1235: C1235 Self-deception

C1235 Self-deception

"Haha." After laughing, she said, "Ke, I don't want to say that you are childish, because you are no longer pure. But what you said just now made me feel that you are lying to yourself, hiding your ears and trying to comfort yourself.

For the sake of everyone, for the sake of innocent people, what a noble and beautiful excuse, what a reasonable explanation. It's okay to leave that to a three-year-old child, but I feel sick telling it to me. To be able to say such words from her mouth, I am convinced. A person can be so shameless as to be able to release himself from such a situation, I am truly convinced.

I'm afraid you're the only one in the world who would believe this, but your belief is clearly self-consoling. You know it very well in your heart, it's just that you don't want to face it head on and aren't willing to admit it.

Dong Xue said self-righteously, I did not want to continue arguing with Dong Xue, so I shook my head, "Alright, everyone knows what they are thinking in their hearts, arguing is meaningless. Just think what you want, but I just want to tell you, although Hai Zhu went to the Ningzhou, our relationship isn't affected at all. "I think Hai Zhu and I may have misunderstood you in the beginning on this matter. Let me apologize."

"There are a lot of people who have misunderstood me, and I've been misunderstood a lot of times. I don't need the so-called apology. "If you want to misunderstand, then misunderstand. If you want to think about something, then do so. I don't care." Dong Xue stubbornly said, "You think I was harming you after speaking so much to you? Why are you so stubborn about walking down an alley into the dark? I think you really won't shed tears until you see the coffin. A woman like Hai Zhu, if she could encounter any trouble today, she would abandon you. Tomorrow, if there was any disaster, she would completely abandon you.

I don't blame you for your stubbornness. Perhaps you are in the middle of a mountain and are a mystery to the local people, but sooner or later, you will understand my words. You will understand my painstaking efforts. The final facts must prove that I was right today. "

I couldn't help but smile wryly.

"Just based on Hai Zhu's courage and attitude, do you really think that she is someone who can help you achieve great things?" Dong Xue continued: "She thinks that she is very smart, but she is actually a complete fool. Look at the people that she brought to Ningzhou, what kind of things is Zhang Xiaotian? She was a crafty scumbag. If such a person followed her, she would sell him to someone else sooner or later! She didn't even know how she sold him!

Who was Sweetie Ru? I think you know that she is the daughter of the Emperor. Who is the Emperor? Don't you know? Don't you understand why he stuck Sweetie Ru An by Hai Zhu's side? Also, this Kong Kun, in my opinion, is also a smiling face tiger, an ambitious smiling face tiger. "

Dong Xue's words made my heart stir. I think that her evaluation of Zhang Xiaotian is a bit biased, but she still looks at him with the same attitude from before. She still has an unforgivable hatred towards him, so I understand Dong Xue's hatred.

But why would she give such an evaluation of Kong Kun? Didn't Kong Kun have a good relationship with her in private?

Also, Dong Xue seemed to know a lot about Sweetie Ru, as if she knew the Emperor's girlfriend worked at Hai Zhu's place.

Let's not talk about Zhang Xiaotian and Kong Kun for now. I looked at Dong Xue, "How do you know the relationship between the Emperor and Sweetie Ru? How did you know Sweetie Ru was working for Hai Zhu? The Emperor told you? "

Dong Xue snorted, "Will the Emperor tell me? Would he tell anyone? But even if he wanted to hide it, with his abilities, could he hide it? Bai Laosan already knew about this before he died. If Bai Laosan knew about it, then of course I know about it. "

"Does that Wu De know?" "No," I said.

"Do you ask this to console yourself with a negative answer from me?" Dong Xue said.

I didn't say anything.

"Wu De knows that I do not have clear evidence, but I do not believe that Wu De is such a stupid person. Of course, unless the Emperor has a better move." Dong Xue said, "Although the Emperor might have secretly helped you before Bai Laosan died, but do you really think that the Emperor is someone you can trust?

The Emperor is an opportunist, a utilitarian and an interest driver. He has no feelings for Bai Laosan, but towards Wu De, he is determined. He will not betray Wu De. Do you still think that you and the Emperor are friends? Do you really think that the Emperor placed Sweetie Ru An by Hai Zhu's side without any intent? "

I said, "Perhaps you don't understand Sweetie Ru. She is really a simple girl. She doesn't know anything about the underworld and has never participated. No one used her to do anything. The Emperor doesn't have it, neither do I. The reason why she wanted to come to Hai Zhu's office to work was very simple. It was because Wu De had taken a fancy to Sweetie Ru. For Sweetie Ru's safety, the Emperor asked me to get her to work at Hai Zhu's place. This matter of Sweetie Ru is very simple, you don't have to complicate it. "

Dong Xue said, "You think it's easy?" I don't think so. I thought that this was Wu De's arrangement from the beginning to the end. Wu De knew that Sweetie Ru was working at Hai Zhu's place. Not only did he know this, he had also specially arranged this to be done through the Emperor. Of course, in order to arrange for it to go in, a suitable explanation was needed that could be believed. Thus, the Emperor was ordered by Wu De to fabricate that explanation.

Sweetie Ru might look innocent on the surface, but she was a man without a heart. Moreover, even if Sweetie Ru was really innocent, but could she have been used unknowingly? "

Dong Xue's words surprised me. She had such a complicated mind, to be able to come up with such astonishing analysis at such a deep level.

Although I didn't quite approve of Dong Xue's analysis, I couldn't help but have a whole new level of respect for her mind. I couldn't help but feel that the current Dong Xue isn't the same Dong Xue from the past.

It's just that, I can't make myself admit this point, because I don't want to believe that Sweetie Ru is a chess piece specially arranged by Emperor Wu De. I don't want to believe that I was fooled by the Emperor Wu De for so long.

I would rather die than believe it. I would rather think it was Dong Xue's concern and consideration.

Dong Xue doesn't understand Sweetie Ru. She doesn't understand the relationship between me and the Emperor in the past, nor the relationship between me and Sweetie Ru in the past.

Seeing my look of disbelief, Dong Xue said, "I know you don't believe me. I know you're even mocking my analysis. Actually, you still haven't walked out of your shadow from before. Looking at people with kindness as a starting point, you would rather look at the world with kindness in your eyes. However, you must understand that the world is far from being as beautiful as what we have learned in our textbooks.

This world was so complicated, so ugly and despicable, so dirty, so sinister and treacherous. If you didn't plot against people, you would be tricked by others. You didn't want to harm others, but others would harm you. The world was complicated, and people's hearts were sinister. For those who had a complicated background, they had to be more cautious, and they had to learn how to guard. This is a basic skill of self-protection, and must be mastered. "

Dong Xue began to teach me class, and her words were very melodious.

I couldn't help but smile wryly in my heart. At the same time, I suddenly thought of a question. If Dong Xue doesn't leave tonight, what if she stays here? I was the one who brought her in, it was easy to send her to heaven. The moment Hai Zhu left, Dong Xue followed her in. This was rather dramatic, but at the same time, it also made me feel troubled.

Seeing Dong Xue's calm and composed manner as though she had no intention of leaving, I couldn't help but feel a little worried.

I can't push her out, can I? If she tried to use force, it would hurt her heart. At the same time, if she caused a ruckus in the middle of the night, how bad would the effect be?

I began to argue, absent-mindedly listening to Dong Xue's earnest teachings.

Suddenly, the phone in Dong Xue's bag rang. It seemed to be a text message notification.

Dong Xue stopped talking, took out her cell phone and looked at it. She put it back in her bag, stood up and said, "I still have something to do tonight. I'll be leaving first."

Relieved, I stood up.

Dong Xue walked to the door, opened it, and then stood looking at me. "What I said to you tonight, you should think about it when you have nothing to do tonight. "Don't think I'm talking nonsense."

I tried to smile, but I didn't say anything.

Dong Xue looked at me deeply and silently, then closed the door and left.

I lay down by the peephole and saw that Dong Xue didn't enter the opposite door. Instead, she got off the elevator and left.

Where was Dong Xue going at such a late hour? Who asked her out? What was she going to do? I thought.

I decided to go out and follow her, to see who she was meeting and what she was doing.

So I went out, got into the elevator, and went straight down.

He got out of the elevator, walked out of the building and looked around. It was dark and devoid of people.

It seemed that Dong Xue had gone outside, so I decided to leave quickly.

Just as I was about to raise my foot, a figure suddenly appeared in the darkness and stood before me.

I was startled. I saw that it was Dong Xue. She was looking straight at me.

"What are you doing out here?" Dong Xue's voice was straightforward.

"I came out to buy a pack of cigarettes." I felt a little guilty, I didn't expect Dong Xue to be nearby, not far away.

She seemed to have guessed that I would be following her, waiting here.

Dong Xue snorted. She took out a pack of cigarettes from her bag and handed it to me. "I have a pack here. You don't need to go out and buy it."

I took the cigarette and grinned.

"Is there a reason?" Dong Xue said.

"No more!" "No," I said.

Then Dong Xue stood there silently, looking at me.

I couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed as I hurriedly said, "Then, how about I send you off?"

"No need! Someone is coming to pick me up! " Dong Xue said.

"Oh." I felt even more embarrassed. "Then I'll go back."

"Yes!" You should go back! " Dong Xue said.

I hurried back and got into the elevator.2

The attempt to follow me made me feel a little awkward, so I went back to my dorm and was upset for a long time.

It seemed that Dong Xue really couldn't be underestimated. She actually knew how to follow in the opposite direction.

This was not something an ordinary housewife would do.

That night, I lay in bed, tossing and turning, thinking about my conversation with Dong Xue.

In the blink of an eye, it was already mid-August and news came from the Ningzhou. Hai Zhu and the others had already settled down in the Ningzhou and set up a new tourism development company, setting up a three-star hotel. Zhang Xiaotian was in the middle of negotiating details, and at the same time, a new travel agency was set up.

That was good news, and I told everyone about it.

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