C1244 Stunned
Leh sighed and shook his head. "Sigh... Forget it, let's go..."
With that, Leh walked to the front of the car, then got in the car and left.
I was left alone.
I was stunned for a long time.
I stayed at the beach until nightfall, sitting on the stone bench, smoking in silence, thinking about my own thoughts.
I thought about Hai Zhu from far away in the Ningzhou, about the years when she followed me, about the days when she worked hard under my guidance. I thought about the true feelings she had towards me from day to night.
He could not help but feel a great sense of sadness and guilt.
The night breeze blew by, bringing with it a cool breeze. The footsteps of early autumn accompanied by the sea breeze unknowingly began to walk towards them.
It was quiet. The sea was whimpering, the sound of the waves hitting the rocks could be heard, and the trees by the sea began to howl in the sea breeze.
Sad night sad wind sad sea, and sad me.
While he was indulging in his emotions, he heard a slight sound of movement from behind him.
I pretended not to hear, and continued smoking with my head down, while my luck was good.
Before I could catch my breath, something cold hit the back of my head.
"Don't move — raise your hand — stand up and turn around." A low, cold voice.
It was a familiar voice. It was the bodyguard, Bai Laosan's bodyguard.
I slowly stood up, raised my hand, and slowly turned around.
It was indeed a bodyguard. He stood expressionlessly in front of me and pointed the gun at my chest.
I looked at him silently.
The bodyguard looked at me for a moment and then put the gun away.
Curious, I let go of my arm and tried to think of luck again.
The bodyguard didn't seem to have any intention of fighting me here. He coldly looked at me for a moment, then turned around and walked away. At the same time, he said, "Follow me — —"
For some reason, I suddenly gave up on my luck and involuntarily followed him.
He walked to a car parked by the side of the road. The bodyguard walked to the front left side of the door, opened it, glanced at me, and sat down in the driver's seat. Without hesitation, I opened the front door and sat in the passenger seat.
The bodyguard drove off.
The night was fading, and the lights of the city were shining through the windows. My bodyguard and I were both expressionless.
The car drove along the road leading to Coastal Avenue. On the left was the bright lights of the city, and behind it was a pitch black, borderless ocean.
"Where to?" After a moment of silence, I finally spoke.
"Go where you are supposed to go!" The bodyguard drove the car and answered with a deep voice.
"Where should I go?" "No," I said.
"Go wherever the person you want to meet is!" The bodyguard's tone was very cold.
"Who do I want to see? Who wants to see me? " "No," I said.
"You know that!" replied the bodyguard.
"Wu De told you to come find me? You want to bring me to see Wu De? Wu De wants to see me? " I asked a series of questions.
"At this time, don't you want to see him? Of course, he wants to see you too. Of course, even if you don't want to see him, as long as he wants to see you, you must go. " the bodyguard said coldly.
"So, Wu De told you to come find me. He wants to see me now, right?" "No," I said.
"Yes!" "No," I said.
I pondered for a moment. "Since you knew I wanted to see Wu De, then why did you approach me like a thief just now? Why were you pointing a gun at me?"
The bodyguard replied, "You don't need to be a thief to get close to you, it's just that you didn't notice it yourself. In order to prevent you from launching an attack due to a misunderstanding, first use a gun to stop your possible counterattack!"
"Then put the gun away. You think I'm going with you?" "No," I said.
"Yes!"
"You think I want to see Wu De now?" I said again.
"Ask yourself that! Isn't it? " The bodyguard's words were very simple, as if he was willing to say anything unnecessary.
I nodded my head. 'Not bad, indeed. At this moment, I really want to meet Wu De. Since he also wants to meet me, then I will go with the flow.
"Where is Wu De?" "No," I said.
"You'll know when we get there!" the bodyguard said.
"Nonsense!" I'm asking you now, where is he? " "No," I said.
"Where he should be." The bodyguard seemed to be keeping me in suspense.
"How much longer do we have to walk?" "No," I said.
"About 30 minutes!"
I exhaled lightly. "Alright, since you're unwilling to tell me, I won't ask anymore!" Oh right, why did Wu De send you to find me? How come it's not Alai? "
"No comment!" the bodyguard said.
"Do I have to keep this a secret?" "No," I said.
"I said, no comment!" the bodyguard said.
"Is Wu De trying to test your ability and loyalty to him?" "No," I said.
"You seem too curious!" replied the bodyguard.
"I'm right, aren't I? You know that, don't you? " "No," I said.
"You're too smart!" the bodyguard said.
I laughed silently and leaned back in my chair. "I said, bodyguard, how's it going with the new owner?" "Comfortable?"
The bodyguard did not utter a single word as he drove on his own.
"When you and Alai were with Wu De, who was more favored? "Who does Wu De trust more between you and Alai?" I said again.
The bodyguard remained silent.
"Your and Alai's salary, or who between you and Alai can earn more money now?" I continued.
The bodyguard remained silent, just driving.
"Bro, you're mute?" I turned to look at him.
The bodyguard suddenly turned his head to look at me. The cold gaze gave me a fright, so I didn't ask anymore.
As the car sped along Coastal Avenue, we were all silent.
After a while, I said tentatively, "Man, us. Actually, they had known each other for quite some time. Almost two years. "
"Yes." He finally acknowledged it.
"Although we've known each other for quite some time, it seems that we haven't interacted much with each other." "No," I said.
"Yes."
"We've exchanged hands a few times, but it seems we haven't been able to tell each other apart." "No," I said.
"Yes."
"Every time we exchange blows, I actually don't really want to put you to death. As for you, you seem to show mercy to me at times." "No," I said.
"You think too much!" the bodyguard said.
"Although you are very quiet, I still cherish the fact that you are a talent. I feel that even though you've been with Bai Laosan for so long, you haven't done anything bad with him. Except when you have to. " I turned to look at him. In the darkness, his expression was very cold, his eyes staring straight ahead.
"I don't want to evaluate you as good or bad, nor do I want to judge what you have done. Of course, you have no right to judge me!" "What I do, whether it's good or bad, whether I'm a bad person or not, it has nothing to do with you and you don't have to judge me," he said.
"Heh heh. "Perhaps you're right, but everyone will have their own thoughts. Don't you think so? We are not wooden puppets, we are all emotional animals, don't you?" Seeing that he was willing to say a few more words, I struck the iron while it was still hot.
"Perhaps you are an emotional animal, but I am not!" he said stiffly.
"You are a human, man. You are not a fool, how can you not have emotions. You must have emotions. You followed Bai Laosan and now you're following Wu De, so you'll definitely have your own opinion of what you've seen and heard. You'll have your own criteria to judge what you've seen and done, right? " "No," I said.
The bodyguard said nothing, and in the darkness I saw his face twitch.
"In this world, there is good fortune and there is evil. You must understand this simple principle very well. "Bai Laosan is dead, this is his retribution for evil. Although Wu De is alive now, he will definitely receive retribution, this is the inevitable law and result. You followed Bai Laosan Gan and followed Wu De, aren't you afraid that you will receive retribution in the future?" "No," I said.
The bodyguard's facial expression twitched again, but he did not say anything.
After a pause, I suddenly said: "How did Bai Laosan die?"
The bodyguard's hand on the steering wheel seemed to shake a little, because I felt the car suddenly shake.
"Public security has already decided how he died. Don't tell me you have doubts about that?" the bodyguard said.
"Do you think that Public Security's conclusion is the truth behind Bai Laosan's death? Are you trying to deceive yourself? You must know the truth about Bai Laosan's death, don't you? " I pressed on.
"I don't know anything, I only know what I should know!" "No," he said.
"What do you know? "What shouldn't you know?" "No," I said.
"Boss told me what I should have known. What Boss didn't tell me was what I shouldn't have known!" "No," he said.
"That's not what you meant!" "No," I said.
"Is that important?"1
"It's not important to outsiders, but to you, it might be very important." "No," I said.
"Why?" "No," he said.
"Because you are a man, not a dog," I said. "You should have your own thoughts and feelings, your own direction, your own standards for judging what is right or wrong, your own minimum conscience, your basic moral bottom line."
"It's a pity that you're wrong. I don't have any of the things you've said. I don't have anything. I'm just a tool that has no emotions and no thought at all!" There was a sudden chill in his voice.
"So, you don't want to be a person with dignity, and you want to be a dog that listens to its master's commands?" I said bluntly.
"Yes, I am a man without dignity. I am a dog, a dog whose owner can control me at will!" His voice sounded fierce, but it also sounded like he was about to give up on himself.
His answer stunned me. I turned my head to look out the window and said, "Bro, I can actually feel that you are purposely looking down on yourself. Actually, you don't need to look down on yourself like that. You should have your own thoughts and life."
The bodyguard did not speak.
I added, "Actually, I can roughly determine how Bai Laosan died. Although I don't have clear evidence, I do know. You also know that Bai Laosan was not killed by Lee Shun, so you must know who killed Bai Laosan.
Of course, you don't have to answer me, you can say you don't know, but, people are doing, heaven is watching, all the people in this world who do evil, sooner or later they will get their due. Bai Laosan has already received his retribution, but he is not the first, and he will definitely not be the last. "
"Do you think that what you, you do, is moral, good, just? Do you think you won't get your retribution? "Do you think there's a big difference between a monk and a bald man?" The bodyguard said.
I was stunned. I couldn't help but feel guilty. Yes, what he said might be true. What they did wasn't a good thing. What about us? Is what Lee Shun and I did a good thing? They are not good people, am I and Lee Shun good people? If they can't get a good retribution, Lee Shun and I can get a good retribution?
Thinking of this, he could not help but feel an indescribable feeling in his heart, making him speechless.
"We are all scum of this society. Do you think it is necessary for us to act like men of honor in front of each other in the midst of a bunch of scum? No matter how noble the mask, no matter how gorgeous the coat, it cannot conceal the essence. " he added coldly.
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