219: C219 Relief

C219 Relief

After the passion, I lit a cigarette and reclined on the bed until I was half smoked before Dong Xue lightly sat up and went to the bathroom.

At this point, I couldn't help but glance down at Dong Xue's body. Sure enough, there weren't any red marks on the bed sheets.

Even though I was prepared for this result, I still felt a sense of sadness. I understood what it meant, so I didn't dare to continue thinking about it.

Dong Xue came back after I finished smoking. Leaning on my side, I saw that Dong Xue's eyes seemed to have a sense of relief at this moment.

Dong Xue lit up a cigarette and took two puffs. She muttered to herself, "This hurdle has finally passed."

I didn't say anything. I knew what Dong Xue meant by 'once, we were all virgins'. Now, we are both virgins. She had other men, and I had other women. We waited for each other to return the courtesy.

They were on the same level now, and she had found the balance. If she felt guilty towards me when we first met, then, at this moment, she seemed to have found the balance.

I didn't know how to evaluate Dong Xue's words. I finally had my first love, I rubbed my eyes as I thought about Dong Xue, my soul and body both ascended to the next level. However, things changed and I felt an indescribable emptiness and loneliness in my heart.

I had that affair with Cloud before Dong Xue, of course Dong Xue would think that I had that affair with Hai Zhu, and since Dong Xue didn't give me her first time, then, should I put it aside completely and stop thinking about Dong Xue's past?

I don't think that I am someone who has a deep feminine complex, and I don't think that this will hinder the development of my relationship with Dong Xue. Otherwise, why would I bring Dong Xue to the Hsinghai?

After all, Dong Xue is my first love, first love, for me, is so engraved, so deep into the marrow.

Besides, I had always believed that Dong Xue loved me, no matter what had happened in the past.

I sighed lightly in my heart as I gently embraced Dong Xue in my embrace.

"Ke, you really don't want to know what happened in the past?" Dong Xue brought up the topic again.

"At least, now, I don't want to know," I said hoarsely.

"Why?" Dong Xue said.

"Is it good for me, for you, for us to know this?" "No," I said.

"I don't know. I just want you to know that no matter what I've done to you in the past, my heart will always be yours." Dong Xue said gloomily.

"I believe, I understand, I know." I said, "That's enough. I just need to know that your heart is mine. That's enough. I want your heart. "

"Since you don't want to ask now, fine, when do you want to ask again, I will tell you everything." Dong Xue said, "Of course, if you don't ask me, I won't ask you about your past, because I know in my heart that no matter which woman you once had, your heart will always be mine. For me, this is enough."

Dong Xue's words made me feel ashamed. It was as if I had done something shameful, as if I had shamelessly seen Dong Xue. At the same time, I couldn't help but feel moved by Dong Xue's magnanimity and tolerance towards me.

"Dong Xue, let's forget about the past and keep moving forward. From now on, we'll be together forever!" Thinking of the past wandering years, my heart sour, but also some gratification.

Dong Xue nodded and smiled at me. "Kiss me —"

I lowered my head and kissed Dong Xue's lips.

Dong Xue took a drag from her cigarette. "Ke, when we left the airport tonight, I met that Manager Yi, that Boss Qiu thing. Is he your customer?"

"What's wrong?" "No," I said.

"Nothing much, I just feel that this person's attitude towards us is very cold, as if he is ignoring us!" Dong Xue said.

I exhaled: "This Boss Qiu is not my client, she is my superior!"

"Chief?" Dong Xue was stunned and looked at me. "Supervisor?" Your boss? How can you have a boss? Didn't you start your own company here? "

Seeing Dong Xue's surprised expression, my heart sank. I smiled bitterly, "Dong Xue, I lied to my mother about that. I didn't let her know about my bankruptcy, so I was afraid that my parents were worried. Think about it, I just went bankrupt, so where did the money come from to open a company? I am currently working on Hsinghai and Issuing Company. "

"But what did she call you?" Dong Xue said.

"Because I'm the manager of a department called Issuing Company. I'm in charge." I said, "I'm a worker now. I get a salary and a bonus."

"Is that true?" Or are you just teasing me? " Dong Xue was still skeptical.

"I'm not lying to you, it's true!" "No," I said.

"Then... This house of yours. " Dong Xue said again.

"A lodging-house," I said.

Dong Xue listened to me with a face full of disappointment and disappointment. She stared at me as if she couldn't accept the reality of what had happened.

Looking at Dong Xue's expression, I felt a sudden panic in my heart, a sudden feeling of helplessness.

Ever since I met Dong Xue, I saw that she had always been full of praise and admiration for me. I had never seen such an expression on her face before.

Dong Xue pressed her unfinished cigarette to death, then slipped out of bed, looked up at the ceiling, and suddenly fell silent.

After a long while, Dong Xue murmured, "Yes, you just went bankrupt, how could you open a company so quickly? I should have thought of it, I should have thought of it. "

Hearing Dong Xue's words, it was as if my heart was stabbed. I lay down and hugged Dong Xue's body, then patted Dong Xue's back, and kissed her face, "Dong Xue, after Ningzhou's company went bankrupt, plus you, I completely sunk into oblivion. But now, with you, I have the motivation to pull myself together, believe in me, I will pull myself together, I will get up again as soon as possible, I want to stand up once more. I want to have my own business and company, believe in me, I will."

I don't know if I was afraid that Dong Xue's disappointment was giving Dong Xue confidence or that I was continuing to give myself encouragement.

Dong Xue looked at me. "You'll need a lot of money to start a company. Where can you get that money from now?"

I hurriedly said, "I will do my job well, try to get more bonuses, save more money, spend a year trying to save a sum of money, start from a small company, slowly grow. As long as I work hard, as long as I work hard, I will definitely work hard. "

I know, under the current situation, I can't leave Issuing Company, Lee Shun has already set me up, I either stay in Issuing Company or return to his underworld, I have no third way. In the underworld, although I can earn a lot of money, I absolutely cannot go back.

Dong Xue looked at me but said nothing.

"Dong Xue, you don't believe in my abilities? I can do it, you know, when our old company started growing up, it was less than 100 thousand dollars. " I caressed Dong Xue's cheek and said, "Now, as long as you support me, believe me, with you by my side, I will have the motivation to rise again. I'm a capable person, I will definitely be able to earn a lot of money and lead a good life."

Dong Xue looked at me for a long time before she forced a smile. The smile was a little bitter.

"Dong Xue — believe me, I will definitely be able to do it!" I said incoherently.

Dong Xue pursed her lips and said softly, "Ke, alright, I believe you." Dong Xue's voice was dry and filled with an unconcealable melancholy.

My heart aches a little, a man cannot let the woman he loves live the ideal comfortable life, how failed.

I couldn't help but feel a sense of urgency and pressure, because of Dong Xue's disappointment.

At that moment, a thought even flashed through my mind: Go back to Lee Shun.

I know, as long as I go back to Lee Shun's side, as long as I want money, I will soon have a lot of money. The amount of money I earn in a year is no less than what I earned when I started a company.

As this thought flashed through my mind, I couldn't help but be shocked by myself.

I know, if I really go back to Lee Shun's side, although I can earn a lot of money, but what awaits me is the bottomless abyss, and the consequences are unimaginable.

I can't go this way unless I have to. What I need to do now is to work hard at Issuing Company, try my best to earn large amounts of money, and complete the accumulation of the original funds as soon as possible. Then, I can find an opportunity to get rid of Lee Shun's control, start a new company, and start anew.

Thinking of this, I began to look forward to the grand blueprint in front of Dong Xue, constantly giving her confidence.

Dong Xue might have seen my anxiety and nervousness, so she kissed my forehead and said softly, "Ke, don't think too much. Take it one step at a time, don't put too much pressure on yourself. It's getting late, go to sleep. "

Dong Xue was fast asleep in my arms, but I wasn't sleepy anymore. I stared at the ceiling in a daze.2

Dong Xue's return made me feel pressure that I hadn't felt in over nine months. Of course, it also brought with it an incomparable motivation. The passion and impulse to start anew was completely aroused. I was determined to start rising again.

Of course, ideals were not dreams, they had to be based on reality. Currently, what I needed to do was to quickly finish the accumulation of the original funds without being able to leave the Issuing Company, and at the same time, think of all ways to escape Lee Shun's control and regain my former glory.

Qiu Tong isn't mine, she's Lee Shun's, Floating Dream can never enter my reality. Since I want to live in this society, then I must live in reality! The only woman in my reality is Dong Xue! The Dong Xue that I lost and regained!

Even though the Dong Xue that returned wasn't as perfect as before, wasn't it the same for me as well? Dong Xue didn't argue with me about the past. Am I supposed to keep brooding over her past?

Although the love I sought back was scarred, with the foundation of our past, the unforgettable first love, I believed that we would be able to recover the happy feelings and good times of the past.

I couldn't help but think of what Floating Dream had once told me: "Life is a struggle, for one's ideals, for one's career, for love."

At the moment, love is the driving force and catalyst of my struggle. It is the foundation and powerful energy of my re-emergence.

Recalling the experiences of the past 9 months, my heart fluctuates with emotion, what is life?

If life is a straight line, then should I go on like this? Since it was a straight line, why would there be any problems?

If life is a circle, then should I break the circle, or should I just walk around...

After thinking about it for a long time, I finally fell asleep.

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