C749 Dispersion Transfer
"Everything is good, our brothers have all moved out to hide. Boss Lee has been staying at the Southern Courtyard Hotel for the past few days, and he seems to be very relaxed. He would skate if he had nothing to do." Qin said.
"Where's Duan Xiangloong?" Are there any abnormal reactions? " I asked again.
"Everything is still the same, I can't see any abnormal behavior. Seeing that Boss Lee and I are still chatting and laughing like before. It is as if he doesn't know anything, as if nothing regarding Ningzhou or Hsinghai has happened. "
"Oh."
"Actually, according to Boss Lee's temper, he already did something to Duan Xiangloong, but he promised you that he would leave Duan Xiangloong to you. Therefore, he endured it. He maintained his usual attitude in front of Duan Xiangloong, and didn't reveal the slightest bit of doubt in his heart. Qin said.
I was silent for a while, then said, "Where is the Ningzhou Police? Are there any movements? "
"For the time being, I can't see anything. It seems like they are asleep." Qin said.
"Perhaps, this is the calm before the great battle." "No," I said.
"It's hard to say. "I don't know what method Boss Lee used, but the remnants of the former police chief who kept getting restless a while ago, like Lao Jiu, are now completely still." Qin said.
"Oh." I continued, "Do you all know about the matter regarding Hsinghai and the result of the tax evasion?"
"Boss Lee already knows. "But he found out the moment he came out." "Judging from Boss Lee's reaction, it seems that this result was within his expectations," Wu said.
"Bai Laosan traced the person who leaked the information to Zhang Xiaotian and found 2 million in cash in his dorm. "Zhang Xiaotian has been controlled. He will be executed by Bai Laosan in the future." "No," I said.
"Oh. Zhang Xiaotian? How could it be him? This. Is that possible? He did not need to be so secretive in order to provide information to Boss Lee. Also, Zhang Xiaotian had been there for so long, but he had never provided valuable information to Boss Lee. Many of the information was either known by Boss Lee or fake. "Boss Lee didn't trust him for a long time. Why is it that Bai Laosan was the one to investigate the matter, and why is he still going to be executed?"
"I also think that there's some suspicion that it's not him, but he actually found 2 million in his dorm, and he sneakily took out a stack of documents from Finance Center as proof. Zhang Xiaotian will never admit it, but Bai Laosan is sure that it's him. " "No," I said.
"There's something fishy about this. Could it be that Zhang Xiaotian thought that Boss Lee gave him too little reward in the past and purposely made it a mystery this time around?" Qin's voice sounded very confused. "I'll report this to Boss Lee immediately."
After hanging up, I watched the TV for half a day. On the Hsinghai news, I saw the Party Secretary, saw Guan Yunfei, saw Lei Zheng, the Party Secretary was in the countryside researching and researching the farmland and water conservancy and capital construction this winter and next spring, Guan Yunfei was speaking at the coordination meeting for the issuance of the Party Newspaper, and Lei Zheng was in the grassroots inspecting the comprehensive management of social security.
The three of them were very busy.
At present, these three people seem to be very far away from me.
After watching Hsinghai News, I opened my laptop, went online, logged in QQ, and got Floating Dream.
"You're here." "No," I said.
"Yes, I just got on." You just arrived too? " "No," she said.
"Yes!"
"How are you doing?" "No," she said.
"Being busy is not a happy thing. "What about you?" "No," I said.
"Similarly, being busy isn't something to be happy about." She said, "Why aren't you happy?"
"Because I know you're not happy, so I'm not happy." "No," I said.
"You can use remote sensing? You can die! "I don't believe it!"
"Why aren't you happy?"
"A lot of things have happened recently. These things make it really hard for me to be happy." "No," she said.
"Can you tell me something?"
"Do you still remember the child I told you about last year, whom I picked up at the Hsinghai?"
"I remember!"
"Only recently did I learn that she was actually the biological daughter of the son of my benefactor whom I am going to marry. It was a child he gave birth to in 03, a prodigious woman. Everyone thought that the child was no longer in the world, but Yi Ke and I just so happened to pick it up from the Qingdao. Both he and his parents now know that this child is their blood and bone.
"You're surprised, aren't you?"
"It's more than just accidents, it's shock! To think that there was such a coincidence in the world. Of course, he was also very pleased. After all, this child is able to find his true kin. After all, he and my benefactor are also able to meet their daughter and granddaughter. However, the seismic waves in his heart had never subsided, and he was still unable to get over it. I can't say what I feel in my heart. "
"What else is there to be unhappy about?"
"Yi Ke and his girlfriend broke up."
"What does this have to do with you? Why are you unhappy?"
"Yes, perhaps, this is their own matter and it has nothing to do with me. However, as a friend, I feel unhappy in my heart. And, indistinctly, I seem to have had something to do with me, as if I had played a dishonorable part in it. This makes me uneasy. "
"Actually, you have feelings for Yi Ke that you can't explain, right? Is that why you feel uneasy? "Actually, since they've broken up, shouldn't you feel more at ease? At the very least, you won't feel conflicted about not going with your sister."
"Before they broke up, I felt tangled and uneasy, and after they broke up, I felt more uneasy and guilty. I really shouldn't have that feeling about Yi Ke. I shouldn't have, I'm an adult, I should have controlled my own thoughts. "I always felt that I was an unforgivable bad woman. On one hand, I had an object I wanted to marry, on the other hand, there was an inseparable relationship between you and me in the virtual space. On the other hand, I had a baffling feeling towards Yi Ke."
I said, "I didn't look at you like that. In reality, the person you are going to marry is someone you don't love. You are just going to have to repay the debt of gratitude. This is not love. As for your emotions in the virtual world and the real world, I know that they came about naturally, because the reason for that was because you subconsciously matched me with Yi Ke. So you don't have to blame yourself. People's natural emotions are sometimes not subjectively controllable. "
"Unconsciously …" "Coalesce …" After she said this, she suddenly fell silent.
After half a day, she said, "Guest —"
"He's here!"
"Where are you?"
"You know where I am!"
"Who are you?"
"You know who I am!"
"Where's Yi Ke?"
"He's at the Hsinghai."
"Who is Yi Ke?"
"He's your subordinate!"
She was silent again.
I was silent, too.
After half a day, she asked, "Guest, are you in the air or in reality?"
I said, "I'm in reality."
"No, you are in the air. However, in reality, I often see you. Seeing your shadow in the air before my eyes. Wandering in the space in my mind. Guest, you're driving me crazy. Do you know that? Just because I don't want to talk to you these days doesn't mean that my thoughts have stopped. It doesn't mean that my brain cells are dead.
Many times, I couldn't help but ask you for your phone number and video, but I controlled myself and convinced myself that I knew what the reality before me was, and that reality couldn't be changed.
By doing so, I will make myself go further and further away. I will make both of us fall into an irreparable situation. It will hurt you and me. Therefore, I can only let you live in my air, so that I can breathe you everywhere in the world. In this way, I should be satisfied. I must be satisfied.
After all, I will carry the guilt and shame of spiritual betrayal to welcome my reality, walk into a marriage without love, and you, I hope you can walk out of the illusion of entanglement, in reality find the true love that belongs to you, open your happy life. After all, all of this was a dream, a dream without an ending. Dreams were all illusory, whether it was Guest or Yi Ke, they were both fleeting clouds in the illusion. The divine horses are all fleeting clouds. "2
I silently looked at Floating Dream's words. I could imagine what she felt in her heart right now.
"In the end, you are still unable to leave your reality. In the end, you won't and you don't want to and you don't dare to walk out of your reality. " "No," I said.
"Yes, I can't. Personality determines fate. I can't let myself walk out. It's not that I don't want to, it's that I don't dare. I didn't dare to go against my own conscience, my own principles, or my own inborn heart. Because he did not dare, he was unwilling. Because he did not want to, he did not want to. Some things, I will struggle, some things, I must obey, I cannot fight. This is all fate. Destiny is preordained in my previous life, and cannot be changed. "
I could feel her cold, desolate heart.
"Ruo Meng, whether you and I can enter the real world or not, perhaps we will never be able to appear in the real world. However, I want to let you know that nothing in this world can ever change. As long as I change, there will be a turning point, and I will have a chance at survival. "
As I said this, I thought back to what I said to Lee the other day, as well as Lee's expression. I didn't know if I was comforting her or deceiving myself.
"Guest, I understand what you mean. The change you're talking about is something I wouldn't even dare dream of. He never dared to think about it. Why not? Because I know it won't happen. You don't know them. You don't understand.
From the day I came into contact with them, I knew that my fate was no longer my own. I knew that I no longer belonged to myself. Now I can see what the end of my life will be like, my life, that's all. Everything was in this orbit. This life, I accept. "
The words from Floating Dream caused my heart to feel a sense of sadness, and my entire body to feel cold.
"Often, I will think that Guest is Yi Ke, whom I see every day in front of me. Often, I will think that Yi Ke is Guest who is floating in the air above me. I can't change reality.
At best, I could satisfy my humble and pathetic needs in the space of my imagination. In reality, I was deeply touched by Yi Ke's break up with his girlfriend. If this goes on, I don't know if I will destroy everyone and myself. "
I said, "So you're not happy."
"Yes, because everyone is unhappy, I am unhappy too."
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