C1333 Fly to Korea
Hai Zhu didn't know I was flying to Korea. She thought I was on duty during the holiday.
He could not help but feel apologetic and uneasy, and he could not help but sigh softly.
She turned to me and whispered, "Brother, you're sighing."
I smiled unnaturally and said nothing.
"Brother." Clouds whispered.
"Yes." I looked at the clouds.
"You have something on your mind." Clouds said.
"Nope." I covered my smile.
"Don't lie to me, I can see that you've been a little distracted today. It doesn't seem to be because I didn't sleep well last night. " Clouds looked at me with large clear eyes, with deep concern.
The look in the clouds moved me, and I knew she had always cared about me.
"It's nothing, it's okay." I whispered, patting Cloud on the shoulder.
Clouds stared at me, silent.
"Don't look at me like that, okay? If you look at me so seriously, I will feel uneasy." I said in a half-joking tone.
Yun Xiao laughed, then softly sighed, "Big brother, I don't know what is on your mind, but I know that you must have met with some unhappy things. I know you don't want to tell me what's on your mind, but I wanted to share it with you, but I didn't know how to do it. "
My heart was moved. "Yun, I am already satisfied with what you have said. I am very happy to have such a caring sister like you."
"As your sister, I actually didn't do enough, far from enough." Clouds' eyes dimmed.
"No, you did well enough, really, very well!" "No," I said.
"You're comforting me." Yun Yun smiled faintly.
I was silent for a moment. "Clouds," I said.
"Yes." Clouds look at me.
"You and Haifeng …" How are you guys doing? " "No," I said.
Clouds did not speak for a moment. His eyelids drooped as he said softly, "Still like that."
"What does that mean?" "No," I said.
"It's the same as before." Clouds said.
"There haven't been any new developments?" "No," I said.
"Yes." Yun Yang nodded, his face slightly flushed.
I couldn't help but stare at the clouds in confusion and bewilderment.
"Haifeng is a good person. He likes you a lot. " "No," I said.
"Yeah, I know Haifeng is a good person. He likes me a lot, or rather, he truly loves me from the bottom of his heart." "But …"
"But what?" "No," I said.
"But, because of me. I didn't do well enough. " "I have always tried to accept Haifeng from the bottom of my heart, but Haifeng has always had his own attitude, that is, he loves me, he needs love from the bottom of his heart. He doesn't want me to accept him with a sense of grievance, he wants to see me fall in love with him from the bottom of my heart. "Only then will he …"
I know what Yun Wei meant by this. Even though Haifeng had devoted all his heart to her, even though she had always tried her best to accept Haifeng with all of her heart, but, in the heart of the cloud, I had always occupied a place. She was unable to completely erase me, and Haifeng, who was obviously aware of this, had patiently waited for the cloud.
He couldn't help but feel extremely guilty. He felt that he failed Yun Yang and also failed Haifeng.
Haifeng is a perfect idealist, he wants to get a perfect and complete love.
But he sensed that the clouds were not doing everything, that he did not want them to do anything, that he had the patience to wait, to wait for them to fall in love with him, for his desire to become a reality.
Think of a saying: If a man really loves you, he will give everything in silence, but rarely let you know his sacrifice.
Haifeng is such a man. I feel that I am inferior to him. Haifeng Yuan is better than me, in front of Haifeng, compared to Haifeng, I feel very small.
It occurred to him that love and marriage weren't really the same thing. Not all of love had to be married, and not all marriages had love.
This thought made me feel extremely uneasy.
Taking a deep breath, I look at the clouds. "Cloud, learn to forget, let the past pass forever, face reality, face the future, face the real self, make yourself truly happy."
Yun Xiao's expression dimmed. She sighed and raised her head to look at me. "Brother, I understand what you mean. Don't worry, I will try my best to do it well. "Thank you, thank you Haifeng. Both of you are so lenient towards me."
I felt ashamed in my heart and said: "Don't thank me. Actually, I feel sorry for you. The one who should be thanking is Haifeng. Actually, I should also thank Haifeng."
"Brother, don't say it like that, you don't have anything that would let me down. On the contrary, it was you who gave me my second life, and without you, I wouldn't be living in the human world again. On the contrary, I would be the one who would let you down, causing you trouble and causing you to feel tired and frustrated. That night, I really did feel sorry for you. " There was deep shame in the cloud's voice.
I remember the night I was drugged by the clouds after I drank alcohol, and the accident that happened when the clouds left while crying. I think about how I was attacked by the Five Tigers of Bai Laosan's subordinates on the beach, and how I fell into the arms of Qiu Tong after being stabbed by her Five Tigers. I think about how Qiu Tong gave me an emergency blood transfusion to save me in the emergency ward of the hospital.
It was as if everything was happening yesterday, in the confusion of the young and inexperienced yesterday. Although so much time had passed, it was still just before his eyes.
He felt a suffocating pain in his heart. Perhaps, everything that had happened was fated and is a fate that can only be found in the world. However, this fate and fate was so irresistible, so confusing and frustrating.
Life is like that, life is like that.
That night, after the wine, I changed the clouds passively, changed her timid and weak heart, changed the trajectory of her life. Although she knew that she was no longer able to realize her own desires, even though she had been trying her best to face the reality of tomorrow, she still couldn't completely forget the past, couldn't let herself be perfect, couldn't let herself be relaxed. She deeply buried her heart, allowing herself to face the helpless sadness. To her, this was also a form of cruelty.
And Haifeng, facing such a cloud, and how magnanimous and tolerant is the performance, if it is me, can I do it?
He could not help but blame himself and reflect deeply on himself.
Yun Xiao forced a smile and said: "Big brother, relax. I will be fine. I will overcome myself. I will be your little sister. You will also be my best brother. We will all be fine. "
I looked at Cloud's innocent smile and tried to make myself smile.
Although I was smiling, I felt very tired. Looking at the clouds, I couldn't help but think of Qiu Tong who was sitting in front of me, Hai Zhu who was flying to Taiwan, and Dong Xue who didn't know what she was doing.
The more he thought about it, the more tired he felt.
Yun Yun looked at me with a worried gaze. It seemed that she knew that I was feeling depressed at this moment, but she didn't know why.
I looked at the clouds and suddenly smiled. "Clouds, don't worry about me. I'm fine."
"But you are sighing." Clouds said.
"Sighing is just a habit. It's like yawning, I'm used to it! " I laughed.
Cloudy Heavens wanted to laugh as well, but he did not.
Just then, Snowy woke up and began to frolic again. Clouds and I stopped talking and began to play with Snowy again.
Qiu Tong turned around and looked at us. "You two sure are spirited. Hur Hur."
I laughed silently.
"I was just chatting with my brother." Clouds said.
"Sigh … The two managers from Issuing Company ran off for a while, Boss Tang will have to work hard for the rest of the holidays." Qiu Tong said with a smile.
"Yeah, Big Brother Tang is really kind-hearted. He volunteered to be on duty for the rest of the vacation. I have to thank him when I get back, and I have to buy him a present in Korea. " Clouds said.
"No problem, we have a special day of free shopping in Seoul!" Qiu Tong said.
"Sure." Cloud nodded and then continued playing with Snowy.
I said, "Seoul. Is that Media Group in Seoul today? "
"Yes." Qiu Tong nodded.
"Have you contacted Jin Jingze regarding our trip to Korea?" "No," I said.
"It's such a big matter, how could I dare to act without asking you for permission?" Qiu Tong teased.
I couldn't help but laugh. "Don't mention it."
"I think we should contact him when we get to Korea!" Qiu Tong said.
"Sure!"
"How about you contact him?" Qiu Tong said.
"Oh, why me?" "No," I said.
"Because you are the only representative of our Party. Who else should we find if we don't work with you on such a big matter?" Qiu Tong continued with a teasing tone.
"Alright, then I'll do it!" "No," I said.
"Hee hee." Uncle Yi will always be a representative of the Party. That time, when he went to Ningzhou to see Aunt Hai Zhu, Uncle Yi was also a representative of the Party. " Snowy giggled and said.
Qiu Tong and Yun Yun both laughed.
"Mom, since Uncle Yi is the representative of the Party, can I be the child leader?" Snowy said, "I'll be the leader of the children's team. You and Auntie Yun will be my team members."
"Alright, you are the leader of the children. Auntie Yun and I are both small members of your team!" Qiu Tong said.
"Haha." Snowy laughed happily.
Yun Yun smiled as he extended his hand to pinch Xiao Xue's nose.
Qiu Tong went on to say to me thoughtfully, "Hey, I wonder if Jin Jingze is in Korea? I wonder if his aunt is here. "
Qiu Tong seemed to be concerned not only about Jin Jingze's presence but also his aunt.
I said, "That depends on fate. If fate wills it, we will see it. "
Qiu Tong nodded. "Yes."
I continued, "These two, one is the chairman and the other is the president, I think they must be very busy, even if they are in Korea, they may not have the time to see us. Maybe a staff member will show us around. "Don't expect too much."
Qiu Tong smiled but didn't say anything.
Clouds and Snowy looked at us as they played, but they didn't interrupt.0
I added, "It seems that you are more interested in the chairman than in the president."
Qiu Tong chuckled. "As fellow females, is it strange that we pay attention to successful homosexuality?"
"Not surprising, but. "It's still a little strange." "No," I said.
"Your words seem very contradictory." Qiu Tong said.
"It seems contradictory, but at the same time, it doesn't seem to be so." "No," I said.
"What are you talking about, a tongue twister?" Qiu Tong laughed again.
I laughed too. "I don't know what I'm talking about."
Qiu Tong pursed her lips into a smile as she turned her head away.
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