C971 Self-reproach
I lost some, I got more, I went astray, it's not your responsibility, it's all my fault. I don't blame anyone else, my fate can only be decided by myself. My growth, perhaps in the end, will make me pay such a price. This is fate's arrangement, it is fate. "
"If you didn't know me, you wouldn't have known Lee Shun. If you didn't know Lee Shun, you wouldn't have stepped into the underworld, and you wouldn't have the situation you are in today." Qiu Tong stubbornly said, "Therefore, I am not your lucky star. Perhaps, I am your nemesis. Your Bane. "
"No, you don't have to say that. If you say that, it will hurt a lot, you know?" My heart throbbed with pain.
Qiu Tong looked at me silently, "Yi Ke, I really hope to see you safe and happy, my fate cannot be decided by myself, I can only follow the flow, no matter what step I take, it will always be my fate. But, I hope that you can control your own fate, I hope that you can have your own happiness, and have your own life and career.
From you, I have gained a lot. You caused my life to ripple with unprecedented waves, but, I did not give you anything, I could not give you anything you wanted. I could only hide in the corner to silently bless you and to bless you for your safety.
We will never have any results, we are destined to just pass by each other by chance. Being able to see you happily living with a woman who can bring you happiness is my greatest wish. I want to face my reality, my life, we are not in the same road, we are two parallel lines, will never cross. Even if they have crossed each other, it would still be a mistake, if it doesn't make up for the mistakes of everyone around us. "
"Qiu Tong —" I cried, my heart filled with sorrow.
Qiu Tong gave me a long look. "I'm here, but I have to go. Yesterday has passed, today is happening, tomorrow is unpredictable, in the world, we are just a speck of dust, belong to us, we don't get, don't belong to us, we also don't get. We all have our own ways to go, and we all have our own ways to go.
This time you didn't participate in this matter, I feel gratified, I feel lucky, but also worried for Fourth Brother, although I know what they did was wrong, but I can only accept the reality, I have to bear what I have to bear for Lee Shun's actions, since I can't avoid it, I have to face it. This is the road that I am destined to walk. No one can save Lee Shun, no one can save me, no one can save those that are destined to be unable to be saved. "
With that, Qiu Tong turned around and walked to the door.
I stood there looking at Qiu Tong.
Qiu Tong looked back at me. "I'm leaving. Today is a cloudy day outside, the weather is very cloudy, today there is no sunlight, I do not know if tomorrow's sunlight will rise, do not know when the bright day will come. "Take care of yourself, take good care of Hai Zhu, and live your own life."
As she spoke, Qiu Tong extended her hand to open the door.
Before Qiu Tong's hand could reach the doorknob, the door suddenly opened and Hai Zhu walked in carrying her travel bag.
When I saw Hai Zhu, I couldn't help but be stunned. How could it be so coincidental? She just happened to be back with Dong Xue last time. Just as Qiu Tong was about to leave, she returned on a business trip.
Could it be that all of this was fated to happen, and Hai Zhu was destined to encounter all of this?
Hai Zhu was also stunned when she saw Qiu Tong. She stared fixedly at Qiu Tong.
Qiu Tong's expression instantly turned anxious and awkward. She said, "Hai Zhu, you've returned from a business trip. "What a coincidence, you came just as I was about to leave."
Hai Zhu looked at me and then looked at Qiu Tong. Her chest was heaving and she took a deep breath and said, "Yes, what a coincidence. Sister Qiu, you are leaving right after I arrived. Is it comfortable? Is Yi Ke treating you well enough? "
Qiu Tong's face instantly turned pale. She quickly said, "Hai Zhu, listen to me. I just came this morning. I have something to tell Yi Ke. Please don't misunderstand."
"Oh." Hai Zhu nodded. "Sister Qiu, do you think I should believe your words?"
Qiu Tong said, "Hai Zhu, what I said was true. I did have an urgent matter to ask Yi Ke this morning. I was just about to leave when you came back."
Hai Zhu said coldly, "Did I come back unluckily, shouldn't I wait for you to leave before coming back? Should I not have come back in the middle of the night by train? "
Qiu Tong's expression became even more nervous, but she didn't know what to say to dispel Hai Zhu's doubts.
Hai Zhu's body trembled a little. She seemed to be on the verge of erupting, yet she didn't seem to want to break out in open hostility with Qiu Tong.
I was nervous now, too, and my mind was racing, trying to work out how to dispel Hai Zhu's misgivings.
Just then, Fourth Brother's voice came from behind Hai Zhu, "Hey, Boss Qiu, why are you here? Hai Zhu is back as well. "
Hai Zhu turned around and looked at Fourth Brother.
At this moment, Fourth Brother was wearing a coat and it was impossible to tell that he was injured.
Fourth Brother looked at Qiu Tong and me and Hai Zhu and seemed to realize something, then he walked in and said, "I slept here with Yi Ke last night and just went out to do something. It just so happens that both Boss Qiu and Hai Zhu are here. "Hehe."
After Fourth Brother said this, I heaved a sigh of relief in my heart. "You just left for a while and Wu Tie already came over. Hai Zhu just came back."
Qiu Tong heaved a sigh of relief, but continued to look at Hai Zhu with a nervous expression.
Hai Zhu seemed to believe Fourth Brother's words. Everyone knew about Fourth Brother's honesty and benevolence.
Hai Zhu pursed her lips, then smiled at Qiu Tong and said, "Sister Qiu, I was just joking with you just now. I didn't expect you to be a guest so early in the morning. "Hey, why didn't you call me before you came?"
Qiu Tong was worried that this matter would scare Hai Zhu. She definitely didn't want Hai Zhu to know what she had come to talk to me about, so of course she couldn't call Hai Zhu. If Hai Zhu had been home in the morning, she wouldn't have come.
Hearing Hai Zhu's words, Qiu Tong smiled and said, "I'm really sorry, Hai Zhu. I was not thinking properly and suddenly thought of an urgent matter this morning to tell Yi Ke. Thus, I rushed over."
Fourth Brother looked at Qiu Tong and then looked at me. I slightly nodded my head and Fourth Brother seemed to have understood something.
At this moment, Hai Zhu looked at Fourth Brother and said, "Fourth Brother, did you come here to drink with Yi Ke last night?"
Fourth Brother smiled, "I didn't drink. I chatted with him here. I stayed late and slept in the guest room. After I left in the morning, I realized that I forgot to bring my phone with me, so I came back. "
Only now did I realize that Fourth Brother really didn't bring his phone and was sitting on the coffee table.
Qiu Tong looked at Fourth Brother closely and looked at his arm.
Fourth Brother seemed to understand what Qiu Tong was worried about. He slightly moved his arm and said to Hai Zhu, "I had a good rest at your house last night. I feel full of spirit now. "Sigh, I'm sorry. I forgot to clean up the bed in the guest room when I left this morning. I'll go and fold up the bed now."
Fourth Brother was obviously using these words to convey some information to Qiu Tong. He also didn't want Hai Zhu to know what happened last night.
Qiu Tong looked slightly relieved, but also worried.
Hai Zhu seemed to have finally dispelled the doubt in her heart. With a relaxed and apologetic smile, she urged Qiu Tong to stay, telling her to stay a while before leaving.
At this moment, Qiu Tong was extremely anxious. How could she have the time to sit here? Since Hai Zhu had no doubts, she could rest assured. Hence, she excused herself and left hastily.
Hai Zhu closed the door and walked in. She looked at me carefully. "You're not angry with me, are you?"
I said, "I'll thank the heavens if you don't think too much about it. How could I dare to be angry with you?"
Hai Zhu smiled.
I said, "What are you laughing at?"
Hai Zhu said, "I'm happy that you said that. It means that you care a lot about how I feel. Sigh, luckily Fourth Brother is here. Otherwise, I would have misunderstood Qiu Tong. However, that's true. Qiu Tong can call you if she has something on her mind. Why would she still come to my house?
"My phone is out of battery. I can't get through. What else can I do if I don't come?" "No," I said.
Hai Zhu looked at my phone on the sofa and said, "Isn't there a battery here?"
"Nonsense, I don't know how to charge?" "No," I said.
Hai Zhu chuckled. "Alright, I didn't ask that!"
I said, "You're not being paranoid anymore?"
Hai Zhu smiled and hit me. "Alright then, when did he become so suspicious? Didn't I say that Qiu Tong and I were joking? We're all familiar with each other, so why is this a joke? You can't be so stingy, right? "
I didn't say anything. I sighed in my heart.
At this moment, Fourth Brother walked out. I asked him: "You went out just now, everything is settled."
Fourth Brother nodded: "It's all done."
I nodded.1
Fourth Brother then said to Hai Zhu, "Hai Zhu, I'm sorry, I came to your house to disturb you last night. As soon as we started chatting, we got so excited that we forgot the time, haha. "
"Fourth Brother, no need to be courteous. We are all friends, we should talk about whether we're going to disturb you or not. It doesn't make any difference!" Hai Zhu said with a smile, "Welcome to Fourth Brother's house often, especially when I'm not at home. Yi Ke is so bored at home, so you should always come and chat with him to relieve your boredom."
Fourth Brother chuckled and touched his phone: "OK, I won't bother you any longer. I'll be leaving first."
Fourth Brother left.
After Fourth Brother left, Hai Zhu went straight to the bedroom. After a while, she came out with a smile on her face. It was as if she didn't find anything useful in the bedroom, as if she believed Fourth Brother and Qiu Tong's explanation once again.
Hai Zhu sniffed again, "Bro, why do I smell alcohol at home? You and Fourth Brother must have been drinking last night."
I grinned.
Hai Zhu then saw the empty Erguotou bottle and pouted, "It seems like Fourth Brother also knows how to lie. Obviously, you guys just drank, and he said it was just a chat. "Hrmph."
I smiled bitterly.
Hai Zhu then sniffed again and said, "Hey — why do I smell blood?"
I jumped in fright and hurriedly said: "Fourth Brother bought a chicken last night, he personally killed it and fried a spicy chicken."
"Ha." Fourth Brother used to be a restaurant owner, so he had this craftsmanship. "Hai Zhu laughed:" Unfortunately, I didn't come back last night, so I wasn't able to personally try Fourth Brother's fried chicken. What a pity. He had missed the opportunity! Next time, I'll buy a chicken and invite Fourth Brother to our house for a meal. Let him cook it for us, okay? "
"Alright!" I nodded.
Hai Zhu then threw herself into my arms and hugged my neck in a spoiled manner. "Brother, it's been a few days. Kiss me."
I bent my head and kissed Hai Zhu.
With a deep sigh, I picked up Hai Zhu and carried her into the bedroom …
After a heated battle, Hai Zhu and I used our passion for Qiu Tong to finish what she thought was a perfect sex life.
Hai Zhu looked very satisfied and pleased, with a happy smile on her face.
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