C928 Sea Pearl's Words
Hai Zhu sighed again, "Actually, no matter how much she hates me, no matter how she bullies me, no matter how I treat her now, just like how I did with her, I'm not going to let it go. I have never hated her in my heart. I will not treat her as my enemy. Even as a friend. After all, she had a match with you. Before I was with you, she was very good to you and brought you a lot of happiness. "
Hai Zhu's words moved me a little, so I couldn't help but to embrace Hai Zhu.
Hai Zhu leaned into my arms and said softly, "Actually, it's not easy to think about her. A person had come here from far away from the Ningzhou. He didn't have any bosom friends, nor did he have anyone he could speak to confidently. Furthermore, he had been keeping an eye on others all day long. He was tired, and his heart was even more tired. Sometimes I even sympathize with her. "
Hai Zhu's words made an indescribable feeling surge out from my heart. I lightly patted Hai Zhu's shoulder and didn't say anything.
After a while, Hai Zhu stopped talking and looked up at me. Her eyes were clear and bright, with some anticipation, but also with some shyness.
I hadn't been intimate with Hai Zhu for a long time. My heart pounded when I saw the expression on Hai Zhu's face.
I looked down at Hai Zhu's still handsome face.
Hai Zhu's face flushed. She reached out a hand to caress my face and said, "Brother. Now that you have become the general manager of Issuing Company, you must be very worried and tired from your work. "
I smiled and shook my head. "Qiu Tong is in charge and Cloud is in charge, so I'm not tired."
"Qiu Tong …" "Clouds..." Hai Zhu repeated. Her gaze was uncertain, and then she smiled. "Mm. This time, Qiu Tong, you and Cloud have both improved. It's something to be happy about. "Oh right, Qiu Tong came to your home to celebrate the new year. She must have had a lot of feelings for Lee Shun's child, but she doesn't want it. So she hid it from Lee Shun and went to your house to beat up the child?"
My heart skipped a beat, and my body couldn't help but shiver with it.
"What's the matter with you?" Hai Zhu rose from my arms and looked at me.
I hurriedly pretended that nothing had happened and said, "Nothing, I don't know about Qiu Tong either."
Suddenly, he felt that his voice was extremely weak, and his heart felt weak.
Hai Zhu didn't seem to notice my abnormal expression and said, "Look at how Lee Shun treats Xiao Xue, I can see that he really likes children. If Lee Shun knew what Qiu Tong did, Lee Shun would definitely skin her alive. I can't tell that Qiu Tong is really brave. Although she looks cowardly in front of Lee Shun, she has her own way of doing things. She beat up Lee Shun's child on her own. Isn't she afraid that Lee Shun will know how to deal with her? "
My heart went cold and I stared at the ground.
"Actually, I can see that Qiu Tong doesn't love Lee Shun. That's no wonder. A man like Lee Shun is always nervous and is the head of the underworld. Which good woman is willing to marry him?" Unless they had taken a fancy to his family, to his wealth and family status. "
Hai Zhu continued to talk to herself, "It looks like this person is realistic. They take what they need. Material foundations determine superstructure, which seems to be a very difficult law to break. "
"Qiu Tong isn't that kind of person, don't say that about her!" "No," I said.
Hai Zhu looked at me and was silent for a moment. Then she laughed. This is immoral. But to be honest, I really wish Qiu Tong could get married soon. This is my blessing to her. "
I stood up woodenly. "Zhu, I've been busy all day. I'm tired. It's time to rest."
Hai Zhu's face was blushing again. She nodded her head in embarrassment. "Alright, I'll go take a bath first."
Hai Zhu got up and went to the bedroom. Soon, she wore her pajamas and went into the bathroom.
Hai Zhu seemed to think that I was getting impatient to do that thing with her.
Hai Zhu went to take a bath, and I sat on the sofa and lit a cigarette, slowly smoking.
Somehow, at the moment, I didn't have the slightest desire to do that.
After finishing a cigarette, Hai Zhu came out of the bathroom. She smiled at me and said, "Brother, you should go wash up now."
I looked at Hai Zhu, who was still in her pajamas after her shower. Her body was exuding an alluring aura, and her face looked even more charming and bashful.
Seeing that my eyes were fixed on her, Hai Zhu smiled sweetly and went into the bedroom.
I stubbed out my cigarette and stood up to take a bath.
After showering, he entered the bedroom. The bedside lamp in the bedroom was turned on, and the light was soft. Hai Zhu was lying under the covers with only her head exposed, and her big eyes were blinking at me.
I went to bed and got into bed.
The bed was warm.
The sweet smell of Hai Zhu wafted into my nostrils, and I wrapped my arms around her.
The moment our bodies made contact, I couldn't help but shiver. Hai Zhu's body shuddered as her breathing quickened.
Instinctively, I felt a surge of desire come over me. I held Hai Zhu close to me and lowered my head to kiss her.
He gently caressed it, as though it had been a long time since he last touched it. I can't help it.
"Brother." "Wait —" Hai Zhu suddenly said.
I was stunned.
Hai Zhu smiled. She then took something out from her bag by the bedside and tore it open.
It was a trap.
"You brought it? "Did you buy it?" I asked Hai Zhu.
"Yes." Hai Zhu nodded.
It was as if Hai Zhu had already made preparations for tonight.
"Brother, let me put it on for you." Hai Zhu rolled over and started putting a condom on me.
Wear it. It feels weird, like socks.
Hai Zhu lay down, and I leaned over her again.
I looked at Hai Zhu. My mind was suddenly blank, as if I had lost my soul.
The feeling made me feel a surge of fear, and I picked up speed, trying to recover my senses.
However, it seemed to have no effect. My mind was still numb and blank, as if my body were doing something that had nothing to do with my thoughts.
My fear continued to grow, and I began to sweat, not only from exercise but also from tension.
The more nervous I was, the more I sweated, the more I couldn't find my spirit. I seemed to have become a tool for doing that.
I was a little flustered, because I seemed to feel that Brother Zhuzi, who was wearing a raincoat, was about to soften up in battle.
He couldn't go on like this. He had to succeed this time. Gritting my teeth, I reached out and turned off the bedside lamp.
The room immediately turned dark.
In the darkness, I started to activate my own brain, and I started to make Qiu Tong appear in my mind. I started to think about that intoxicating night on Danton.
Suddenly, my mind came alive. My mind was filled with heat and passion, as if I were doing it with Qiu Tong.
I squeezed my eyes shut and tried to let go of what I was thinking.
Finally, Brother Zhuzi roared and vomited.
Relieved, I lay down on my back, exhausted, my tight brain finally relaxing.
I know that my fatigue does not only come from my body, but also from my mind.
At the same time that she felt relaxed, a strong feeling of guilt welled up in her heart. It was for Hai Zhu.
I'm sorry, Zhu. I don't want to, but I can't. I felt a pang in my heart.
After a moment of silence, Hai Zhu turned on the bedside lamp and began to clean up the battlefield.
I lay there motionless, eyes closed, not daring to look at Hai Zhu. I let Hai Zhu gently remove Brother Zhuzi's raincoat and then get up to leave.
When Hai Zhu left, I opened my eyes and looked at everything in front of me. I wanted to cry at that moment.
After a while Hai Zhu came back and lay down beside me, hugging my body.
Hai Zhu whispered affectionately in my ear as she turned off the bedside lamp and lay in my arms like a meek kitten.
I didn't say anything. I just lay there without moving. When I opened my eyes and looked at the endless darkness around me, my heart surged with endless melancholy and loneliness.
I knew that no matter how much I had masturbated, Qiu Tong would not be mine. She would be Lee Shun's woman after all.
I know that from now on, Hai Zhu and I will start our days again. Hai Zhu will definitely not return this time. I'm going to compose a chapter of our lives with Hai Zhu.
In the face of reality, morality, conscience, and responsibility, Qiu Tong has no choice, and neither do I.
It seemed that this was the only choice Qiu Tong and I had.
It seemed that this was Qiu Tong and I's final destiny.
To Qiu Tong and I, along with the union of illusion and reality, we have no more dreams. Even our dreams cannot be realized, leaving only the cruel and powerless reality.
This was fate!
Qiu Tong had long since given in to her fate, so I had to face it head on and accept my fate.
Perhaps, living a good life with Hai Zhu, treating Hai Zhu well, and living a good life together are my only path to walk, and Qiu Tong's deepest and truest blessings.
Thinking of this, I sighed deeply in my heart. I tried my best to wipe away the sadness and misery, then tightly embraced Hai Zhu's body.
The next day, just after work, I went to Qiu Tong's office to give her a report.
When I entered Qiu Tong's office, I was stunned the first time I saw her.
Although Qiu Tong had put on her makeup, I could still see that her eye sockets were somewhat sunken and her spirit was somewhat haggard, as if she hadn't slept last night.
I handed the report to Qiu Tong and said, "You. You didn't sleep well last night? "
Qiu Tong's body quivered slightly, then she tried her best to smile at me. "No, I slept well last night."
I didn't say anything and continued to look into her eyes. She seemed a little uncomfortable, avoiding my eyes and looking out the window.
I turned and walked slowly out of the room. When I reached the door, I stopped and turned around.
Qiu Tong was looking at me silently. She was watching me go.
My eyes met hers again.
At that moment, I seemed to see something in her eyes, but I also seemed to feel nothing at all.
As for Qiu Tong, she seemed to be able to see something from my eyes, but it also seemed as though she didn't see anything.
I turned gently and left. Back in my office, my heart broke down in a grimace.2
The fish said to the water that you could not see my tears because I was in the water. Water says I can feel your tears because you are in my heart.
In the afternoon, I went to the Municipal Civil Affairs Office to contact them for a job. I wanted them to take the lead in setting up a batch of newspaper stands and newspaper booths in the city, in conjunction with the ongoing event to create a national civilized city. In each of the city's scoring standards, the newspaper column and the newsstand are also one of the items scored.
It was part of my recent work plan and an important initiative Qiu Tong and I had agreed on long ago to increase the profile of the group's newspapers and expand their retail sales. The office doesn't have money, but its position is high and its appeal is strong. We'll pay for it, the two of us will work together, and in the name of the office and Media Group, the office will have face, and even political achievements. As for us, we'll get actual benefits.
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