299: C299 Drunkenness

C299 Drunkenness

Hai Zhu and I finished a bottle of Erguotou, and the drunkenness in my head became even stronger. My entire mind was almost a boiling paste, almost completely intoxicated by the extreme excitement.

In the end, I couldn't even remember how I got into the bedroom and how I fell on the bed. I could only remember the sound of "pa," as if Hai Zhu had turned off the light in the bedroom, and then my vision went dark, and I entered a completely dark world.

The night was prone to hallucinations, and as I lay in bed, my highly excited brain, under the anesthetic of alcohol, produced ethereal and passionate hallucinations. I felt as if I had entered another void, as if my brain were excited, my body was excited, and I had no reason to do so.

In a trance, I felt a warm, soft, and elastic body snuggling against me. This body was so warm and fragrant that it aroused a wave of comfort in my sorrowful heart …

I tried to open my eyes to look at the body, but I couldn't. It was pitch black.

This darkness was incomparably cold and serene, yet it was also extremely ambiguous. Qiu Tong suddenly flashed before my eyes, and then the clouds, and then Dong Xue, and then Hai Zhu …

The warmth of my body stimulated me. It was as if I had been aroused by my instincts in a dream. In a trance, I saw Dong Xue's body, but it also seemed to be a cloud's body, sometimes transforming into Hai Zhu's and Qiu Tong's.

These are the four women from Hsinghai. I don't know who will be my final resting place!

In the endless darkness, I felt that body closing in on me. It was timid, nervous, yet full of courage. Shame, fear, yet also determination …

I didn't know if it was reality or a dream. I tried to open my eyes, but I couldn't. I tried to scream, but I couldn't.

Suddenly, Qiu Tong's smile appeared in my mind. She looked at me affectionately, gently caressing my body and whispering softly in my ear, "Keke, you're great. You're the best. I am your dream, Ruo Meng's heart is not only yours, Ruo Meng's body will always be yours, I love you, Keke, do you love me? Tell me, tell me, do you love me? "

My brain seemed to be about to burst out, my heart was surging, my tears suddenly burst out of my eyes, the endless sorrow in my heart instantly vanished, turning into a warm spring rain.

I clung to her body, clung to her, let my hot tears fall on her cheeks and neck, and whispered fervently in her ear, "I love... I love... "I love you …"

At that moment, my soul suddenly felt as hot as a flame, my body suddenly became uncontrollable, and I couldn't wait to combine myself with her, to sublimate my soul in the process.

I growled and hugged her to my chest …

At that moment, I heard her whisper, "Love you... Love you... I am yours... I'm your woman... In this lifetime, I am your woman. "

At that moment, my tears gushed out again. The sorrow and sadness in my heart turned into tears.

I felt as if I had gone from virtual to real, and from reality back to virtual. I felt as if I had begun to walk with her into the heaven of my heart, filled with intense love and honey.

"I love you... "I love you …" I crazily called out, releasing my long-missed passion in the lonely and lonely soul...

Everything was in the dream, yet everything was in reality again. Everything was going on, yet everything was still ethereal.

I felt my soul drifting, my body bursting, I felt her softness, her motherhood, her gentleness, her love opening to me, accepting me without reservation.

Finally, my brain started to feel dizzy, my consciousness started to become cloudy, my soul rose to its peak, and my body was released to its limits.

After dizziness, my will collapsed, and I passed out in the Illusory Paradise.

When I finally woke up and opened my eyes, there was light in the room and dawn had arrived.

I suddenly found myself in the arms of Hai Zhu who was sleeping soundly, naked as a fruit, and me as well.

I was shocked. A loud bang resounded in my brain!

God, what did I do last night? Was what happened last night a dream or did it really happen? Didn't I dream about doing that thing with Qiu Tong and Floating Dream? Why is Hai Zhu lying here like this now?

I sat up gently and without disturbing Hai Zhu, shook my head and looked at the bed. It was a mess, with my clothes and Hai Zhu's clothes scattered on the bed and on the floor.

I stared blankly at Hai Zhu's fair body. It was a bit dazzling, so I quickly turned it around and saw a dark red color on the bed sheets …

Ah — I almost cried out, and my heart gave a violent jolt!

Then, the illusion in my brain last night was not fake, it was real. I did that thing with Hai Zhu in a hallucination last night, and Hai Zhu gave it to me for the first time.

I was dumbstruck, and my heart surged with incomparable guilt towards Hai Zhu. I'm sorry to Hai Zhu, I'm sorry to my brother Haifeng, and I even felt that I had let down my Floating Dream.

I'm really a beast, I got messy after drinking too much, the last time was a cloud, this time it's Hai Zhu, I'm really a bastard!

I raised my hand and slapped my face!

"Pa ~ ~" A crisp sound woke Hai Zhu. She opened her eyes and looked at me before looking back at herself. She exclaimed, blushing. She pulled up the blanket and wrapped it around herself before burying her face in the pillow.

I got up in a hurry and put on my pajamas. I sat beside Hai Zhu with mixed feelings. After a moment of silence, I lit a cigarette and took two deep puffs.

After a while, I said, "Zhu, right... Sorry... I am an animal! I... I hurt you... I... I'm a bastard. "

I repeated the words incoherently, unable to think of any better words.

Hai Zhu lay motionlessly under the blanket, her thoughts a mystery.

I felt even more guilty and kept nagging, apologizing and regretting.

"Pfft — —" Hai Zhu suddenly burst out laughing from her pillow.

I was stunned as I stared blankly at Hai Zhu.

After a while Hai Zhu rolled over and sat up, still wrapped in the quilt, her face bashful, but with happiness and satisfaction, and threw herself into my arms, threw her head into mine, and wrapped her arms around my waist, whispering, "Bro — stop it, hold me."

I didn't move.

"Big Bro." Hai Zhu said again and hugged me even tighter.

I put my hand on Hai Zhu's back, behind the covers.

"Hold me tight —" Hai Zhu said again.

I used my strength.

"Brother, you don't have to blame yourself. All of this was voluntary on me. I like you. I love you. I'm willing to give myself to you. Last night, I gave it to you for the first time. I was very happy. I was very satisfied. I was very happy. " Hai Zhu whispered in my arms.

"But, Zhu, I …"

"Don't say anymore. I told you, I volunteered." Hai Zhu looked up at me, her face bashful. "I finally gave myself to you. I've always wanted to give myself to you. "Here, I have no regrets."

"Zhu, I'm such a bastard. I shouldn't have drank that last night, and you shouldn't have drunk that either." I said, ashamed.

"Brother, stop lying to yourself. Last night, I finally knew that you loved me, you never said you loved me, but last night, at that time, I finally knew that you loved me." Hai Zhu said, "Last night, before we... When you said you loved me over and over again in my ear. "Bro, at that moment, I was really enchanted. I finally knew that you really loved me, but because of Sister Dong Xue's existence, you always had obstacles in your heart, and in reality, when you were awake, you always avoided me. However, when we were together, you finally said that you loved me, loved me."

The expression on Hai Zhu's face was blissful and intoxicated.

My heart suddenly shook, I vaguely remembered the scene from last night. Last night, I said that I loved you to Ruo Meng, although I didn't say the name, but in my heart, I said it to the Floating Dream, while Hai Zhu treated it as me saying it to her.

In other words, I finished doing what Guest and Yi Ke did on Hai Zhu's body regarding Floating Dream's first masturbation of Qiu Tong.

I wanted to tell Hai Zhu, but I didn't dare. I knew that if I didn't say it to her, it would be a fatal blow to her. It would be too cruel.

"Bro, when you wanted me last night, I thought that even if you didn't love me, I would still be willing to give myself to you, because I love you, if I gave it to you, I wouldn't make you take responsibility for me. I would already be satisfied if I could give my body to the man I love the most. But, to my surprise, you really love me, you whispered in my ear that you love me. "Brother, I'm really happy right now. I know that right now, I'm the happiest woman in the world." Hai Zhu lay meekly in my arms again. She reached out and caressed my face, looking at me affectionately. Her face was filled with the happiness of a little woman.

I clearly saw reality. No matter how much love I had for Hai Zhu in my heart, no matter how much it compared to my love for Dong Xue and Floating Dream, the reality was that I already had Hai Zhu. I wanted her body, and I also wanted her soul.

She didn't want me to take responsibility for her, that was her way of thinking, but how could I not take responsibility for her?

I had already disgraced the clouds once, and although they did not demand anything of me after they woke up, I still felt a deep sense of guilt towards them. After all, Yun Che gave his body to me, but I didn't take her. Even though I paid a huge price to save Yun Xiao, it still doesn't amount to much. Can I make up for the emotions the clouds gave me?0

Now that I've done this to Hai Zhu, can I really be irresponsible?

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