1124: C1124 Dishonest Attitude

C1124 Dishonest Attitude

"Heh heh." I started laughing. "I like to do management and management, I don't like to do purely mechanical work!"

"That is not your real reason! This doesn't follow the logic of your office. " Qiu Tong said, "Tell me, what is the real reason?"

"There's no real reason for it. I just don't like going there. If I don't like it, I don't like it. I don't need any reason. I'm just water, and I like to flow down to the bottom." "No," I said.

"You —" Qiu Tong stared at me.

"I — what happened to me?" "No," I said.

"Your attitude is dishonest!" Qiu Tong said slowly.

"I have always been very honest in front of you. How could I dare to be dishonest?" I laughed.

"You're not allowed to be mischievous!" Qiu Tong's face tightened.

She didn't seem happy about her promotion, but was unhappy that I wasn't going to the city council.

I stopped laughing and looked at Qiu Tong properly.

"Tell me, why is that so?" Qiu Tong said.

I looked at Qiu Tong in silence for a moment and said, "Actually, you know."

Qiu Tong's body trembled slightly. She looked at me and muttered, "I know."

"Yes, you know." Looking at Qiu Tong's expression, my heart ached. I took a deep breath and said, "The reason is actually very simple. You know, I understand." I've told myself countless times in my heart that no matter what happens, no matter what happens in this life, no matter how we end up, I won't let myself leave you, I won't let you out of my sight. I want it. I'm going to keep looking at you, at you, at you, at you safe and sound.

As long as you are well, I can give up some of my achievements. I don't care about those so-called rank and display of power, no matter what they are, no matter where they are done, I don't care, as long as you can stay within my line of sight. Therefore, don't even mention me being transferred to the city council's supervising department as a section chief; even if I were to be appointed as the county council's secretary, I wouldn't go. "

Qiu Tong looked straight at me, her eyes moist.

I continued, "Perhaps you will laugh at my thoughts, many people will think that I am stupid, and outsiders will not understand my decision, but since I have made a decision, I will not regret it, I will not regret any decision I make, maybe you will think that I am an unambitious person, I will not defend myself, yes, yes, maybe I really am an unambitious person, I am that kind of person."

Qiu Tong pursed her lips and lowered her head.

At this moment, I felt a surge of emotions and couldn't help but reach out to grab her hand that was placed on the table.

Qiu Tong's hands were cold and slightly trembling.

I took her hand gently, feeling a pang in my heart.

She didn't break away, but let me hold her and keep her head down.

Through her hands, I could feel her heart trembling.

After a while, Qiu Tong raised her head and looked at me. The corners of her eyes were moist.

She looked at me in silence, and I looked at her in silence.

They looked at each other, as if everything was within words.

My heart was pounding.

Qiu Tong's hand moved slightly, and when I let go, she pulled back.

Qiu Tong took a deep breath, bit her lower lip, and looked at me with clear eyes. "I don't want you to do this," she said softly.

I didn't say anything.

Qiu Tong rested her forehead on her hands and looked at the table. "I know you did it for me," she said. The moment I received this news, I immediately guessed it. "

"How did you know that?" I asked Qiu Tong.

Qiu Tong didn't answer me. She turned her face to the window and was silent again.

I didn't say anything.

After a while, Qiu Tong muttered, "Of course I won't laugh at you. I will never laugh at you. But, you know, the decision you made today put a lot of pressure on me. Really, I'm under a lot of pressure. "

I said, "I don't want you to feel any pressure. You don't need to feel any pressure at all. All of this is my own will!"

"I understand. I don't want to put pressure on myself, but I can't do it without it. " Qiu Tong continued to look out the window. "Since you've decided to work in the government, I hope that you can do better and have a better chance to develop. But what you did today is equivalent to wasting an excellent opportunity and missing out on a rare opportunity.

I said, "Don't be disappointed. I don't have any strong ambitions for government, so what's there to be disappointed about? You work in the group, how can I leave you? I really don't want to leave you. I just want to stay here and watch you, so that I can be at ease. "

Qiu Tong turned around and looked at me, "You can't watch me for the rest of your life. In the end, you will have to live with Hai Zhu. Even if you can watch me now, when we both retire and leave the corporation, you will still not see me. Your destination is Hai Zhu after all. You must understand this, and I must understand this as well.

People are rational. We can't allow our emotions to wreak havoc at will. We have to have reason. We have to use reason to control our emotions. You need to do this, and I need to do the same. One must not be too selfish, and must not hurt others for one's own sake. "

I was silent for a moment, then I said, "I don't want to think that far. I'd rather let myself be short-sighted. I just want to look at the moment, and the moment is enough for me to make that decision. I know that there are some outcomes that cannot be changed, but even if I knew, I would not want to see further, would not want to see later. "

At this point, my throat suddenly choked.

Qiu Tong looked at me with a pained expression.

I tried to calm my emotions and catch my breath.

"I want to ask you a favor." After a while, Qiu Tong said.

"Go ahead." My voice was hoarse.

"Go look for the higher-ups and take back that decision of yours. Agree to go to the city council's overseer, alright?" Qiu Tong looked at me pleadingly. "I beg of you. Just agree to it, okay?"

I didn't say anything. I lit a cigarette and took two slow puffs. Then I looked at Qiu Tong and said, "Shut up."

"I don't — I beg you, promise me, will you?" Qiu Tong continued.

"I said, shut up!" "Qiu Tong, let me tell you, the decision I made will never change. Don't even think about changing me, no one will be able to change me. "Just give up on me."

Qiu Tong looked at me blankly.

"I'll say it again, that's impossible!" "Impossible!" As I said this, I turned around and walked out.

"You — —" Qiu Tong's weak voice came from behind.

I went to the door and opened it. I stopped and looked back at Qiu Tong, who was staring at me with tears in her eyes.

My nose stung, and I closed the door behind me.

In the afternoon, I returned to the Party School to attend classes. The one-month middle school was about to end, and the graduation ceremony was to be held next week. The teachers arranged for everyone to write a summary of their studies.

Qin Lu and I don't actually need to write anymore, the speech in the province is the best summary.

In class, I was a little absent-minded, thinking about what happened this morning, Sun Dongkai's words and actions, Cao Lee's actions, Qiu Tong's expression, and my own difficult but not difficult decision.

During class, Qin Lu took a call and then looked at me with her eyes wide open: "Yi Ke, are you crazy?"

I said, "You're crazy! How could I be mad! You're the crazy one!"

Qin Lu leaned in close to me and said, "I just heard that you've been promoted to the top job this morning."1

"Yes, why?" I said, "If you don't want to change, I'll still take the position of general manager!"

"I also heard that you were going to be transferred to the Municipal Supervisor's Department Head. Did you refuse?" Qin Lu looked at me with her eyes wide open.

"That's right!" I said flatly.

"Are you sick? "Fever?" Qin Lu reached out and touched my forehead.

I said, "There's something wrong with the wood, and there's a fever!"

"Then what happened to you?" Qin Lu looked at me. "Such a good opportunity, why did you miss it?" Do you know what it means to work for the city council? Do you know that that place isn't accessible to anyone? "

I said, "Yes. What are you making such a fuss about? And I know you're going to ask me why I refused to go, don't you? "

"Yeah, why don't you go?" Qin Lu looked at me with an expression of disbelief.

"It's simple, because I have no ambition in my eyes and no ambition in my chest!" I said, "Supervisor Zha Ke is a clear water yamen, even if he has future prospects, I still don't want to go. Furthermore, that job requires offending people, putting in effort without fawning on them, acting with the eyes of others all day long, it's good for me to be the majority in Issuing Company, but with over a thousand people, I have to listen to them. Moreover, I'm in charge of everything, food, drinks, cars, signatures, corruption and so on."

Qin Lu didn't know whether to laugh or cry as she looked at me, as if she was confused by my words. She didn't know which of them was the truth.

Looking at Qin Lu's silly appearance, I couldn't help but laugh out loud.

Qin Lu was stunned for a long time before saying, "This is unreasonable. You're crazy. You're crazy. You are a madman who does not play his cards according to common sense. "

I turned my head away from Qin Lu.

After a while, Qin Lu came over and patted me on the shoulder. "Sigh — — This time Qiu Tong raised her Subcounty. I heard that Vice President, who is from your group, has joined the Party's team. "

I said, "Oh, your information is really well-informed. I don't know yet. "Alright, it's a good thing that Boss Qiu got promoted. I'll go congratulate her and have her treat him!"

"It's still too early to treat people. It's not past the announcement date yet." Qin Lu said, "Only after the official announcement period will it be considered safe."

I looked at Qin Lu. "Squad Leader Qin, let me ask you a question!"

"Go ahead!" Qin Lu said.

"Are you envious of Boss Qiu's promotion?" "No," I said.

"Envy? Of course I'm jealous!" Qin Lu said.

"Are you jealous?" "No," I said.

Qin Lu laughed. "Envy is envy, why should I be jealous? She and I are not in the same unit and we are not in the same system. Why should I be jealous and hateful? I don't think so, but I think people in your unit, especially women with similar qualifications, must be jealous. "

I said, "You're a woman after all. You know women very well!"

Qin Lu said, "What do you mean?"

I said, "According to what you said, if Boss Qiu was in the same unit as you, you'd be jealous and jealous, wouldn't you?"

Qin Lu blinked and said, "How should I answer that?" It shouldn't be. This assumption of yours is not true! "

I said, "Qin Lu, don't you think the jealousy and hatred between women caused by competition is terrible?"

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