C1308 Natural Destiny
Xia Yu looked confused. "I don't know." I don't count. "
"An Xin should stay in the United States. Don't think too much. Don't let your thoughts run wild all day." "No," I said.
Xia Yu stared at me blankly, and after a long silence, she said, "The happy and sad are the red dust, and the rough and rough road is the life."
With that, Xia Yu's eyes suddenly turned red.
"Do you think I'm a rich girl who only knows how to eat and drink and have fun?" Xia Yu whispered.
I didn't say anything. I was still thinking about what Xia Yu had said.
These words seemed to be very interesting and worth enjoying.
He couldn't help but to feel that his prosperous life was tragic and beautiful at that moment. As the years passed, it was like a dream.
It was as if everything had its own destiny. There are many things that can't be changed. Maybe God will give me a chance, but often I miss it. Maybe I did not grasp it well, always in the loss between loss and gain melancholy, disappointment, feeling very sad, despondent.
Xia Yu continued, "It is true that I need a rich material life to live. No one wants to live in poverty. Money may not be the top priority, but money is not my fault. I know that leaving money is a must. I can't live without it. How many people worry about money, how many people worry about money. As for me, the thing I don't lack the most is money. "
I looked at Xia Yu.
"Actually, I understand. The people in this world, including you and me, all live a very tired life. Don't not live a tired life just because I don't lack money." Xia Yu sighed, "To me, even though I laugh all day long, only I know how much pain and exhaustion I have. "I finally understand that living is a type of torture, a type of torment. And because I have you with me, I might eventually be accompanied by thorns and tribulation."
Xia Yu's words made my heart sink.
Xia Yu continued, "Of course, maybe I should be right about this, because God is always fair."
I nodded. "Yes, God was always fair."
Xia Yu bitterly smiled, "Second Master, actually, I know that there are no banquet in this world that does not end. Life is not the ideal of perfection, everyone to taste the hardships of life, life is rough. "
I said, "Fate has its own destiny, and can be found but not sought. We can always be good friends. "
Xia Yu pursed her lips, "Before I taste the experience that time and space have brought to me, I will definitely not let you go. Even if I am in the United States, I will remember you day and night. You are my only Second Master, I am your only Second Wife. The fate between us is fated to be this. Life is like a dream, a dream is like a life, so I said that sorrow, joy, separation is the red dust, the rough is life. This is the basis of our lives. "
I said, "Xia Yu, why must you be so stubborn?"
"Ever since you became my boy, ever since I gave you my first time, I've been determined to never part with you, never part with you in my entire life. As long as I can stay together with you, I don't care about First Wife's status, even if you have a bunch of wives and concubines, as long as there's a place for me, I wouldn't mind fighting for the jealousy," Xia Yu said. Even though I am parting from your people, my heart will always follow you. "
I said, "You will be very tired if you continue to be like this. You will feel wronged and you will have to waste yourself. Moreover, a man like me isn't worth it for you to waste so much of your feelings and energy. I'm really a muddleheaded and disrespectful man. You shouldn't pour so much emotion onto me."
"My dear Little Ke, don't insult yourself like that, why do you have to say such dirty words? I know what kind of man you are, you don't have the right to make any comments about me, and since I know what I'm doing, I know what I'm supposed to do. I like your playfulness and muddleheadedness, I like you pretending to be stupid, I like your strengths and weaknesses."
Xia Yu's words reminded me of what Zhang Mei said when she mentioned Lee Shun in front of me. Her words were very similar to what Xia Yu said at the moment.
Xia Yu let go of my hand and suddenly leaned over to kiss my lips.
I started and leaned back a little, but the bed was behind me and I couldn't lean back any further.
Xia Yu leaned forward, then leaned over again.
"Don't do that." "No," I said.
"Don't move. Be obedient." Xia Yu muttered. She put her hands on my head and kissed me hard on the lips before letting go of me with a smug smile.
I sighed. "You drank too much tonight. Why aren't you getting drunk anymore?"
"I slept for a while. I woke up from the drinking." "I don't know when I got drunk," Wu said. "I felt like I was asleep. When I woke up, I was lying on my bed in my bedroom. After getting up and drinking some water, I looked around. Sister Qiu was sleeping soundly when I came down. In the end, I realized that you weren't actually asleep yet. "
I checked the time. It was 1 o'clock in the morning.
"Go up and go back to sleep. You have a plane to catch tomorrow. " "No," I said.
"I'm not in a hurry. Don't be in a hurry to kick me out, okay?" Xia Yu said, "In any case, I'll be leaving tomorrow. Even if you hate me, you shouldn't be in such a hurry, right? "I'm leaving. In the future, you won't be able to find anyone to mess with you even if you want to."
Xia Yu said so. I'm too embarrassed to chase her away again.
We were silent for a moment.
Xia Yu looked at me, her eyes rolling.
After a while, Xia Yu stood up and left.
I don't know what she's up to, but I know she won't leave and will come back.
Sure enough, in a moment, Xia Yu came back with a broken tray in her hand. There was an opened bottle of red wine on the tray and two cups filled with red wine.
"What?" "No," I said.
"I'm not tired anyway, so it's boring for us to sit here idly. Why don't we have a drink and chat while we drink?" Xia Yu looked at me, her eyes wandering as she placed the tray on the bedside table.
"You can still drink?" "No," I said.
"I can't drink white wine, but red wine, hehe, not bad." Xia Yu handed me a cup of wine and then picked up her own: "Second Master, come, Second Wife will have a drink with you. Second Wife is about to leave. Tonight, at midnight, in this silent moment, in the world of only you and me, we … We had this drink. "
Xia Yu's voice sounded agitated and nervous. She looked at me slyly.
I picked up my glass and was about to drink when I suddenly put it down again.
Xia Yu's crafty gaze just now made me wonder if she was playing a trick on the glass of wine, if she was trying to use it to achieve her last mad purpose before leaving the country.
Even though Qiu Tong and I had an intimate relationship tonight that left a fire of love burning in my body, I didn't want that to happen to Xia Yu. I definitely could not continue making mistakes, Qiu Tong was upstairs, so I had to be more self-aware.
I am responsible to Xia Yu, to myself, and even to Qiu Tong.
I don't know why I'm responsible for Qiu Tong, but that's what I really think.
"What's wrong? Why don't you drink it? " Xia Yu stared at me.
"I'm afraid I'll make a mistake after drinking this wine." "No," I said.
"What do you mean? "I don't understand, Second Master." Xia Yu's tone was coquettish, but I could still hear the tension in her voice.
I became more and more suspicious of the wine. I looked at Xia Yu. This girl was playing tricks on me. Playing with me, she is still too young. I am someone who has experienced this, someone who has been drugged with aphrodisiac, so how can I repeat my previous foolish mistake?
I looked at Xia Yu and smiled faintly. I didn't say anything.
Xia Yu seemed to suddenly understand something. She put down her glass and said, "Oh, Second Master, I understand now, you're worried that I added some medicine to your drink, that Second Wife won't be able to serve you after you drink it, right?"
I smiled again. I still didn't say anything, but it was tacit acknowledgment.
Xia Yu didn't say anything else. She reached for my glass, took a sip, and then put it down. She wiped her lips and looked at me with a mocking expression.
I suddenly felt very embarrassed. I felt very sorry for Xia Yu, because I had misunderstood and guessed at her earlier.
Xia Yu then raised her glass again and smiled at me.
To make up for what I had just done, I picked up my glass and drained the rest of my wine.
Xia Yu took a sip of her wine, put down her cup, and then smiled happily.1
Then, Xia Yu stood up and walked to the door, closing and locking it behind her.
"What?" I said, suddenly nervous.
I suddenly felt that my voice was weak and weak.
Xia Yu made a face at me, walked to the headboard, sat down, looked at me: "Hee hee. Second Master, are you feeling good? "
"How do you feel?" "No," I said.
Just as I said that, I suddenly felt a violent reaction from my body. A huge stream of heat surged from my body, and the blood in my body was flowing faster. An indescribable desire surged through my brain and body, but my vision and consciousness were gradually fading.
"You —" I tried to raise my arm, but I suddenly realized I couldn't do it. My body didn't seem to be listening to me.
"You …" I opened my mouth, but no sound came out. My vision continued to blur, my consciousness continued to blur, and my desire continued to surge crazily.
Xia Yu's pleased smile was swaying before his eyes. He heard her murmuring voice, "If it's not something I can drink, then you can drink it, little fool."
I suddenly understood that I had been tricked by Xia Yu even though I thought I was very smart.
Following that, I heard Xia Yu's gentle and excited voice tremble beside my ear. "Kiss baby, kiss Second Master, kiss Ke ke, little rabbit, good girl, open the door. Grandmother is back …"
That was the last thing I heard from Xia Yu that night. After that, I couldn't keep my eyes open anymore, and my consciousness seemed to go completely blurry. My memory finally stopped playing.
Even though my memory seemed to have been cut off, I seemed to have entered a crazy and dreamy state. I was unable to grasp my own direction in the madness of pain, unable to control my own consciousness, powerlessly and helplessly going crazy. I entered a kind of extreme release and release in pain, felt the indescribable happiness of pain in release, and got some temporary reassurance in happiness.
And so it went on and on, until I finally calmed down, tired and weak, tired, really tired.
Then I fell asleep quietly.
When I woke up, I opened my eyes.
I was lying quietly and quietly on the bed, my pajamas intact.
Xia Yu was gone, and I was the only one in the room.
Xia Yu's broken cell phone and blue hairpin were also missing from the bedside table.
The sun shone through the gaps in the curtains, and the light in the room was very warm.
He felt his head expanding and shaking, but he did not feel any pain or dizziness. It seemed that his mind was still clear.
I sat up, leaned against the headboard, and touched my chest. My heart was pounding.
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