her head to smile at me. She forced a smile and said, "I really envy her. Brother, I'm leaving."

With that, Hai Zhu left in a hurry.

I just sat there in a daze.

After a while, my phone received a message. It was Hai Zhu's phone, "Now, to the left of the fountain at the Tianyi Square Center, you will see her. Go."

My nerves tightened, I paid my bill, left the bar, and ran frantically to the fountain in the middle of the square.

At this time, there weren't many tourists left on the Tianyi Square. Not far away from the fountain, under the light of the lamp, I saw a figure that I was extremely familiar with standing next to the fountain, with his back facing me. That figure seemed to be waiting for something as he silently watched the water that was rising and falling from the fountain.

I ran to a place not far behind her while panting heavily. Suddenly, I slowed down my footsteps and tried my best to calm my breathing. I tried my best to suppress my wild and violent emotions as I slowly walked behind Dong Xue.

This is Dong Xue, as expected, it is Dong Xue, I was obsessed with Dong Xue, I missed Dong Xue! She was so close to me now that I could almost smell the familiar scent of her body.

"Dong Xue …" For a moment, I tried to keep my voice calm.

Dong Xue's body trembled violently for a moment. Then, she slowly turned around …

Just a few minutes ago, just before I saw Dong Xue, I had thought that an uncontrollable impulse would overwhelm me, that long periods of nostalgia would drive me crazy, that deep buried excitement would drive me hysterical.

However, at this moment, I was surprisingly calm. At least, I looked calm on the outside.

Some things we can't control, so we have to control ourselves.

That's what I was doing at the moment, trying to control my emotions so that I wouldn't lose my composure. After all, I'm not the old me, and Dong Xue is not the old Dong Xue, and the state between us is also not the same as before.

The moment I saw Dong Xue, my mind suddenly cleared up to the point where I could recognize the reality of the situation. Although my heart is still bubbling with violent emotions of hurt and sadness.

I stood a foot away from Dong Xue and watched her slowly turn around.

I know that Dong Xue's appearance at this time must be related to Hai Zhu, and it must have been arranged by Hai Zhu. Hai Zhu seemed to have arranged everything for tonight.

"Ke — —" Dong Xue spat out these two words before biting her lips and staring at me with her two eyes. Her body was trembling slightly as though she was trying her best to suppress her emotions.

"Dong Xue — —" My voice quivered slightly.

"Ke — —" Dong Xue's lips were trembling nonstop.

The surroundings were very quiet. The sounds of tourists chatting and laughing came from afar. The fountain behind Dong Xue was still erupting, and under the multicolored lights, it reflected the colorful splashes of water.

Dong Xue and I looked at each other, forgetting everything around us and the spring night wind.

Dong Xue was still as pretty as ever. The two beautiful eyes on her thin face were still bright. Her long eyelashes fluttered …

It was the familiar face and eyes I had touched and kissed countless times, the incomparable window of my mind.

I looked at Dong Xue, at all the things that had once been my own.

Dong Xue stared at me, at me, who had disappeared for more than nine months, suddenly reappearing in front of her.

In the distance, a voice floated over: "A dream of endless and unending love. A fast knife can't break a single thread of love. Do you remember that frosty day, or the sound of the wooden fish. A couple walking all the way to heaven, their eyes infatuated with each other …

This scene, listening to this song, my heart surged with emotions, feelings of ups and downs, feelings of warmth.

"The love silk is like a lotus root weaving a rope, tying up the sunlight and the moon's shadow. How can I forget about the summer night hearing the cicadas chirping, how can I forget about the winter morning walking on the snow?"

Dong Xue also seemed to be moved by the song, sparkling and translucent tears seeped out from the corner of her eyes.

"Other people look forward to reuniting with each other for a long time, but reuniting is just like being afraid of the rush of the sun. We will meet again and again after parting. The road is also filled with tears …"

As the singing continued, the impulse and passion in my heart was aroused once again. I could no longer suppress it as I hoarsely called out to Dong Xue once more. "Dong Xue …"

"Ke …" Dong Xue's passion seemed to have been piqued by the singing as well. She seemed to have been aroused by my voice. Her voice choked with emotions as she called out to me.

I finally opened my arms, as I had so many times before.

Dong Xue finally threw herself into my arms, as she had so many times before.

What a familiar and unfamiliar embrace, what a familiar and long-lost emotion, how close and distant the person is.0

Dong Xue and I tightly embraced, tightly...

It was as if we had never hugged so tightly and so impulsively before.

I could smell Dong Xue's familiar body scent again. I could feel Dong Xue's familiar body scent.

Thinking about the rough experiences and hardships of the past nine months, thinking about the emotional passing of the past years and the vows they made, thinking about how things changed when I saw them again, my eyes moistened.

Dong Xue wrapped her arms around my waist and buried her face in my shoulder.

I knew that at this moment, Dong Xue must be in tears.

I don't know what Dong Xue did in the past, or how she came about it, or whether she ever did anything to let me down, or did anything to let me down.

I only know, my heart has never forgotten her, I have never been able to forget her, she has always been in my heart can not be erased.

All I know is, we've met again.

In this moment, all my doubts from the past and all my past hardships have all vanished. I didn't want to think about it any longer, all I could see was Dong Xue in my arms. Dong Xue was my first love, my most cherished woman, and more than nine months after I lost her, I held her in my arms.

In the wandering years after I lost Dong Xue, I met Qiu Tong. She was so captivating to me that I couldn't help but feel a wonderful illusion that I had never experienced before in my life. It allowed me to temporarily forget the pain of Dong Xue's departure and receive a psychedelic comfort.

However, as long as it's a dream, there's bound to be a day when I wake up. Qiu Tong is currently walking toward her and is turning my dream into dust one step at a time.

Just as my dreams were about to collapse, Dong Xue, my first love, actually appeared in reality! I lost a dream, a reality. Could it be that all of this was the arrangement of the heavens? Was it all a matter of fate?

The loss of Dong Xue made my heart tear and my lungs ache. Unknowingly, Floating Dream and Dong Xue became the women of my life, one in an illusory space, the other in a real world.

In this illusory world, I will never forget about Floating Dream. In the real world, time has never erased the deep feelings I have for Dong Xue. As for Qiu Tong, how much do I wish I could merge her and Floating Dream together? However, I know that this will forever be impossible.

I remember someone saying that it was always painful when faced with fantasy and reality. Either you get knocked down by pain or you step on it. As for me, I lack the determination and courage to step on my pain beneath my feet.

Hai Zhu and Yun, they can enter my kinship world, but not my life. This isn't something that I have to do on purpose, it's fate.

After Dong Xue left, I met Qiu Tong. Even though I was unable to obtain it in reality, I was able to obtain the consolation of my Floating Dream in the virtual space, allowing my illusory and sorrowful soul to gain the space to continue living.

When I was finally unable to make the illusion a reality, when the illusion was about to be shattered, Dong Xue appeared before me once more, giving me a chance to reclaim the past. My lonely heart was once again comforted.

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