1298: C1298 Reality

C1298 Reality

After a while she said, "You can't answer that, can you?"

I still didn't reply.

"Alright, I won't ask anymore."

She didn't send another text message.

I was relieved, but I felt depressed and empty.

The autumn rain was still falling, the autumn wind was still blowing, the lonely night, the lonely me.

Thinking about Lee Shun who was not far behind me, and thinking about Xiao Xue's mother Zhang Mei who went through a lot of experiences, a few words suddenly popped into my head: Where would the hero go? There were no tears on her face. The wanderings of a lifetime, in exchange for an unforgettable love. A tune of light flew about, one could ask who else did it for you, crushing the beauty and the heart. Who would still remember the loneliness of a woman's tears? Who would understand the downfall of a hero's wanderings?

He could not help but sigh deeply.

This sigh seemed to contain deep helplessness and sympathy, as well as a little melancholy and sorrow.

After an unknown amount of time, Faang Aiguo's voice came from behind him: "Brother Yi, the commander in chief invites you over."

I looked back and saw the window next to Lee Shun's seat had been rolled down.

I walked over.

His face was still pale, but his expression was no longer twitching. His eyes were still sad, but they were no longer cold, and beside him was Zhang Mei who seemed to have arrived to another world. Her face had a dreamy, joyful, sad, and sorrowful expression, as if she was unable to accept the sudden reality.

I don't know what they were talking about, and I don't want to know.

I don't know what they've been through, how they've shared their sorrows and their sorrows and their grievances, and I don't want to know.

Oh, they seemed to be unexpectedly calm at this moment. The feeling of great joy and sorrow seemed to only last for an instant. In this aspect, they seemed to have a mutual understanding.

Seeing me coming over, Lee Shun said, "Yi Ke, we have to go."

"Take care." Take care. I nodded and said.

"Zhang Mei, come with me." Lee Shun said again.

Instead of saying this to me, he didn't say it to Zhang Mei.

I nodded again.

"Zhang Mei was previously in Hsinghai. It's all thanks to you taking care of her." Lee Shun suddenly got polite with me.

"You're welcome." I matched Lee Shun's tone.

"We're leaving, you have to take care of yourself." Lee Shun looked at me.

I nodded again. "I will."

Lee Shun gave me a deep look, then placed his finger in his mouth and whistled. The surrounding Special Warrior that were on alert immediately started to get on the car, each of them taking their positions.

While Lee Shun and I were talking, Zhang Mei was staring at me without saying a word.

The car started up and I took a step back, with Faang Aiguo and the rest behind me. We bid farewell to Lee Shun.

I don't know how Lee Shun and his group returned to the Golden Triangle, if he didn't say it, I can't ask.

However, I know that Qin had meticulously and meticulously arranged his return journey.

As the car was about to start, Zhang Mei suddenly called out, "Wait a moment."

The car didn't start and Lee Shun looked at Zhang Mei.

Zhang Mei looked at me, then looked at Lee Shun, bit her lips and said, "Yi Ke and I would like to say a few words in private."

Lee Shun looked at Zhang Mei with an expressionless face.

Zhang Mei said, "If you are worried, you can listen by the side!"

Lee Shun glared at me and then looked at me. I nodded.

Lee Shun grinned and said: "Go."

Zhang Mei got off the car and walked straight to the pavilion by the sea.

I followed her, not knowing what Zhang Mei was going to say to me before she left.

As I walked behind Zhang Mei, she looked back at me with eyes full of gratitude.

"Big Brother, Brother Yi Ke, I really don't know how to thank you. I didn't think of it tonight. Thinking of meeting him … "I know this is all your doing. You really are a man of your word, an honest and kind-hearted person …" Zhang Mei said in an intermittent manner.

"Zhang Mei, don't thank me. I just did what I had to do." "No," I said.

After saying this, I suddenly had a strange feeling in my heart. I suddenly felt that I didn't know whether what I did was right or wrong. I didn't know whether it was helping Zhang Mei or harming her.

Zhang Mei continued, "Just now …" He told me more or less about the years. I also know about your relationship with him. Even though he's your boss, even though you said that this is what you should do, I still really thank you. "

I don't know what sort of general situation Lee Shun told Zhang Mei just now, but I know that Lee Shun will definitely tell her selectively. He won't tell Zhang Mei everything.

I exhaled softly.

Zhang Mei continued, "To be honest, even though I dreamed of meeting him, even though you said that you would do your best to help me meet him, I didn't expect this day to come this fast. It made me feel like I was dreaming."

You will think that he and I are only a pair of dog and dog, a pair of scum of society. I know that even though you work with him, you are clearly not the same kind of person as him. You are not from the same world as us, so you will certainly look at us that way. However, I will not blame you. I understand your view. In your world, it is only right to look at people like us. "

"You might be thinking too much." As I said that, I glanced sideways at Lee Shun, who was sitting not far away with his eyes closed.

Zhang Mei smiled bitterly. "I'm not thinking too much." I might not think about it before I quit, but I've thought about it a lot these days in the rehab center. I'm finally going to see the light of life, the beauty of life, the beauty of the world. I'm finally going to look at my former self in the public eye. It's just that the detoxification has just been effective and is proceeding smoothly, but I have to leave and leave with him. "

I said, "Will you go with him?"

"Yes, of course. This time, I will never leave him. I will follow him regardless of life or death. No matter where I am, no matter what I do, I will follow him. My life is destined to be inextricably linked with him. I cannot leave him, and in fact, he cannot leave me either. " she said simply and confidently.

"But your detoxification was done halfway through." "No," I said.

"There's no other way. "That's the only way. I'm sorry that I failed to live up to your expectations." "No," she said.

My heart sank. She seemed to mean something else.

"However, you can rest assured that I will consciously continue to detoxify my body. The biggest obstacle that I need to overcome right now is my addiction. I will work hard to defeat my inner demon." She seemed to notice that I was not looking well, so she said quickly.

I smiled wryly in my heart. After arriving at the Golden Triangle, how could she overcome the addiction of beating herself when she was with Lee Shun who was skating all day? Despite what she said, I could feel that she was just trying to comfort me. It wasn't that she was detoxifying, but that I was detoxifying, as if she wasn't detoxifying for herself, but for me.

I couldn't help but think that her previous efforts to detoxify her might have been in vain.

He couldn't help but feel a wave of sadness and sorrow in his heart. If this woman had never known him before, I wouldn't have such feelings. But the key point is, she's Xiao Xue's mother, Xiao Xue's mother! No matter what, it's hard for me to accept that Snowy's parents are drug addicts, so how can I face Snowy when she grows up in the future? How would they deal with Snowy?

Of course, Zhang Mei would never know that the moment she left with Lee Shun, she might never return to Hsinghai, never see her own daughter again. In fact, Lee Shun might never even let her know that her daughter was still alive.

Zhang Mei looked at me and said, "Actually, my biggest wish right now is to be an ordinary person, an ordinary and calm person, living a quiet and ordinary life. But now, it seems, that's impossible. Perhaps everything was fated, my fate was destined to have him, destined to follow him to the underworld.2

I believe in fate, and I will not resist the arrangement of fate. Since he has already come this far, then I have no other choice but to follow him, and I will accept both life and death. I have no ties now, and the only thought I have is him. Sigh. Unfortunately, I didn't keep that poor child, my daughter, for him. "If you do something wrong, then I will do it myself."

Zhang Mei's voice had a sour tone to it. She was still conflicted over this matter even after so many years had passed.

Hearing her say this, I couldn't take it anymore, and couldn't help but tell her in my mind that Xiao Xue is still alive and very happy, but, I wasn't impulsive to that point, I still have my reason, I know, I can't reveal anything about Xiao Xue in front of her, otherwise, Lee Shun would go crazy, and really kill me.

Also, I also thought of one thing. Perhaps to Zhang Mei, not knowing that her daughter is still alive might not be a bad thing for her. Otherwise, Lee Shun, due to his own consideration, might take some unfavorable measures against her.

I understand, in Lee Shun's heart, the first is Snowy, followed by his parents, and the second is Qiu Tong. As for the reason why Qiu Tong was listed, it was because she was Xiaoxue. Qiu Tong was the best candidate for Xiaoxue's mother.

These were all ordered by Lee Shun, he was treating the people around him according to his rules.

Of course, from another perspective, Zhang Mei might also be ranked, and her ranking might not even be the bottom of the list.

"Life has to be lived, life has to continue." "No," I said.

Zhang Mei wiped her eyes and said, "Although I am with him now, I can't give him a baby anymore. He is addicted to drugs and I can skate, so it's hopeless for him. The more hopeless it is, the more I miss him." "Hai."

Zhang Mei sighed again.

I couldn't help but feel a little suspicious. Zhang Mei thought that if Lee Shun wanted to take her away, she would be together with Lee Shun again. She was too naive. How could she know that Lee Shun hated all women, and it was because of her that he had such a feeling.

Lee Shun's current dislike and rejection of women made me suspect that his sexual orientation had changed. Of course, I don't have enough evidence to be sure of this and it was just a guess. But even though it was just a guess, it made me feel that Zhang Mei's thoughts were unrealistic.

Of course, not all women were rejected by Lee Shun. He was very close to his mother and daughter. At the same time, he didn't hate or reject Qiu Tong either. In fact, he was even very concerned about her. He kept promising that Qiu Tong was his fiancée, the daughter-in-law of the Wu family. Qiu Tong could only be his, and no one else was allowed to lay their hands on Qiu Tong except him.

His domination of Qiu Tong had always left me with no choice but to be a terrified underground worker. But it was because of his attitude towards Qiu Tong that I couldn't be sure there was a problem with his sexual orientation. I just thought that he had rejected most women because of Zhang Mei's provocation, but Qiu Tong wasn't one of them.

Similarly, I don't think that even if Zhang Mei followed Lee Shun to the Golden Triangle, Lee Shun would sleep together with her. Lee Shun's main purpose for taking Zhang Mei away was for Xiao Xue and his family, and of course, there was something that he couldn't part with from Zhang Mei.

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