1260: C1260 Think If

C1260 Think If

"I am... I was thinking if... If there's anything I need to talk to you about, I can give you a call. " "No," she said.

I nodded, asked for her cell phone number, and dialed it directly.

Her cell phone rang. She looked at it and said, "Okay, I'll remember."

Then, she suddenly laughed and looked at my phone: "Ahhh — Big Brother, why do you use such a simple phone? It's a black and white screen. These days, there aren't many phones like this."

I smiled, didn't answer her question, and walked away.

After coming out, I sat in the hotel lobby and called Faang Aiguo, telling him to rush to the Hammer Island Hotel immediately.

Faang Aiguo arrived quickly and I said to him, "That woman is staying in this hotel now. If she wants to leave the hotel, call me right away. "

"Oh." Faang Aiguo nodded: "No problem!"

I think that Faang Aiguo must be very curious about Zhang Mei's identity, but he definitely didn't ask me. He knows that in his line of work, things that shouldn't be asked can't be asked.

"Brother Yi, you should go back and rest first. I'll be sitting in the car by the hotel entrance." Faang Aiguo said.

I nodded, then left the hotel and returned to the dormitory.

Nothing happened that night.

The next day was the weekend. At 10 AM, I went straight to the Hammer Island Hotel. Faang Aiguo stayed here for the whole night and when he saw me, he nodded slightly: "Brother Yi, everything is normal."

I nodded and went straight in and up the stairs to Zhang Mei's room.

He knocked on the door. Immediately, Zhang Mei came to open it.

Zhang Mei smiled when she saw me. She looked a bit better than yesterday, but her face was still very pale.

"Did you sleep last night?" I said, and went in.

"I washed a sauna and sweated a lot. I slept after watching TV for a while and slept until 9 PM. Sigh... I haven't slept so well in a long time." Zhang Mei said.

"Have you had breakfast?" "No," I said.

"I just finished downstairs at the cafeteria!" Zhang Mei said.

"Alright then, come with me." "No," I said.

"Where to? Isn't this place pretty good? " Zhang Mei said.

"This is not the place for you to stay. I want to bring you to the most suitable place for you!" "No," I said.

"Where?" Zhang Mei said.

"Addiction Treatment Center!" "No," I said.

Zhang Mei's body shuddered as she looked at me blankly. "You want me to go detoxify?"

"Yes!" You have to go and recover from the poison! "" No, you! I said simply.

Zhang Mei sighed. "I advise you to give up on this idea. I've been taking drugs for so long, and the poison has already seeped into my bones. I won't be able to stop it."

"Cut the crap, have you forgotten what I told you last night?" I said, "Zhang Mei, you have no other choice. If you don't listen to my orders, then —"

I didn't finish my sentence, but Zhang Mei obviously knew what I was going to say. She lowered her head, bit her lips, and nodded. But I want to tell you, for a heavy drug addict like me, it's very difficult to completely stop. Also, detoxification requires a lot of money, I have nothing.

"As long as you agree to my arrangements, you don't have to worry about anything else!" "No," I said.

"Well, I'll go with you," Zhang Mei said.

Zhang Mei and I went downstairs, checked out of the hotel, and walked to Faang Aiguo's taxi.

"Aiguo, take a taxi and go back to rest. I'll drive this car!" "No," I said.

Then Faang Aiguo got out of the car, handed me the car keys and looked at Zhang Mei.

Zhang Mei looked at Faang Aiguo and nodded, "So it's you, young man. Do you still remember me?"

Faang Aiguo chuckled.

"Your vigilance isn't low, the time to report back to your big brother is very timely." Zhang Mei said again.

Faang Aiguo continued to laugh.

"Did you stay here all night last night? Did your brother ask you to watch me?" Zhang Mei said.

"It's not surveillance, it's protection!" Faang Aiguo said.

"Same meaning, more or less." Zhang Mei said.

Faang Aiguo didn't say anything else and just went around to rent a room.

I opened the door, and Zhang Mei sat in the front passenger seat. I drove directly to the drug rehab center in Hsinghai City.

Last night, I checked online and found that there are two types of detoxification centers in Hsinghai. One is the compulsory detoxification center and the other is the voluntary detoxification center.

In terms of the effect of detoxification, it was obviously better to use a voluntary detoxification center. Forced detoxification centers would often only be able to detoxify their body, and would not be able to do so. People who came out of forced detoxification centers would usually have a relapse, while those who came out of voluntary detoxification centers had a much lower chance of doing so.

Of course, voluntary detoxification centers are for the addicts to spend their own money.

The most important thing about detoxification was one's spirit. To completely rid oneself of the addiction in one's heart, that was the root of it all.

Naturally, I'm going to send Zhang Mei to the voluntary rehab center.

As I drove through the city in a taxi, Zhang Mei stared out of the window without saying a word.

It was as if the familiar sight in front of her eyes had brought back her memories of the past.

When we reached People's Square, I slowed down and drove slowly by the side of the road.

When I went to pick up Zhang Mei at the hotel, I passed by and saw Qiu Tong playing with Snowy on the lawn.

At this moment, Qiu Tong was still playing happily with Snowy on the lawn to the right of the car.

Naturally, neither Qiu Tong nor Xiaoxue would notice me in the taxi, much less Zhang Mei.

They didn't know Zhang Mei at all, so what if they noticed?

When we got close to Qiu Tong and Xiaoxue, I put on my sunglasses and said, "I'm having a smoke. Wait a moment."

Zhang Mei did not say anything, but her eyes were glued to the window. She was looking at the beautiful People's Square, and she was looking at Snowy and Qiu Tong playing happily on the lawn.

After that, Zhang Mei's gaze was attracted by Snowy.

Zhang Mei looked at Snowy with a very focused gaze. I looked at her with a sideways glance, and my heartbeat suddenly sped up.

I purposely let Zhang Mei see Xiao Xue, on purpose.

I wanted Zhang Mei to see Xiao Xue, but at this moment, I didn't want the mother and daughter pair to recognize each other.

Now was not the time.

The main reason I did so was to consider Zhang Mei's drug withdrawal.

Zhang Mei stared at Snowy, and I watched her expression from the side.

At this moment, Zhang Mei's expression was rather complicated as it changed rapidly. Motherhood, gentleness, envy, frustration, contemplation, depression, regret, guilt …

Looking at Zhang Mei's complicated expression, I seemed to be able to read the violent changes and complex emotions in her mind. I knew that when she saw Xiao Xue, she couldn't help but think of the child that she ruthlessly abandoned seven years ago. Looking at Qiu Tong and Xiao Xue, I couldn't help but think of the warm and blissful life I once dreamt of.

The mother and daughter were so close to each other that we didn't know each other and didn't know each other. I suddenly felt cruel, that I was killing nature and humanity.

But even though I knew I was being cruel, I had to do it again. I had no choice, I had to do it.

Fortunately, Zhang Mei didn't know that the cute little girl in front of her was her biological daughter.

This gave me a bit of self-deceptive comfort in my heart.

Zhang Mei stared blankly at Snowy, then looked at Qiu Tong. Her eyes were filled with envy and deep sadness.

I knew what she was thinking.

That's what I want.

My effect seems to have been achieved.

At this moment, Qiu Tong occasionally raised her head and looked in our direction.

It seemed that Qiu Tong saw me in the taxi because I saw her walking towards us.

I drove away without hesitation.

I had to go, because I still hadn't decided how to introduce Zhang Mei to Qiu Tong.

I understand the relationship between Hai Zhu and Xia Yu, but I don't understand the relationship between Qiu Tong and Zhang Mei. Perhaps, it's not that I don't understand it, but rather that I don't want to understand it.

When the taxi was gone, I saw in the rearview mirror that Qiu Tong was standing by the side of the road shaking her head. Then she walked over to Snowy with a smile.

"What a cute child." Zhang Mei suddenly said quietly.

"What child?" I asked, pretending not to understand.

"I mean the girl who was playing on the lawn when we stopped." Zhang Mei said.

"Oh, that girl just now. Not bad, she's really cute." "No," I said.

"Lovely and beautiful. "He really is like Xiaotian." Zhang Mei continued to speak in a faint voice, "If … If only his child and I were alive, we would be at that age. "She should be so beautiful, she should be an angel like that."

I drove in silence.

"Her mother was also so beautiful. What a happy mother and daughter. Happiness is simple and easy, but it is deep and hard to come by. " Zhang Mei muttered. Her eyes suddenly turned red and she sighed deeply.

Following Zhang Mei's sigh, I secretly sighed in my heart and once again felt myself being cold and cruel. This kind of feeling made me feel very uncomfortable and I felt very cold-blooded.

"Yes, your child will also be as beautiful and adorable as an angel." I murmured.

"But she is no longer in this world. "Unfortunately, there is no such thing as' if 'in life. Unfortunately, time cannot flow backwards." Zhang Mei said in a gloomy tone.1

"Perhaps, you should be glad that there is no such thing as' if 'in your life. Time cannot flow backwards!" "No," I said.

"Why?" "No," she said.

"If your child saw you like this and knew that your mother was a drug addict, do you think your child would be happy? Will you bring her true happiness? Can you enjoy the dignity and honor of a mother? Can you feel the ordinary and precious happiness of mother and daughter just now? " "No," I said.

Zhang Mei lowered her head in silence.

"Even if, as you say, the child is no longer in the world, do you think her soul will be comforted even if the child is in heaven and sees you as you are? Was she happy in heaven? As a woman, as a mother, don't you feel guilty and ashamed of yourself? Don't you think you need to do a motherly job for a child, whether living or in heaven? " I went on.

Zhang Mei looked up at me, terrified and confused.

"Don't look at me, look straight ahead —" I said coldly.

Zhang Mei looked ahead.

"What did you see?" "No," I said.

"I see cars, roads, people." Zhang Mei said.

"What else?" "No," I said.

"There's nothing else." she said dejectedly.

"Didn't you see the blue sky above the road? Don't you see the sun shining brightly in the blue sky? Didn't you see the free and fresh air under the bright sunlight? " "No," I said.

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