1277: C1277 Inconsistency

C1277 Inconsistency

Kong Kun's words were a little contradictory, and she said incoherently: "I at least know one thing, love needs to fight for, need to cherish, need to manage, I like you, or rather, I love you, I just need to know that. Ever since I left the Hsinghai, I've been thinking about you every single moment.

Because I know that in your heart, it might only be Sister Hai Zhu, and only Sister Hai Zhu can bring you to the Ningzhou. As for me, I could only watch from afar. But today, I finally have the chance to be together with you, get close to you, and speak my mind. "

I took a deep breath and said to Kong Kun, "Kong Kun, ever since we met, even before we met, I have cherished our friendship. I'd love to be your true long-term friend. Friend, I'm talking about a friend. A friend in the simple sense. When you came to the Hsinghai and worked at Hai Zhu's company, the feeling I had became increasingly distinct, I was very willing to see you and Hai Zhu become sisters.

In reality, Hai Zhu had always treated you as a sister from the bottom of her heart, and placed great trust and expectations in you. Otherwise, she wouldn't have brought you to the Ningzhou this time, and wouldn't have entrusted you with the heavy responsibility of being the general manager. "Between me, you and Hai Zhu, I hope that you and Hai Zhu can always be good sisters. I also hope that we can always be good friends. I have always placed great emphasis on the friendship between you and Hai Zhu and I."

Kong Kun lowered her head and said after a while, "I understand Sister Hai Zhu's feelings for me. I know that she has always valued and trusted me. But I also did not fail to live up to her expectations of me, I have been working very hard, have always done my job conscientiously, I also think of Sister Hai Zhu as a good sister from the bottom of my heart.

I don't know when my feelings for you started to change, but this made me feel more and more miserable, especially when I saw Sister Hai Zhu with you, especially when I thought of the two of you together, and especially when I heard Sister Hai Zhu mention you in front of me.

I don't know why I'm at this point. I don't know why I can't control what I'm feeling. I kept trying to convince myself not to think that way, but I couldn't. Furthermore, especially when I feel that you and Sister Hai Zhu might not end up together, this feeling makes me even more mad. If you and Sister Hai Zhu really can't be together, then I won't let myself lose this opportunity.

"What right do you have to say that Hai Zhu and I won't be together?" We're engaged to be married at the end of the year, that's what everyone knows. Why do you have to think that? You shouldn't have thought like that. You should have blessed us. " I interrupted Kong Kun's words with a harsh tone, but in my heart, I couldn't help but feel guilty. Kong Kun's words even made me panic.

Could it be that Kong Kun really believed in Dong Xue's judgement, or that Kong Kun felt that once I wasn't with Hai Zhu, she was afraid that I would return to Dong Xue's side. Although she knew Dong Xue's intentions and thoughts, she wasn't willing to let Dong Xue succeed so easily. What would Dong Xue think if she knew what her hard-earned allies were planning?

"That's right, I should wish you all the best, that's what I should do. But I don't want to give up my chance to be happy. I know there are a lot of men, but you only have one. " Kong Kun's tone was stubborn.

Kong Kun's words made me feel helpless. I said, "Alright, Kong Kun, let's not talk about this anymore. I hope that everyone will be fine in the future. I don't want to see our friendship destroyed, and I don't want you to be unable to be even friends. "I hope that you will always be Hai Zhu's best sister and friend. I hope that you will always be the most considerate assistant beside Hai Zhu. I hope that you will not disappoint the trust and expectations that Hai Zhu has for you."

"I will do my job as I always do. I won't let Sister Hai Zhu down. You can rest assured on this point. " Kong Kun said.

"Outside of work, I hope so too." "No," I said.

Kong Kun fell silent, her head bowed. Then, she turned around and quickly washed my storeroom and hung it on the clothes rack.

Then Kong Kun looked at me. "Brother Yi, your clothes are ready."

"Thank you. Thank you very much." "No," I said.

"This is the first time I've ever washed a man's storeroom." Kong Kun bit her lips as she spoke.

"Your words make me feel very ashamed, very moved, very helpless, very conflicted and very embarrassed!" "No," I said.

"You don't have to." Kong Kun said, "Okay, I've done what I have to do. Tonight. I am grateful for the guidance and guidance you have given me. Hope... What happened tonight won't make you angry. It won't make you feel bad about me. I hope that I can still obtain your guidance and guidance in the future. "

"I will not be angry with you, nor will there be any shadow in my heart. In the future, I will continue to give you some good advice and advice on the job as long as you need it. " "No," I said.

Kong Kun looked deeply at me and her expression relaxed a little. "You're really not angry?"

"Yes." I nodded my head. Even though I was a bit unhappy with Kong Kun's words, I really couldn't be angry with her for her actions. After all, it isn't normal to be angry over something like this. A man might not be angered by a woman kissing him, otherwise, it would be the greatest act of posturing.

I don't want to be pretentious, so I'm not going to be angry.

"That's good." Kong Kun suddenly laughed with a bit of difficulty, but it seemed to be acceptable.

I tried to smile.

"Then I'll be going." Kong Kun looked at me.

I took another step back, then nodded.

Kong Kun walked out of the bathroom slowly and walked to the door.

"Tonight, I still want to thank you." I said behind her. My intention was to thank her for washing my storeroom, but as soon as I said it, I suddenly felt as if Kong Kun would understand many layers of meaning, so I hurried to the street and said, "Thank you for washing me …" "The coffer."

Kong Kun's face reddened slightly, then she looked at me deeply. "Will you tell me about what happened tonight?"

"No —" I shook my head.

Kong Kun smiled, "Actually, Brother Yi, don't be angry when I say that you and Sister Hai Zhu aren't suitable for each other. I really feel that way myself. Also, even if I don't think you and Sister Hai Zhu are suitable, I don't think you and Dong Xue are. I don't even think she's as good for you as Sister Hai Zhu. In other words, I don't think either of them is suitable for you. "

Apparently, Kong Kun was implying that neither Hai Zhu nor Dong Xue was suitable for me, and that only she was suitable.

I didn't know whether to laugh or cry. I bitterly smiled. "Actually, I believe that any woman is a good match for me. I'm not good enough for any woman."

When I said this, I felt a tendency to self-mutilation, and this self-mutilation actually gave me a little pleasure.

Kong Kun pursed her lips, "Brother Yi, why do you have to belittle yourself like that? I know best what kind of man you are. "Alright, I'll be going now. You should rest."

"Good night." I stood there.

Kong Kun smiled at me, then opened the door and left.

I hurried to the door and crouched down by the peephole. I saw Kong Kun's figure disappear from sight.

Then I went back to the couch, let out a long breath, lit a cigarette, smoked slowly, and began to think about Kong Kun again.

I suddenly felt that I was acting so pretentious and hypocritical in front of Kong Kun tonight. If the one who was here tonight wasn't Kong Kun but Qiu Tong, but Qiu Tong doing all the things Kong Kun did for me, would I still refuse? Would I still say those seemingly noble words? Would I mention any harm done to Hai Zhu? Can my so-called reason still overcome the impulse of the affluent? Would I still be willing to let reason prevail over the impulse of affluence?

After thinking for a long time, the answer seemed to be no.

Thus, he felt more and more that he was a hypocrite.

I often feel my own pretence and hypocrisy in my heart, perhaps this is human nature.

I often don't want to dissect myself in depth because I'm afraid, because I want to escape.

However, from time to time, I couldn't help but face my own ugliness and evil. This ugliness and evil might be my true self, and might accompany me for the rest of my life.

As he thought of this, he couldn't help but feel fear in his heart.

I thought about what happened with Qiu Tong during the day, and I thought about how Kong Kun came to my room tonight.

Suddenly, he had an idea. Kong Kun had been in my room for so long, so how could Hai Zhu not know about it? If that pair of invisible eyes peeped at me, wouldn't they have found out and wouldn't report to Hai Zhu? Kong Kun stayed in my room for so long, why didn't I get a text message or a phone call from Hai Zhu? Could it be that the person Hai Zhu arranged to spy on me was Kong Kun?

Thinking of this, my heart quivered. Yes, perhaps it really was Kong Kun. Only she would be able to enter my room without fear of Hai Zhu knowing.

It seems reasonable.

As he was lost in his thoughts, he heard faint sounds of laughter coming from outside the door, as well as the cheerful cries of Snowy.

They went out to play and came back. I looked at the time. It was 11 o'clock.

At this moment, someone knocked on the door, and Snowy's voice came through: "Uncle Yi, Uncle Yi, open the door. Little Bunny, good boy, open the door, Grandma is back."

I went to open the door. Snowy was standing in the doorway with a bag in her hand and behind her were the clouds, Xia Yu and Qin Lu.

"You're back." "No," I said.

"Yeah, Uncle Yi, we brought you yummy food. Bring back two. One for you and one for mom." Snowy raised the bag high up in the air.

I took it and patted Snowy's face. "Okay, thank you."

Xia Yu poked her head into the room. "Hey! Are there any goods hidden in the room?"

I grinned. "What do you mean?"

"Hehe, I want to see if you have any hidden talents." Xia Yu made a face.0

"What kind of international joke is this?" I pulled my face away.

Qin Lu and Yun Li both laughed.

Xia Yu sized me up. "Hey, handsome guy, you look really handsome in those pajamas. Do you want me to find you a photo to remember? "Come here, little Lulu, I'll borrow your cell phone."

In order to keep up with my pace, Xia Yu also used a Nokia black-and-white screen phone like mine, which had photographic functions.

When I heard that Xia Yu was going to take a picture of me, I quickly drew back and closed the door. There was a burst of laughter outside.

After eating, I fell asleep.

Lying on the bed, he couldn't help but think of Qiu Tong, who hadn't shown up tonight. What was she doing now? Was she asleep? If she wasn't asleep, what was she thinking?

Thinking about what happened during the day, thinking about how I almost did it to Kong Kun at night, my heart was in a mess. After tossing and turning for a long time, I finally fell asleep.

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