838: C838 Uneasiness

C838 Uneasiness

Qiu Tong's face turned red as her chest heaved. She lowered her head to bite her lips and said, "I didn't treat you well. I shouldn't treat you well. It's just me. I don't want to see you left unquestioned. "In the future, when Hai Zhu comes back, there'll be someone to take care of you. Naturally, I won't need to rely on you."

I didn't say anything, and for a moment there was an indescribable feeling in my heart.

Qiu Tong always seemed to mention Hai Zhu to me intentionally or not, as if reminding me of something.

"Alright. "It's fine now." Qiu Tong said again.

I turned slowly and walked out.

When I got back to the office, I put the sweater on my chest and hugged it tightly.

Thinking about the subtle changes Qiu Tong had made to me since my physical relationship with her, and thinking about the meticulous care Qiu Tong had given me before and after my exams, my eyes suddenly moistened.

In fact, I know that tears are sometimes a kind of indescribable happiness; and smiles are sometimes a kind of unspoken pain.

After work, I drove back to the intersection and stopped at a red light to wait for the green light.

Cao Lee and Zhao Dajian were walking on the opposite side of the road.

The two of them were walking into a western restaurant.

My heart couldn't help but pound. The two of them were still quarreling in Qiu Tong's office this afternoon. Why are they together again now?

Remembering the sinister look in Cao Lee's eyes when she left Qiu Tong's office, I felt a little uneasy in my heart.

I guessed that Cao Lee and Zhao Dajian must have reconciled at this moment. They were having dinner together, and it must not be a simple meal. They must be meddling in something for the common good.

As he was pondering, the car horn behind him kept honking. When he looked up, he saw that the green light was on.

I drove away.

He kept thinking about it as he drove.

At this moment, although I have no way of knowing what Cao Lee and Zhao Dajian are planning together, I still feel that it has something to do with this afternoon's matter.

My heart was troubled again.

Recently, all sorts of uneasiness have been haunting me.

After returning to the dormitory, I took out the woolen sweater Qiu Tong bought for me. I first took a deep sniff at it before putting it on. It wasn't too big, it was just right.

Wearing it caused his body to feel warm.

Wear it on your body and keep it warm in your heart.

After the meal, he stayed in his room to watch TV, doing nothing.

Dong Xue from the other side of the door didn't come over. She rarely stayed here, so perhaps she never stayed here at night. Occasionally, she would come over during the day.

A person's day can be considered good, but there are all kinds of work to be done. The hardest part is the night, which is lonely and long.

Although I like to savor the taste of loneliness, like the feeling of suffering, but, everything has a degree of saturation, the more uncomfortable it is.

At this moment, wearing the woolen sweater Qiu Tong just bought me, I wandered around the room in boredom, inadvertently walked into the study, inadvertently opened the laptop, inadvertently logged in QQ.

KK, who luckily escaped Lee Shun's pursuit of Qingdao, came up again, and wanted to chat with Qiu Tong, who Lee Shun thought was the same girl as him.

Initially, I thought that ever since I had a physical relationship with Qiu Tong and that I would reveal my true form in front of her, there was no need for this virtual space anymore and neither she nor I would come here anymore. But I couldn't help it, and I saw that she was there.

Perhaps, even though there is reality, even though we are directly facing it in reality, but the virtual reality is still irreplaceable. Reality can never replace the illusory world.

"Does it fit?" Floating Dream first spoke, and was very direct the moment he came up.

"It's fitting. I'm wearing it right now." "No," I replied.

"That's good. Have you eaten?"

"Yes."

"How do you eat it? Another big bowl of noodles? "

"Yes." I honestly replied. Since I ate alone and didn't want to open fire, I might as well use a big bowl of noodles.

"It's always the same. One must learn to take care of oneself. Learn to be nice to yourself. Learn to make yourself feel good. "Living is not for others to see, but for your own physical and mental health." "No," she said.

"Mm, I'll slowly adapt and learn." "No," I said.

"Right, I need to ask you something." "No," she said.

"What is it?" "No," I said.

"Has Lee Shun made any unusual moves recently?"

My heart skipped a beat. "What's the matter?"

"Nothing, he recently came to visit Xiao Xue a few times. When he came, he looked at me strangely, very strangely, that kind of indescribable weird feeling. I don't know what happened to him, or if he was provoked. "

I understand why Lee Shun looks at her in this way. I thought that since Lee Shun had already decided that she was the same girl, it would definitely give Lee Shun a huge shock in his heart. Thinking about it, my fiancee is actually a woman who doesn't like men.

However, she didn't know anything. She didn't know that Lee Shun Yuan went to Qingdao to personally capture that KK, nor did she know what kind of KK Lee Shun found in the end. She also didn't know what kind of conclusion and position Lee Shun came up with for that KK.

She doesn't know, but I do.

I know, but I can't say anything.

All I could say to her was, "It's nothing. How can there be any excitement? Perhaps you are being overly concerned. "

"I hope that I was overthinking things. Perhaps, I have a guilty conscience from being a thief." "No," she said.

Her words made my heart jump again. She might have thought that Lee Shun had noticed her "cheating", whether it's her spirit or her body, she has "cheated", and facing Lee Shun's strange gaze, she might have understood it this way, it's as if Lee Shun had sensed it. Like this, her performance might have been weak, she might have felt uneasy, but actually, that way Lee Shun would have believed that the results of his Qingdao investigation on KK would have led him to believe that she had a different hobby from normal women.

Two different understandings were coincidentally brought together. Both sides were wandering in their own thoughts of understanding, but neither of them knew what the other was really thinking.

Actually, it was her as well. Ever since the night we had our Danton, when I was facing Hai Zhu, I would feel weak in my heart from time to time. I felt that I had done something to let Hai Zhu down, that I had done something that went against common sense and morals.

Why I feel this way, I don't know, and I don't understand.

Perhaps, it was difficult for people to escape the confines of worldly morality, they were used to using tradition to restrain themselves.

The true feeling in his heart was one thing, but the opposite in reality was another.

This was a contradiction. This was a dilemma.

Contradictions were everywhere, and they were all entangled together like a shadow.

"Don't think too much. Since it has already happened, let's face it. " I said it insincerely.

"Other than facing it, what else can I do?" It was difficult to recover from a loss. The mistakes he made could not be recovered. I can only try my best to make up for it and seek comfort from my conscience. " "No," she said.

I sighed. "The sun will rise tomorrow, and life will continue."

I don't know if it was comforting her or comforting myself.

Her words made my heart rise and fall, and I let my imagination run wild.

Whether or not, life is a trip, regardless of the destination, is concerned with the scenery along the road and the mood to view the scenery.

Whether, life is a rough and tortuous road, even if continuously fall, must get up, adhere to their dream.

I should tell myself that if I don't give up this second, there will be hope in the next.

But, in the face of cruel and harsh reality, where was my hope? Where was her hope? Where is our hope? Do I dare to not give up? Did she dare to not give up?

We face the same result: Give up!

Give up everything that has happened, give up the unpredictable future, give up the soul of the invisible little waves.

Thinking like this, his mood couldn't help but become depressed again.

After a long silence, she said, "Let me tell you something. I just got this news at dinner time."

"What news?" "No," I said.

"Tomorrow, the court will begin hearing the case of Boss Ping and the chairman." "No," she said.

My mind jolted. After so long, it was finally time for the trial.

"What do you think the result will be?" "No," I said.

"I don't know." It's impossible to predict. " "No," she said.

"The two of them shouldn't be in any danger, right?" I said tentatively.

"I don't think so. When it comes to corruption cases, we basically don't kill them, unlike before." She said: "I heard from the inside that Boss Ping was involved in a rising amount of money. At 20 million, there were both corrupt and bribed people, while the chairman's amount was shrinking. At the beginning, there were several million, but now I hear it is decreasing."

"What's going on?" I don't understand.

"I don't know the specific reason, but maybe it's a true verification result. At least Boss Ping's involvement in the investigation cannot be faked. With the revenue of the advertising company at several hundred million a year, the CEO of the advertising company will benefit greatly if he is a little bit more relaxed. But it is not easy to understand that the chairman's case is shrinking. Maybe it is because I am unable to ascertain the number that was initially determined. Or maybe it is. "

"What is it?"

"The result of the power struggle and the need to protect the higher-ups, this is the difference between a big shot and a small one."

"What do you mean?"

For example, Boss Ping, at the very most, he would involve the chairman of the board, but the chairman of the board of directors is different. The people he deals with are all officials at the senior level or above, and he can directly involve the city leaders. In this way, even more important figures would be brought out. So, as for the chairman, I think, the higher ups still have to protect him or her, and will instruct the case officers to let him or her off lightly. "

I thought about it and said, "The person who has the closest relationship with the chairman is the leader of the city level. I think it should be Guan Yunfei. He is the chairman's immediate superior. The chairman went in, and I think he was the most upset. However, Lei Zheng is the secretary of the political and legal committee, his relationship with Guan Yunfei, I think you have heard about it before, they are basically irreconcilable, both of them have been rivals for many years, now that the chairman has fallen into Lei Zheng's hands, how can Lei Zheng not let the chairman go, how can he not dig for more people behind the scenes? So, I think it's hard to understand how the chairman's case keeps shrinking. "

Yes, Guan Yunfei is one of the most important people with the Chairman, Guan Yunfei and Lei Zheng have the best relationship, but don't forget, the Chairman won't be close to Guan Yunfei alone as City Leader, the head of every unit in the city, whether it's the government department, the Party committee department, or the group organization workers and women system, they all have to be approved by the Secretary of the Municipal Committee himself.

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