1402: C1402 Jarring Heart

C1402 Jarring Heart

I waited anxiously for the result. Qin Lu's child couldn't be saved, so I didn't know what she would think now. Would she regret it very much? Would she be sad? Children were the main magical equipment that she used to restrain Guan Yunfei. Without children, what would she use to force Guan Yunfei and Xie Fei to divorce?

Also, if Guan Yunfei knew that the child in Qin Lu's womb was gone, what would he think? Would he still tell Qin Lu that he loved her and promised to divorce her and marry her?

It seemed that things were not going well. It seemed that this was all an unknown measure.

After an unknown period of time, the nurse came out and handed me a list. "Pay the money to get the medicine. These are all for follow-up prevention of inflammation and for the maintenance of the body. The operation is completed and goes smoothly. The patient will be able to come out after a short rest. "Go back and take good care of them. Don't get cold, don't eat cold food, don't eat spicy food."

I promised to go on and pay for the medicine, to get a big bag of medicine and some body care equipment, and then to come back. After a while, Qin Lu came out, slowly walking out, pale and bloodless, and looking very weak.

I hurried over to support Qin Lu. "Are you feeling better?"

"What painless abortion, it almost killed me." As Qin Lu spoke weakly, she suddenly cried again, "The child is gone, I …" "What should I do? What should I do?"

Qin Lu cried her heart out.

I hurriedly said, "Don't cry. If you do that, your body will be injured. Let's head back first and rest first." We'll think about the future further. "

What do you mean by thinking long and hard? It sounds like I'm helping her with something.

But as soon as the words left his mouth, he could no longer take them back.

Actually, what I said now was mainly to comfort her. I'll first stabilize her emotions before saying anything else.

"Yes." Qin Lu nodded at me and stopped crying. "Thank you, Yi Ke, thank you. It was fortunate that you were here tonight."

I couldn't help but blush. Thank me? Should he thank me or hate me? If it hadn't been for my collision, this might not have happened.

Yes, without my impact, her ankle would not have sprained, and then she would not have fallen and fallen in the bath, and this would not have happened.

No doubt, I am the culprit for her miscarriage tonight

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault. It's all my fault for causing your accident tonight." I said guiltily.

"It's already like this, is there any use talking about it now?" Qin Lu said, "I want to go back and rest first."

"Alright, let's go back first." As I spoke, I supported Qin Lu. "Can you walk?"

"Not bad, my body is not that delicate. I think we'll be fine in a couple of days. " Qin Lu said.

"Oh." As if comforted by something, I helped Qin Lu out of the hospital and took a taxi back to the hotel.

He returned to his hotel room and checked the time. It was already past 2 in the morning.

Qin Lu lay on the bed and looked at me. "Can you help me change out of my dirty clothes?"

"Do you have a change of clothes?" "No," I said.

"In the clothes closet." Qin Lu said.

I quickly opened the closet to find her underwear, then went back to the bed to help her change her clothes. Qin Lu didn't seem to feel any awkwardness or shyness in front of me.

After changing my clothes, I sat on the sofa beside the bed and stared blankly at Qin Lu. Qin Lu's gaze was somewhat dull as she laid there, staring blankly at the ceiling.

Obviously, I know that I must not leave tonight. Not only tonight, I have to take care of her even tomorrow. I have to serve Yuanzi, I have to serve Yuanzi for Guan Yunfei.

It seems that it is my responsibility to serve Yuanzi. Although the lost child is not mine, but I caused her to miscarry. I am the culprit behind the loss of Guan Yunfei's children. If Guan Yunfei knew that it was me who caused it, would he go berserk and kill me?

For a moment, my mind was in a mess. I felt panic and fear, but at the same time, I also felt a little bit relaxed. I didn't know why I felt relaxed.

Actually, I know why I would have that little bit of relaxation, but I just don't dare to face it and not think about it.

"Yi Ke, you've caused my death. You've almost destroyed all of my hopes and dreams." After a while, Qin Lu spoke. She continued to look at the ceiling, but her voice was choked with sobs.

I might be able to understand Qin Lu's feelings at this moment. I should be able to understand what she meant by those words.

"Sorry, I'm sorry." I bowed my head in apology, feeling a deep sense of guilt. No matter what, the pain in her body was caused by me. Not only was the damage to her body, but it was also the damage to her mind. To Qin Lu, this damage to her spirit was far greater than the damage to her body.

"The child is gone, what should I do? How do I explain this to Guan Yunfei? How can I achieve my ideals and goals? What exactly should I do? " Qin Lu's voice was laced with despair and deep pain.

I didn't know what to say, so I just kept apologizing, deeply apologizing.

"I know you didn't do it on purpose, I know you wouldn't do it on purpose, but, but, but, you still destroyed me." Qin Lu said again.

"I'm sorry. "I'm sorry." I continued apologizing. "I'm willing to take responsibility for my actions, I'm willing to compensate you, and I'm willing to do as long as I can."

I didn't know what else to say, so this was all I could say.

Qin Lu lay there looking at the ceiling and didn't say anything.

I watched her carefully.

"The doctor said that with my physical fitness, I will recover soon. He said that the fetus is very small and will not cause any great harm to my body, nor will it affect my fertility. I expect my body to recover in two days. I'll call the unit tomorrow and request for a few days of leave. I'm going to take a good rest here for two days. " Qin Lu said.

"Oh. "That's good. You need to take a good rest. I'll take care of you in the next two days." I said quickly.

"You don't have to take care of me." Qin Lu said.

"How can I not have someone to take care of you? The sins that I've committed must be taken care of by me." I tried to say it, but I couldn't.

"I'm not talking to you." Qin Lu said, "I'll call my cousin in the country tomorrow to take care of me."

"Oh." I looked at Qin Lu.

"Tomorrow, do whatever you have to do. Don't appear here again, and don't come visit me again. Remember my words, don't come here again. " Qin Lu's words didn't seem to be a joke.

"This …"

"Do you remember my words? Never come here again. " Qin Lu emphasized her tone.

"Remember, but —" I said.

"Don't ask me why, just remember my words. If you don't want to continue tormenting me, if you don't want to give me any trouble, then remember my words. " Qin Lu said.

I hurriedly nodded. "Alright, I'll remember that."

"Don't call me in the next two days." Qin Lu said.

"Oh." I nodded again.

Qin Lu took a light breath and turned her head to look at me, "Yi Ke, in fact, I still have to thank you tonight. Without you around, I might really be in trouble tonight. Something big might happen."

I couldn't help but feel a little scared. "Please don't say thank you to me. You should have scolded me. I really feel very guilty."

"No matter what, I will never be able to blame you for hating you. I will never be able to hate you again." Qin Lu said.

I was stunned and didn't know how to reply.

"I didn't want you to come here for the next two days, and I didn't want you to call me. It's actually for your own good, but of course, it's also for my own good. It's better if everyone is fine. " Qin Lu said.

I seemed to guess something from Qin Lu's words, but I wasn't sure.1

"I don't need you to do anything for me, but there is one thing you must promise me." Qin Lu said.

I looked nervously at Qin Lu, not knowing what conditions she was going to raise. I was very afraid that she would say that she wanted me to leave Hai Zhu and stay with her.

Qin Lu looked at my nervous expression and pursed her lips. "I'm afraid you're thinking too much." I know what you're thinking. "

I smiled dryly, still a little nervous.

"Don't worry, I won't ask too much from you. You can easily do what I ask of you. Moreover, I won't harm you in any way, and I won't make things difficult for you either."

I immediately felt relieved and said, "Tell me about it."

Qin Lu exhaled lightly again and looked at me. "I want you to promise me that you will keep the matter of my miscarriage a secret and won't tell anyone else. I'm talking about anyone, do you understand?"

Of course, I understood that Qin Lu wanted me to keep the matter of her miscarriage a secret. I think that the reason why she emphasized it was to go straight to Guan Yunfei. She didn't want Guan Yunfei to know about this, of course, including Xie Fei.

I seemed to vaguely guess Qin Lu's intentions. Even though it wasn't clear, I had a rough premonition.

My heart sank a little, but at the moment I had no choice but to promise Qin Lu.

"I understand, I promise." "No," I said.

"I believe you are a man who keeps his promises, and I hope you will not disappoint me. I trust you. I hope you will keep your promise. " Qin Lu said.

I clenched my teeth. "Don't worry. Since I've promised you, I definitely won't tell anyone!"

I really decided not to tell anyone. I don't think I will ever get involved in anything that happens between Qin Lu and Guan Yunfei and Xie Fei. I don't even want to hear about it.

Qin Lu heaved a sigh of relief. "Thank you."

I felt very uncomfortable. I had caused her bodily harm, but once again, she wanted to thank me. Did I help her or hurt her? For a moment, he was confused.

The night had been too hard for me, almost a night of horror.

"Yi Ke, do you think I'm very pitiful?" Qin Lu said.

I looked at Qin Lu and said nothing.

At this moment, I felt not only pity for her, but also helplessness. The sadness I had felt for her seemed temporarily gone.

"I know you feel sorry for me." Qin Lu said, "But, I don't want anyone to pity me, I don't need anyone to look at me like that, even if I'm in dire straits, I don't want anyone to see me as a pitiful bug, this is my self-esteem, although my self-esteem is very stubborn, but I'm used to this self-esteem, all these years, I relied on this self-esteem to support my spiritual world, the person who follows me will cry, I will cry in front of you, but, in front of any other man, including Guan Yunfei, I won't shed a single tear."

My heart skipped a beat as I stared at Qin Lu's weak and determined expression.

"So, I don't want you to pity me or pity me. "No need, even if you don't say it, don't have it in your heart." Qin Lu said.

"Fine." "No," I said.

"Humans are born to be fated, and everything that happens to them is fated. Perhaps what happened to me today was fated to happen. If it's fortune, it's not misfortune. If it's misfortune, it's unavoidable. This might be a calamity that's destined to happen in my life. " Qin Lu smiled bitterly.

I didn't say anything.

"Yi Ke, do you love life?" Qin Lu asked me after a while.

I nodded. "Yes." "What about you?"

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