1403: C1403 Mental State

C1403 Mental State

"Although my life has been filled with all kinds of unhappiness and worries, I have always loved life. I have never been pessimistic about fate, nor did I have any thoughts about the world." Qin Lu said.

I said, "You're in a very good mood, very bright. Yes, life is too precious to be given up so easily. "

Qin Lu smiled slightly. "I know that when a person lives, not only for himself, but also for the friends and relatives beside him who care about him and love him. A person must have a sense of responsibility, giving up his life at will. This is not only to oneself, but also to those who love his friends and relatives. As for me, I am a person with a sense of responsibility. Therefore, I will never think of committing suicide. "

I couldn't help but laugh. "Yeah." I can see that you are a responsible person, and I know that you are not one to avoid confusion. "

Even though I said that, I thought about Xie Fei in my heart. Qin Lu said that I was a responsible person, so, was she responsible to Xie Fei? A responsible person should be selfless, but Qin Lu clearly had her own selfish thoughts.

It seemed like he was overthinking it, especially at a time like this.

However, what Qin Lu said just now left a deep impression on me. I remember her very well.

I don't know why I remember her words so well.

Sometimes, there was a situation that he could not find a reason for.

"I'm very tired. I need to rest. " Qin Lu said.

"Alright. You rest, you sleep. " I tucked her in.

"You have suffered a lot tonight as well, and it has been hard on you as well. You should also go to sleep for a while." Qin Lu said.

"Alright." I nodded.

"Come to bed. You can't sleep well on the sofa." Qin Lu said.

I hesitated.

"Could it be that you're worried about something at this time?" Qin Lu looked at me with her faint eyes.

I couldn't help but smile awkwardly and said, "Alright, I'll go to bed then."

"The bed is big enough, you can lie by my side. With you by my side, I will feel very safe. After this night, when day breaks, you will leave. I will feel the peace of this short moment, and I will sleep well. " Qin Lu said.

I didn't say anything. I went straight to bed beside Qin Lu and slept soundly, keeping a proper distance from her.

Qin Lu sighed. "Turn off the lights and go to sleep."

I reached out and turned off the light. The room was dark.

Qin Lu, who was beside me, did not make a sound.

It was as if she had really fallen asleep.

I breathed a sigh of relief and stared at the dark ceiling.

Unknowingly, I fell into a daze.

In a daze, I began to dream. Nightmares.

One nightmare after another, one after another, and one after another, each worse than the last.

I did not wake up in a nightmare, but continued to live in a nightmare of fear and fear, the nerves of the brain.

Just as he was tangled up in nervousness and terror, he suddenly heard a burst of rapid knocks on the door.

I opened my eyes and sat up abruptly. I saw that the light in the room was on and that there was light coming in through the gaps in the curtains.

Daybreak had arrived.

Qin Lu was lying there staring at the ceiling in a daze. Seeing me wake up, her eyes turned to look at me.

It seemed like she did not hear any knocking sounds.

There was another knock at the door, and someone really was knocking.

Who was knocking on the door? My heart tightened --

Having just woken up from a nightmare, I was very worried that the person knocking on the door would be the last person I wanted to meet.

If that really was the case, the situation would be irreparable.

Qin Lu looked at me and said softly, "Go open the door, my cousin is here. I sent her a text message early in the morning." Her family lives in the countryside of Hsinghai. "

As if to verify Qin Lu's words, a girl's voice came from outside the door, "Cousin, it's me."

I let out a breath, relieved. Look at the time, it's already 9 am. Unknowingly, I actually slept for so long in this nightmare.

I got out of bed, straightened my clothes, and went to the door to open it.

There was a girl in her twenties standing in the doorway, looking like an honest girl. She paused a moment when she saw me, then looked at the number again.

"You're not wrong, Qin Lu is inside." I said pleasantly.

"Cousin, come in." Qin Lu continued.

The girl gave me a friendly smile, and then I stepped aside and she came in, and I closed the door behind her.

"Cousin, what's wrong?" the girl asked Qin Lu as she walked over to her bed.

Qin Lu tried her best to smile. "It's nothing. I'm just feeling a little uncomfortable. I'll explain it to you in detail later."

The girl looked at Qin Lu, then at me, then fell silent.

Qin Lu looked at me then. "You should go to work. Don't delay your business. With cousin around, I'll be fine. Don't worry."

It seemed that Qin Lu didn't want her cousin to know who I was, so she didn't call my name.

I nodded. "Then I'll be going."

"Remember what I said to you, remember what you promised me." Qin Lu said.

I said, "Don't worry."

My heart sank.

"You can go." Qin Lu said.

So I walked out, and my cousin followed me to the door. After I opened it and went out, I turned around to look at my cousin. She sweetly smiled at me and said, "Big brother, take care."

Although she didn't know my name, she knew it was my big brother, a very polite child.

I smiled at her. "Qin Lu will have to put in a lot of hard work for you."

When I said this, I felt that something was very wrong. It sounded as if I was someone on Qin Lu's side, as if I had some special relationship with Qin Lu.

"You're too polite. My cousin and I are family, so there's no need to talk about hard work." said the cousin politely.

I had nothing more to say, so I left, and my cousin closed the door.

I let out a long breath and went straight to the elevator. Just as I was about to press the button for the elevator, I thought for a moment before retracting my hand and heading down the stairs.

He was walking down the stairs when his cell phone rang. At this moment, the phone was ringing shrilly in the quiet stairwell.

I shivered.

It was as if my trembling was the result of what had happened last night, including my constant nightmares, and I was not yet free from that state of mind.

He took out his cell phone and saw that it was from Hai Zhu.

With a sigh of relief, she answered the call. "Zhu —"

"Brother, it's bad, something big happened in the company." Hai Zhu said in a panicked voice.

Of course, I knew why Hai Zhu was panic-stricken, and I also knew what the major event at the company that she mentioned was. I calmly told Hai Zhu, "Zhu, don't panic. What's the problem? Slow down, what's the major issue at the company?"

"Kong Kun, she …" Hai Zhu stammered.

"What happened to Kong Kun?" "No," I said.

"Kong Kun suddenly resigned and left. Other than her, there were also three other travel agencies and hotel staff who also resigned and left." Hai Zhu said.

"Kong Kun has resigned. A few other employees have resigned as well." "No," I said.

"Yes, that's right. It's not a big deal if those staff members resign, but Kong Kun …" She left without a word of greeting. He left without knowing why. She didn't even give me a call, not even a text message. " Hai Zhu said.

"Where's Kong Kun?" "No," I said.

"I don't know." Hai Zhu's voice sounded very dejected.

"Why did she suddenly resign and leave?" "No," I said.

"I don't know either." Hai Zhu said, "She has been doing very well. I also didn't think that there would be anything that would let her down. She didn't even say goodbye and just left without a trace." She. How could she do this? "I've always treated her like a good sister. How could she treat me like this?"

Hai Zhu's voice sounded a little sad, as if she was about to cry from the sadness.

"Don't be sad yet. Let me ask you, did she leave you a letter of resignation?" "No," I said.

"I just came back from Hangzhou today, and I didn't see her even when work time arrived. I called her and her cell phone went off. I went to her office and found a letter on her desk. It was very short, only a few words." Hai Zhu said.

"Read it for me to hear." "No," I said.

"The letter reads: Sister Hai Zhu, for special personal reasons, I have to resign urgently, and I can't explain it to you in person until you return, so I'm leaving. I'm sorry, Sister Hai Zhu, I couldn't work with you for a long time. Forgive me, Sister Hai Zhu, I will miss our time together. Bless you, Sister Hai Zhu. May you and Brother Yi be happy forever. That's all. " Sofia finished reading Kong Kun's letter of resignation.

As I walked down the stairs, I said, "Oh. That's right. Then wouldn't the work of the travel agency be a mess? "

"That won't be the case. She arranged the items that needed to be handed over, including all the customer information and reports, neatly into a large bag. I just checked and found that it was complete, and didn't lack anything." Hai Zhu said.

"Oh. Since that's the case, since she said that she had special personal reasons and had to resign as a matter of urgency, since she is unwilling to share the reason with you, then you should stop blaming her. Understand, I think that she might have some unspeakable hidden difficulties. Since I have to resign and leave, then let's go. " "No," I said.

"But, if she has any difficulties, she can tell me. I can help her. Everyone can help her. Why did she suddenly leave? This. This is incredible, this. This is too shocking. " Hai Zhu said.

Maybe she doesn't want us to help her, maybe she doesn't want us to. Maybe we don't need us to help her when she encounters things, maybe she has already planned to leave a long time ago, and just can't find a suitable excuse. Maybe she thinks that leaving in this way won't bring too much trouble, or maybe there are a lot of other reasons.

I continued, "In short, first of all, she left, resigned; second, she did not cause any direct loss to the company; third, she must have had her own reasons for leaving, voluntarily, and at the same time she did not want us to know why she was leaving, so she had her own aspirations, no need to force herself, and she was still doing quite well, having arranged all the work that needed to be handed over before she left, so as not to detain the business of the travel agency. Fourth, her departure could be considered dignified and straightforward, without leaving any side effects, and without hurting anyone. "

"But, and —" Hai Zhu stammered.

"What else?" "No," I said.1

"She also left a large amount of cash in her desk drawer, worth 300 thousand yuan." Hai Zhu said.

"What?" I was surprised.

"She appended a note to the money saying that this was a good fee paid by her clients during this period of time when she was in contact with different clients. She said that as the head of the travel agency, she was not allowed to take the business rebate and the good fee and that it was now left to the travel agency. Leave it to me. " Hai Zhu said.

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