766: C766 Life Is like a Dream

C766 Life Is like a Dream

"Life is like a dream, a dream …" Qiu Tong's mesmerized voice sounded incoherent, and her eyes looked dreamy. "Where in life don't we meet?" Floating Dream... Dreamy... The boundless universe was filled with all sorts of wonders. Unbelievable things actually happened to me. Am I in reality, or am I dreaming? Am I dreaming in the air? "

"This is not a dream, this is reality." My drunkenness intensified as I looked at Qiu Tong with a sad expression. "Qiu Tong, I don't want to return to reality. I'd rather stay in that illusory world forever. I'd rather stay in the air forever. "But, but …"

"But. Reality was reality after all. I, you, have still returned to reality. " Qiu Tong spoke sorrowfully, "Guest in the air, do you know that you have taken away all of my heart, that you have taken over all of my soul, that you have taken over my entire emotional world? I thought —

I thought that I could not resist reality and find another form of solace in the illusion. I would rather let my soul find another hope in the dream, but the reality is so cruel, I … In the end, my dreams were shattered, and I returned to the cold world of reality. Bastard — you destroyed my dream, you destroyed my only dream. I hate you. I hate you. I can't forgive you. "

"Yes, it was I who destroyed your soul, your emotional fantasy, and your entire spiritual world. You can hate me, you can't forgive me, you can punish me severely."

"You--you're a real bastard. You're a big bastard. You. How do you want me to hate you, how can I not forgive you? You — you bastard. " Qiu Tong scolded me with eyes full of pain but no hate.

I looked at Qiu Tong, dazed and in pain.

"How I want to hate you, how I want to hate you. However … However, you always have many irresistible reasons. These reasons are all because of me, because of the reality that I am unable to change. "Why? Why am I so cowardly, so weak, so afraid to fight back, so afraid to fight back?"

Qiu Tong said sadly, "I don't know whether I should hate you or myself, hate my innate character, hate my unchangeable fate. Me. My life, no matter who I meet, whether in reality or in a dream, is destined to be a tragedy. I am a tragic man. My tragedy cannot be changed. "

Then, Qiu Tong looked at me: "You are not Yi Ke in reality, you are Guest in the air, you are Guest in the air, you are Guest in the soul world, right? Are you bringing me to the Illusory Paradise, Guest? "

Looking at Qiu Tong's red and miserable eyes, I nodded. "Yes, I am." I am Guest, who lives forever in the air. "

"Guest, Guest in the air …" Qiu Tong muttered, "You know that. Do you know how much I... How much I love you. Do you know, Keke, Keke? You are the only person in my emotional world, and you are the backbone of my spiritual world. "

My heart lurched.

"But- But..." Qiu Tong's lips quivered, and her intoxicated eyes suddenly filled with tears. "But why does this world have to be so cruel, why does this world have to exist? You, Yi Ke's appearance, destroyed all of my dreams, destroyed my only support, for my only support. Why you are him, why he is you. Why did the heavens do this to me, why, why? "

With that, hot tears silently flowed out of Qiu Tong's eyes, falling down from her pale white face.

Qiu Tong lowered her head and covered her face with her hands.

Looking at the silent crying Qiu Tong, my heart broke. I stood up and walked to her side, gently patting her shoulder.

Qiu Tong suddenly hugged me tightly, burying her face in my body. Then she burst into tears.

Qiu Tong seemed to have finally lost control of her heart under the anesthetic of the alcohol, and she cried her heart out.

My tears suddenly gushed out and fell on Qiu Tong's hair, on Qiu Tong's neck.

In the midst of my soundless and soundless sobs, my brain finally lost consciousness and my memory.

In this world of two people made of alcohol, he had forgotten reality, forgotten tomorrow, forgotten everything.

We all seemed to have blurred our memories, to have broken our brains, to have been completely drugged by alcohol.

I don't know how long I cried, I don't know how we separated, I don't know how many bottles of wine we continued to drink, I don't know how many times I helped Qiu Tong to the bed, I don't know how many times Qiu Tong dreamily muttered Keke, I don't know how I staggered to leave but I couldn't lift my feet, I don't know how I felt an extreme pain and excitement rising in my heart, I don't know how the volcano that had been dormant for tens of thousands of years broke out …

I don't know, I don't know what happened after that.

All I know is, when I woke up from Qiu Tong's scream, it was already morning, and a new day had begun.

All I know is that when I opened my eyes, I saw a naked Qiu Tong with disheveled hair grabbing onto a quilt to cover her body. Her entire body was trembling as she looked at me nervously and fearfully.

All I knew was that I could see Qiu Tong's and my clothes scattered all over the carpet.

All I know is that I can see the torn and wrinkled sheets, as well as the dark red patch on the pure white sheets.

All I knew was that I was naked.

With a loud bang, I sat up, squeezed my eyes shut, and bit down hard on my teeth.

I know what I did last night. I know what happened to Qiu Tong and me after we got drunk!

I took Qiu Tong's first time!

In the dream world where he had gotten drunk last night, Guest and his Floating Dream had completed the fusion of his soul and his body!

I blamed myself so bitterly that I didn't dare open my eyes to see what was in front of me.

The alcohol woke me up, my brain was still numb, my head was full of hallucinations, my ears were buzzing as if I had temporarily lost my hearing.

After an unknown period of time, he opened his eyes again and found that Qiu Tong had disappeared. Her clothes were also missing from the floor, and there were flustered noises coming from the bathroom.

I scrambled out of bed, picked up the clothes on the floor, and hastily put them on.

Then I sat down on the couch and stared at the empty bottle on the coffee table.

After a while, he heard the bathroom door creak. Qiu Tong came out in her clothes, her loose hair combed back.

I stared at Qiu Tong.

Qiu Tong slowly walked to the sofa opposite me and sat down, looking straight at me.

"Qiu Tong." "We, we …" I stammered, unable to speak.

Qiu Tong looked at the unkempt bed in the blink of an eye, and once again saw the dark red color.

Qiu Tong's body suddenly trembled. Her face flushed red, then she lowered her head and covered her face with her hands.

"Yes, I'm sorry. I... "I …" I continued to stutter, very nervous.

Qiu Tong didn't say anything. She continued to cover her face with her hands as her body continued to tremble.

"Qiu Tong …" I continued to call her.

"Leave …" Qiu Tong hissed but did not raise her head.

I got up and left Qiu Tong's room and went back to my own. I lay down heavily on my back and stared at the ceiling, trying to remember what happened last night after I got drunk, but I couldn't.

I can't remember the process, but I know what happened.

My mind was in a mess. I didn't know how to explain this to Qiu Tong. I didn't know how to face Qiu Tong in the future.

Suddenly, I deeply feel that I have no face to face with Hai Zhu, although Hai Zhu has already left me.

While he was lost in his thoughts, someone knocked on the door.

When he opened the door, he saw Qiu Tong standing at the doorway, accompanied by her Newspaper Group.

Qiu Tong's expression was calm, as if nothing had happened last night.

"Boss Yi, it's time for breakfast." Qiu Tong said softly, not looking at me.

So we went downstairs for breakfast.

When we were eating, Qiu Tong's expression was normal as she conversed with her fellow peers from Danton and Newspaper Group. Occasionally, she would smile, even though I felt that her smile was very forced.

I also tried to act normal and talk to everyone.

After breakfast, we will be leaving. Danton s had arranged for a special carriage to take us back.0

I don't know what Qiu Tong did with the sheets after I left her room.

On the way back, Qiu Tong and I sat in the back, each on the side of the window.

On the way, the driver drove in silence. Qiu Tong and I looked out of the window in silence.

When we got to the company, we thanked the driver and got out of the car.

At the empty company entrance, Qiu Tong stopped and looked at me: "Yi Ke."

"Yes." I looked at Qiu Tong.

Qiu Tong pursed her lips, "We were all drunk last night."

"I'm sorry. "I …"

"Don't say you're sorry. If you're going to say you're sorry, then it's me. I shouldn't have forced myself to ask you about those things. I shouldn't have been so curious, I shouldn't have been so persistent, I shouldn't have had to personally shatter the illusions I created with my own hands, I shouldn't have let you drink with me, I shouldn't have cried while hugging you, I shouldn't have said those words that came from my heart. I have too much I shouldn't have. I shouldn't, I finally, indulged myself. First, I indulge my heart, and then I indulge my body. "

Qiu Tong's trembling voice sounded guilty and sad, "I know, there are too many people I'm sorry about. I'm sorry about everyone around me, I'm such a bad woman. "

I knew what Qiu Tong meant by this, so I was speechless.

"Face it, it's already like this. Too much self-blame is useless. Forget it, just pretend it didn't happen. Forget it. " Qiu Tong's tone was very light, and then she let out a deep sigh. I could clearly feel her deep helplessness and sorrow.

I couldn't help but sigh deeply.

After a moment of silence, Qiu Tong continued, "We, although... But I have my reality, you have yours. We'll never be able to. I didn't have anything to do with you last night. "No, even if there was, I didn't give it to you. I gave it to him, to the person in the air."

Qiu Tong sounded like she was dreaming, but it also sounded like she was comforting and deceiving herself.

I looked at Qiu Tong. There was a trace of stubbornness in her expression, and her lips were tightly pursed.

I grinned, and I wanted to laugh, and I wanted to cry, and I felt very sad and forlorn.

"Yesterday is over, today is going on, tomorrow we still have to continue. "Don't have too many distracting thoughts, don't think too much, and prepare yourself for the exam." Qiu Tong's expression was heavy and her tone was gentle, as if she was holding a trace of gentleness. She gave me a deep look, and with a complicated expression in her eyes, she turned around and walked away.

I stood there for a long time, then went upstairs to my office.

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